days of waiting

In short, it's called a confession.

It is difficult to start a topic. To confess, to Li Chen, it is as if he suddenly asked her to go to a bullfight.

Cheng Youwei drank latte as if staying out of the matter, she was the only one who was not enthusiastic about this matter.

"It should be because you haven't known Ah Chen long enough." Cheng Youwei said, shrugging, "Of course I support her morally, but I won't encourage her to do so."

"Youwei is so indifferent." Han Zhaojie said reproachfully.

In fact, Li Chen knew that Cheng Youwei was definitely the least likely person in the world to betray him.Maybe it was too familiar, she saw that it was impossible for Li Chen to take this step bravely after so many years of silence, and knew that this was too unlike Li Chen's style.

But Li Chen really made up his mind, she said that she would work hard for herself once, and this time she would not back down again.

"Just tell her how you feel about her." Han Zhaojie said encouragingly, "Don't be nervous."

"Take advantage of the opportunity." Ye Jiangyun nodded in agreement.

Even though Li Chen could have predicted what might happen, knowing that this would be the end of her humble dream, but she had made up her mind, this time she wanted the result.

Wait, wait too long.

People are born masochists, right?

You know that the boiling pot will be hot, but you still reach out to touch it; you know that the smell of paint hurts your body and mind, and after smelling it once or twice, you can't stop it like an addiction; I will still eat that chili and taste that lemon cheaply.

Only after experiencing some kind of destruction vigorously like moths to a flame can we finally understand that some things are born to be unworthy of your expectations. ?

…Whether it’s worth it or not, in fact, I can’t bear to define it later.

Because it took time to hold back the tears, and it took a lot of effort to swallow the bitterness and bitterness...

Mi Yining, just like many people, you can't understand the feeling of being cheap and stupid.

You don't understand why you don't take the initiative to strive for your own happiness, why you shrink back in the corner and watch the people, things, and things you love pass by but don't reach out to grab them, and why some emotions must be carried out in the dark...

You who are fearless cannot understand us who are so deep in love but so hard to admit.

It is even difficult to express a little happiness, a little sadness, or a little anger by pulling your cheeks, but how easy is it to confess your heart in front of someone?

What do you think is the point of wasting great youth waiting in vain?Some people say that the ambiguous period in love is the most moving. I just think that the bitter and sweet secret love is better for me, because the feeling of being a lover is better than being loved, because the happiness of seeing you is much more important than my own happiness. , Because I am not sure to bring you laughter, so I choose to quietly guard those that already exist, because I am dormant but also fully grasped at the same time, because...?

Just because you are Mi Yining, there is no need to discuss whether it is worth it or not.

"Xiaomi, after closing... can I stay for a while? I have something to..." Li Chen said, feeling his heart beat at that moment like a metronome with no power, it slowed down and became very weak, and his breathing was tight Grabbing his throat, the second half of the sentence disappeared without a trace.

"OK!"

Mi Yining didn't hesitate or hesitate at all. ??

Things are always so simple to her, sometimes, Li Chen is really envious of girls' ability to understate things.

In a certain way, Li Chen is lucky. If everything is easy for Xiaomi, after the confession fails, they still have a great chance and can still be friends.

Think a little more courage.

She wasn't sure if she could hope for more, Mi Yining was always the biggest change in Li Chen's life.

Li Chen found himself really looking forward to closing this time.

"Millet…"

In fact, it is quite a sad thing to end a crush.

After all, there will be no going back to the original in any case.

"Xiaomi...I..."

How does this translate into words?

Millet…

If you have ever loved someone, maybe you will agree with me. At that moment, the heart stopped beating for yourself. From that moment on, it is no longer, nor can you go back to the original self. When you start to live for a person, this feeling It's... so obvious and so irresistible.

"Chen, what's wrong?"

Li Chen looked at Mi Yining's serious questioning face, like a scene in her dream.

"I?"

The night makes Bitter&Sweet look very light, and the tone that looks calm under the sun looks so light under the night sky.

The harder things are, the more practical they are.

Just say what you feel about her.

"Xiaomi, I...I'm telling you..." Li Chen felt as if the air in his lungs had turned into a lump of iron, and his throat had turned into a swamp. All the words couldn't stand the trek, and they were drowning in it, "I..."

Once she said it, she didn't have to suffer from the waiting.

"I…"

The sound of knuckles clasping against the glass window made the two of them turn their heads to look outside at the same time. The sign "In preparation" blocked the man's face, but the figure could clearly tell that it was a man.

He holds a bouquet of flowers in his hand.

"Why did you come...?" Mi Yining muttered to himself, but his tone couldn't hide his surprise.

Boyfriend is here to pick you up.

With flowers, this is an apology.

They quarreled and made up again.

Boyfriend is here to pick you up.

Xiaomi, very happy and looking forward to it.

boyfriend to pick up...

Li Chen evaluated the current situation quietly, seeing Mi Yining's gaze constantly drifting outside the door, he knew that it would be inappropriate for him to say anything at this moment.

Suppressing the excitement overflowing in her heart, she convinced herself that since she had waited so long anyway, it wouldn't really affect her if she waited a little longer.

"You go."

Li Chen said in a low voice, raised his eyes to look at the man outside the door, at this moment he was very envious and angry, angry that he didn't know how to cherish.

Mi Yining nodded gratefully, grabbed his bag and walked outside quickly.

"Chen, bye!"

Li Chen turned around, his eyes filled with everything about Bitter&Sweet.

Even though it has been a long time, she still doesn't want to let her eyes pass by the place where Xiaomi and her boyfriend stopped just now.

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