Lost [Transmigration Book]

After saying this, Zhao Rong turned around and went to the sofa to pick up the scarf that Zhao Ming had knitted for him in the morning, put on his coat, and walked to the backyard.

Before opening the door, apart from the sound of his walking, there was no movement in the house.

Qiao Nanqi seemed to have been standing there without moving.

He walked into the small courtyard and sat down directly on the steps of the small courtyard.

There are only a few perennial plants in the backyard that still have some color at the moment, other than that, this square inch is no different from the square world, gray and lonely.

Very boring, but also cold blood.

But that's what Zhao Rong needed at the moment. He sat there, slowly closed his eyes, and gradually calmed down in the coolness.

As soon as he finished those words, he realized that he was restless.

Not shaken, not soft-hearted, but a subtle, unspeakable trembling and vigilance.

It was like a small sailboat that was finally able to sail on a calm sea after a storm, and was suddenly slapped by the waves that swept in front of it, and it took all its strength to stabilize the hull.

But what Lu Xingping said was right, he had likes and dislikes in his heart, so he lost his demeanor just now.

He sat here, tilted his head slightly, closed his eyes, and took several deep breaths.

The cold air only fills the lungs, but it can cool down his heart.

It seemed that some flying bird broke through the sky and let out a pleasant long cry.

The wind rustled.

Zhao Rong opened his eyes slightly, looked at the traces of the flying birds passing by, and sighed leisurely.

—Winter is coming.

If the bird doesn't fly away, it will freeze to death in the cold and vast world.

He was just about to close his eyes again, but a shadow fell in front of him.

The man stood behind him and gently put a coat on his shoulders.

He heard Qiao Nanqi lower his voice and say, "You are afraid of the cold, go in. If you see me upset inside, I can come out."

Zhao Rong lowered his head and glanced at the clothes that had just fallen on him.

This time, he didn't take off the clothes.

He thought that since Qiao Nanqi was no longer pressing too hard like when he had just left, they could actually return to the state he had expected at the beginning - getting together and relaxing.

Just as ordinary friends.

He said, "Jonanqi."

The man behind seemed to bend down immediately, "Huh?"

"Do you remember what I told you? You may have been rejected from the beginning to the end, from our breakup to the present, but you were suddenly rejected by others one day, so you just want to win or lose."

"I do not--"

"Don't rush to refute me, I haven't finished yet."

Qiao Nanqi really stopped talking.

Zhao Rong continued: "In other words, what you want is not for us to be together, what you want is to return to the state where someone treated you well. It is also possible that you just don't have a satisfactory person to solve your needs ...all of which can be misleading for someone who just broke up — although I actually think we're not even breaking up."

I don't know if he sensed the impending storm in Zhao Rong's words, but it was rare for Qiao Nanqi not to refute and argue immediately.

He just said, "Zhao Rong, what do you want to say?"

"We can't go on like this forever. Well, two options."

"One... I haven't solved my needs for a long time. If you just solve your needs, you are actually good. If you are really obsessed with 'what you can't ask for', now I will follow you to your house, and we will do it once."

"I will solve your needs and fulfill your obsession for you, and you will save my heart for me. From then on, we shall have a deadly feud, and we will never see each other again. If you go east, I will go west. Wherever you are, I will not die. Wherever I am, I trouble you to avoid it."

"Old and dead do not communicate with each other."

After Zhao Rong's death, Qiao Nanqi froze in place.

"Second," Zhao Rong continued, "we get together and part ways, so we will be ordinary friends, and we will be ordinary friends for the rest of our lives. There is no possibility for you and me."

He sighed, quietly waiting for the reaction of the people behind him.

half an hour.

That always low and sharp voice now had a hint of sadness hidden in it.

"You gave me two options...both options are impossible."

"Yes." Zhao Rong confessed.

It's just a little more aggressive and a little more moderate.

It was impossible for him to give Qiao Nanqi a third possibility.If he gives it now, for the rest of his life, he will be the one who loves humbly every day, for fear that the other party will be unhappy, and endures this person looking for Lu Xingping every day.

"Then I'd rather spend it."

"But I don't want to waste it. If you take one step forward, I will take one step back. Even if we take thousands of steps, the distance will still be the same. This kind of thing is meaningless at all."

Qiao Nanqi was almost unable to control his emotions.

Zhao Rong's words made him almost lose control.

He originally thought that Zhao Rong's wearing the coat he brought out just now was a sign of softening attitude, but he didn't expect that the words after that seemed gentle and gentle, but in fact each word was sharper than each word, and each sentence was more cruel than one sentence.

The first option...

His eyes fell on the back of Zhao Rong's neck.

The fluffy scarf was wrapped around, revealing only a little fair skin, which made people want to get close to leave a mark.

Just this one glance is enough for him to think of the lingering past, and Zhao Rong's slightly flushed cheeks, looking at him with slightly squinted eyes.

After Zhao Rong left, he dreamed of holding her in his arms again.

But it is impossible for him to be inseparable from Zhao Rong forever.Just now, as long as he thinks that one day he will suddenly never see Zhao Rong again, he will find it difficult to breathe.

He gritted his teeth, tried his best to suppress his emotions, and said, "Friend. As I said just now, you can just treat me as a friend who came to visit your mother. "

Zhao Rong was slightly surprised.

He actually thought that Qiao Nanqi would immediately choose the first one.

After all, he used to be Qiao Nanqi's "underground lover" who came and went as soon as he was called. Even when he met Qiao Nanqi in the company, he mostly did that.

"it is good."

Qiao Nanqi went on to say, "But you have to give me a chance. Zhao Rong, just one chance, I don't ask for anything else, okay? Don't give me a chance to pursue you, and I don't expect you to promise me to get back together now, But even if you give me a chance to treat you well, you don't need to give me any reaction..."

As he spoke, the repressed emotions spewed out like rebellion.

His voice turned into a weeping voice at some point, and his voice became more and more hoarse.

"You see, I'm changing. I used to be an asshole, and I deserve it. But now, I'm learning and changing... I won't cause you any trouble, and you don't have to return me anything, just let me As long as I can treat you well and like you."

"You should always give me the right to wishful thinking."

"we still have……"

It's still possible.

He seemed to want to say this.But for some reason, as he spoke, he felt a little choked up unconsciously while speaking.

Too embarrassed.

He has never exposed his weakness in front of others, nor can he do anything pitiful to win sympathy.

He has his pride and face, he doesn't want Zhao Rong to see him at all.

Qiao Nanqi stopped his voice.

Zhao Rong got up slowly, without turning her head to look at Qiao Nanqi.

He originally wanted to tell Qiao Nanqi that he was getting married, but after thinking about it, he was speechless.Now, it's not good if Lu Xingping gets into trouble before the wedding.Lu Xingping has already helped him a lot.

Since Qiao Nanqi has already chosen to be a friend, he treats him like this.As for this person now... let's do it if he wants to. Anyway, he persisted for a few days, even for an unprecedented few months, and gave up when he found that there was no hope.

When he and Lu Xingping hold their wedding, Qiao Nanqi will know no matter what, no matter what he thinks at this moment, he should completely let go at that time.

Regardless, they've run out of steam.

Talking about this to this person now, this person may not listen, he is too lazy to waste his words.

He turned and went into the house.

This time, the person outside the house became Qiao Nanqi.

After entering the room, Zhao Rong discovered that Zhao Ming had woken up and was sitting on the sofa, continuing to do the unfinished work this morning.

"When did you wake up? Are you hungry?" Zhao Rong walked to her side.

She smiled: "Just now, I saw you and your friends outside, so I didn't disturb you."

It didn't look like he was awake for long.

Because the nurse wasn't here today, Zhao Rong asked Zhao Ming what dish he wanted to eat, and called the nursing home for help preparing it.

After a while, Qiao Nanqi came in.

His eye sockets seemed a little red, but his expression had calmed down, and he couldn't see any emotion.

Zhao Ming asked him if he wanted to have lunch together, he looked at Zhao Rong's face, shook his head, and left slowly.

Zhao Rong didn't even watch him off.

In the next few days, I don't know if he restrained those emotions after going back. When Qiao Nanqi came to the nursing home again, he looked normal on the surface, as if he really came to visit with a friend like Fang Zhuoqun.

Young Master Qiao was still Young Master Qiao after all, when Zhao Rong was not around, he was as calm as ever.In addition, he has an extraordinary conversation, whether it is Zhao Ming or the nurse, he can pick up whatever he says.It's just that when Zhao Rong came, he would always take a look at Zhao Rong's face before acting.

Zhao Ming seemed to like him a little bit, and was quite happy to chat with Qiao Nanqi, or do those handicrafts that were actually not beneficial to Qiao Nanqi and were used to pass the time.

Zhao Rong felt that he had made it very clear to Qiao Nanqi, and Qiao Nanqi also chose to be friends.

Even though he still has some obsessions now, when he and Lu Xingping get married, he might be thinking that Lu Xingping is going to get married, and his obsessions are not worth mentioning at all.

Thinking of this, he also felt free to come to accompany Zhao Ming with Qiao Nanqi, since Zhao Ming was quite happy anyway.It's just that when he came to see Zhao Ming, he never bothered to talk to Qiao Nanqi.

What's more, he really didn't have that kind of spare time.

He had to take care of the chores of getting married and getting a legal relationship.

While learning about the wedding specifications Mrs. Chen had requested from Lawyer Lin, he began preparations based on this request.At the same time, I have to prepare the materials and documents for going abroad, and chat with the Zhou family who just got online about his investment in Zhuxi...

There are fragments, and it takes another period of time in a flash.

Time flies.

The past ten years have been nothing more than a passing day by day, and the sway of time at this moment is also hitting the pendulum again and again, taking away the irrecoverable minutes and seconds.

After consecutive sunny days, it suddenly became overcast in Yangcheng. After one night, Feixue followed the starry night without knowing it.

When the first ray of sky shines in the morning, the sky and the earth are already white.

After Zhao Rong woke up, she stayed in bed for a while, and then rubbed her eyes.

He has nothing to do today, the biggest thing in the near future is to deal with the wedding.

He contacted a few intermediaries who handled the wedding, learned a little about various wedding methods, and wanted to find a more suitable one that also met the requirements of the will.

When he was with Qiao Nanqi in the past, the longer the time, the more he knew that there would be no wedding between them, so that he never expected this thing afterwards, and naturally he never understood it from the beginning to the end.

After the agreement was over, he left Qiao Nanqi's house, knowing that he didn't seem to have the courage to start a new relationship for the time being, and even felt that he would be alone for the rest of his life.

I didn't expect to have something to do with the wedding all of a sudden, and it was under such circumstances.

Zhao Rong sighed a little.

This thing is very complicated. He just made a few phone calls and contacted different people, and the whole morning was almost over.

Listening to those steps and preparations, he didn't feel any disturbance in his heart, he just regarded it as work.

Naturally very tired after listening.

He rested for a while, and went to the window to have a look.

There was no response from the newly installed security devices. The past few days have been relatively peaceful. The driver Chen Jingnian only came for one night, and he never saw him again after that.

Could it be that he was too vigilant?

He looked away and closed the curtains.

Just about to have a meal and take a nap, Xu Xin called him.

He yawned and picked it up: "Brother Xu, I'm not going out today, so don't pick me up."

"It's not about picking up and dropping off. Xiao Zhao, I followed the direction you said to find out about Ruan Cheng's matter, and found out some clues."