Lost [Transmigration Book]

The terrain of Yangcheng is peaceful, and snowy days are always windy.

In the sound of the wind, the fine snow on the ground was slightly rolled, like rolling white sand.The hem of Zhao Rong's scarf flickered, just like his heart at this moment.

He still couldn't keep calm about the past misunderstandings. He lost his demeanor in front of Qiao Nanqi earlier, wasn't it because he still harbored a grudge?

Zhao Rong's face remained unchanged, but his heart was a little boiling.

Boiling in this icy cold.

What I said just now was for Qiao Nanqi, but it was also for himself.

You are gone, Zhao Rong.

It took you so long to get your foot in the door, you're gone.

Zhao Rong, don't be soft-hearted.

he told himself so.

After listening to his words, Qiao Nanqi already stayed there.

The man looked at him, as if he was gritting his teeth and enduring something.Out of the corner of his eye, Zhao Rong caught a glimpse of Qiao Nanqi's clenched fist, then looked at the man's red eyes, and seemed to understand.

Is Qiao Nanqi trying to hold back his tears?

I don't know if Qiao Nanqi had unintentionally untied a knot in his heart that he didn't even know existed. After Zhao Rong's extreme patience just now, all that was left at this moment was a little embarrassment, regret and helplessness.

at this point……

at this point.

He and Qiao Nanqi said: "My senior and I just set the wedding date yesterday, half a month later. If you don't mind, I will send you an invitation. Let's just pretend that the previous ones were left when they were immature." Let's remember, in fact, there is no deep hatred between us, if you let it go in the future, we can drop by occasionally and chat."

"If you meet another person who makes your heart beat, I will also bring my blessings to your wedding."

Qiao Nanqi seemed to be about to collapse, he opened his mouth, he wanted to say a lot, but he didn't know what to say.

After struggling, like a drowning man stretching out his hand for help on the rough sea, he asked, "Don't you love me?"

Zhao Rong turned his head away.

This question is really difficult to answer.

He can't do such a thing of telling such a lie face to face, but this marriage contract is also an opportunity for him to cut off the past. If he tells the truth, or turns around now, there will always be a thorn in his heart in the future, Because he himself didn't realize until now that he didn't think clearly.

He was speechless.

His silence, to Qiao Nanqi, seemed to be an acquiescence.

Qiao Nanqi thought of those two people who were similar to Lu Xingping in some respects.

Even similar people can make Zhao Rong look different...

He wanted to grab the last straw and said word by word: "Then do you love Lu Xingping?"

This is another question that Zhao Rong does not want to answer.

Zhao Rong lowered her eyes, raised her feet, and kicked the snow under her feet, turning the flat snow into a mess.

"You don't seem to be in a position to ask me that right now," he said.

These words really blocked Qiao Nanqi's remaining words.

"There are still many things to be busy with the wedding, I'm going back," he just said, "You should go back too, it's cold outside."

"I'm not afraid of the cold." The other party blurted out.

"I'm afraid."

Qiao Nanqi grabbed his hand and led him out.

"what are you doing!?"

The man did not speak.

He has always been much stronger than Zhao Rong, and the snow is so soft that people have nowhere to use his strength. Zhao Rong has no defense, and he is dragged to the parking place by him.

He struggled, and wanted to stop this person, but he wondered if Qiao Nanqi's aura was too terrifying at the moment, as if he was about to go crazy at any moment, so he didn't know what to say for a moment.

Qiao Nanqi pulled him to the side of the car, opened the door with one hand, and pulled Zhao Rong into the back seat with the other.

Zhao Rong remembered what happened when he went back to Qiao Nanqi's company last time, and suddenly began to break free from the man's hand, standing by the car door and refusing to go in.

"What on earth are you going to do?"

"I just want to have a good talk with you, okay?" Qiao Nanqi's tone was almost gentle, but his eyes were deep and deep, like a madman, "I won't do anything, I dare not do anything. You believe me, I really dare not."

He used to be so proud, but now he keeps repeating the word "dare not".

"It's just cold outside, I'm afraid you'll catch cold."

The tone of this sentence is very light and slow.

Crazy tenderness.

Zhao Rong was taken aback.

The space in the car was small, and there was only enough to reflect Qiao Nanqi's figure in his eyes at the moment.

Qiao Nanqi had already pulled him to sit down, closed the car door, and turned on the heater again.

Warm air slowly spilled out, and the car window glass intersected with the cold air outside, weaving a layer of hazy fog, as if separating them from everything outside.

Zhao Rong's already cold hands gradually regained warmth.

He didn't expect Qiao Nanqi to be like this, and he didn't get out of the car for a while.

Sitting in the back seat with Qiao Nanqi, he said in a low voice, "If what you want to say is what we've passed by many times, there's really no need."

"I'm getting married," he said this to Qiao Nanqi for the first time, solemnly, "Qiao Nanqi, I'm getting married."

"Just half a month later."

Zhao Rong paused, and he was suddenly frightened by Qiao Nanqi's gaze.

This person's eyes were reddish, and haggard bloodshot eyes appeared in both eyes, staring straight at him, not as deep as before, but as if he wanted to tear him apart.

But he had to finish.

His Adam's apple twitched slightly, accentuating his tone.

"—other things don't make sense."

"Yes! It makes sense," Qiao Nanqi retorted almost immediately, "We have only broken up for a few months, and you and Lu Xingping have only known each other for such a short time, how could you really fall in love with him? Or...or you just I haven't figured it out yet. I want to explain to you, can you give me a chance to explain?"

He looked at Zhao Rong cautiously, as if he was afraid of missing Zhao Rong's displeased and unhappy expression.

But he is also like a prostrate beast, as if waiting for the resistance of the prey. Once the prey struggles in front of his eyes, he will suddenly rush forward and completely consume the prey.

Zhao Rong felt her heart beat a few times in a panic.

He pulled back his coat, lowered his head, and buried his chin in the scarf, giving himself a sense of security in this rather spacious back seat.

He said, "Okay, tell me."

Maybe after talking, the paranoia will disappear.

Qiao Nanqi smiled.

This was his first smile of the day, and the redness at the end of his eyes hadn't even faded away.

He was afraid that Zhao Rong would repent, so he couldn't wait to say: "I really didn't do it on a whim, nor did I want to win or lose. Zhao Rong, after you left, I encountered many things and learned a lot."

He wanted to talk about the litter of cats first, but he had added Zhao Rong as a pet shop assistant, so he had no choice but to press that matter and not mention it at the moment.

"I saw the letters you sent me before, and I read every one of them. I didn't ignore them on purpose. I just never thought there would be anything there. I just opened the mailbox to read it recently."

Hearing the word "letter", Zhao Rong's eyes trembled slightly.

Ever since we were together, whenever he had the idea of ​​having a chat with Qiao Nanqi, Qiao Nanqi always didn't care much, and even interrupted him directly, and he had already started to give up talking.

So much so that until now, he felt that those things would be buried in the past forever.

But he never thought that Qiao Nanqi would still see it.

When it shouldn't be seen.

He said: "At the beginning... I just wanted to repay you, nothing else."

"I know," Qiao Nanqi wanted to say more than that, "but I also know a lot. I know how you got here in the Chen family, and I also know how difficult it was for you to sign a marriage agreement with me."

"I once had the most difficult time when I was in college. It was a person who secretly put a list of books in the book and spent that time with me secretly. I always thought that person was Lu Xingping, but then I Just known……"

Zhao Rong blinked slowly.

——It turns out that Qiao Nanqi even knew this.

It turned out that Qiao Nanqi was a little more special to Lu Xingping because of this incident.

It turns out that by accident, this line of Bai Yueguang that does not belong to the original work was actually added by him as a variable.

"I used to be too defensive, but I didn't think too much. I have always liked you. It was my fault in the past. I already know that I was wrong. I will not cherish it anymore, and I will never let you down again."

"You have loved me for so many years, and I love you too. We are in love with each other."

He finally lowered his head and let go of all his pride: "Zhao Rong, we can continue. I beg you, I beg you, I really beg you, don't get married, okay?"

If pleading and humbleness can make Zhao Rong change his mind, then he simply thanks God for creating these two words.

It's a pity that Zhao Rong still didn't respond.

Qiao Nanqi just looked at Zhao Rong like this, listening to the faint sound of the wind outside and the rumble of the heater in the car.

The man who watched him plead slowly shook his head.

"Yes, you are very vigilant and alert. If you didn't see these things, but I told you, you will only think that I have other plans."

"Now you know all about it, you're very touched, so you want me to go back."

Zhao Rong thought, maybe, he should thank himself for the moment of soft heart just now, sat down and heard these words.

In the bitterness, he was actually a little relieved.

At least let him know that those years when moths flew to the flame were not really meaningless.

Also let him know what kind of misunderstanding he has always been concerned about about Lu Xingping.

At least in fact, they were just wrong, just inappropriate, not cheating on each other.

But it was precisely because of this that his soft heart only flashed for a moment.

These things are now known by Qiao Nanqi, which only confuses this person even more.

Touching a person's kindness to another person is different from liking a person after all.Before knowing these things, Qiao Nanqi's persistence may be more likely to come from frustration. After knowing these things, perhaps what Qiao Nanqi is unwilling to give up is his dedication.

He was getting married, which to Qiao Nanqi seemed like a failed end point, making it even more difficult for Qiao Nanqi to distinguish those feelings.

On the contrary, Zhao Rong felt more and more that the decision to fulfill the marriage contract with Lu Xingping was the right one.

No matter what kind of paranoia, it would always disappear after he married Qiao Nanqi's childhood friend.

Liking and paranoia must be clearly distinguished, it is difficult to say, easy to say, but it is also very easy.

As long as the paranoid goal is gone, if there is still love in the heart, then it is liking.

If the man's stubbornness hasn't gone away...

Shouldn't.

The man in front of him was on the verge of losing control, he tried his best to suppress his emotions, and said calmly: "Actually, even if I go back with you, I can't be the same as before. But you probably just like the old me, like It's 'my favorite'."

"You know, when I saw you these days, I occasionally thought—was I like this back then?"

"Have you ever imagined that if I become the same as you before in our relationship, will you still be able to love?"

"I haven't thought about it, but—"

"Then think about it." Zhao Rong raised his hand and stopped his words.

He went on: "Wish me a happy wedding, Mr. Joe."