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Qin Caisang didn't know how many entanglements she had in her heart, she just wanted to leave more memories before parting, so that she wouldn't easily forget herself, so except for things that couldn't be shirked, she would always be with her She is tired of being together.I also visited the small shops in the west market and the east market, drank the wine of Xu Su and his wife, and went to the mountains outside the city to enjoy the scenery together with the Xie family and the Xu family couple. name.

In fact, she didn't care that much at first, but she knew that Jiang She valued it, so she began to pay attention, and gradually wanted everyone in the world to know that she had such a heart, so that Jiang She could let go of all worries and truly be willing to face everything with her. hinder.

However, the easiest thing in this world is to figure it out, and the hardest thing is also to figure it out. She is willing to wait for her to make up her mind, but she is afraid that Jiang Dushi will not be able to wait.Although she failed to inquire and understand, she is not a fool. She knew that most of the matter was related to her children. According to her temperament, she wanted to cut the mess quickly, but she was afraid that it would be the opposite. It happened that the Xie couple came to Beijing, so she told them all about it. After thinking about it, they decided to follow Mrs. Xie's idea and leave for a while, so as to give her time and space to think things over for herself.

However, after actually implementing it, I realized that it was not so easy. After the two were glued together, they suddenly parted. The first person who was reluctant to part was herself. When they sent Xie's family away from Beijing, she didn't want to mention going back to Luoyang for a while. Lin Qingwu had to be aroused by Lin Qingwu before he opened his mouth about watching. He only said that he had been away for a long time, so he had to go back and have a look.

Jiang She was slightly surprised when he heard the words, and then his expression calmed down as before. He never asked her when she would come back, and she was the one who made her promise to come back to Liang from Luoyang.

Qin Caisang was really annoyed in his heart, wishing to grab her and ask her if he liked her, and if not, they would just break up.But I was afraid that if I asked this question, I would really get a good answer, so I suppressed it anyway, and I was so angry that I refused to talk to her all night, and took Lin Qingwu to pack up and leave Beijing the next day. .

As expected, it was difficult to turn extravagance into frugality, so she was quite uncomfortable that night, and she couldn't fall asleep for a long time after tossing and turning.At first, she only comforted herself because she was not used to it, but after several days, she finally couldn't bear it, so she had to get Lin Qingwu up to talk to her next door.

Lin Qingwu yawned, squinting his sleepy eyes, "Sister, why bother asking for trouble?"

At the beginning, she was half-pushing and half-begging to ask her to urge her to leave the capital. Although Qin Caisang got rid of it now, Qin Caisang couldn't care less, "Of course I don't want to leave, but I think what sister Xie said makes sense. Being around her makes her feel that I can't live without her, so she can't think of cherishing me."

She didn't expect this heartless brat to understand, but Lin Qingwu nodded, "Oh, retreat is the way to advance."

"Are you really smart?" Qin Caisang couldn't help opening her eyes wide. Mrs. Xie said the same thing at that time, she must give her some time to decide for herself, otherwise she might regret it in the future.She not only wants her people, but also her heart, that is the most urgent thing.

Lin Qingwu's eyes were crooked with a smile, and thousands of words were on his face, as if he was saying yes.

Qin Caisang couldn't help but also smiled, but then couldn't help sighing, "That's what I said, but..."

But she didn't expect it to be so difficult.She didn't think this was the case, she walked the rivers and lakes alone for countless years, and never felt lonely, at most, when the moon was full and the scenery was coming, there would be a little regret that no one could share, and that would be fleeting.How can it be like today, wanting to ask her to see everything she sees, wanting to tell her about everything she encounters, I really don't know whose temper this parting is grinding, whose sincerity I saw.

Although she didn't say these things clearly, Lin Qingwu could make a rough guess, "Then go back to Beijing."

"..." Qin Caisang was speechless for a moment, "Can't you persuade me?"

"What are you persuading?" Lin Qingwu looked at her innocently, "Didn't they say that good words are hard to persuade, damn it."

The principle is this principle, but the words do not say so.

So Qin Caisang realized once again that this little bastard really has no conscience, let alone empathize with her, so it's better to put it into words by himself.Sometimes when I think about it too much, I take out the pair of clay figurines to have a look, thinking that she will also wear such a sparkling red robe at that time, so I feel a little relieved.

Thinking about it again, I'm afraid that the heartless turning around will forget her completely, and suddenly I feel itchy with hatred, wishing to bite her a few times.With this thought, he took a detour and lost his mind again. I hate Han Ye's lonely pillow and the passion is like fire, which is really tormented.When tossing and turning on the bed, she always had to think of Lin Qingwu's words, no matter how reluctant she was, she had to admit that she wasn't asking for trouble, what was it?

In fact, Jiang She was far less heartless and calm than she thought.

At first she didn't expect her to be so quiet, but suddenly said she wanted to leave.The day came so quickly, it was somewhat unexpected, but she had no reason to stop her, she could only try her best to maintain a peaceful expression, and accepted the invitation to come to Nikkei Luoyang to return to the cold.

Can't be a lover, at least a friend.

Qin Caisang did not sleep with her that night, she was so clean that she fell asleep again, she opened her eyes until dawn after a long absence, she wanted to see her off, but she refused without hesitation.

At that time, she only said that she didn't want to see her again. Although she was a little surprised and wronged in her heart, she didn't say much. After a few days in a daze, she tossed and turned one day and night, and finally realized that she was angry. .

It was she who only wanted to break up, so she mistakenly regarded the temporary separation as a permanent farewell. She didn't even ask when she would come back, and she didn't show any reluctance.

After trying to understand this, she didn't feel better.

She was tempted by her early in the morning, but she didn't want to ruin her lifelong confidant.Later, it should not be, because the inability to have children is destined to not last long.

But no matter what, she never thought she was serious.She knew that there was no one else in this world, but she only knew that she was just doing what she wanted. In her heart, she only felt that sooner or later she would leave. to keep her.

Only now did she realize that what she wanted was not a momentary pleasure, but a lifetime of companionship.Presumably she could also see her repeated hesitation, but she was never forced. It was just that she left the power of choice in her hands.

This affection is so heavy that it is almost unbearable.She sat up hastily in the night, stroking the sword at hand, and the scenes of the past when they were together passed by in her heart.If you want to give up, it's just to give up half your life.

So what?Why did Jiang's blood flow from her body.

She raised her hand and looked at the slender black and blue blood on her wrist. She had never thought about this before. To her, it made no difference whether it was her own flesh and blood or not.

But now that Jiang Dushi woke her up, she didn't care, so Jiang Qi didn't care?Don't the ancestors of the Jiang family care about it?A grand family, but cut off from her body, even if the deceased was ignorant and innocent, she would not be able to pass her own test.It's just a child, pregnant for nine months, and once it is delivered, it will be considered as repayment for the grace of childbirth.

As for her... As for her, if she can't accept it, it's just a dull life for the rest of her life, without that bright touch.What's more, I have been greedy for so many days, so I should be satisfied.Thinking of this, Jiang She felt a lot calmer in his heart, and gradually fell asleep for a while at night, but naturally he couldn't get things done in Beijing, and he was not in a hurry at this moment, just slowly fading away.

But even though there were many traces of melancholy, she still pretended that everything was as usual during the day, and she ran horses with Xu Su several times, made appointments with Zhuang Shuo to drink tea a few times, and was called into the palace to talk with Emperor Taixuan. After a few times, what he saw and what he heard made people gradually feel relieved. This man who had been dormant for many years and finally seized the throne might not be a good brother or uncle, but he was a wise emperor.

What moved her the most was that she could faintly hear from his voice that he had the intention of moving the capital.

Back then the north and south were divided into two, too.The grandfather's capital Yangxia was a steel knife that pierced into the opponent's heart, but later the northern border was gradually recovered, and he lingered here again, but he seemed to be in a corner and he didn't want to make progress.Now if the capital can be moved to the north, it will naturally be very different.

This is really a big event, if he is really determined and sincerely asks, she will definitely do her best.But if he didn't open up about it, she didn't show her attitude, she just spent the day by day, went to face the various matters with the Ministry of Officials and the Ministry of War in person, peeled off the cocoons bit by bit, and if this matter involved energy, She was finally able to put aside the matter of the child and Qin Caisang for the time being.But in the dead of night, those sweet and sour complex emotions always come to my mind, I can only order myself not to think, not to think, there is nothing I can't bear.Sometimes she couldn't bear it any longer, so she got up and practiced sword until she was exhausted and fell into a deep sleep. When she woke up the next day, she was fine again.

After more than a month like this, Emperor Taixuan finally heard another movement, and he confessed his plan to her.She didn't refuse, she said clearly but she was willing to come forward if necessary.After that, Zhuang Shuo also talked with her several times, and later brought Du Fengye here. From the motion to the real open discussion, it turned out that every move was intricately connected, which was more complicated than she imagined.She had a short period of time in court, many things were not as clear as they were, and according to Emperor Taixuan's intention, she didn't need to deal with those details, and just listened in, killing time and gaining some experience.

The weather is getting colder every day, the days are getting shorter and the nights are getting longer, and the annual festival is coming as scheduled. Thousands of families are reunited and every family is happy.She returned from a banquet in the palace, greeted Jiang Dushi, received a visit from Hao Dalong and the others, and drove Jiang Yuan out to play with them, then went back to the room alone, listening to the sound of firecrackers, the corners of her mouth slightly curled up, her eyes As soon as it was closed and opened again, a few tears fell.

It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter.How many years have passed, and it will be the same in the future.

She wiped her tears with the back of her hand, blew out the candle, and sat quietly in the night.

Soon, soon there will be an end.Just wait for the matter of moving the capital to be announced at the court meeting, and then everything will be settled.The day of returning to the cold is also close at hand, it is Luoyang...it doesn't matter, it still has a beginning and an end.