I bent after frying CP with my nemesis

The farce on the birthday ended with Cheng Langqiu being soft and hard. Kong Xia didn't really plan to support Cheng Langqiu to death, but more wanted to get rid of her petty temper. Cheng Langqiu was soft in her ears. As soon as he begged for mercy, Kong Xia immediately surrendered.

The director of the program group only gave one day off. In the evening of that day, Kong Xia followed Cheng Langqiu back to the program group. Afterwards, the work was similar every day with minor differences.

When the next holiday comes, there will be another guest schedule conflict. Fortunately, the effect of rushing to work during this period is amazing, and they are only short of the last episode of the show.

Kong Xia finally got some free time and went back to her rented apartment. Since she found out that she might fall in love with Cheng Langqiu, she never mentioned the matter of firing CP again. Maybe it was a change of mood that made her unable to Do things with peace of mind that make her think.

The third episode of "Peach Blossom Spring" aired, and this time Kong Xia didn't watch the time to watch it, and he didn't stare at the criticisms on the forum with fear afterwards.

Those taunts can no longer arouse her inner fluctuations, she even suspects that she is bent, can she still care about the group of fun people on the forum?

Kong Xia was really at a loss for this matter, and she didn't know who to ask. There was someone who had been around her, but Kong Xia really couldn't open her mouth.She wasn't ready to come out to anyone, and she even started to waver whether she really loved Cheng Langqiu.

Was that kind of throbbing a natural psychological reaction when she was extremely nervous during her first skydive, or did it come from Cheng Langqiu who was hugging her?

Kong Xia didn't look for Mao Feifei, but Mao Feifei took the initiative to call. She went straight to the point in the first sentence, and Mao Feifei asked Kong Xia in a bad tone: "Where is that Bai Shuiyao coming from?"

Kong Xia was taken aback for a moment, and it took a while to remember that the variety show is now on the episode where Bai Shuiyao came.

Kong Xia didn't speak, Mao Feifei was indignant to herself: "What do you mean by her, why is she pestering Cheng Langqiu all the time, those who don't know think Cheng Langqiu and her are a couple!"

Following Mao Feifei's complaints, Kong Xia's memory of Bai Shuiyao gradually came back. When many details were retrieved from the memories, the parties could often find many points that they had overlooked at the time.

For example, she seemed very dissatisfied with Bai Shuiyao at the time, why? When Bai Shuiyao came the first day, she almost rushed into the rain to help Bai Shuiyao with her luggage.

It was because Bai Shuiyao filled green tea in front of Cheng Langqiu again and again later, to win attention.

So, was she actually jealous?

Kong Xia was startled by her own discovery, did she get jealous so early, that was much earlier than her birthday!

Mao Feifei was still chattering, she found that her mouth was dry, but there was no reaction from the other side, Mao Feifei was unwilling: "Xiao Xia, are you listening?"

"Oh, I'm sorry," Kong Xia suddenly came back to his senses, "What were you talking about just now?"

Mao Feifei rolled her eyes to the sky, and knew that Kong Xia didn't listen to her at all.

"Feifei," Kong Xia suddenly asked as if thinking of something, "What was the first time you realized that you like girls?"

"Just... didn't I tell you before?" Mao Feifei was puzzled for a while.

At the sleeping meeting in the university dormitory, they often got together to talk about their love history, and it was at that time that Kong Xia knew that Mao Feifei was different from them.

At that time, he was only concerned about the shock, Kong Xia didn't remember too many details.

"At that time, I just felt that my classmate was very kind and gentle to me. As long as I stayed by her side, I would be happy even if I didn't do anything." Mao Feifei fell into memories.

"I didn't know it at first, but later she met new friends, and I was very angry. I didn't know why at first, but now I understand, it's actually possessiveness at work." Mao Feifei said .

"Possessiveness..." Kong Xia chewed the word.

Is she possessive of Cheng Langqiu?

Kong Xia doesn't know what constitutes possessiveness, but if she wants to imagine that Cheng Langqiu will also parachute with someone else in his arms, and prepare such a huge birthday surprise for others, Kong Xia can't bear it.

She even couldn't stand Bai Shuiyao's clumsy tricks.

Over there, Mao Feifei was still saying: "Yes, you must have possessiveness, otherwise what is the difference between you and ordinary friends?"

"Of course." Mao Feifei laughed strangely, "The most important thing is that I started dreaming about her at that time, that kind of dream."

Kong Xia reacted for a moment, and then her face suddenly turned red. She never had that kind of dream about Cheng Langqiu.

"After that kind of dream, when she was approaching me, or the two of us were alone in the room, I couldn't help thinking about it, and felt that I was filthy." Mao Feifei began to laugh non-stop when she said this.

When Mao Feifei's words fell into Kong Xia's ears, it was tantamount to being executed. She wanted to refute immediately, and wanted to say that she didn't have her filthy thoughts, but after thinking about it, did she really have any?

When Cheng Langqiu was talking in her ear, when the scent of Cheng Langqiu's body temperature entered her nose, when Cheng Langqiu hugged her...

Can't think about it anymore!Thinking about it any further, Kong Xia was afraid that he would have that kind of dream tonight!

"Actually, I regret it now. Why couldn't I believe that I liked her at the time?" Mao Feifei's voice became obviously melancholy.

Yes, Kong Xia also knew that Mao Feifei's first heartbeat was a secret love that ended without a cause, and it was after the two parted ways that the person concerned only realized it belatedly.

"Then...do you still like her now?" Kong Xia asked.

Mao Feifei on the phone was lost in thought, and after a while, she said to Kong Xia: "I still like her, but I don't love her anymore."

Mao Feifei smiled silently, "She is one of my regrets, and also a wonderful enlightenment for me, because of her, I really understand what kind of person I am, so that I will not miss others in the days to come. .”

"You may not believe it, but I went to the Lily Bar to try it later, just to test whether I have that kind of impulse towards the beautiful sister." During the meeting, she was so upset that she could even talk about her pain and embarrassment like a joke.

"So, does going to the bar have any effect?" Kong Xia asked anxiously.

"Of course...it works," Mao Feifei raised her eyebrows at the air, "I found that I like the handsome and safe type."

"Oh, that's it..." Kong Xia hung up the phone slowly.

She is now standing at the same fork in the road as Mao Feifei back then. If she breaks the perception of herself 20 years ago, Kong Xia will be as cautious as Mao Feifei back then.

She never thought that one day she would become a marginalized minority in society. She knew nothing about that road, and she was afraid that she would mistake the momentary excitement for love, and then plunge into the wrong direction .

That would be bad for her and Cheng Langqiu.

Although Kong Xia has been trying to convince herself with reason, in fact, the balance in her heart has long been biased to one side.

Kong Xia still has one last method left, and she plans to go to Lily Bar to try it.If she is really crooked, then she doesn't care about anything, she is going to chase Cheng Langqiu!

Kong Xia turned on her phone, clicked on the Cheng Langqiu fan group she was forced to join, and found Langyue Qingqiu who had drawn her into the group at the beginning. That girl had such a wide range of contacts, so it should be right to ask her about this.Hiding behind the Internet and being strangers to each other, Kong Xia can have a lot less worries.

She asked: [That... do you know which bars the local beauties go to? 】

Langyue Qingqiu answered her with a row of question marks.

[You mean, that kind of bar? 】Langyue Qingqiu asked cautiously.

【Yes. 】 Kong Xia finished posting, and closed her eyes in shame.

Langyue Qingqiu: [! 】

[I can't tell, you are actually a little Ji bastard, good guy, how can you be so secretive? 】

Kong Xia: [Actually, I only found out about it recently. 】

Langyue Qingqiu: [Good guy, I'll call you good guy, why don't you do missions during this time, it turns out you're in a relationship! 】

【etc! 】Langyue Qingqiu discovered Huadian, 【Since you are in a relationship, why are you looking for a beautiful sister in a bar! 】

【you! 】

【You turned out to be a scumbag! 】

Kong Xia couldn't tell, she had just typed "I'm not, I don't have" in the input box, and before she had time to send it, she saw the next exciting message that was visible to the naked eye from Langyue Qingqiu over there.

Langyue Qingqiu: [Scum girl!I can! 】

The author has something to say: Today is still very short, I slipped and knelt, woo woo woo