After that night, Louis and Lester's relationship hit a freezing point.At home, they won't make eye contact, and there won't be any conversations. Louis rejects Lester. He doesn't want to face him at all. Disappointed, suspicious, disgusted, and angry at others, this kind of Louis felt more and more disgusting and disgusting. He was afraid to face such a self, and he was also afraid to face such a Lester.What's wrong with Leicester?He was originally a vampire, what reason and right did he have to ask him to be like a human being? Subconsciously, he knew that he was going too far, but he couldn't accept it logically, so he had to avoid it.

Lester's actions became more and more unscrupulous. Louis still did not drink human blood, but only lived on the blood of animals every day. He became pale and weak, and there were fewer and fewer dead animals around him. Louis had to go far away To find those domestic animals, and each time must kill a lot of domestic animals to satisfy him.He hates himself like this, but he can't resist the temptation to suck blood. Whenever he walks in the crowd at night and looks at those sweet humans, his saliva will be secreted uncontrollably, and his heartbeat will speed up unconsciously. Every movement seems to call him, come and suck blood, there is sweet blood here, it can make you full of strength.

Temptation and delicacy are so close to him, as long as he wants, he can easily get the delicacy and power at his fingertips.Their smiles, their eyes, their blood, those broken Adam's apples are so fragile, you can taste those delicious delicacies with just a light touch with your fingernails, you don't need any burden, you are no longer human, Louis , You are no longer a human being, you are no longer qualified to walk happily and freely in the sun, you can only hide in the dark night and watch yourself step by step into perdition, decay and death.What are you still hesitating to be afraid of? Human beings don’t have any resistance at all. You only need to gently show your nails or fangs, and you don’t have to endure such hardship and torture. Your so-called kindness is actually torture to yourself, to yourself Don't insist on indifference, then it's an excuse for the weak to make for themselves.Vampires don't need these useless burdens, it will make you cowardly, helpless, and lose your fighting spirit, and you will become like a lifeless reptile, just waiting to be corroded by the sun... At that time His eyes were fixed on mine, and his face looked calm.You'll recover -- and when all the pain that that event caused you is gone, you'll be warm again, full of love, full of intense, insatiable curiosity, like you did the first time. Same as when I came here.And that ingrained conscience, that hunger for knowledge that carries you all the way.You thought it was a part of your life that would never go away.You thought you'd forgive death when the pain was gone, you'd forgive Lestat, you'd forgive the sinful human beings, and you'd have no duty to human beings.They never loved you, you know that.Humans will not love you the way you need to.Luis you get it!You know this too!And you also believe this, as long as they humans know you, they will definitely kill you and make you disappear.Time will open the door for both vampires from now on, and you vampires will be models and guides for each other.All those things that bring you pain will also bring you happiness; and you have the ability to protect yourself from pain.

As Louis ran, he remembered Lester's words, that was the first time he killed himself without Lester's help and sucked blood. At that time, Lester said to him: "Louis, you have to remember, my Strength will become your strength, and my courage will become your courage. But in front of me, you are already dead in your heart, too cold for me to touch!"

For these words, Louis did not refute at all, he just wanted to turn around and leave, while Lester hugged his shoulders, whispering every word in his ear, talking about his sorrow and pain. "Louis, you look at me, do you see me in your eyes? No, you don't have to answer, you don't have a place for me in your heart, you hate me, you think I'm terrible, don't you? Louis, you don't have to refute, it's okay , I know, every time you look at me, your eyes make me feel like I'm not here at all, not sitting next to you. And, it's not just not here with you, I have a bad feeling , as if I didn't exist at all. You are so cold and distant from me, like some kind of weird modern painting made of rigid lines and shapes that I can't love or understand, just like the hard mechanical models of this era Incompatible, not at all human. I tremble when I'm near you. I look into your eyes, but I can't see my reflection...Louis, I love you, I love you..." Lester's voice echoed In Louis' ear.

Louis had no choice but to speed up his pace and stay away from the crowd, looking for the dirty things in the dark.They are so hard to swallow, Louis sucks those disgusting blood with difficulty, sometimes he will doubt the meaning of his insistence, he will be shaken, he will hate himself, but he still has no way to suck it with confidence The warm blood of a living person, those pulsating bright red sweet blood.Maybe he didn't do this. Walking in the night, looking at the bright night, he suddenly felt that he was still alive and could still be alive.

However, this behavior of Louis still attracted people's attention. The neighbors found that the poultry they raised would always disappear for no reason, and they would also find the limbs of those animals somewhere.The atmosphere around them became weird, suspicious eyes dangled around, human beings are like this, there is no way to trust others, and they are always in fear and doubt.In contrast, Leicester is much more reckless, going out to hunt every night, attending those gorgeous banquets, every high society will talk about him, and every girl's dream lover is also him.During the day, Lester would sleep in his room, and sometimes he would play the sad and mysterious piano music of the pianist in the living room.Or he would sneak a look into Louis' room, his eyes blank and thoughtful.Louis couldn't bury all the animal corpses at all. Lester buried a lot of human beings in the land in the garden. Sometimes Lester even threw the human corpses among the flowers, letting them rot and give off an unpleasant smell.

He is always so unscrupulous and has no fear at all.

The neighbors around began to be suspicious. They looked at each other suspiciously, and sometimes they would discuss together in groups. Everyone's eyes seemed to know something and seemed to be hiding something. The air was full of tension. The tense tension is like a growing balloon that will burst with just a light touch.

Gossip began to spread around them.

Every time Louis went out at night, he met their distrustful, suspicious eyes.

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