Her half-sugar coffee, my sugar-free romance.

"I am back."

Yi Shu heard that she put down the things in her hand and turned to look at Fang Yincen. The other party put down the backpack with red eyes, and Yingxue behind her quietly closed the door and walked aside. It seemed that she didn't want to speak instead.Yi Shu had no choice but to get up and walk in front of Fang Yincen, watching the other party pretending to be fine.

"Why are you crying?" Yi Shu said coldly, she still doesn't know how to control her attitude, anyway, Fang Yincen is used to it, right?They have been together since that day, and it is logical for Yishu to keep Fang Yincen in his place, every day.

It might be better to say cohabitation directly.

"No." Fang Yincen shook his head in denial, and Yishu was used to kissing at this time.She already knew how she should respond, put her arms around her neck and kissed back slowly, let Yishu tear off her collar, let her kiss her neck and shoulders, and let her leave her mark .

Yi Shu pressed her on the sofa, Fang Yincen looked at her, and when she touched his cheek, he took the initiative to lean over and dawdle, like a kitten - like her beloved Naiyu.The cold palm didn't heat up due to friction, but Fang Yincen knew that it would boil soon, but the time was not yet.

She took off her top, Fang Yincen was wearing only one underwear and felt cold, especially when Yi Shu's hand touched it.

This is not the first time.

From the day they were together, Yishu abducted her to bed, told her how to please herself, and told her when and how to react.Fang Yincen was very scared, but she didn't nod when Yishu asked her if she wanted to give up for the last time, but silently endured the first jerky. She felt that Yishu was a little impatient, but maybe because she was still a virgin, she deliberately suppressed herself first. Let her get used to it before moving.

Because in the next few times, Yi Shu gradually lost her patience.

Zhou Yu carefully held her in the palm of his hand; Yi Shu directly ate her and branded her with his exclusive mark.

There are still traces of last night on her body, and Yi Shu bites on her again and again.Maybe her DNA harbors violent genes?Fang Yincen felt that she liked to bite people, especially the little red flowers on the front of her chest... Is she a dog?Fang Yincen once thought this way, and upon closer inspection, she found that Yishu had small canine teeth, which she discovered when she licked her lips when she went to bed.

In fact, she really doesn't want to sleep with Yishu, after all, the person she loves is Zhou Yu...not her who has her shadow.

Fang Yincen felt the warmth of Yi Shu's body, these days, these nights, these days - they have done countless days.During the day, she still goes to school to prepare for the exam, but at night, like a doll, she lets Yishu vent, and of course she will ask for what she wants.

Yishu caressed her cheek, her lustful eyes did not need her to say much, Fang Yincen kissed Yishu obediently, the two exchanged seats and she was on top, Fang Yincen kissed Yishu's body, how much The woman that a man dreams of is right under him. Should she say that she is lucky or bad? I am honored to have her shadow to taste this pastry?

Actually she was scared.

Fang Yincen didn't dare to think about Zhou Yu when she was with Yishu... She couldn't treat him as the person she missed as smoothly as Yishu, she couldn't help it.How many years has Yi Shu been insane?And she had just lost her... The shadows would never overlap again, which scared her.

"Hesitating?" Yishu's body was already hot because of Fang Yincen's movements, she pulled her into her arms roughly, and stroked the short hair of the girl in her arms: "No...you can't run away, we can't go back, Whether it's you or me, the only thing you can choose is to treat me as "Zhou Yu", have you forgotten?"

"I haven't forgotten..." Fang Yincen was a little scared, the more she got to know Yi Shu, the more she felt that Nai Yu was crazy to fall in love with this woman.Normal people can't understand her thinking at all, only the same or even similar existence can understand it, right?Fang Yincen knew that her role was to play "Naiyu" and her lover and partner well, but she realized that she had stepped into a situation that she should not have stepped into. It was a mistake from the beginning.

Even if she is gentle, she can't really make her feel at ease like Zhou Yu.

Yi Shu is like a gun wrapped in a beautiful package. Under the calm and steady appearance, the power emanating from it is enough to tear a person's entire being.Should she be glad that Yi Shu only loves Nai Yu?Her underwear was taken off... Should she be thankful that Yishu is a demon who doesn't play with emotions?She felt her skin being touched... Should she be thankful that Yingxue is like an iron chain that can roughly restrict her——

Recently, a familiar feeling flooded my body and mind, Fang Yincen shook his body and closed his eyes, trying to ignore it.

Those kisses one after another - I thought it was Zhou Yu.

The malicious little wound that slowly fell - I thought it was Zhou Yu.

That familiar aggression—I think it was Zhou Yu.

Everything Yi Shu did - think of her, act of her.

Fang Yincen twisted his body, knowing that the other party had already regarded him as that person.Yishu's eyes are burning with lust, but she still sees loneliness... Confused, uncertain, thinking of herself as the person who is no longer there, constantly seeking for each other's needs, trying to think about being unfamiliar with each other. It's another her.

her long hair; her short hair

Those eyes that are unwilling to be lonely; those eyes that hide the truth.

Seeing her reflection; seeing my own reflection.

They understand that each other is not the person that the other really wants, but they know that no matter how much they pray, they will not be that person.The two who were left behind, the two who stayed here alone, leaned on each other as if they were licking each other's wounds, and the two hearts that were obviously different but similar were forced to connect.

The mouth that is obviously missing is not her.

Where it is clearly lost, it is not suitable.

But as if to persuade myself to ignore those unreasonable things, he silently swallowed and only grasped the things in front of him.Whether it's Yi Shu or Fang Yincen...they all know that what they need is not the other party, but they are deeply trapped by the non-existent appearance.

Fang Yincen still couldn't help covering her mouth and crying, and she played truant again in the morning to visit Zhou Yu in the mourning hall.Even though she couldn't see the picture on the table, she smiled so sweetly and beautifully... They probably didn't know each other when this picture was taken, Fang Yincen wanted to stay longer, and even followed her The family members of the family went to take a general look.

But Zhou Yu's relatives didn't seem to understand, and didn't even agree with her existence.

Zhou Yu in their memory was a heterosexual woman with a good personality, always smiling, and a boyfriend who had been dating for a long time but passed away in a car accident.They couldn't understand Fang Yincen's existence. When did Zhou Yu's sexual orientation change?When did Zhou Yu fall in love with others so easily?When did the tall man no longer hold hands with Zhou Yu but a petite underage girl?

Zhou Yu's mother couldn't accept this fact very much, she drove her away from the mourning hall, and even picked up the iron chair beside her and threw it over - Yishu found a bruise on Fang Yincen's body, she remembered that she hadn't seen it a few days ago, Why is there today?

"It won't hurt..." Fang Yincen said in a small voice, "It won't hurt anymore, go ahead..."

"..." Yishu remained silent, gently kissing the bruise.It actually hurt a little when her lips were close, but maybe it's psychological?Fang Yincen felt gradually comfortable, and the stinging bruise seemed to be healed by magic to soothe the pain, looking at Yishu's lowered head - Zhou Yu.

"Zhou Yu..."

Yi Shu didn't respond at all, just continued to kiss her and continued with what she was going to do.Fang Yincen's drowsy head was a little heavy, she still sat up a little bit, looked at what Yishu did to herself, and found that as long as she closed her eyes, she felt peacefully, imagining it was Zhou Yu's It will be Zhou Yu.

Her kiss and her warmth are Zhou Yu.

Her heart and her body temperature are Zhou Yu.

"Sister Zhou..."

Feeling the stimulation arched up, Fang Yincen grasped the soft quilt but felt cold hands and feet.

She regards Yishu as her...

Just like, Yishu also regards herself as Naiyu.

If this is the only way to save your soul, then fall, to the deepest bottom...to the well where the light cannot be seen, to the dark world where Yishu lives.Blind her eyes, cover her ears, as long as she can't see or hear—

The world is normal.

"..."

She looked at the girl who had been standing outside.

The girl is said to be the cousin's "girlfriend".

She remembered that her relatives were talking about these things recently, about Zhou Yu and the girl who claimed to be her girlfriend.At first, she was also hostile towards the girl. After all, it was a bit uncomfortable for someone she didn't know to come and say that she was someone from her family. In their stereotyped concept, Zhou Yu: the opposite sex Lian, a good girl, a good daughter, and a very likable cousin.

Seeing her appearance, the originally broken family seemed to find an outlet and launched a strong counterattack against the girl.

But she still doesn't give up.

From the mourning hall to today's funeral, the girl still came to watch from afar every day.Even though she was hostile at first, her personality is more open, right?Unlike the stubbornness of the older generation, they sympathized with the girl together with their elder brother. They thought about how to help, but they dared not open their mouths to respond to the adults at home.

In this small family, the cousin who was most loved by the elders passed away, and no one could bear it.

In the end, she had to ask a senior sister to help, and the girl sat in the corner seat.She has been staring at the photo directly in front of her, and she really can't feel that the girl is lying... She can understand that the impact of the elders is so big, it is just a matter of pure conception, right?It's not something that can be understood immediately. In fact, the girl gave her a very positive feeling, whether she is gay or straight...

It is a blessing to be looked at by those affectionate blue eyes, right?

She felt that the girl was only a few years younger than herself.Later, when relatives and friends were allowed to come in to worship, the cousin's boss seemed to know the girl, and after talking to him, he was 100% sure that they were indeed a couple, but the elders still didn't agree.

She has been secretly paying attention to the girl, and the girl should have noticed that she is paying attention.

From morning to afternoon, at the end of the incinerator... The girl followed far behind. Although the expressions of the elders were mostly displeased, they had already tacitly let her follow them. The girl kept staring at her cousin lying there coffin, she saw her blue eyes overflow with tears but did not cry.

After seeing off the cousin and taking back the columbarium, they returned home for a short rest, but the girl had been waiting in place——

In the end, when she was sent to the Spirit Bone Pagoda, she really couldn't follow anymore, so she didn't follow.When I went out, it was a little dark because of the winter season. She saw that she was still outside looking into the distance, and she didn't know what she was staring at.When she regained her senses, her aunt had already walked towards the girl. At first, she was worried that her aunt would make another violent move, but in the end, her aunt just hugged the girl and cried...

They were all suffering, they were all afraid of losing her.

In the end, she watched her aunt give the girl the cousin's relic—Zhou Yu's favorite bracelet during her lifetime. It was supposed to be burned along with the things, but she finally persuaded her aunt to take it and keep it with her.

The girl finally couldn't help crying.

In the end she didn't see her again.

From that day on, the girl seemed to disappear—she was never seen again.

Three years later, I saw the news that the girl committed suicide in the newspaper.