about secret love

"Senior didn't sleep well last night?" He Sheng sat on the table with his hands interlaced and propped his chin, looking at the heavy dark circles under Lin Zhi's eyes, the smile on his face made Lin Zhi itch with hatred.

Lin Zhi stared blankly at the smiling face drawn with ketchup on the golden poached egg, and it took him a long time to react.

"Nothing! I slept so well last night!" He lowered his head and ate breakfast angrily.

"Really." He Sheng raised his eyebrows, and the corners of his mouth curled up.

Of course, Lin Zhi couldn't tell him that last night he tossed and turned on the bed and couldn't sleep for a long time because he found that he seemed to be a little bent, and finally fell asleep when he was tired and dreamed about what He Sheng did to him. Then woke up in the middle of the night.

He feels very, very bad right now.

The two went out after breakfast. Lin Zhi glanced at He Sheng who was half a head taller than him. The profile of his profile was perfect, and his long eyelashes cast a shadow on his face.

"Well...I won't go away with you tonight." Lin Zhi said, and he didn't know why he spoke with difficulty.

"Why?" He Sheng asked with his handsome face turned, raising his eyebrows.

"because……"

Because he felt that he was getting more and more bent, and if he stayed with He Sheng again, he would definitely be bent over time without even thinking about it.

In order not to become more crooked, Lin Zhi is determined to keep a distance from this person.

"Because... I have something to do at night, and I have to stay at school to deal with it, so I won't go with you." Lin Zhi activated the skill of lying and not drafting.

"I can wait for the senior."

"...No need, you should be busy until late, you can go back by yourself." Lin Zhi felt guilty when he saw those eyes, he couldn't help but dodge his eyes, and quickened his pace, "And in the future, I guess I will be busy every night. You have to be busy, so you can go by yourself in the future!"

He Sheng stretched his long legs and grabbed him.

"Senior, are you busy avoiding me?" His voice was low.

"...You let go." Lin Zhi wanted to withdraw his hand but found that he couldn't, and he had no choice but to curse this man for being so strong.

He Sheng's gaze sank, and he looked at him fixedly.

"You're avoiding me, aren't you?"

Lin Zhi found that he didn't dare to look directly into those eyes, thinking that his arms were still slightly hot when he held his face.

This is so abnormal!It's so abnormal!It's so abnormal!

"Yeah! I'm just busy hiding from you, what's the matter?" Lin Zhi didn't bother to continue making up, and gritted his teeth.

"why?"

"Why do you know in your heart...!"

"Just because I disposed of your little yellow book?" He Sheng frowned.

"Of course not!!" Lin Zhi almost choked out a mouthful of old blood.

"What's the matter?"

"Because you're a fucking gay!! I'm not a gay!!" Lin Zhi yelled hotly.

He felt a little better after it was over, but after a few seconds he started to feel a little regretful again.

Especially after He Sheng fell silent suddenly.

He thought for a while, for a gay guy, what he said seemed... a bit too much?

He swears that he has never discriminated against homosexuals, and he himself said before that homosexuality is not impossible, but after he slowly realized that he seemed to be a little strange, he began to feel uneasy.

It's not that there are no gay friends around, but he never thought he would be one of them.

It never occurred to him that he would be with a man.

This... is not normal.

Lin Zhi hesitated, raised his head almost timidly, and set his eyes on that person.

He Sheng pursed his lips and looked at him with a half-smile.

"What? Do you think I'm disgusting?"

Lin Zhi couldn't say it, there must be no nausea, but he just couldn't accept it, he felt that he couldn't accept a man with the same handle as him and taller than him to push him down.

Because he's always been straight.

"...I didn't mean that, I mean, I'm straight, we can't."

"Are you sure you're really a straight man?" He Sheng smiled meaningfully, "Back then, senior, are you sure you don't have feelings for me?"

"...No!" Lin Zhi blushed suspiciously.

"Senior, you don't hate me, do you have feelings for me, why can't you admit it?"

"……I do not have!"

"really?"

"...Stop talking, I want to be quiet."

"Who is Jingjing?"

"..."

"I'm just joking." He Sheng chuckled, "Well, senior, think about it carefully, I'll wait for you to think it through."

He Sheng was not aggressive, Lin Zhi was slightly relieved, and he didn't seem to be unhappy because of his words.

But this way... isn't it back to the original point?

Lin Zhi sighed sadly.

"What's wrong with me? Why do you like me?" Lin Zhi's voice was a little soft.

"I like this kind of thing, there is no reason." The corner of He Sheng's mouth hooked.

...Then why on earth are you.

At noon, Lin Zhi held the lunch box and looked at Li Ziyuan and Shen Ke opposite.

Although I just felt that the relationship between the two was very good before, Lin Zhi was a little surprised that they were really together now.

Shen Ke, the flower of Gaoling, was actually picked off.

"Hello." He greeted.

"Hello." Shen Ke also greeted him.

After saying hello, Lin Zhi bowed his head and ate lunch silently because he was still tangled and irritable and didn't have time to gossip and tease the two of them.

Inexplicably, he felt that Shen Ke looked at him a little coldly, but it must be his own illusion.

Lin Zhi was still thinking about that annoying little fairy He Sheng, but he couldn't continue thinking.

"This beef is delicious, try it!" Li Ziyuan put a piece of beef into Shen Ke's bowl.

"Well, not bad."

"I want to eat that shrimp!"

"I'll feed you?" Shen Ke's tone was doting, his rare smile was like a spring breeze, and he picked up a piece of shrimp with chopsticks in his slender hand and brought it to his mouth.

"Ah, what a time!" Li Ziyuan said while chewing with his eyes bent.

"If it's delicious, come to my house tonight and I'll make it for you."

"Really! I haven't been to your house yet!"

"We'll see you tonight."

Shen Ke raised his hand to gently brush off the rice from his mouth, his eyes sparkled.

Teacher, here is a pair of dog and boy who show affection.

Although no one can see this position!But there is still a single dog here! !Lin Zhi growled in his heart.

He wasn't so handsome when he and He Sheng were having dinner! ! !

...No, why did I suddenly think of that person? Wake up!

Lin Zhi didn't want to be another bright light bulb, and he didn't want to be caught by the love of his lover, so he walked away silently.

between classes.

"Senior."

When Lin Zhi heard these two words, He Sheng's handsome face immediately appeared in his heart, and then he shuddered subconsciously.

But in the next second, he realized that it was not He Sheng's deep and soft voice, but the voice of a soft girl.

He turned around and saw a girl with long hair, a small face with slapped hands, long and straight legs under a short skirt, and a pair of big eyes looking at him.

"Huh? What's the matter?" He was taken aback.