about secret love

"Lin Zhi, what are you thinking about if you don't listen well in class? Even if your grades are not bad, you can't ignore the teacher like this." The Chinese teacher's expression is still very bad, but it has eased a lot compared to before.

"Teacher, I know I was wrong..." Lin Zhi stood up.

"As for your puppy love, I don't need to tell you about it. You should know it. Puppy love at your age will only affect your academic performance, so please restrain me. I have no intention of stopping your puppy love. If you really like each other I can't stop it, but you have to promise me that your puppy love won't affect your academic performance."

"...Teacher, I really don't have puppy love." Lin Zhi was helpless.

"Come on, I've been here too. You look like you're trapped by love, young people nowadays..."

Lin Zhi was startled, was he trapped by love?

"If you really want to give other girls happiness, then study hard for me. No matter how good-looking she is and how much you like her, don't always worry about her distracting you. Otherwise, what capital will you use to marry her in the future?"

...He Sheng is indeed pretty, but what he was thinking was that he might misunderstand.

"Let me tell you that your grades must not be affected by this matter, otherwise don't blame me for being ruthless."

"Teacher, I really don't have anyone I like..." Lin Zhi's eyes flickered, he bit his lips and said.

"A man dares to be a man! You don't even dare to admit that you like someone? You are still a man?!" The Chinese teacher slapped the table angrily.

"..." Lin Zhi was taken aback.

Teacher, is this what a teacher should say! !

He stared down at his toes, feeling very troubled.

He didn't want to be so entangled, but he had no choice but to be so entangled for almost a long time, and he himself was going to be entangled to death.

He suddenly felt that all this was just because he seemed to be avoiding something.

Avoid expressing certain feelings.

"I'm not sure if that feeling counts...and I shouldn't like him." After a while, he whispered.

"You already have feelings for her, isn't that called liking? Why do you spend so much time tangling up when you don't like her! If you like her, you like her. Even if you shouldn't like her, you still like her. What can I do..."

Lin Zhi was taken aback.

The figure of He Sheng appeared in his mind again, he couldn't explain how he felt about him, and he couldn't hate him all the time, maybe it was because of this.

I like him, even if I say I don't like him, but that feeling is real.

Yes, even if I shouldn't like it, I like it. What can I do?

"...Stop it, I don't have time to be a confidant brother and tell you whether you like it or not. In short, you should clarify this matter for me as soon as possible, and then focus on your studies, understand?"

Lin Zhi lowered his eyes, feeling that a knot in his heart had been untied.

"Hmm." He nodded.

He suddenly figured out something.

"Mom, I fell in love with a man. 』

After pressing the send button, Lin Zhi felt that he had exhausted all his courage for a year.

It has been a long time since he talked to his parents who are far away abroad, but after all, it is a life-long event, and he thinks he should tell them, the rest, take one step at a time.

Lin Zhi stood at the school gate and waited for He Sheng. The tall figure and outstanding silhouette of the man stood out in the crowd even in school uniform, so Lin Zhi recognized He Sheng immediately when he came out.

"He Sheng!" He shouted.

Then he watched He Sheng walking towards him, followed by a boy of about the same height, the boy was also very handsome, with a neat short haircut, the two tall people stood together very seductive, attracting the girls next to him to look sideways .

"What's the matter?" He Sheng had no emotion on his handsome face, but his tone was obviously a little cold.

"...Well, let's go home together." Lin Zhi suddenly lost his confidence.

"Oh, let's go together." He Sheng didn't refuse, and said to the boy next to him, "This is Senior Lin Zhi."

"Hello, Senior Lin Zhi! I'm Xiaosheng's friend, and my name is Xia Yan." The short-haired boy smiled, showing his white teeth.

"Hello." Lin Zhi also smiled at him with the corners of his mouth pulled up, wondering why the kids nowadays are so tall.

And this person's name is too intimate, it seems that only his sister has ever called He Sheng that way.

"I often hear Xiaosheng mentioning seniors, you have a very good relationship."

"Oh? What did he say about me?"

"Uh, this, actually... it's nothing hahaha..." Xia Yan said haha.

Lin Zhi narrowed his eyes, thinking that it must be something bad.

On the way, He Sheng and Xia Yan were chatting, but Lin Zhi couldn't say anything, so he was left alone.

Lin Zhi was not blind either, he could see that He Sheng was clearly alienating him, and that cold feeling made Lin Zhi feel very uncomfortable.

This person used to always smile at him, but now he has become so cold.

"Xiao Sheng, can I sleep at your place tonight?" Xia Yan suddenly said to He Sheng, his eyes full of anticipation.

"Whatever you want, did you tell your parents?"

"I made an agreement when I went out this morning! I also brought a change of clothes this time! It won't be like before!"

"...Oh, you are well prepared."

"Is there anyone at your house tonight? Is your dad there? Is your sister there?"

"They should all be there. I told my dad, and my dad said he wanted to see you."

"This is the rhythm of meeting parents?!" Xia Yan's eyes lit up.

"Yes, you remember to behave well in front of my dad, whether you can succeed depends on your luck."

"Okay Xiaosheng!! I will work hard!!"

Lin Zhi felt a little bad all over.

...Why does he feel like an abandoned wife who has been abandoned by her husband who is looking for another love?

Is this He Sheng's revenge on him?

However, "this time" and "before", this is not a matter of a day or two at all, is it?

It turns out that this person can take his boyfriend home to meet his parents so casually?

So he was just one of those people?

So that person's so-called liking was just talking?

He stopped and looked at them intently.

"Eh? Senior Lin Zhi, what's the matter with you?" Xia Yan noticed it and asked back.

He Sheng also stopped, and looked back at him expressionlessly.

Lin Zhi wanted to say something, but found that he didn't know what to say.

He felt a little cold.

He felt that he should severely scold the eighteen generations of He Sheng's ancestors who lied to his feelings, but he couldn't bear to implicate He Ying and Papa He, besides, he had no energy left.

Who can blame this?It's not that I blame myself for taking those words seriously.

Obviously he resisted so actively at the beginning, but in the end he couldn't help but fell into the temptation, like a fool.

In the end, people got tired of playing, and I was still foolishly entangled for a long time, and I really came out with my parents.

Who is to blame.

"Senior Lin Zhi, are you okay..." Xia Yan asked worriedly.

"I am fine."

"But senior Lin Zhi...you cried..." Xia Yan reminded in a low voice.

Lin Zhi raised his hand, and sure enough, he touched the warm liquid on his face.

He froze for a moment, at a loss for a while.

Then a warm hand reached out, and the slender fingers gently wiped away his tears.

Lin Zhi saw He Sheng close in front of him, and his pretty face was full of helplessness.

"What's the matter with you?" He Sheng sighed.