about secret love

A few days later, the school sports meeting was held as scheduled.

The whole school is very lively, full of voices, and there are energetic young faces everywhere.

Li Ziyuan squinted at the sun above his head, and sighed sullenly.

He felt a little depressed, and he didn't say hello to Shen Ke today, he had dared to talk to Shen Ke for several days, and it wasn't because he was panicked and didn't know how to face him.

He still cared a lot, that day he saw Shen Ke and Xu Chuan went on a date at a milk tea shop.

If it was Shen Ke and someone else, Li Ziyuan felt that he wouldn't think so much, but the other party was Xu Chuan.

No matter how you look at it, it means that they are together.

How could Shen Ke do this?Li Ziyuan squatted under the tree powerlessly, feeling bad, feeling wronged, depressed, and unwilling.

It's a bit like the feel of an old abandoned woman who was abandoned by her husband who found another love.

Nonsence!Who is an abandoned woman!Li Ziyuan shook his head.

He pondered for a while, and suddenly found that he couldn't find a reason why Shen Ke couldn't do this.

How could he, who had rejected Xu Chuan, be so unsteady to be with him again?It's up to you whether people accept it or not. Maybe it's Xu Chuan's affection that moved him.

Xu Chuan is a man, not a girl?People can bend their sexuality as much as they want, and you don't care about it, and aren't you a man yourself?

He obviously already has me, why...

Are you just friends with him?

……

That's right... I and him are just friends.

There is really no deeper relationship other than friends.

I have never said that I like him, and I have always avoided this matter. I am afraid of the indifference period after failure, and dare not express this feeling.Unlike Xu Chuan, he can boldly express his feelings.

This world is like this, opportunities will always favor those who dare to practice, and those who are timid and afraid of losing dare not even take a step, let alone walk in front of opportunities.

So the cowardly self missed the opportunity.

If God gives him another chance, the time can start again, and he will tell Shen Ke that I love you...?

Thinking of that beautiful and quiet face, Li Ziyuan lowered his eyes slightly, and his heart beat a few times.

"Li Ziyuan! What are you doing hiding here, you idiot? Do you know that we have been looking for you for a long time?!" The sports committee ran over sweating.

"Ah?" Li Ziyuan was slightly taken aback.

"Ah what?! It's almost time for you to compete, do you know? Hurry up and check with the referee! If you are too late, you will be disqualified!" After finishing speaking, he pulled him up and walked to the playground.

"..." Li Ziyuan suddenly remembered, last time

When another women's sports committee asked him to participate in a certain project between classes, he was trying to write a topic assigned to him by Shen Ke.

He didn't pay much attention to it, thinking that sports are good too, so he said perfunctorily, okay, you can choose one for me.

Does it really matter which one you choose?The Women's Sports Committee asked worriedly.

Hmmmm.Li Ziyuan wanted to get rid of the people who disturbed him writing the question quickly, it was rare for him to be so thoughtful.

He was suddenly a little ashamed, and he almost forgot about it.

"Well, what competition am I participating in?"

"Have you squatted dizzy? 8000 meters."

"...What." Li Ziyuan's expression froze.

"8000 meters."

He heard it right, he meant 8000 meters.

He said 8000 meters.He said 8000 meters.He heard him say 8000 meters.He even said 8000 meters.

One lap of the runway is 800 meters, 8000 meters, that is, ten laps.

Li Ziyuan silently looked at the playground that looked extraordinarily spacious today with a deathly face, deeply feeling the annihilation of human nature.

The Sports Committee took him pale-faced to the check-in office, pasted a number plate on him, and finally pushed him solemn-faced to the starting point to wait.

"Come on, you are the hero of our class, we are with you! We are all Li Ziyuan tonight!" The sports committee patted him on the shoulder.

The classmates who cheered at the starting point also showed him the expressions of saying goodbye to the strong man who never came back. The scene was very touching.

Li Ziyuan felt that all kinds of sad songs were constantly circulating in his heart, and felt that his heart was about to jump out of his nervousness and ran away without playing with him. He looked ahead solemnly.

"We will remember you, come on, if you can't run, stick to the 8000 meters! Anyway, it's good to move 8000 meters. After you pass away... um, we will ask someone to help you at the end after you run , so don't worry." Another women's sports committee comforted her intimately.

"Yeah, just do your best." Lin Zhi also looked at the side, and said with a sincere expression, "If it's not possible, just climb 8000 meters, I won't record the video and post it, really. "

Li Ziyuan glared at him resentfully.

"Come on." A low, soft voice.

Li Ziyuan was stunned, and saw Shen Ke who was standing out among the crowd wearing school uniform, standing there looking at him indifferently, Li Ziyuan inexplicably felt that his soul was about to be sucked away.

Shen Ke actually came to watch his game and cheered for him...

"...I will." He couldn't help but said in a daze.

"Well, it's enough to finish the run with the purpose of not letting the teachers and students in the school see an unknown object wriggling on the playground."

"..."

"Today, leaders from other schools came to visit. If they are seen, the school leaders will be very troubled."

"……puff!"

"Pfft haha!"

"Did I hear you right?! The Wannian Bingshan school grass is telling a joke!! It must be my way of going down the stairs today!" A boy beside him said with a smile.

"That's right, tell me who are you?! Where did you take our Shen Ke!" A vote next to him

The girl couldn't sit still laughing.

"Oh, that Bingshan school grass is so handsome, I'm jealous, I locked him in the basement." Shen Ke grinned.

"Hahaha, help me, don't you want to be so narcissistic! What kind of hatred is suddenly pulling!!"

"It's really hacked hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!"

"That's who you are! It's wild! But I like it!"

Li Ziyuan was already dumbfounded.

Is this person Shen Ke?This seems a little different from the Shen Ke he knew.

Can Shen Ke talk so much?Can Shen Ke laugh for so long?Can Shen Ke be so cool?

But he really can, he is standing there now.

Li Ziyuan was shocked, but to be honest, although it was strange, Shen Ke, who had changed so suddenly, was more attractive than before.

Ceramic dolls are cold and fragile, and they cannot be touched or hugged, and can only be seen from a distance. Although the flowers of Gaoling are noble, they also make people feel alienated and distant.

And now he is smiling and talking there, if he was a cold ceramic doll before, then he has flesh and blood now.

The atmosphere became joyous all of a sudden, and Li Ziyuan felt less nervous, and felt a little happy to see such a sudden (?) Shen Ke before running.

"The 8000-meter runners in the third year of high school are ready! The race is about to start!" The referee blew the whistle.

"I'm going." Li Ziyuan said, taking a few deep breaths.

"Don't compete with them at the beginning, it's easy to fall down, and you should pay attention to adjusting your breathing when you run. In short, just try your best. If you can't run, don't be silly and hold on. No one will blame you." Shen Ke told him that Li Ziyuan felt that his expression was a little...gentle.

"That's right! Don't hold on!" Lin Zhi also said.

"Yes, yes, as long as you try your best! The most important thing is to participate!" The students next to him also echoed.

"You are already very courageous to participate in this project! We will definitely cheer you on!"

...In fact, this is not what he wanted to participate in at all.

But until now, he didn't feel any regrets.

"Well, I will!" Li Ziyuan was very moved, feeling full of motivation.

"Hey, Ziyuan, your shoelace is loose!" a female classmate called out.

Li Ziyuan looked down and saw that it was indeed loose. He quickly bent down to tie it. The referee's whistle in his ear was urging him more and more urgently. He was being urged more and more panicked.

Then a pair of hands stretched out to help him tie it up flexibly, and it was tied up after three times, five times and two times. Li Ziyuan stared blankly at those white and slender hands.

"Clumsy, why are you still standing there, why don't you go quickly?" Shen Ke knelt down on one knee in front of him and looked at him.

Li Ziyuan blinked, "Okay...Okay, I'll go!" He hurried to the runway.

His mood was like ten thousand cheerful grass mud horses galloping past happily, and he felt that his whole body was going to fly with joy.

Mother! !Shen Ke tie my shoelaces! ! !

The people on the track next to him couldn't help but feel a sinking heart when they saw Li Ziyuan's strange smile as if he was winning. He was really a terrible opponent who ran 8000 meters so happily.

"Everyone on their positions! Ready-start!" The referee fired a gunshot.