heartbeat out of control

Every movement reminded Yu Xuan of how crazy he was last night. He couldn't help but recollect it carefully after his first taste of lust, and his heart was filled with sweet joy and satisfaction.

His face was very hot, as if he had a fever. Thinking of Xiao Le's reminder last night, he blushed again and his heart beat.what a shame...

The room was very dark, and Xiao Le's side was empty. Yu Xuan grinned and got up, took out his mobile phone from the bedside and pressed it on. It was 10:30 in the morning, and at the same time, he saw the tree hole at a glance. Human push reminders.

What wish did Xiao Le make again?

The moment the dynamics on the app were fully displayed, Yu Xuan's smile gradually froze.

【BlueDay: I'm sorry, I don't know how to tell you, we may not be suitable...】

Sorry, don't know how to tell you, we may not be suitable.

We may not be a good fit.

Not suitable.

Xiao Le, what the hell does that mean...

Yu Xuan was stunned by this line of words, and the flame of self-righteous love that was burning vigorously was extinguished from the head by the pouring ice water, and green smoke rose from it, which made his heart feel cold.

My heart was stuffy and stuffy, and I even had some difficulty breathing. For a moment, I didn't know whether to be sad or angry first.

Why do you say it's not suitable after you've slept through it!What the hell is not suitable?Do you think he is not flirtatious enough or too flirtatious in bed?But wasn't he very cool yesterday...

If it's not suitable, why come back to him?Not suitable why kiss him?To give him the illusion of liking...

Thinking about my confession yesterday was simply a fucking self-indulgent joke, no wonder he didn't respond, he didn't like it at all, so he couldn't respond...

"Hello..." Yu Xuan just got off the taxi when he received Xiao Le's call, trying to keep his voice calm, and walked towards the school lake.Just take a nap, no big deal.

"Where is it? Why are you running around when you have a fever?" Xiao Le's tone sounded anxious and displeased.

It turned out that he was a little concerned, Yu Xuan pulled a bitter smile and pretended to be relaxed: "I bought antipyretics, I went back to school, and I still have a lot of homework..."

Xiao Le easily exposed him: "It's a holiday now, I'll pick you up."

Really confused, Yu Xuan quickly said: "No, don't come."

"..." The person on the other side didn't speak.

Yu Xuan squatted by the lake, touched his body for a long time but couldn't find a cigarette or a lighter. Xiao Le didn't like him smoking, and he hadn't smoked for a long time.

After being silent for a while, Xiao Le asked him: "What's wrong with you?"

Yu Xuan had a nasty headache, closed his eyes and took a deep breath, not knowing how to organize his words, and said let's break up, as if they never said they wanted to be together.

"Yesterday... when you said that I like you, you don't have to take it too seriously. What men said on the bed were just random words. I thought about it carefully, and I think... I still like women more. Let's take what happened yesterday as a matter of fact." Let's be impulsive..." Yu Xuan suppressed tears, his tone was flirtatious like a prodigal son in love.

Since you don't know how to say it, let me say it for you.

There was another silence on the other side, "Have you thought about it?"

"Ah."

"it is good."

With this light sound, Yu Xuan's last illusion was smashed to pieces, and hot tears burst out in an instant.

"Brother Xuan'er, what's wrong with you?" After Yu Xuan lay in the dormitory without eating or drinking for a whole day, Yi Fanxing finally noticed something was wrong.

"It's okay, you haven't left yet?" Yu Xuan's voice was a little hoarse, and the fever has gone away after taking the antipyretics.

The medicine was brought by Xiao Le. Before leaving, he touched his forehead and asked him if it still hurts.He lowered his head and didn't dare to look at Xiao Le, but just shook his head, took the medicine, turned around and left, fearing that he couldn't hold back the tears.Why do you still act like you care about him when you obviously don't like it.

Yi Fanxing said that he found a part-time job in a coffee shop during the holidays, and he will start working tomorrow, so tomorrow he will move to live with his brother.

"Didn't you go to Senior Xiao's house? Why are you back?" Yi Fanxing asked cautiously, always feeling that something was wrong with Yu Xuan, as if he had returned to his previous decadent state.

"Come back and pack your things." Yu Xuan replied lazily, as if he hadn't woken up yet, he didn't plan to tell Yi Fanxing, he felt a little ashamed, yesterday he tried every means to pretend to be sick, but today he was dumped.

Yi Fanxing felt relieved, "That's good, I thought you guys had a fight, and it's going to be hot again tomorrow..."

Yu Xuan didn't answer any more, denying or admitting was meaningless, the pain from last night's madness was still there, and the person who caused him pain was no longer there.

They hadn't spoken to each other for ten years when they had a quarrel when they were young, and now Xiao Le is still mentally ill, even if he gets angry again, he doesn't dare to quarrel with him, how can he face him in the future?

***

Design Department of XT Company.

Xiao Le frowned and flipped through the two pages of the advertising plan handed over by the little designer, and threw it back irritably with a cigarette in his hand, "Redo it."

The little designer was about to be abused and cried, and didn't dare to say anything, and fled out tremblingly holding the proposal.

In the tea room, several small staff discussed with worried faces.

"My design plan was killed by the big devil again. It's the sixth time. I have to find a fortune teller to see if I have committed Mercury retrograde in the past two days. I feel that my creativity has been exhausted, and my job may not be guaranteed. .”

"Do you think you're the only one being abused? My copywriting was passed by the team leader before, and I was beaten back by the big devil again. It's too vulgar, I'm vulgar."

"I've edited thousands of pictures for him in the past two days. What did I say? When I showed him in the middle, he was smoking a cigarette in a daze and didn't speak. Finally, after I finished editing, he said that it was not enough to let me redo it. What did I say?"

"That's right, the big devil never smoked in the company before, has he been so irritable in the past two days, has he lost his love?"

"Did you get dumped by Yu Xuan?"

"When people are chasing him, he is indifferent, if you don't dump him..."

When Xu Fangjing passed by, he listened to him, and scolded them for making unreasonable remarks about his superiors, and then ran to Xiao Le with a smile, "They all said you were broken in love, is it true?"

Xiao Le frowned and drew a draft, ignored him, and waved his hand to the door to let him go out.

Xu Fangjing went out, came back 10 minutes later, and sighed: "Oh, you two really broke up. Just now Yuxuan asked me if the house I was going to rent out before was rented out. If it wasn't rented out, he wanted to rent it out. Didn't even go to your house?"

Xiao Le: "..."

Xu Fangjing: "He really has nothing to say to you, and he is good-looking. Are you bullying him? Brother Xiao, you are good at everything, but you are not romantic."

Xiao Le: "..."

Xu Fangjing: "My house has been rented out, isn't the apartment next door to yours vacant?"

***

Yu Xuan dragged his suitcase and waited for Xu Fangjing at the school gate. Originally, he didn't want to find Xu Fangjing, because he was afraid that Xiao Le would find out, but at this moment, he couldn't find a suitable house. It happened that Xu Fangjing posted a rental house in Moments a few days ago advertisment.

"Have you quarreled with your brother?" Xu Fangjing slapped Yu Xuan on the shoulder impolitely as soon as he came up, and taught: "He is so old, what do you care about with him as an old man, young people should be open-minded .”

Yu Xuan couldn't help but retort: ​​"How old is he? He doesn't look as old as you."

Xu Fangjing felt prickly: "..." There is no need to care.

After driving for more than ten minutes, Yu Xuan felt that something was wrong. This was the direction of Xiao Le's house. He remembered that the location mentioned in the circle of friends was Mo Beishan Road.

"Brother Xu, don't bring me to play like this. You said we had a fight, and you took me to his house."

Xu Fangjing drove calmly: "I won't go to his house. My house is rented out in Moments. I still have a house near his house."

Yu Xuan: "..."

When they reached the gate of Xiao Le's community, Yu Xuansheng covered his eyes helplessly, and Xu Fangjing hurriedly said, "It's the same community."

"On the same floor." After reaching the seventh floor, Xu Fangjing pulled Yu Xuan who was about to leave and said, "I really don't want to go to his house, I didn't lie to you."

While Yu Xuan was waiting for the elevator to come down, Xu Fangjing took the key and opened the door next door to Xiao Le's house.

"I told you not to go to his house, but you still don't believe me." Xu Fangjing pulled Yu Xuan into the door. The interior decoration is relatively modern and simple, and it should be cleaned by someone usually, and it is quite tidy.

"You bought him next door?" Yu Xuan was very suspicious.

"The house price was cheap back then, so I bought it when your brother bought it, thinking about being a neighbor." Xu Fangjing visited his big house everywhere, "It's quite big, you are a student and you will be charged 3000 a month, okay?"

3000 a month in this location, you can't even rent a one-bedroom and one living room with ordinary decoration. This is a four-bedroom and two living room house. Thinking that Xiao Le is next door, Yu Xuan still feels that it is not suitable and wants to live in a hotel.

"Then charge you 4000 a month, can you afford it? I'm vacant, and I'm vacant. You can help me gain popularity by living here. If the house is empty for a long time, it will easily break down. Just live in peace of mind. Although you are neighbors, I can’t see it, I’ve lived in my neighborhood for five years, and I don’t even know whether the people living opposite me are men or women.”

Yu Xuan was puzzled: "Then why don't you buy it?"

"Your sister-in-law doesn't like this, she likes to have a small courtyard." Xu Fangjing looked at the time and said anxiously: "It's hard to book a hotel at this late hour, you stay here first, we'll talk about it later, I have to go back and cook for your sister-in-law , 4000 a month, that's it, ah."

Xu Fangjing left in a hurry, Yu Xuan had to stay.

But he doesn't go out often, he relies on takeaway for meals, express delivery for shopping, and doesn't even have to go downstairs to throw garbage.

In the next few days, he really didn't meet Xiao Le once.

After that day, he and Xiao Le had a tacit understanding and stopped talking again, but Xiao Le took the initiative to contact his trumpet [Canned Fish] through WeChat, asking him if he had returned to Chang'an, and would he still want to see cats?

Yu Xuan had no choice but to think about it, and Xiao Le sent a photo of a cat, without saying anything else, for several days in a row.

At 10:30 in the evening, Master Miao took the initiative to send another WeChat message. He and Xiao Le hadn't spoken or seen each other for eight days.

[Cute little depression: Do you miss him? 】

Xiaobai is a male cat, and Yu Xuan knew that Xiao Le was asking about cats, and Xiao Le asked that question every time, but he didn't just miss the cat, he also missed the cat's owner.Think more and more.

【Canned fish: think】

[Lovely little depression: Wait a minute. 】

Five minutes later, a 5-second video was sent from the other side. In the video, Xiaobai seemed to be lying on the ground without energy, feeling as if he was sick.

Seven seconds later, a slender, beautiful hand with well-defined phalanges appeared on the screen, and that hand pressed Xiaobai's furry head, and a deep magnetic voice slowly came out from the phone:

"Xiaobai said - I miss you too."

Yu Xuan's heart skipped a beat, there was a long 3-second gap between "Xiaobai Shuo" and "I miss you too", and the listeners automatically ignored the first three words.