heartbeat out of control

Yu Xuan rushed up to the second floor at a speed of 5 meters hurdles, and pushed open the door of Xiao Le's office, exactly [-] seconds.

Xiao Le was lazily leaning on the back of the chair, staring at him with a half-smile.

"Well, I..." Yu Xuan smiled awkwardly, and slowly moved to the opposite of Xiao Le's desk, and usually sat on his lap at this time, but today he deliberately kept a safe distance.

He didn't dare to take a breath, for fear that the smell of wine would linger over him.

"Have you been drinking?" Xiao Le frowned not only smelling cigarettes and alcohol, but also perfume.

"I didn't want to drink it at first, but Ke Lan said he knew a secret about you..."

In order to exchange Xiao Le's secret, Yu Xuan not only smoked and drank with Ke Lan, but also played video games and billiards, and then accompanied him to choose perfume, and was sprayed all over by him as a prank.

Ke Lan did this, firstly, to create topics at the request of his agent to increase the popularity of the concert, and secondly, to break the two-dimensional innocent and beautiful young man package that the agent company packaged for him.

"What did you find out?" Xiao Le asked, he was not interested in other people's affairs, so he signaled Yu Xuan to go over with his eyes.

"Tricked by him." Yu Xuan walked over, lowered his head and lowered his eyelids, hiding the emotion in his eyes well, and then Xiao Le pulled him into his lap and sat down.

"What do you want to know? Huh?" Xiao Le pressed his shoulders and pressed his lips against his lips. The smell of wine mixed with mint gum in his mouth was sweet, as if kissing him was always sweet.

The sweetness made him gradually addicted.

Yu Xuan responds to Xiao Le's gentle kiss, and every time he kisses him, his heart trembles. Is that the frequency of his heartbeat?Will Xiao Le feel the same way?

He likes to kiss him, obsessed with his smell.

He liked him, very much.

But because he likes and cares too much, he worries about gains and losses, and wants to know more about him. He wants to know anything about him.

Even if it is a secret whose truth is unknown.

Ke Lan said that Xiao Le had a little lover outside and lived in the same community with him. Xiao Le would visit him every Friday morning.

Yu Xuan didn't believe it, but in retrospect, it seemed that Xiao Le was not in the office on Friday morning.

"Do you want to change schools?" Xiao Le asked Yu Xuan after taking a bath at night, when the two were lying on the bed together.

"Huh?" Yu Xuanwo was a little absent-minded in his arms. Ke Lan sent him the address of his community. He was thinking about whether to catch the rape, and what to do if he was caught.

"Changda University doesn't offer a systematic illustration major. I checked it for you. The illustration majors of Rhode Island School of Design and Chang'an Academy of Fine Arts are both suitable for you..."

Yu Xuan froze, the suspicion in his heart seemed to be solidified, and he was cold for a while, "Do you want me to go abroad?"

Of course Xiao Le was not willing to send him so far, and was about to speak.

Yu Xuan interrupted: "Are you going to drive me away? Don't even think about it!"

Xiao Le didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he patted his head, then his back: "Who said I'm going to drive you away, what's going on in your little head every day, I asked Xu Fangjing to contact the professor of Chang'an Academy of Fine Arts, wait for the appointment It's time, let's meet up."

Yu Xuan didn't object anymore, he was thinking about other things.

Xu Fangjing was efficient in handling affairs, so he arranged a dinner the next night and invited his mentor Professor Zhou out.

Professor Zhou said that there is no precedent for inter-professional transfer in the past. If he really wants to transfer, it must be proved that he is really talented in illustration.

Xu Fangjing added a cup of tea to Professor Zhou, and spared no effort to praise him: "He is the most talented child I have ever seen, and he is also very thoughtful. We will ask him to prepare a complete portfolio and send it to you."

Professor Zhou said that the Academy of Fine Arts has high requirements for the comprehensive quality of art, and it is better to have some other art forms besides paintings, and to have detailed creative ideas.

In the next few days, Yu Xuan started to get busy, working overtime until late every day, drawing screen illustrations for Ke Lan's concert, and preparing a portfolio for transferring schools.

In fact, Yu Xuan didn't want to go to the Academy of Fine Arts. The Chang'an Academy of Fine Arts was two hours away from Xiao Le's house by car. When he went to the Academy of Fine Arts, it was estimated that he would only see him once a week.

He didn't want to be too far away from Xiao Le, and wished he could stick together 24 hours a day.

The illustration department recruited two new illustrators, one of them is Zhou You, who wears black-rimmed glasses and is a little shy. He is an illustrator who has graduated from the Provincial Academy of Fine Arts for two years.

Now Xu Fangjing arranges to be Yu Xuan's assistant, drawing sketches and layering scenes.

Zhou You felt a little uncomfortable at first, but he was quickly overwhelmed by Yu Xuan's drawing speed. He had only seen such hand speed and perspective accuracy in the fast-forward version of the illustration teaching video.

Friday is Qixi Festival. After Qixi Festival, school will start soon.

At ten o'clock in the morning, after Xiao Le left the office, Yu Xuan confessed to Zhou You and followed him out.

The taxi was pre-appointed, and it was already waiting at the door. As soon as he got in the car, Yu Xuan asked the driver to follow the black Jeep Wrangler in front.

The car stopped at the entrance of a high-end residential area on Beicheng Road, and Yu Xuan's heart sank. This was the address that Ke Lan had sent him.

Is it true to have a young lover?

Xiao Le got out of the car and didn't go in directly. Instead, he leaned against the car door and took out his cell phone, apparently on the phone.

At this time, Yu Xuan's cell phone rang suddenly, and the caller ID: Baby.

Call him before meeting your lover?

Xiao Le seemed to be looking in their direction, Yu Xuan lowered his head in a panic, pressed the green button, and called softly, "Brother."

"Why are you dawdling in the car, why don't you come down?" Xiao Le asked him on the phone.

"!" Yu Xuan was shocked and was discovered...

The taxi driver may be a novice, not very good at following, so he was exposed early, Xiao Le saw Yu Xuan in the rearview mirror on the way.

Yu Xuan got out of the car and walked up to Xiao Le with a guilty conscience, feeling extremely embarrassed.

He obviously should have questioned it with confidence, but now he didn't dare to raise his head, as if asking it out meant that he didn't trust Xiao Le.

"Let's go in together when you're here." Xiao Le didn't ask anything, but instead smiled, without a trace of panic on his face, he took his hand and walked in, frankly.

Yu Xuan suddenly felt a little regretful about following, the person living here might not be a little lover at all.

At 305 on the third floor, Xiao Le stretched out his hand and rang the doorbell, and Yu Xuan straightened his body subconsciously.

The door opened slowly, and the person inside was sitting in a wheelchair, who seemed to be very happy, and shouted: "Mr. Xiao."

Then when he saw Yu Xuan, he was stunned for a moment, and Yu Xuan was also stunned. After a while, he said in surprise, "Li Ci? What's wrong with your legs..."

Li Ci smiled: "Come in and talk slowly, don't worry, you didn't hit me."

A few months ago, Yu Xuan and Li Ci had a fight during the filming of the MV, and Li Ci lay in the hospital for several days.

Li Ci proposed to terminate the contract and sue, because the incident happened on the filming crew, and Lu Huo must not be able to escape the responsibility.

Lu Huo didn't want to make things big. Before the album was released, it would be ugly to go to court. Based on the principle of making big things small, he paid Li Ci a sum of money and asked Xiao Le to recommend him to Chi Xing Entertainment.

Xiao Le is the gold medal design consultant of Chi Xing Entertainment, and he has a good relationship with Boss Chi, and it only takes a few words to arrange someone to go in.

Li Ci was also very satisfied with this solution at the time. Chi Xing Entertainment was what he had always dreamed of going to, but as soon as he entered, he was followed by Chi Ruilin.

He had been with Chi Ruilin for a while, but after being together, he realized that he was a beast not as good as a pig or a dog. There were never three people missing in his bed, playing with minors, taking drugs, and engaging in drug dealing.

When the "Backlight" MV trailer was released, Chi Ruilin got drunk one night and told Li Ci that he had sent someone to follow Ji Xiu and Yu Xuan.

Chi Ruilin had asked someone to drug Ji Xiu before, and after being unconscious, he took him to the hotel and had a mandarin duck bath with him. He almost succeeded, but unfortunately he was rescued at the last critical moment.

But Yu Xuan and Xiao Le were almost inseparable, and with Lu Huo's people watching, they never found a chance to make a move.

Li Ci hated Chi Ruilin so much and couldn't get rid of it. He secretly took a lot of evidence of Chi Ruilin playing with minors, but he didn't know who he could trust.If these evidences were released, if Chi Ruilin could not be defeated, then he would be the one to die.

Once by chance, when Li Ci met Xiao Le at Chixing Entertainment, he gave him the USB flash drive. He could only bet that Xiao Le would help him for Yu Xuan.

But in fact, Xiao Le has been collecting evidence of Chi Ruilin's crime for a long time. He went to Chixing Entertainment as a design consultant to get close to Chi Ruilin.

Afterwards, Chi Ruilin seemed to notice something. In order not to let him find Xiao Le, Li Ci deliberately walked close to the second son of the Chi family to divert his attention. When Chi Ruilin found out, he was furious and pushed him down the stairs, breaking his leg.

Xiao Le took Li Ci to the current community, and would come to see him every week.

Yu Xuan was both shocked and guilty. Li Ci's incident was caused by him. If he hadn't fought with him, he might not have had these things. "I'm sorry Li Ci, I was too impulsive at that time."

Li Ci waved his hand generously, and said with a smile: "Without Mr. Xiao's help, I don't know if I would have survived, but to be honest, I really thought you were a straight man with the ruthlessness you made at that time. , you've been crooked for a long time, and I'm not bad, am I?"

Yu Xuan felt even more ashamed when he heard the words. He was at fault for the fight, but Li Ci was replaced.

Because he has an older brother, no one held him accountable. In fact, it wasn't that no one was held accountable, but Xiao Le took all the responsibility.

Xiao Le has been protecting him.

"Is Ji Xiu's depression caused by Chi Ruilin?" Yu Xuan asked Xiao Le.

Xiao Le nodded, Ji Xiu is a person with a serious obsession with cleanliness of the body, although Chi Ruilin did not really make it to the end, but the marks left on him made Ji Xiu extremely loathed and hated himself, and broke down more than once to want to end life.

"Fortunately, that scumbag has already gone in. He was reported for drug trafficking, and with the evidence we sent anonymously, he may be locked up for a while." Li Ci showed a relieved expression on his face.

Yu Xuan thought that if he hadn't met Xiao Le at the bar that day, his fate might not have been better than that of Li Ci and Ji Xiu.

After leaving Li Ci's house, it was almost noon, Xiao Le asked Yu Xuan if he was hungry.

Yu Xuan shook his head silently, he remembered what Xiao Le told him when he left Los Angeles 11 years ago:

- Stop doing childish stupid things, no one will clean up the mess for you in the future.

He seemed to be doing childish and stupid things all the time. Old Yu said he was childish, the teacher said he was childish, Xiao Le thought he was childish, and now he himself felt childish.

Is such a useless and immature man worthy of Xiao Le?

This silence lasted until after lunch. After coming out of the restaurant, Xiao Le led him to the pedestrian street and stopped at the entrance of a pottery shop.

"Why?" Yu Xuan asked puzzled.

"Take you to play with mud."

"Aren't you going to work this afternoon?"

"Ah."

There are not many people in the pottery shop at the moment, and there are a few young students who are painting pottery glaze in the hall.

The shop owner's name is Zhuang Yang, and Xiao Le is an acquaintance. After a brief introduction to each other, the two of them followed Zhuang Yang into the pottery room.

Zhuang Yang brought them aprons, cut a piece of pottery clay, opened the pottery wheel, and asked if they needed a pottery teacher, Xiao Le said no, and Zhuang Yang left, saying he would call him if he had any questions.

There was no one else in the pottery room, Yu Xuan drooped his eyelids, put a black apron around Xiao Le's neck, stretched his hands around the belt from the front to the back of his waist, and tied a knot.

Xiao Le hugged him and patted him, and then helped him tie his apron.

Yu Xuan sat down in a daze in front of the mud washing wheel, Xiao Le sat next to him, kicked his feet and asked, "Have you ever taken pottery class?"

"En." Yu Xuan replied with a guilty conscience.

There was indeed a pottery class in the sophomore semester, but he avoided them all. He didn't know where to start. The moment his hands were covered with mud, muddy water flew all over his face.

Xiao Le: "..."

Yu Xuan: "..."

Xiao Le twitched the corner of his mouth, got up and took a tissue from the wooden shelf next to him, and wiped the muddy spots on his face, "Tell me about how you got fucked?"

Yu Xuan raised his face and asked him to wipe it, quite reasonable: "It was too fast just now."

Xiao Le helped him to slow down the wheel, the speed was about the same as that of the grandmother's spinning wheel, Yu Xuan turned to look at him, and was insulted, "This is too slow."

"You feel the feelings first."

"What are we going to do?" Yu Xuan forced himself to cheer up.

"What do you want to do?"

"Why don't you make a bowl for Xiaobai, it's simple."

Xiao Le nodded.

After Yu Xuan had a little understanding of Mu Mu's nature, Xiao Le adjusted the wheel to a normal speed.

The mud was turning and turning in his hand, and the shape of the mouth of the bowl first appeared. Before Yu Xuan could get excited, the bowl had already turned into a cup in his hand!

"..." Yu Xuan didn't panic, the cup was fine, and explained: "I want to make a cup in my heart."

Xiao Le gave an indifferent "hmm" and completely squinted his eyes to watch the excitement.

"Brother, why is this cup getting thinner and thinner?" As expected, the cup twirled and turned into a vase, "Why don't you make a vase..."

The vase is also good, it can be regarded as a work of art.

Xiao Le said "hmm" again, obviously with a smile on his face.

Oops!The vase is crooked!

Quickly straightened it, the mouth of the bottle was cracked, broken, collapsed, and smashed into the hand with too much force, all in one go.

Yu Xuan: "..."

Xiao Le couldn't help laughing, and snorted on his head, "Can you be any more stupid?"

It's pretty stupid, Yu Xuan thought, really stupid.

Yu Xuan said boldly: "You wait for me to make another one, and it will definitely succeed."

However, the mud seemed to have its own ideas, and it didn't listen to him at all. It tried several times, but all failed.

Yu Xuan gradually lost his fighting spirit, and was about to quit, when a pair of big hands stretched out from beside him, covering his muddy hands.

Thin mud overflowed from between Yu Xuan's fingers and climbed onto Xiao Le's hands. The naughty mud became more benign, and gradually took on a round, plump and beautiful bowl shape in their hands.

Yu Xuan exclaimed in a low voice, as if he had never seen a bowl before, "It's really a bowl!"

"Otherwise what do you think it is?" Xiao Le chuckled.

Yu Xuan also laughed, and after a moment of silence, he said: "Brother, you seem to have been helping me clean up the mess. When I was young, I got into a lot of troubles, and you helped me settle them in the end, but I seem to only cause trouble for you."

Xiao Le knew what Yu Xuan was thinking, "The reason why I didn't tell you about Li Ci was because I was afraid that you would think about it. This matter has nothing to do with you. Even if it did, it only has something to do with the fight between you two. Everything is his own choice.”

Yu Xuan knew that Xiao Le was comforting him, looked at the big hands covering his hands, and asked the question he had always wanted to ask but was afraid to ask: "Brother, do you like me? You can't help liking someone, but You never said that you like me, do you treat me well because you like me, or because you habitually want to be responsible to your brother?"

The author says:

Xiaoyu is a little depressed today