heartbeat out of control

In midsummer and June, the scorching sun is in the sky, cicadas are singing and insects are singing, and the weeping willow branches at the door are swaying gracefully with the breeze.

The relocation of the Xiao family was a major event, and Chen Yalan got on well with her neighbors, so the neighbors were quite reluctant to leave them.This morning, several companies came to invite them to dinner, but they couldn't accept all of them, so Chen Yalan simply rejected them all, saying that they would come back later.

The house has been sold, so it's hard to say if I can't come back.

The summer in Los Angeles was not very hot, but Xiao Le was extremely irritable. He couldn't explain why. He frowned and stood at the door for a while, then went into the house, and just as he went in, he came out again.

Chen Yalan packed her luggage in the room, watched her son come in and out several times, stopped him and said, "Are you thinking about Xuanxuan? Now I know I can't bear it, why did you do it earlier? You said you did too, you What's wrong with a child, how old is he, how old are you?"

Xiao Le became even more irritable, his brows were knit together, he didn't want to talk much, and was about to turn around and go out, when Chen Yalan said again: "Xuanxuan is at his grandma's house, he has been living there during the holidays, can't you wait at this door to him."

Chen Yalan's family is in Chang'an, and she met Xiao Le's father, Xiao Mingshan, during a field trip to the countryside to support education, and fell in love at first sight.Later, despite the objections of her family, she married Xiao Mingshan, who was poor and white, without father and mother.What Chen Yalan likes is his character, integrity, loyalty, hard work, and down-to-earth.

People are not afraid of being poor, they are afraid of being lazy.

After buying a house and land, life was going well, but just after Xiao Le was born, Xiao Mingshan died in a car accident before Xiao Le was born.

She raised her son alone in Los Angeles. Fortunately, Xiao Le was sensible, and he hardly let her worry about it since he was a child.

Chen Yalan's parents were getting old and wanted their daughter, and Xiao Le was admitted to Chang'an University. They had no other relatives in Los Angeles, so they decided to move back to Chang'an.

The only thing she misses is that she brought her half son Yu Xuan along with her, but Yu Xuan has a father and a mother, so she can't take her away no matter how reluctant she is.

Xiao Le didn't look for Yu Xuan, he didn't dare to go, he went to look for Yu Miaomiao.That day after he told Yu Xuan that he was going to Chang'an, Yu Xuan cried. In less than a second, the child's tears burst out almost instantly. The hot teardrops were so big that they weighed a thousand catties when they fell. Each hit Xiao Le's heart.

pain.

He didn't want to see him cry anymore, anyway, what should be said has been said, it doesn't matter whether to say goodbye or not, it will save him from being sad.

Yu Miaomiao is tall and strong, but she doesn't like to go to school. She dropped out of school before finishing the first grade of junior high school. She thought she was young when she went to work as a worker. No, I'm too tired.Squatting at home every day and being scolded.

After Xiao Le found him and explained his purpose of coming, Yu Miaomiao seemed to feel that something was wrong with his ears, and he opened his mouth wide for a while, still in disbelief, "You asked me to go back to school and give me a salary of 500 yuan a month?"

Can there still be such a good thing in the world?

500 yuan a month was not bad at the time. Many apprentices who graduated from high school and learned crafts only paid this salary, and he was only in the first grade of junior high school.Yu Miaomiao felt that Xiao Le was either joking with him or a fool.

Xiao Le took out an envelope from his pocket, which contained 3000 yuan, and handed it over: "This is the salary for the second half of the year. It will be paid during the winter and summer vacations. You will get a salary increase every six months. You don't need test scores. , it’s better to learn, but there are conditions.”

Yu Miaomiao took the money and was elated. He had never seen so much money. His mother would give him five yuan at most each time, and asked while counting, "What conditions?"

"Start from the third grade of elementary school, and no absences are allowed." Yu Xuan will be promoted to the third grade next semester.

"I used to be in junior high school! You asked me to drop three grades!" Yu Miaomiao quit, and fell into a tangle in an instant. The money has not been warmed up yet, but after three years of retirement, others should laugh at him.

Xiao Le looked at him: "From junior high school, you were the bottom one in the whole grade, and you were scolded every day. From the third grade of elementary school, maybe you can be the first in the class."

First... Yu Miaomiao seemed to see the certificate waving to him. He had never won that thing before, and his mother scolded him every time: "If you can win the certificate once, I will write the name upside down!"

I was quite moved, who naturally wanted to be at the bottom, but after thinking about it, Xiao Le definitely couldn't be thinking about him, so he asked: "What else?"

"Accompany Yu Xuan to and from school, don't let people bully him." Xiao Le said.

Yu Miaomiao: "..." Just a personal bodyguard.

In the beginning, Yu Xuan refused to let Yu Miaomiao follow him, but Yu Miaomiao followed him from afar.Finally, one time when he met a classmate who was making trouble for Yu Xuan again, Yu Miaomiao seized the opportunity to stand up and act bravely.

After Yu Miaomiao returned to school, he no longer had the pressure to study and was earning money again. The questions in the third grade were very easy for him. As Xiao Le said, he returned to the first place in the exam, and the praises and honors followed. Slowly It aroused his interest in learning.

Xiao Le didn't break his promise, he gave him money every year, and Yu Miaomiao decided to sell Yu Xuan thoroughly for every detail, such as how he studied, what he liked to eat, what he liked to play, and what he liked.

After Yu Xuan was promoted to junior high school, Yu Miaomiao told Xiao Le that he no longer needed to send money to him, because he was no longer able to beat Yu Xuan, but he would still report Yu Xuan's recent situation until Yu Xuan passed the exam. Chang'an University.

What Xiao Le didn't expect was that the child came to his city and got closer to him, but he couldn't control his movements.Because Yu Miaomiao went to another city for the exam.

Everything seemed to be developing out of control, and Yu Xuan became more and more unknown to him, as if he had never understood it.Smoking, drinking, fighting, wearing earrings, doesn't it hurt to have so many holes in your ears?

That was the child he had watched grow up, the child who would cry for a long time after scratching two red marks.

It seems not.

Yu Xuan suddenly said that he wanted to reconcile with him. Although Xiao Le had many doubts, he was very happy.No matter why Yu Xuan approached him, he would definitely bring him back on track.

Xiao Le really wanted to bring Yu Xuan back on the right track, but he never wanted to lead him astray.

On the day he was drunk, he kissed Yu Xuan, and the child's soft arms hugged him and rubbed against him: "Brother, you have to be responsible for kissing me, this is my first kiss."

After waking up, Yu Xuan didn't remember anything, but he really wanted to be responsible.

One day, Yu Xuan offered to sleep together, saying that they often slept together when they were young, but Xiao Le did not refuse.When he was in Los Angeles, he thought he was annoying, but after moving to Chang'an, he often missed the nine years when he was surrounded by his little neighbors.

When he was young, Yu Xuan would always get into his bed because he was afraid of the cold, but when he grew up, Yu Xuan slept two meters away from him.

Hearing the sound of shallow and even breathing on the bed, Xiao Le tossed and turned and found it difficult to fall asleep, so he got out of bed and turned down the air conditioner.

Indoor temperatures quickly dropped to autumn temperatures.

The thin blanket was not enough to resist the cold, Yu Xuan slowly shrunk his body, it seemed that he was still cold, so he unconsciously searched for a heat source, first he went to pull Xiao Le's blanket, Xiao Le held on to it, Yu Xuan couldn't help it in a daze Moved into it.

Xiao Le's body was warmer, Yu Xuan didn't even think about it, his limbs were wrapped around him, it was much warmer, he rubbed comfortably in his arms, and fell asleep soon.

Gently rubbing the child's hair with his big hand, Xiao Le hugged the person in his arms tightly, feeling a kind of joy of regaining what was lost.

Yes, joy, and maybe something else.

Not only did he want to hug him, but he also wanted to kiss him crazily, want to fuck him, want to crush him under him, and bully him fiercely.In the past, he was most afraid of Yu Xuan crying, but now Yu Xuan doesn't like to cry, and he wants to make him cry again.

Xiao Le thought about it and did it. The child said he liked him under him, but Yu Xuan ran away when he came back from buying antipyretics that morning.

Fortunately, he came back again, back to his next door, and became his neighbor again.

At two o'clock in the morning, the lights next door were out, and Xiao Le quietly opened the door of the next door from the storage room. His movements were very light, and it was the first time he was a thief in his own home. He didn't dare to breathe out, as if he was afraid of waking up the people in the room.

The little bastard who ran away with his trousers on the bed didn't sleep well, talking vaguely in his sleep.

Xiao Le came closer to listen, and heard him muttering: "Brother...I really like you..."

Xiao Le squatted beside his bed, staring at the hazy silhouette in the dark, listening to the sound of breathing.

After a long while, she lowered her head and came closer, and lightly dropped a breathless kiss on his hair, with an inaudible voice: "I see." Then he covered him with a blanket, closed the door and left.

Yu Xuan asked him on his birthday: "Brother, why did you buy two connected houses?"

He didn't answer, not because he didn't want to answer, but because Yu Xuan forgot.

On the night when Yu Xuan came back from the mud pit, after taking a bath and eating, Yu Xuan was writing essays next to Xiao Le in white and fluffy pajamas.

The title of the composition was "My Dream", and he scratched his head and scratched his face, biting off the rubber end of the pencil buttocks, but he couldn't write a single word.

How could he have any dreams.

The teacher said that you can write about your career dreams, such as being an angel in white who saves people and treats diseases when you grow up, a policeman who catches bad guys, a gardener who teaches and educates people, an astronaut who flies into space, and so on.

Yu Xuan was not interested, he was scribbling on his notebook while thinking, if he asked him, it would be more interesting to be a dim sum peddler and eat snacks every day.

Thinking of this, he drew a stick figure scene of Xiao Le selling sugar, and he was so happy that he giggled.

"Keep your voice down." Xiao Le reminded with a frown. He was lowering his head and contemplating something to write and draw next to him. It seemed quite difficult for him to stop and continue thinking.

Yu Xuan was curious, and leaned over to look at it with his small head. There were various patterns drawn in the sketchbook, some were abstract, some were figurative, some were conceptual, and some were realistic.Like a painting but not like a painting, those patterns were different from the traditional cartoon watercolors he had seen.

But very design sense.

The sense of design is a word that Yu Xuan added after learning design. He didn't know how to describe it at the time.

"Brother, did you draw these? It's so cool!" Although Yu Xuan couldn't understand it, it didn't stop him from adoring him like a little star. Whatever his brother did, he thought it was cool.

"Ah."

"Brother, what do you like? What do you want to do when you grow up?" Yu Xuan asked him.

Xiao Le said that he likes pattern design and that he will become a graphic designer in the future. Yu Xuan asked what pattern design is. Xiao Le pointed to his sketchbook and said that it contained everything in it.

Yu Xuan suddenly remembered something, and with his dexterous little paws quickly flipped to the portrait he begged Xiao Le to draw for him a few days ago, which was still in the notebook, and it was drawn by his real person.

The bright eyes were full of cunning, and he raised his head and asked, "Brother, you just said that you like all the things in the notebook, do you like me too?"

Xiao Le sneered, and rubbed his big hand on his head, "Narcissism."

It rained heavily that night, and the splashing rain fell down the eaves, hitting the ground one after another continuously, with a constant tick-tock-tick-tick.

Yu Xuan thought about the story of water dripping through stone, and couldn't help worrying whether the concrete floor of Xiao Le's house would be dripped out of the hole.Holes have to be repaired, but repairing the ground seems to be fun to do with him, giggling again.

Xiao Le turned his head and glanced at You Tianji's child, then at his blank homework book with only titles, and asked with a faint smile, "Do you have a dream?"

What tone is this!Inexplicably feeling insulted, Yu Xuan blurted out, "Of course I have a dream!"

"tell me the story."

Without hesitation, Yu Xuan said what was in his heart: "My dream is to be neighbors with you forever!" The soft and waxy baby's voice is very loud, and it sounds quite righteous and proud.

Xiao Le was finally amused by him, it was an amazing dream.

The author says:

I want to write about the sweet daily life of the two of them in the next episode, I don’t know if anyone will read it