waiting for dawn

Zhang Tuming didn't even ask any further questions. Such things are uncertain, and the doctor told him very clearly that Grandpa's illness is the possibility of sudden myocardial infarction.

He was as stupid as he was, and stood still under the scorching sun. After a while, he squatted down on the ground in extreme pain, grabbed his hair indiscriminately, and could no longer tell whether it was sweat or tears on his face.

In their hometown in the countryside, the old people are not cremated when they die.

When Zhang Tuming arrived home, his grandfather had already been transported home from the hospital, and the shroud had already been put on. It was very rare that Zhang Tuming saw his father, his wife and son at home.

Everyone was waiting for him. Although Zhang Tuming's father was there, everyone knew that Zhang Tuming was the one who depended on grandpa for life.

Zhang Tuming is healthy and his parents are still alive, but he has been like an orphan for 20 years, and now the only person in the world who is willing to treat him well is gone.

Grandpa was lying on the bed, looking very peaceful, probably due to makeup, his cheeks were still slightly rosy, but death is death, Zhang Tuming sat by the bed, but he was unwilling to hold Grandpa's hand He knew that the palm of his hand must be cold, and he also knew that if Grandpa was still alive, he would definitely not let him sit for so long and ignore him.

Why!Zhang Tuming's heart kept clamoring, he didn't know which god he had offended, the lone star of Tiansha?Must be alone?He is a good boy, why is no one willing to take an extra step for him and wait for him for a while?

Even if it's good to let him meet for the last time.

Zhang Tuming didn't want to talk, and he didn't want to deal with relatives from all walks of life, so he shut himself up.

Later his father came in, still following their family behind him, his father patted him on the shoulder lightly, and his tone was quite sincere, "Tu Ming, don't be sad, you can come home with me when the matter is over." .”

"Don't be hypocritical with me. This house belongs to you. You are the sole legal heir of grandpa. What are you pretending to be here?"

"Tu Ming, you?"

"It's impossible for me to live with your family." Zhang Tuming looked at him coldly, "Or do you want me to move out of here now?"

"Tu Ming, you misunderstood Dad."

"Oh, is that so?" Zhang Tuming glanced at his already ugly stepmother and younger brother who had grown a lot taller, and spat on the ground, "Get lost."

Seeing that the group of them were not moving, Zhang Tuming suddenly broke out and yelled at them hysterically, "Get out! Get the fuck out of me!"

Still, shouting and shouting worked, and the group of people finally left. Zhang Tuming grabbed the water glass on the bedside table in disbelief, and slammed it viciously at the door that was just closed.

what!Zhang Tuming never knew how to write the word tolerance, and he didn't have to live on a little insincere charity.

Qin Liming called him many more times, but Zhang Tuming didn't answer any of them. Not only did he not answer, but he also blocked his call.

Qin Liming found out later, probably because his cousin told him, and he came over the next day, bringing his father with him.

The college entrance examination is not over yet, Zhang Tuming knows that he has a job, so it may not be easy to come here.

But Zhang Tuming just pretended not to see him.

Time is a good thing, it can make his father find a new love quickly, and it can also make old enemies from the past have a good time.

Maybe it wasn't really any kind of enmity, but it was just one person sleeping with another person's wife. After all, women are like clothes, if old ones don't go away, new ones won't come.

Although Zhang Tuming's father and Qin Liming's father hadn't reached the point of drinking and talking, they were still in harmony, and even chatted politely for a while.

After all, everyone seems to be doing pretty well, only Zhang Tuming, and only him, has become a paranoid with nothing.

It was at this time that Qin Liming approached him.

Many people gathered in the living room, Qin Liming found him in the corner.

His eyes were red, but Zhang Tuming was willing to believe that he was really crying, after all he was worthless and everything was worth crying for.

"Tu Ming." Qin Liming squatted down with him, "I'm sorry."

Zhang Tuming knew that this matter had nothing to do with him, but who made him an idiot, and wanted to hit him hard.

Zhang Tuming was extremely sad, extremely painful, and at the same time hated extremely.

All his negative emotions were piled up, and he desperately needed an outlet, and Qin Liming squatted in front of him so pitifully, as if he was innocent.

At that time, Zhang Tuming had only one thought in his mind, how could he be bewitched by this person.

Zhang Tuming stood up abruptly, grabbed Qin Liming together, and then pressed him heavily against the wall behind him.

Because he used too much force, Zhang Tuming could hear the muffled sound of Qin Liming hitting the wall with the back of his head.

"It's all because of you." Zhang Tuming grabbed his neck, "It's all because of you, it's all because of you, it's all because of you..."

Zhang Tuming kept saying these words over and over again, while staring at his eyes firmly. Qin Liming's already red eye sockets became redder, and then gradually became moist, and the eye sockets soon filled with water. Big teardrops hit the back of Zhang Tuming's hand one by one.

Although it was already very difficult to speak out, Qin Liming was still apologizing. He and Zhang Tuming had the same disease, and they could only say that sentence back and forth.

Later, it was probably his half-brother who separated them, Zhang Tuming broke down completely, snatched Qin Liming from his brother and pressed him against the wall again, tears came out of his eyes, "Do you know, Originally, I could still see my grandfather for the last time..."

Later, Zhang Tuming seemed to scold him and kicked him out of the house together with his father.

It is impossible for people's emotions to be at their peak forever, but it is also impossible for them to subside in a short period of time. Even if it is for the sake of embarrassment, Zhang Tuming cannot quickly admit his anger.

But Qin Liming couldn't recognize this, and contacted him in a hurry as soon as he got home, and used WeChat when his phone was blocked, and Zhang Tuming deleted his WeChat in anger and embarrassment.

With his grandfather gone, Zhang Tuming was able to serve as a soldier without worries. After serving for two years, he couldn't find Qin Liming even if he tried to find him.

Even the mobile phone number has been changed, without the bond of grandpa, and even the slightest relationship with his family no longer exists.

In fact, the two cities are not too far away, and after the opening of the high-speed rail, it is only an hour's drive, but Zhang Tuming still can't find a purpose to go to Chenjiang City.How much do you like this city?That's absolutely nothing.Otherwise, what are you going to do?Looking for Qin Liming?The relationship seems to be normal.What do you do after you find out, do you apologize?It has been so long, and Zhang Tuming has always been filled with a strange awkwardness.

The author says:

Five years after the start of the next chapter, the previous story that has not been clearly explained will be slowly interspersed in the subsequent plots.