waiting for dawn

"See me?" Qin Liming pointed to himself.

"You don't have to think too much." Zhang Tuming said blankly, "Just like when I went to your house to entertain me, my dad has no reason not to entertain you."

"Can……"

"If you don't want to see me, go and refuse him."

"I didn't mean it that way."

Zhang Tuming hummed, then jumped out of bed, "Go to sleep, I'll go to the second bedroom."

"Need not!"

Zhang Tuming gave him a strange look, "Don't you want to sleep with me?"

"I'm going to sleep on the sofa."

Zhang Tuming sneered, "How could I let you sleep on the sofa?"

The light tone made Qin Liming feel uncomfortable. He watched Zhang Tuming take his coat and unplug the charger plugged into the bedside table. When passing by the door, he turned back and took a look at the backpack he had piled up in the corner. "Have you packed your luggage?"

"Just go ahead."

"Oh. When are you moving?"

"Tomorrow, after lunch." Qin Liming carefully held the corner of the quilt and asked, "Is it okay?"

"It's all right, you can decide for yourself."

The door of the bedroom was slammed shut. Although it didn't use much force, it was enough to make Qin Liming's heart tremble.He slowly got into the bed, covered his head with the quilt, and tears overflowed again in a disappointing manner.

He hid in the quilt until he hiccupped, what to do, he was just a worthless person, he said he didn't like men, but he couldn't bear the fact that the relationship between Tu Ming and Tu Ming had just eased up.Obviously no one needs him, Tu Ming needs him, but he messes it up again.

Zhang Tuming went out early the next morning, and the two arrived at the lunch place one after the other, and sat down side by side without saying anything.

Sure enough, it was just a simple gathering for dinner, and Zhang Tuming's father was also out of the mood of meeting friends and children.Qin Liming habitually wanted to wash the dishes for Zhang Tuming, but was stopped by Zhang Tuming, "I'll do it myself."

The tone was flat, without any emotional ups and downs, Zhang Tuming seemed to have this attitude when speaking to anyone.Qin Liming's heart began to ache again, and he couldn't even hear what Zhang Tuming's father asked.

It was Zhang Tuming who bumped his elbow before he came back to his senses, and hastily smiled, "Uncle, what did you just say?"

"Liming, I'm asking if your job is confirmed."

"I just found one, but I haven't joined yet."

"where?"

"Anlan Technical School."

"Are you a teacher?"

"Correct."

"There..." Zhang Tuming's father pondered for a while, "It's not that uncle is too busy, I had a friend who worked there for a while, and then resigned, because there were often wage arrears there, and he didn't pay it. Five insurances, all conditions are very general.”

Qin Liming scratched his head in embarrassment, not knowing what to say, Zhang Tuming's father said again: "Liming, anyway, you can do it anywhere, why don't you do it at your own home?"

"Uncle, I don't quite understand what you mean..."

"Liming, I know that you are a high school teacher. You must be very good if you can get an entrance examination in the year of graduation. What I mean is, come to my side and do it. Nowadays, high school math teachers are very popular everywhere. I don't know. Knowing whether you prefer to go to school or do training, uncle can arrange it for you."

Qin Liming instinctively thought of Zhang Tuming, and he declined with a smile, "It's been a long time since I took a class in ordinary high school, so let's take it easy when I enter school."

"What about training?" Zhang Tuming's father also felt sincerely, "You don't have to worry about salary and insurance, the key is free working hours. My child, I also watched you grow up, and I don't want you to take those detours. They are also private schools, if you follow your uncle, he will give you the best treatment."

"But I'm afraid that I will mislead my younger brother..."

"Your major and school match. Many of my employees are not as good as you, so you don't have to worry."

Qin Liming was a little hesitant. The training school opened by Uncle Zhang really had a good reputation, and it was probably much more reliable than Anlan Technical School.Moreover, he only checked the information on the Internet in the morning, and someone in the post bar said that Anlan Technical School's student resources have been very worrying for the past two years, and it is very likely that it will face the risk of bankruptcy.

However, backbone is sometimes said to be unimportant and somewhat important...

While Uncle Zhang was going to the bathroom, Zhang Tuming, who had been silent all this time, suddenly said, "Qin Liming, my dad started out as a trainer, and he has many campuses. You can go to the campus near where you live. , don’t worry about seeing me.”

Qin Liming turned his head in a daze, "Huh?"

Zhang Tuming resisted the urge to reach out and pinch his face, "Anyway, you just don't want to see me, so I promise I won't let you see me, okay?"

"no……"

Qin Liming felt a little wronged, when did he say such decisive words.

Later, he still agreed, probably because Uncle Zhang was too enthusiastic, and Qin Liming was not a person who knew how to say no, besides, he needed a job that would allow him to return to his old profession.

When I went back, I went with Zhang Tuming, and the low pressure between the two continued. After lunch, Qin Liming should fulfill his promise, pack up his things and leave.

I still wanted to say hello to Tu Ming, but as soon as I opened my mouth, Zhang Tuming turned back, "Leave if you want, can't you wait a long time ago?"

"I... I don't mean to have nothing to do with you forever."

"So?" Zhang Tuming looked at him, "You still want to be my friend? The kind who keep in touch with me often, and occasionally meet for dinner?"

"I……"

"Honestly, Qin Liming, I can't stand that you might find a girlfriend again, get married, and get along with you as friends. You can think about it in reverse, you and I have already slept together, and if you don't Wouldn't it be disgusting to see me having sex with other men as a friend?"

Qin Liming was stunned. Although he knew it was an impossible scene, he still imagined it in his mind for a while, and his nose started to feel sore involuntarily, "I'm sorry."

"You don't need to tell me you're sorry, you didn't do anything wrong." Zhang Tuming sighed helplessly, "It's because I have a bad temper and a strong desire to control. I know you are a straight man and try to bend you. You, It is because you have been so obedient and not resisting anything, that makes me think that you can accept anything."

Qin Liming lowered his head, clutched the shoulder strap of his backpack tightly, and finally said softly, "Then I'm leaving, Tu Ming."

Zhang Tuming saw him squatting down to change his shoes. The backpack was obviously not big, but because his shoulders were too thin, it seemed that he couldn't bear the burden.He clenched his fists, "Qin Liming, don't be bullied anymore, just call me if something really happens."

The author says:

Babies, you don’t need to combine everything with practicality, and the double reduction in high school is not serious.