waiting for dawn

Zhang Zhanming wanted to reach out to grab Qin Liming's shoulder again, but Qin Liming dodged it. He hurriedly raised his head and glanced at Zhang Tuming, "Go back quickly, I'm going to rest too."

"Why do I want to go back?" Zhang Zhanming still refused to accept it, "I agreed to let me stay for one night, dear brother, why are you here to join in the fun?"

Zhang Tuming obviously didn't have the patience to talk to him, so he dragged him out as soon as he stretched out his hand. A person as tall as Zhang Zhanming was dragged staggeringly by Zhang Tuming. Although he still refused to accept it, Zhang Tuming alone His eyes stared back.

Qin Liming sighed secretly, and was about to close the door when Zhang Tuming stopped him again,

He said, "Qin Liming, I was the one who said it seriously just now."

Qin Liming nodded, wanted to say it's okay, but felt it was unnecessary, anyway, Tu Ming did all the ridiculous things to him, and he never blamed him.

Zhang Tuming added: "Your neighborhood is too dilapidated, remember to close the doors and windows at night."

Qin Liming's nose began to turn sour again, he hated himself a little, as if he had become a puberty girl, his emotions should not be so changeable and fragile, for a long time, he was almost invincible.

The May Day holiday is the busiest time for the training class. Qin Liming originally had no holiday, but on Labor Day, Uncle Zhang called him suddenly and asked him to go to the suburbs for a barbecue.

This is probably their family dinner. Qin Liming heard from Zhang Zhanming a few days ago that there are only three bachelors left in their Zhang family, and they don't get along well with each other. That's why his father often organizes some dinners to improve the family. emotion.

Zhang Zhanming pestered Qin Liming to accompany him, but Qin Liming didn't want to run into Zhang Tuming's gun again, so he avoided it if he could.

But this time it was Uncle Zhang who invited him in person, and even the wording was so hard for him to refuse, as if he was treating him as his own child, if he didn't go, it would be a shame, and he even kindly helped him adjust his classes alright.

Qin Liming had no choice but to bite the bullet and agree, but he didn't know if Tu Ming would be ashamed if he knew he was going.

Qin Liming went there with Zhang Zhanming in Uncle Zhang's car. Zhang Tuming arrived later and drove by himself with a lot of ingredients in both hands.

Qin Liming was restless again, and Zhang Zhanming preempted him from sharing the burden for Tu Ming. He could only move back in embarrassment, looking around at the lush mountains in the distance.

Fortunately, the job of washing vegetables relieved him. He is a master at washing vegetables. Just as he was sinking his head into the rubbing, Uncle Zhang called him back again, "Liming, you don't have to do these things. Let Zhang Zhanming do it. It's usually done. Everyone serves him, and today he should serve everyone, come over and have a chat with Tu Ming and me."

Qin Liming sat down anxiously, surrounded by a small stone table, and Tu Ming was directly opposite.I don't know if it's his eyesight, but I always feel that Tu Ming seems to be a little thinner, and his edges and corners are like a knife. Although he is just opposite, he looks like a stranger who has never masked his face.

Qin Liming tugged at the corner of his clothes. The shirt on his body was the pink and blue stripes that Tu Ming had chosen for him before, and it was the only piece of clothing he took away from Tu Ming. Tu Ming said that this upper body was the prettiest .

I don't know why, but today, he was put on him by a strange coincidence, and now this shirt, which is not too thin, is as hot as iron, and it is actually trying to roast him alive.

"Liming." Uncle Zhang asked, "Have you and Tu Ming often come out to get together recently?"

"I..." Qin Liming saw that Zhang Tuming's face was cold and he didn't seem to want to speak, so he could only smooth things over with a smile, "We are all busy, and Tuming is even busier. If we have time, we will meet."

"It's better to see each other more often." Uncle Zhang said, "Tu Ming has a stubborn personality, just like me. If he bullies you, just tell me and I'll help you talk about him."

Grandpa Zhang seems to have said the words of deja vu. At that time, Qin Liming couldn't hear any twists and turns. Now that he thought about it again, his heart suddenly skipped a beat, and at the same time, there was a hint of disbelief.

He hurriedly raised his eyes to look at Zhang Tuming, but Zhang Tuming indifferently avoided his eyes. Uncle Zhang said again: "I know that Tuming must have done a lot of things that are not thoughtful. Please take care of me, Liming. , In fact, I wish we could become a real family."

If it was vague just now, it is considered blatant now. Qin Liming opened his mouth half-open and didn't know how to answer, but Zhang Zhanming suddenly rushed out with a plate of vegetables, and at the same time yelled loudly and sat down beside Qin Liming. "What's a family? Let me tell you, Dad, he's mine."

Zhang Zhanming pointed his fingers at Qin Liming, and was slapped off by Uncle Zhang. He drove the youngest son away cursingly, leaving Qin Liming and Zhang Tuming staring at him.

Qin Liming clasped the edge of the table tightly, and the breeze was not enough to cool him down.But he saw that Tu Ming was not dressed thinner than him, but it was clean and fresh, without any embarrassment like him.

"You don't have to think too much," Zhang Tuming actually spoke first, "My dad knows my sexual orientation, he just takes it for granted."

"what?"

"He thinks you are very suitable for me, and he also thinks that I am interesting to you, so he takes it for granted."

Qin Liming couldn't help asking, "Why do you take it for granted?"

"Aren't you unwilling?" Zhang Tuming asked back with a frown, and at the same time lowered his head to light his cigarette, "Why, now that there are so many people, you don't shy away from talking about this kind of topic?"

"I think you're doing well with Zhang Zhanming. It turns out that you can also get along well with homosexuals."

"But it's no wonder." Zhang Tuming took a puff of cigarette sullenly, "You are indeed the type Zhang Zhanming would like."

"what type?"

"Your perception of yourself is really unclear." Zhang Tuming chuckled, "He just likes you who are white, have a small face, and are easily shy."

Qin Liming stood up abruptly, and Zhang Tuming gave a rare smile, "Qin Liming, why are you still like this, standing up every now and then, I'm just stating the facts."

Having said that, Zhang Tuming raised his eyes very briefly, "I always wonder if my father is gay, otherwise how could I have two sons who are gay, and even their preferences are easy to clash."

"But Zhang Zhanming doesn't like me."

"You are a moron."

"But he really doesn't like me."

Zhang Zhanming did like to make some verbal jokes with him, but it was just a joke. Most of the time, he was just a tall and strong kid who liked to act like a baby without any restraint. This kind of intimacy had nothing to do with ambiguity.

Unlike Tu Ming, who is also an elusive character, but makes everything sticky, scolding is not a taste, and pain is not a taste.