waiting for dawn

"I……"

"Do you think I should record it?" Zhang Tuming asked again.

"I have no idea……"

Zhang Tuming pushed the phone back, "This is your phone, you don't have to force yourself to do things you don't want to do."

Qin Liming bit his lower lip, an unexplained loss almost knocked him out of his wits, he took the phone back in his hand embarrassingly, his knuckles turned blue because of the excessive force he held.

His head was held down, and it was Tu Ming who ruffled his hair, "I won't force you to do anything again."

In fact, a soft punch on the body does not need to be comforted, and it may even have the opposite effect. Qin Liming paused for a while, and said, "Tu Ming, is it appropriate for you to leave Zhan Ming alone in the hospital?"

"I annoy him."

"what?"

"Although we are half-brothers, we have never lived together." Zhang Tuming said, "He has his family, and I have mine. It was only two years ago when my father divorced again." Bringing us together and saying a few words, he doesn't hold much weight in my heart."

"Not heavy?"

Zhang Tuming glanced at Qin Liming, "I mean, I worry about you more than him today."

Qin Liming's eyes went numb, he threw the phone aside, and was about to speak when Zhang Tuming said, "Is that Gu Qingyu his boyfriend today?"

"No, no..." Qin Liming hurriedly waved his hands, "If you want to know, you can ask Zhanming yourself."

"That means we haven't caught up yet."

Qin Liming was defeated, "You can see it yourself, why are you asking me?"

"I didn't expect his vision to be pretty good..."

"What do you mean?"

"It means I misunderstood him."

It took Qin Liming a while to understand Zhang Tuming's original intention. He was obviously justified, but his tone was weak all the time, "This...you just drew conclusions on your own."

"Really?" Zhang Tuming moved closer suddenly, causing Qin Liming to recoil in fright, but he just tore off a small fluff from Qin Liming's hair, "Please tell him for me to let him take the exam before the college entrance examination." Don't bother Gu Qingyu."

"He knows it himself."

Zhang Tuming laughed twice, his gracefully curved jaw trembled slightly, and Qin Liming's heart itched from laughing, and he asked a thoughtless question, "Tuming, the one you feel good about?" ..."

The conversation stopped abruptly in the middle, but Zhang Tuming raised his head and stared at him instantly, "What do you want to ask?"

What do you want to ask...Qin Liming doesn't know either.In fact, he didn't even know why he brought up the subject.And now, obviously, he panicked.

"It's nothing." Qin Liming was busy avoiding his eyes, "I want to say, is he not bad?"

"Aren't you talking nonsense?"

Qin Liming laughed dryly, "Fa, to what extent has it developed?"

"How far do you think I should develop?"

Tu Ming seemed to like to ask rhetorical questions today, but Qin Liming couldn't answer any of these questions.Just like what Tu Ming said, let him imagine another man hugging, kissing or even having sex with Tu Ming, and he began to substituting himself involuntarily, and then, it was hard to imagine.

"There are actually quite a lot of nice people around me." Zhang Tuming said: "After all, the gay circle is only that big, and I'm a gay man. A pure 1 like me is very rare in the circle... Zhang Tuming paused after saying that, "Oh, you probably don't know what it means..."

"I know." Qin Liming clenched the quilt tightly in his hand.

"Oh, then you know quite a lot."

It's not a big deal to worry about being gay and check it out by the way.Besides, after watching so many live broadcasts by Zhang Tuming, Qin Liming is already familiar with these terms in the gay circle.

Seeing that this person was about to blush again, Zhang Tuming smiled, "That person who feels pretty good also chased me very closely."

"Is it Chang Kun?"

"Why mention him again?" Zhang Tuming said, "It's not him."

"That you?"

"We won't be together for the time being." Zhang Tuming replied, "I told him that I have someone in my heart."

The answer seemed to be ready to come out, Qin Liming also had something in his heart that wanted to burst out, but Zhang Tuming didn't say anything, as if scratching his boots, "But I told him too, I told this person It's probably out of play, he doesn't like men, you know, chasing straight men is very hard."

"and then?"

"Then?" Zhang Tuming said slowly, "Twisted melons are not sweet. If you can't catch them, you can only give up and choose more practical people to be together."

There was nothing wrong with these words at first glance, but every sentence passed by Qin Liming's ears became so harsh, Zhang Tuming asked again, "Qin Liming, am I right?"

"You...the person in your heart is..."

"He is so stupid. He may not believe me if I say that I like him in front of his face."

"That……"

Zhang Tuming looked at Qin Liming with a faltering look, of course it was also his favorite look, bullying this person is really interesting.

How could anyone be so stupid?Zhang Tuming has lived for 25 years, but he has never taken the initiative to confess to anyone.

He was used to being chased by others, and he never felt that anyone was worthy of his pursuit with fanfare. His life was bleak and mediocre, and others cared about him only for his skin.

"Qin Liming." Zhang Tuming said suddenly, "Do you really want me to understand everything?"

Qin Liming was taken aback again, his slightly confused and wet gaze made Zhang Tuming's throat tighten, "Qin Liming." He said, "I like you, not the kind that just wants to sleep with you, you Understand?"

The air froze, and compared with Zhang Tuming's slightly jerky confession, Qin Liming was not much better.Qin Liming is on the contrary, he is rarely confessed by others.

It is obvious that Zhang Tuming enjoys playing with his body, and his possessiveness is not difficult to see.Only this liking is heavy and incalculable.

Qin Liming used to think that it was an unspeakable shame to be confessed by a man. He didn't like men, he liked sister Yu with big breasts, thin waist and long legs.

But he really doesn't hate Tu Ming, since he doesn't hate Tu Ming, then naturally he doesn't hate his confession, some are just at a loss.

"What do I have to say in order for you to understand?" Zhang Tuming said again: "I like you, which includes that I want to sleep with you, but it's not because I want to sleep with you that I like you. Although you are annoying and long-winded, But you are the first person who is selfless to me other than grandpa. I will be angry when I see you are so kind to others, especially Zhang Zhanming, a bastard. Why is he worth your life? save him?"

The author says:

starfish