waiting for dawn

Zhang Tuming pondered for a moment, "You want to know who I'm calling?"

"No, I didn't mean that..."

"He..." Zhang Tuming stared at Qin Liming again and again, "A friend of mine."

It's easy to say, but there is a high probability that they won't be ordinary friends.Qin Liming pinched his fingertips to wake himself up, so what if he just confessed his love not long ago, and the two of them were not really together, how could he hinder Tu Ming's right to fall in love with others at first sight?

"Oh, so..." Qin Liming lowered his head, "I think you two are quite close."

Zhang Tuming didn't comment, he just lifted the quilt and got into bed, leaving half of the bed for Qin Liming, "Are you going to stand there all night?"

Qin Liming also hurriedly climbed onto the bed, because Zhang Tuming was in kimono, so Qin Liming didn't take off his clothes, the fabric restrained him a little, but compared to these, the anxiety in his heart was the most difficult.

There was only one pillow on the bed, and Qin Liming gave it to Tu Ming on the grounds that he didn't like pillows.He was lying flat now, and Tu Ming turned off the bedside lamp with a "snap", Qin Liming felt like he was lying in a coffin box, so dark that he couldn't see the future.

Tu Ming's gentle breathing was heard next to his ears. Because the space was too small, there would be some physical contact, but both parties seemed to be avoiding it deliberately, and forcibly opened some distance on this small bed.

Qin Liming's eyes were sore, and he didn't know how long he lasted. It was probably already midnight, and the rain outside the window had gradually weakened, so he still didn't intend to fall asleep.

I just like it.He slowly pressed his heart, the pain seemed to be missing a corner.He thought that it might be a mistake for him to enter Guangming High School. If Tu Ming and Lin Lin really got together, he probably wouldn't be able to work with peace of mind.

Fortunately, school has not officially started yet, and his leaving will not delay Tu Ming's search for a new teacher. Qin Liming thought again, should he ask clearly.

Most likely, Tu Ming was already asleep. Qin Liming tilted his head slightly, silently tracing the outline of Zhang Tuming in the dark.With such a deep sleep, even if he did something quietly, he wouldn't be noticed.

Of course he didn't have the courage to kiss Zhang Tuming secretly, but it's okay to touch him.Quietly stretched out a hand, but in fact, there was no need to look for it, because Zhang Tuming's hand was close at hand.

Gently leaning on it, Tu Ming's fingertips also trembled slightly. Qin Liming just wanted to retract it, but was gripped even harder.

Qin Liming gasped, and then heard Zhang Tuming's voice, "Can't sleep?"

The voice sounded sober, not the chaos of waking up from sleep.

It was like being caught for doing something bad, but Qin Liming still couldn't break free.Tu Ming is always like this, deliberately embarrassing him. "! Shan! Yu! Yu! Xi!"

Grievance is a hypocritical thing, but once this kind of emotion is awakened, it is difficult to hold back, Qin Liming's eyes gradually turned red.

"Qin Liming, speak."

"Tu Ming..." As soon as he opened his mouth, his throat was a little choked, and he tried to adjust his breathing, "Are you going to be with Lin Lin?"

"Ah."

Actually admitting it like this, Qin Liming's emotions that had been adjusted with great difficulty instantly collapsed, and the tears that had piled up to the corners of his eyes finally overflowed uncontrollably.

"Qin Liming?"

There was buzzing in his ears, probably because tears had entered his ears, but he had no time to take care of it.He didn't know why Tu Ming treated him like this, provoked him but didn't want him anymore.

The bedside lamp was turned on again, and the dazzling light shone down directly. There was nowhere to hide Qin Liming's crying grimace. Zhang Tuming sat up and just looked at him, looking at him Tried to cover his eyes with his hands.

The hand on the face was quickly removed, and the tears from the corners of the eyes were also gently wiped away by Tu Ming, but soon new tears came gushing out.

"You don't want me to be with him?" Zhang Tuming asked.

"I...you..." Qin Liming bit his lower lip, trying to suppress his sobs, "Didn't you just say you liked me..."

"But you don't like me, can't you make me like others?" Zhang Tuming sighed, "After all, Lin Lin is well-behaved and considerate, and she is also good-looking. After passing this village, there will be no such shop."

"That's...too fast."

"Not fast." Zhang Tuoming pushed his messy hair back, revealing his face flushed from crying, "Aren't you too fast? You moved into the school without a word In the dormitory, I take a bath with other men every day, and help wipe my back, and ignore me when they see me."

Qin Liming was stunned, and a teardrop in the corner of his eye also hung there. After a long while, he blinked his eyes as if to react, and the teardrop rolled down together.

"I didn't ignore you, I...you are the principal, Shang Jia is a straight man, he has a girlfriend..."

"Aren't you straight too?"

It used to be.Qin Liming lowered his eyes, thinking silently in his heart.

"Qin Liming." Zhang Tuming asked again, "Do you not want me to be with Lin Lin?"

Qin Liming shook his head first, but when he saw Tu Ming moved his body and was about to leave, he couldn't help reaching out and grabbed his arm, and was forced to nod in panic and embarrassment.

But Tu Ming didn't show much, he still turned over and got out of bed, walked to the table, got a pack of tissues and turned back, then took out a few and handed them to Qin Liming, "Wipe your snot."

Qin Liming's face must have exploded with redness, so Zhang Tuming did it himself, using a tissue to wipe away his tears and snot one by one, before giving him a chance to calm down, he asked again, "You don't want me to be with him, For what?"

Because of something...Qin Liming murmured and couldn't open his mouth, what else could be the reason, of course it was because he liked it.

"Forget it, I won't force you." Zhang Tuming seemed to be talking to himself, "Qin Liming, if you say you like me, I won't be with him anymore."

So, casual?

"Hurry up!" It soon turned into persecution.

"I really can't do anything about you." Zhang Tuming retreated again and again, "Nod if you like it, shake your head if you don't like it, this time it will happen, right?"

I have never felt that the act of nodding is so complicated. Qin Liming's apparently small head weighs as much as a thousand catties, and nodding seems to have exhausted the strength of this life.

There was finally a smile in Tu Ming's eyes, but this made Qin Liming even more wronged, he didn't know what it was.

"Then you can no longer go to the shower alone with other men, you can't live with other men, and you can't help others wipe their backs."

"But……"

"Quickly agree."

"Okay...but Tu Ming..."

"what happened again?"

"That Linlin..."

"He is my cousin."

"what?"

"You saw it at my grandfather's funeral." Zhang Tuming said, "He is my cousin's youngest son. You also know her eldest son. I entrusted him to take care of grandpa before."

Zhang Tuming ignored Qin Liming's sluggish expression, and said, "It's not easy for Lin Lin. He has been studying in other places for the past few years. Just last year, my cousin took my cousin and uncle on a self-driving tour, and ended up on the road In a car accident, all three of them died, and now he is the only one left in their family. Just a few months ago, Lin Lin committed suicide."

"This time, he came home after graduating from university. I was afraid that he would fall in love with him alone, so I cared more about him. You know, I grew up with my grandfather. My cousin and uncle are the closest relatives to me. They treat me like a son. Yes, Lin Lin is the younger brother I saw growing up since I was a child, if something happens to him again, I will definitely feel sorry for him."

"Qin Liming." Zhang Tuming rubbed his head casually, "Don't think too much, Lin Lin has a girlfriend, this time he went home with his girlfriend to accompany him, I originally planned to introduce You know."

"Then why did you... let me misunderstand?"

"It's not you who made me angry first." Zhang Tuming made a gesture, "Qin Liming, I'm not open-minded, and I'm very possessive. I want you to be with me every day, not with others. Men sleep together."

"When will I..." Qin Liming's voice became lower and lower, "I slept with other men."

"Living in the same room means sleeping together." Zhang Tuming was unreasonable, "If it wasn't for me today, you would probably be squeezed into this narrow bed with Shang Jia, right?"

Qin Liming has always been unable to talk to him, and this is not his strong point, he is now surrounded by a strange excitement, everywhere is hot, but before that, he still wants to confirm one thing.

"Tu Ming, what are we now?"