Chief Jae's Detective Path

Rarely, Osamu Dazai's mind went blank.

He looked at Nakahara Nakaya who was sitting opposite him, and looked at himself in the other's eyes through those blue eyes, with an expression on his face as if he couldn't understand what Nakahara Nakaya had just said.

Zhong Yuanzhong didn't speak anymore, but got up and continued to do what he should do.Going to the kitchen, he took out the dishes from the dishwasher and put them in the cupboard. Then he came out and took a few fruits into the kitchen to wash them. Zhong Yuanzhong also pulled out a fruit knife, skillfully cut a plate of fruits and brought them out for serving. In front of Osamu Dazai.

Osamu Dazai also regained his sanity in such an atmosphere. Even though he knew Nakahara would not use this as a joke, his heart was still full of doubts.

Osamu Dazai habitually picked up a fruit fork and stuffed a rabbit apple into his mouth, delaying time by eating the fruit, hesitating whether to leave this topic alone, or... he wanted to choose the former, but he couldn't bear it...

How could Chu also like him?Definitely a lie!It must be the little man's prank!

Osamu Dazai bit the fruit, lowered his eyebrows, and asked vaguely: "Don't you hate me the most?"

"Yeah, I hate you the most." Nakahara Chuya picked up a fruit fork and stuffed a piece of fruit in front of Osamu Dazai into his mouth, and asked in a relaxed tone of 'what do you want to eat today', "What conflict does this have with loving you ?"

A fork suddenly appeared in front of Osamu Dazai subconsciously raised his head following Chuya Nakahara's movement.Seeing him take it for granted when he said this, Osamu Dazai suddenly began to doubt his common sense, right?There's none?

"Chuya... like me?" Osamu Dazai twisted an ordinary question, and the expression on his face was extremely disgusted, as if he couldn't accept this sentence coming out of his own mouth.

Nakahara Chu also glanced at Osamu Dazai with a half-smile, his tone was casual, but his eyes were surprisingly serious, and corrected: "I don't like you, but I love you."

"I like you so much!" Dazai Osamu, who was still green, once said this to Nakahara Chu, who had just met him for a day, and I am afraid that Nakahara Chu had already forgotten along with the other party's other trash talk.

But the confession after ten years finally ushered in a reply, "I don't like you, I love you."

The memory of the parallel world made Osamu Dazai's life branch from the age of 16, but they have one thing in common, that is, the heartbeat at the age of 15.

It was the wonderful feeling of seeing a glimmer of light after experiencing infinite sorrow.It turns out that there are such people in the world!Simultaneously with the feeling of being attracted is the desire to possess.Obviously he is still longing for death, but he opens his mouth and asks Nakahara Chuya to be his dog for the rest of his life.

But he is a coward who is afraid of even happiness. Even if he confesses, he only dares to say it in a joking tone. lips.

Before getting his memory, Osamu Dazai devoted himself to provoking Nakahara Chuya every day, but he didn't want Nakahara Chuya to really hate him, so he jumped repeatedly on the opponent's bottom line, getting happiness from Nakahara Chuya's helpless connivance.

But how could Chuuya like him?

Osamu Dazai's mind was in such a mess, it had probably never been this messy in his life.He asked with difficulty: "Chuya, have you been influenced by the rumors in Mafia at the port?"

Osamu Dazai participated in some banquets when he was a cadre in the port Mafia, and his gloomy temperament could not hide his handsome appearance, and those people would easily be confused by his face and disguise.But Nakahara Chuya, as his partner, how could the person who knew his darkness best...

Osamu Dazai came up with a reason, regardless of whether it is reasonable or not, maybe it really has something to do with the current rumors at the port of Mafia, because it is not impossible for everyone to believe what they say, after all, Zhong is so easy to deceive!

Zhong Yuanzhong also asked: "How do you know I didn't do it on purpose?" He didn't do anything, he just followed the trend and didn't deny the rumors.He is the leader of the port Mafia, even if he didn't know it at the beginning, the rumors intensified later is of course the result of his indulgence.

In fact, he just wanted to give a legitimate warning when someone probed too much into Osamu Dazai's identity.But in terms of the result, it was not bad. What he told Osamu Dazai was the truth.

Osamu Dazai was obviously stunned by Chuya Nakahara's truth.He was confused for a while, and asked another question, "Then why now?"

Even if the thinking is a bit confused, it's still so hard to cheat!Zhong Yuanzhong also evaded the important point and said lightly: "I have never understood why you changed, and you didn't give me a chance to say it." With such a busy work, who has time to deal with relationship problems? !

Nakahara also wants Osamu Dazai to live, but it is definitely not to let Osamu Dazai think that he is imprisoned in the world and has to live.He didn't want Dazai to suffer.

There is a reason why he came back so late today.

The bar had dim lights, a wooden floor, and a red-haired man sitting next to the bar.

Nakahara Chuya sat beside him and greeted him friendly, "Oda."

"Central Plains." The man with short reddish-brown hair and a camel-colored windbreaker turned his head sideways, with a beard that hadn't been cleaned up, and he had the vicissitudes of a mature man's charm.He has a friendly attitude, but his question is quite straightforward, "What can I do for you?"

Chuya Nakahara rejected the wine list from the bar owner, and said to Sakunosuke Oda: "I have some private matters and I want to hear your opinion."

The Osamu Dazai he knew would never think of going to an armed detective agency. He believed that Osamu Dazai in another world would be the same, and the death of his friend would only make him leave the port of Mafia.So finally went to the Armed Detective Agency, is it because the dead Oda Sakunosuke apologetically gave his friend a new home?

Oda Sakunosuke looked at Nakahara Chuya seriously, waiting for the other party's words.

Nakahara looked back at Sakunosuke Oda seriously, "What do you think about interfering in other people's lives?"

Oda Sakunosuke fell into deep thought and said cautiously: "I will not interfere in other people's lives, but I will not be a killer because someone told me that maybe I can try writing a novel. I am very happy that he said to me that day Having said this, staying in the Armed Detective Agency and writing novels is much more meaningful than my previous life."

Zhong Yuanzhong also said thoughtfully: "That's it..." Interfering in other people's lives is a kind of transgression, so is it also a mistake to let go of those close to you?

If Sakunosuke Oda from another world can give meaning to your life, then I can too, right?

He didn't want to interfere with Osamu Dazai's choice, but he wanted Osamu Dazai to live.Nakahara also knows better than anyone else that Osamu Dazai is a coward, especially when it comes to emotions. No matter what the result is, he will retract his head and observe for a while before making the next move, just like a cat.

"Why are there so many?" Nakahara asked, "Dazai, don't you believe me?"

Osamu Dazai was silent, he had no reason not to trust Chuya Nakahara, Chuya Nakahara never forced him to do anything.

A lot of people will blame him for suicide, say he deserves to live, but will not lend any help, condescending and disgusting.But Zhong Yuanzhong was also the one who kept reaching out to him to rescue him, but he wouldn't even ask him not to commit suicide next time.

Osamu Dazai asked, "If this is the case, am I still going to commit suicide?"

This time it was Nakahara's turn to be silent, and Osamu Dazai jumped from the Mafia building at the port. This incident didn't make him give up eating because of choking, but it did have a choke in his throat.

Nakahara looked at Osamu Dazai and promised, "I will save you, you have no chance to dismiss me this time."

Osamu Dazai stared deeply at Chuya Nakahara, turned his head, and said in his usual harsh tone, "I won't respond to Chuya."

Zhong Yuanzhong also sneered at this persuasion, "I didn't ask you to respond to me. When you stop torturing yourself someday, I will leave you alone."

He wants Osamu Dazai to have more nostalgia for this world, it doesn't matter whether this nostalgia is for him or not.You can tell what Chuya Nakahara thinks just by seeing him open his mouth until now, it is his business that he loves Osamu Dazai, and it is Osamu Dazai's business whether Dazai Osamu loves him or not.

"By the way," Nakahara Zhong also seemed to suddenly remember something.He walked to the gate and took out two tickets from his jacket, walked back, and handed the tickets in his hand to Osamu Dazai, "Oda Sakunosuke's signing event in Tokyo will be held in three months."

This was given to him by Oda Sakunosuke when he was leaving today.

Nakahara looked at the ticket that Oda Sakunosuke handed him, and raised his eyebrows, "Two tickets?"

Oda Sakunosuke said calmly: "Mr. Ranpo asked me to bring you one more."

"That's right, it's 'super reasoning'." Nakahara Chu also smiled, "Next time Nakajima passes by, I'll ask him to bring a box of snacks as a thank you."

Oda Sakunosuke showed a faint smile, "Mr. Ranpo will definitely like it."

"Looking behind you all the time will only remember what you have lost. If you don't look at the front, how can you know what you will gain in the future?" Zhong Yuanzhong also pulled out a flamboyant and gorgeous smile, with a high spirit.He looked at Osamu Dazai, and his tone seemed to overflow with joy and sarcasm, "And, your reaction today is really comparable to a famous painting worth tens of billions, Dazai!"

The author has something to say: Isn’t the so-called sense of happiness something like gold dust shining slightly under the silent river of sorrow? After experiencing infinite sorrow, it is such a wonderful feeling to see a hazy light. —— Osamu Dazai

Cowards are afraid of happiness, they will be hurt when they touch cotton, and sometimes they will be hurt by happiness.Anxious to stay put as soon as possible before being injured, and spread the same smoke as usual for self-entertainment. —— Osamu Dazai

Blame me for suicide, say I should live, but don't give me any help, only know that the guy who keeps criticizing me must be a great man who can nonchalantly persuade the emperor to open a fruit shop. —— Osamu Dazai