Change heart

In the hospital, there were several newspapers and magazines beside Xu Xinci's bed.When Dr. Cheng came to make the rounds, he reached out and threw the stack of newspapers and magazines into the trash can beside him, "Put these things aside."

Xu Xinci smiled brightly, "Yes, Uncle Cheng."

Dr. Cheng did some routine checkups for her, because there were other patients so he didn't stay to talk to her.

As soon as Dr. Cheng left, the smile on Xu Xinci's face disappeared without a trace, and she felt very anxious.

There was a knock on the door, and there was a vague conversation outside.

Someone wanted to come in but was stopped by the assistant.

Xu Xinci said, "Let him in."

The person who came was Lin Yongying.

The new life assistant looked at Xu Xinci nervously, Xu Xinci smiled, "You go out first, I have something to say with Lin Dong, I will call you if something happens."

The assistant felt relieved, "Chairman, I'm right at the door, call me if you need something."

The assistant left, leaving only Xu Xinci and Lin Yongying.

Lin Yongying sighed, "You are finally willing to see me."

Xu Xinci looked at the wheelchair on the side, "The weather is fine today, push me to the window and have a look."

Lin Yongying walked over quickly, carefully supported Xu Xinci, and placed her on the wheelchair.Pushing her to the bedside, today's weather is really good, the sun shines through the glass and hits people's body warmly.

Lin Yongying's eyes fell on the top of Xu Xinci's head, and there were a few white hairs among the black hair, which made his heart twitch.

He regretted, regretted the decision back then, but what's the use of regretting?

When he dreamed back in the middle of the night, he had imagined countless times whether he would stay by Xu Xinci's side if he could do it all over again.

The answer frustrates him.

Back then, my young self was still unable to fight against the family.He could tell Xu Xinci that because he had no other choice, he endured the humiliation and finally took the Lin family into his hands, divorced and came back to find her.The current Lin Yongying is not the wimp of the controlled family back then, he can protect Xu Xinci now.

He has many high-sounding reasons to explain his choice back then, but he can't lie to his heart. He is selfish, and he can fight but it will be at the cost of his own future.

The love for Xu Xinci can't match the unwillingness in her heart.

Lin Yongying tightly held the handle of the wheelchair, but Xu Xinci relaxed her body and looked relaxed. When she saw Lin Yongying, she was very calm, as calm as facing a stranger.

"Lin Yongying." Xu Xinci called out suddenly.

Lin Yongying raised her head abruptly, then walked up to Xu Xin'an, squatted down halfway, and the two of them could just look at each other.

Xu Xinci looked at the fine lines at the corners of Lin Yongying's eyes. The man in front of him was still as handsome as before. Time couldn't bear to leave too many lines on his body, but it also left some traces of its passing.

"I hated you when I was young. The older I get, the more I gradually understand. From another perspective, if I were in your position back then, I might have made the same choice as you. I am essentially the same person as you. "

Lin Yongying hesitated to speak, but Xu Xinci hit it off.

"You want to take care of me now because you see that I'm dying. You want to make up for the guilt and pity you had back then."

"No, kindness, I..." Lin Yongying wanted to explain.Xu Xinci raised her hand to prevent him from continuing.

"Listen to me, our two families are settled, and neither of us owes anyone else. I don't need any compensation from you. You know better than anyone else that there is no way between me and you."

Lin Yongying didn't dare to look at Xu Xinci again, he lowered his head in a lonely way, the bitterness in his heart was beyond words.

Xu Xinci turned her head to the side and cast her eyes out of the window.

Lin Yongying stretched out her hand to put it on Xu Xinci's shoulder, tried several times, but still didn't dare.

"What can I help you with? Mercy, as long as it is what you say, I will try my best to do it."

Xu Xinci said seriously, "After I die, Xinan will be the only one left."

Lin Yongying looked solemn, "I will protect him."

Xu Xinci turned her head indifferently, "No, you can't protect me."

Uncle Chang'an sat in the car and carefully read the documents in his hand. His already serious face was now even more frighteningly tense.

"How can you fall in love with such a person? The background is really complicated."

Uncle Chang'an put the documents back in the file bag, he couldn't figure it out, since Xu Xinci had investigated Zhao Jianyi, he should be very clear about his past, why would he allow Xu Xinan to associate with him.

This is not in line with Xu Xinci's character, Xu Xin'an's younger brother is more precious than her own life.

Uncle Chang'an started the car, there must be something hidden in it.

In the hospital ward, Xu Xinci got up from the wheelchair, "There is a document in my drawer, take it out."

Lin Yongying walked to the bed and opened the drawer to take out the document.

Xu Xinci said, "Open it."

Lin Yongying opened it, and after looking at it for a while, his face suddenly changed, "Xinci, what are you?"

Xu Xinci's expression was indifferent, "The share transfer letter, you can protect Xin'an with this. Lin Yongying, my father left something for Xin'an's future spouse, and you knew about it. No matter who will get this thing in the future , this thing in your hand can protect the peace of mind."

Lin Yongying squeezed the thin paper in her hand, "Why me?"

Xu Xinci looked directly into his reddened eyes, "I believe you won't hurt Xin'an."

When Lin Yongying came out of Xu Xinci's ward, she happened to meet Uncle Chang'an who came back.He nodded slightly to Uncle Chang'an, and quickly walked past Uncle Chang'an.

Uncle Chang'an's eyes fell on the document in his hand.

After entering the ward, Xu Xinci took the medicine and was about to rest.

Uncle Chang'an said, "Do you still believe in Lin Yongying?"

Xu Xinci shook her head, "I don't believe it. I said I don't hate him, I have settled with him. I know Lin Yongying, my calmness and indifference will only make him feel more and more guilty. Deeper and deeper guilt always finds a receiver. What is not available is always the best. After I die, this guilt that he will never be able to make up for will follow him all his life, and he will put this guilt at ease body. He is still selfish in nature, and he is the best candidate."

Xu Xinci, who was dying of illness, was still planning for Xu Xin'an. Uncle Chang'an didn't want to take care of the Xu family's affairs. The woman in front of her was no longer the little girl whose father had just passed away and needed to rely on.

"Haven't you ever thought that he really can't let go of you and still has feelings for you?"

Xu Xinci smiled, "I didn't expect you to still believe in these love affairs?"

Anything can be used for the purpose.

It is absolutely impossible for Xu Xinci, who is so thoughtful, to let someone like Zhao Jianyi stay by Xu Xinan's side. Uncle Chang'an can be sure that his guess is correct.There must be something wrong with this Zhao Jianyi, or maybe he has some reason for Xu Xinci, this reason will prevent him from betraying Xu Xin'an.

Uncle Chang'an frowned. Back then, Mr. gave this thing to him because he trusted him.

He doesn't want to take care of the Xu family's affairs, but he must take care of the things that his husband entrusted to him back then.

If this Zhao Jianyi was really the person Xu Xinan identified, then he must know this man.