Change heart

Xu Xin'an looked at the clear water noodles on the table, picked up the chopsticks, "I thought you would bring me back to your house, and you would give me the whole Manhan Banquet with your own hands."

It turned out that even this bowl of noodles was not cooked by Zhao Jianyi himself, but by his auntie.Zhao Jianyi opened the chair and sat opposite him, "I don't have time, you eat first."

Xu Xin'an took a spoonful of the soup and tasted it, but it was bland.

"Your aunt usually cooks like this?" Xu Xin'an is not picky, but the taste is indeed too bland.

"I don't eat much at home."

Xu Xin'an nodded, "Can you bring me a bottle of soy sauce?

Zhao Jianyi looked at him for a while, then got up and went to the kitchen to get him a bottle of soy sauce.

Xu Xin'an poured a little into the bowl, and Zhao Jianyi stretched out his hand to stop him.

Xu Xin'an put down the bottle, "My sister has always looked at me like this since I was a child. What did you promise my sister? Or what do you have in her hands?"

Xu Xin'an said these words lightly, but Zhao Jianyi was unmoved, "Finish first."

Xu Xin'an said hello, then lowered his head and leaned closer to the steaming bowl, his eyes were sore and swollen from the smoke, as if tears were about to come out the next moment.

Xu Xin'an took a bite of the noodles, "It's not delicious."

There was a soft sound, which Zhao Jianyi didn't hear clearly, "What?"

Xu Xin'an didn't speak anymore, but kept stuffing noodles into his mouth until a tear fell into the bowl.

Zhao Jianyi was taken aback, then stood up, "You eat first, I'll go upstairs to the study."

Zhao Jianyi left, Xu Xinan didn't move the noodles in his mouth, his cheeks were stuffed, but he didn't have the desire to swallow it.

"Unappetizing."

"Eat if it's not delicious. Xin'an listens to her sister the most. You must obediently eat on time, you know?"

"Sister, when will you leave me alone?"

"What nonsense, I'm your sister, and I have to take care of you for the rest of my life."

More and more tears fell into the bowl, Xu Xin'an puffed his cheeks, tears fell down the bridge of his high nose and into the corner of his mouth, his Adam's apple trembled slightly.

You said yes, take care of me for the rest of my life, sister, why did you break your promise...

"Sir, that gentleman..." Aunt Wang, the nanny of Zhao Jianyi's family, pointed carefully at the restaurant.

The young man brought back by his boss.

Zhao Jianyi glanced back, "Let him stay alone, don't disturb him."

Aunt Wang said, "Do you want to prepare a room for that gentleman?" Zhao Jianyi refused.

It was not in his plan to bring Xu Xin'an home, he came to his home by accident in order to avoid reporters after he got out of the hospital.

"no need."

"But it's late now."

"No matter how late, he won't be willing to stay here."

After Xu Xin'an finished eating a bowl of noodles, he arranged the tableware in front of him neatly. When he turned around, he saw a middle-aged woman with a kind face standing behind her.

"Sir, do you need anything else? Just tell me."

Xu Xin'an shook his head, "Thank you."

Aunt Wang thought to herself, this child is really good-looking, he looks like he came from a good family, and I don't know what happened, he is so haggard that it makes people feel distressed.

"Then just call me if you need anything."

Xu Xin'an nodded, took out her mobile phone and called Xu Yan, "Come and pick me up, I'll send you the location."

Not long after Xu Xin'an hung up the phone, Zhou Ya's call came in.

"Peace of mind..." Zhou Ya called out to him.

Xu Xin'an said lightly, "Got it?"

Zhou Ya sighed, "Where are you now? I'll come and find you."

Xu Xin'an looked around the unfamiliar hall, "I'm fine. I've been prepared for this a long time ago. It seems that no one in our family is exempt from this disease. I just need some time to accept it. Give me some time, Yaya."

"Xinan, you are not alone, I will always be by your side. No matter how our identities change in the future, I will always be your Yaya."

Xu Xinan hung up the phone, and after a while, calls came in one after another. Xu Xinan looked at the phone blankly and pressed the switch off button.

Zhao Jianyi came down from upstairs, "Shall we go for a walk in the garden?"

Xu Xin'an followed Zhao Jianyi to the garden. Zhao Jianyi's garden is not big, but it is very warmly decorated.Zhao Jianyi walked beside Xu Xin'an, his tall body blocked many lights on the roadside, afraid of blocking Xu Xin'an's light, he took a step back and followed Xu Xin'an at a distance of one step.

"My place is incomparable with Xu's garden. I'm afraid you'll think too much if you stay in it. It's good to come out to get some fresh air. The security here is very good, and no reporter will secretly take pictures."

Xu Xin'an, who was walking straight ahead, suddenly stopped, "What am I thinking?"

Zhao Jianyi stared at the thin back of the young man in front of him.

Xu Xin'an turned around, "Don't look at me with that look, thank you for leaving me an independent space just now, so that I won't be ashamed too much. Each of you is comforting me, afraid that I will not be able to hold on, actually There's no need for that, I'm not that vulnerable."

"I don't think you're weak. There's no shame in crying, and no one will look down on you."

Just now when Zhao Jianyi came down from the downstairs, Xu Xin'an stood alone in the middle of the empty hall, looking at the lonely and helpless Xu Xin'an, who had always been cold and noble, he shouldn't have such a feeling.

Zhao Jianyi remembered the day when he went to the hospital to see Xu Xinci for the last time.At that time Xu Xin'an returned to the company, Xu Xinci called him and said that he wanted to see him again before the operation.

Xu Xinci told him that if I die, Xinan will feel uncomfortable but he is a strong person and he will come out.The outside world thinks that I protect him, but in fact it is Xin An who supports me most of the time. He is a person who will not give up easily.All you have to do is to stay by his side when he is tired, and when he turns his head, you will find that there is always someone standing with him behind him.

The two looked at each other one after the other, Xu Xin'an raised his head slightly, the night wind blew his face pale, his eyes were still a little red, but his whole person was different from when he just left the hospital .

"Have you ever cried?"

Xu Xin'an looked at Zhao Jianyi calmly.

"I cried. Many years ago, my mother was seriously ill and couldn't afford the medical expenses. I carried her out of the hospital. At that time, I swore that I would never let her live like that again."

The light of the car lights flashed outside the yard, and Zhao Jianyi's cell phone rang, "Let her in."

Zhao Jianyi put down the phone, "Xu Yan is here."

Xu Xin'an looked at him, "I don't want to know the reason why you changed me. I can be sure that you have no malice towards me, so is the reason still important?"

Xu Xinan smiled and walked past Zhao Jianyi.Zhao Jianyi held him back, "How do you know I have no malicious intentions?"

Xu Xin'an raised her head and looked straight into his eyes, "Your mother must be doing well now. I also believe in my sister, no matter what she does, it is for my own good, so does the reason matter? Besides, it's the first time I saw you I think you are not a bad person, although the outside world has a bad opinion of you, but I always only trust my own eyes."

Xu Xin'an stretched out his hand, "It's a pleasant cooperation."

Zhao Jianyi was startled, and then understood it as a matter of course.

Xu Xin'an may have guessed Xu Xinci's arrangement long ago.It is undeniable that Xin'an has always been Linglong's mind, and there is nothing he can't guess.

Xu Xinci's words flashed in his mind, Xin'an is a person with strong self-esteem, although he has a gentle personality, he extremely hates deception.Don't let him know your real reason for staying with him, his ego won't allow it.

Zhao Jianyi asked Xu Xinci, if there are bad rumors, have you never thought about the Xu family's reputation?

Xu Xinci asked him seriously, are you a person who will be shaken by rumors?Since you are not, you don't need to spend your time on this, and Xin'an is not a person who will be influenced by rumors.Besides, who can guarantee the future, everything will be left to time.