Change heart

Xu Xin'an turned back and forth on the old wooden bed for more than half an hour, but still couldn't fall asleep.He sat up, and the wooden bed, which looked older than him, made a creaking sound, which was especially harsh in the quiet night of the countryside.There was no desk lamp at the bedside, Xu Xin'an could only pick up his mobile phone, illuminate the bedroom with a faint light, groped under the bed with his feet, and found slippers to put on.

Xu Xin'an got out of bed and pushed open the wooden door to get some air.The door was half-opened and was stuck by something, Xu Xin'an poked his head to look, and a black figure flashed out.Xu Xin'an was startled, clutching his chest, and moved the phone towards the shadow. Zhao Jianyi raised his hand to block the glare of the phone light, and said helplessly, "It's me."

The two sat side by side at the door of the room, Zhao Jianyi took off his coat and put it on Xu Xin'an, Xu Xin'an said: "I'm not cold." After finishing speaking, he felt that it was not polite to say so, so he added a thank you.Zhao Jianyi looked up at Sifangtian in the yard: "Can't sleep?" Xu Xin'an nodded: "It's too quiet, it always feels strange to hear my own breathing in the room." The hustle and bustle, suddenly arrived in the quiet countryside, it is not very suitable.Zhao Jianyi's hometown is very old, Xu Xin'an has an illusion that this place seems to be stuck in the time and space of the last century or more.Time keeps passing, and it just stops here.

Thinking about it deeply, the ghost stories that my sister deliberately told in order to scare him when I was a child came out of nowhere, and I couldn't fall asleep even more.Xu Xin'an is embarrassed to say this, he is such an adult, yet he can still be frightened by these strange things.

"Actually, when I was a child, I often heard people talk about some strange things here. This place is remote, and there are some weird legends." Zhao Jianyi said this with an expression that did not seem to scare him at all. Xu Xin'an subconsciously raised his hand to cover his ears, frightened Looking at him: "Don't you scare me?"

Zhao Jianyi turned around and looked at him, a smile could not help but appear on his serious and cold face.Xu Xin'an raised his hand and pushed his shoulder, this man did it on purpose.

"It's the middle of the night, you said this on purpose to scare me?" Xu Xin'an felt his back start to feel cold.

Zhao Jianyi said: "It turns out that you really couldn't sleep because of this." Xu Xin'an continued: "So you are guarding the door of my room because you are afraid that I will be afraid?"

The eyes of the two collided.After Xu Xin'an finished speaking, he felt that this was a bit wrong, so he pursed his lips tightly.Seeing his embarrassed expression, Zhao Jianyi said, "Yes!"

Xu Xin'an was speechless.The pores on his arms stood up, and he was a little at a loss. The fear just now was diluted by the wonderful atmosphere.

"Don't worry, this place is very clean and there are no such dirty things. I'm afraid that you won't be used to sleeping. If you wake up at night and want to find something but are afraid of disturbing my mother and me, you just wait at the door."

Zhao Jianyi spoke very frankly, as if all this was taken for granted.

Xu Xin'an couldn't help asking: "Are you so nice to everyone?"

Indeed, since Zhao Jianyi came to him, what he has done is not a good word to describe him.He wasn't in the mood to think about it before, but now that he thinks about it...

"I'm only good to the person I want to be good to. Are you satisfied with this answer?"

Xu Xin'an was stunned, and he coughed in embarrassment.Zhao Jianyi picked up the thermos cup on the ground and handed it over.Have you even prepared this in advance?Xu Xin'an unscrewed the lid, and there was a strong smell of brown sugar, very fragrant.

"This is made by my mother. It's new sugar. There are no good things in the countryside, and the materials are expensive. You can drink it to warm up." Zhao Jianyi is explaining.

Xu Xin'an took a sip, it was really good.

"My mother has prepared several cans. It's also good to take them home and let the cook make you snacks."

Xu Xin'an licked the tea stains at the corner of his mouth, his heart skipped a beat.

"I haven't brought anyone home for a long time. My mother is happy and more enthusiastic. Don't mind." Zhao Jianyi's deep voice has a magical soothing effect in this dark night.The hot air in the thermos floated on Xu Xin'an's face, making it very warm and comfortable.

"Who did you bring back last time?" Xu Xin'an asked casually, but Zhao Jianyi did not expect Zhao Jianyi to answer seriously: "Qiu Lin."

Xu Xin'an choked on the water, his nose was full of soreness, he covered his nose with his hands, and when he turned around, Zhao Jianyi was looking at him.

"I'm sorry, I..." Xu Xin'an lowered his head in embarrassment, and when he looked up again, Zhao Jianyi had already looked away.

"When I was with him, I didn't treat him well. I didn't cherish this relationship."

There was something wrong with this direction, Xu Xin'an wanted to stop it, but it was too late.

"The rumors are only half true. I didn't find someone because of him, but I don't know how much affection I have. I have heard so many rumors that I believe that I have a deep love for Qiu Lin. The love is as deep as the sea."

Zhao Jianyi snorted coldly at himself, the light in his eyes became colder and thinner.Xu Xin'an's Adam's apple twitched slightly, his mouth was astringent, he had no desire to pry into other people's privacy.

"He was an orphan. We met when we were teenagers. The two people who came out of the mud may have the same temperament, so they were together. At that time, I was determined to climb up. The black and white have offended many people. I didn't think about it in the middle." At that time, I couldn't take care of myself, so I couldn't take care of him. When I found out that he was selling drugs, it was too late. At that time, my family threatened me with the matter of Qiu Lin. I don't believe they dare to attack Qiu Lin. Later, I fled outside for a while because of a crime. He was taken away by my opponent. When I found him, he was still breathing, and all his bones were broken."

"Stop talking." Xu Xin'an trembled a little as he spoke, reaching out to press Zhao Jianyi's shoulder.

"I feel more guilty towards him. If I could have cared more about him at that time, he would not have come to this point. Being his designer, enjoying flowers and applause. Hearing the rumors about me and him at the earliest, I still feel outrageous, I have heard a lot, and I believe it myself, maybe only in this way can I feel less guilty. If I can take good care of him then, all this will not happen. "

The night wind blew, and there were several dogs barking from the neighbors.

"So finding his heart and paying attention to the person who has Qiu Lin's heart is also for compensation?"

Zhao Jianyi lowered his head, clasped his hands tightly, and did not answer Xu Xinan.

Xu Xin'an shook his head, rubbed his arms, why did he ask this?He knew too much tonight.

Xu Xin'an yawned, Zhao Jianyi turned around and said, "Go in and sleep, I'll be right at the door, don't worry."

Xu Xin'an said: "You should go back to sleep too, you said, this place is very clean, I have always believed in you."

Xu Xin'an got up, and Zhao Jianyi followed him, watching Xu Xin'an into the bedroom.After closing the door, Zhao Jianyi leaned against the door, took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, unlit, held it between two fingers, looked up at the starry sky, tomorrow will be a fine day.