OOC in my fanfiction

If you say something silent, you won't believe it, and others will find it incredible when they hear it, that is, he fell in love with something earlier than anyone imagined.

He didn't want to say it, and he didn't think it was necessary. He just needed to remember this kind of thing.

It is said that Li Yuyan is free and easy, but in fact he is a very reasonable person, as if he understands how he feels about silence, he will continue to be like this, no matter who appears in front of him again, Li Yuyan will not be shaken.

It is very miserable to be tempted by this kind of person, too particular about feeling and first-come-first-served.

But if you are liked by this kind of person, and you also have feelings for the other person, it is a treasure, because you don't have to doubt the other person's loyalty.

Mo Mo felt that this kind of thing was very theoretical, but he didn't know how to refute it. After being dumb for more than ten seconds, the director held a loudspeaker and asked them to prepare, so he had no choice but to calm down and prepare for filming.

The two of them are very similar in this, although their personal relationship has not been handled well, and they are working together again, but it will not affect it. When the director calls to start filming, he can read the words and words that need to be given in place.

As soon as the other side said card, okay, change to another scene, they were surrounded and changed places, with make-up artists and staff around them, and they could continue to chat.

It's a good emotional issue, made like an academic debate.

But fortunately, at least Li Yuyan didn't mean that he didn't want to talk to Shen Mo, which is something to be thankful for.

There are not many silent scenes. After returning to the hotel and changing makeup, we need to shoot some short videos required by the platform, which takes a lot of time. Looking at the progress in the WeChat group, Li Yu said that they may have to wait for a long time.

Shen Mo doesn't have much sleep time recently, can't stand it anymore, washes up and goes to bed after work, but before falling into a dream, remembering that he didn't seem to reply to Li Yuyan's message, I don't know if the other party will come to him after work is over today talk about things.

In the end, his worry was completely unnecessary, until the next morning his assistant called to wake him up, silently scrolled through the WeChat messages, and did not see the little red dot on Li Yuyan's dialog box.

Well, he didn't have to come to him.

With this kind of mentality, Shen Mo got up to wash, prepare for work, and was so busy that he was dizzy. It took several hours to see Li Yuyan on the set. This time, he was in an abandoned warehouse, and there were other actors in the scene. There were quite a lot of people , it is probably inconvenient to speak alone, and Shen Mo is not very familiar with them, so he just reads the script or swipes his phone.

The boredom he took a few days ago just came out today, and he reposted it online. Within a few minutes, the numbers rose slowly, and he was silent for a few seconds, as if he still couldn't get used to it.

The other actors, including Zhou Ying, looked at this side secretly while chatting. If it was like this one day, it would be fine, but it turned out that they were still in the same situation the next day. It was hard not to make people think and mutter For a while, they all felt that they were having a conflict.

Shen Mo secretly glanced at Li Yuyan from the corner of his eye. The other party was holding the phone, with the script spread out on his knees. He couldn't see where the focus of his eyes was.

It's strange, Li Yuyan wouldn't have looked over if he didn't look at him silently, but as soon as he set his eyes on the other person, Li Yuyan would instantly sense it, and within a few seconds, he would definitely turn towards him Looking over, the line of sight touched, let the silence escape.

I have been struggling like this for more than a week, and Shen Mo feels that the other party’s mood is better, and he will take the initiative to talk to himself on the set, but his eyes will avoid, no longer like before, no matter when he will stare at Shen Mo, if When he looked over, Li Yuyan would not run away, and stared into his eyes without blinking, as if he could find some answer in it.

His name is Mo Mo, Teacher Shen, teacher.

It's not silence, and it's not bro.

When not participating in joking occasions, the director sometimes talks to Shen Mo, and will not come to listen, quietly watching his script, or looking at his mobile phone.

Silence felt the other party's alienation—wrong, or, he just returned to normal and took back his feelings.

I am no different from other actors. Li Yuyan didn't have much communication with them. He called the teacher politely, talked less and didn't laugh much.

At this time, he was unrestrained and unrestrained, Shen Mo could no longer see this characteristic clearly, he just felt that the other party was like a sharp dagger, doing his own way, nothing could stop or affect him.

Shen Mo felt that this should be a good thing, but couldn't help but mind.

Does he do the same with his friends?In other words, he told himself to let go that day, but now he let go, so he just gets along with himself as a colleague, and doesn't want to treat himself as a friend?

Silent didn't know if he should ask.

The last dinner party was arranged on the night before Shen Mo's finale. He finished the next afternoon, and the plane in the evening was going to another city. He was invited to a show the next day. The itinerary had already been advertised, so he had no reason to refuse.

The relationship between the other actors in the crew and him can only be regarded as a few words, but the makeup teacher is a very interesting girl, and she is also a nice person. Shen Mo gave her a gift, which is the cosmetics she planned to buy before. There are several sets , not an expensive and useless gift.

In addition to that, the director, he has brought many newcomers, and I don’t know if silence counts as this category. He has passed through the period when the director thought that newcomers and actors would appear, and he was a bit ecstatic, and he was in the process of filming. There were almost no major problems in the film, it was very smooth, and the shooting task was completed according to his requirements.

This means that his upper limit is more than that. If the requirements are higher and he gets a better role, he may have a more exciting performance.

The finale banquet passed smoothly, Li Yuyan did not sit with him, and chose the opposite of Silence, unless Silence deliberately avoided, otherwise, as long as he raised his eyes, he would be able to see Li Yuyan.

Mo Mo doesn't know what Li Yuyan is thinking, he looks over occasionally, looks at him, his eyes are calm, stares for more than ten seconds, then moves away silently, after a while, looks back again, repeats this several times, tossing silence several times I wanted to vomit blood, and my heart was very blocked.

He felt that the other party had something to say, but for some reason, he didn't open his mouth.

This meal was very difficult, and what was even more difficult was that Li Yuyan did not come to see her after the dinner, as if he had nothing to say to her, and the relationship between colleagues would end with the finale tomorrow.

While Shen Mo was a little disappointed, he couldn't help cursing in his heart: Are you ashamed to say you like it?After refusing to put on a cold face, I don't know who I learned from!

After scolding him, he started to make up for him.

Forget it, young man, feelings are like this, come and go quickly, you can't let him look for death and life, and Mo Mo can't imagine what Li Yuyan looks like, that doesn't look like him, and it's not cool enough.

Shen Mo returned to the hotel, everything was almost packed, he looked at the packed luggage, stood there for a while, then sent Li Yuyan a WeChat message, asking if he had slept.

Li Yuyan replied after a few minutes: Ready to sleep, what's the matter?

It's okay, nothing particularly important, just want to talk to you again.

Shen Mo thought about it, but he didn't reply such a sentence, instead he asked him: Don't you have anything to say to me?

While Shen Mo was waiting for this reply, he leaned against the window of the hotel. To his surprise, there was a very full moon tonight, and tomorrow, they would part.

I have stayed in the crew for a long time, and Shen Mo has worked with too many actors, some of whom I can chat with, leave WeChat, and occasionally see a like in Moments, but I can’t chat, and I never follow each other’s messages.

Shen Mo once thought that he would not have any feelings of reluctance. After all, there are too few people who can make him entangled. Except for his family, there are no exceptions, but with Li Yuyan, there have been two times.

One time, it was a variety show that got off early, and maybe it was a pity that it didn't end smoothly, so that night at the beach, the resentment welling up in his heart was like boiling hot water, bubbling and bubbling.

But now, I don't know why.

Is this the only friend missing?Ask yourself silently.

Yes, Li Yuyan is rare, maybe in the next ten or 20 years, there will never be such a young man in the circle with the same characteristics as him.

But Silence doesn’t mean that he has to force to have such a friend. He didn’t have such a friend before, so he came here as usual. It’s just that most of the time, he will be lonely, but the most human beings have endured is loneliness, and he has long been used to it.

So why, does he have this obsession with Li Yuyan?

The phone vibrated, and Silence turned it over to look at the information on the screen.

Li Yu said, no.

There is nothing to say.

After finishing the farewell and taking pictures, Li Yuyan came over and hugged Shen Mo. He didn't know when he would change to another perfume. Anyway, Mo Mo was unfamiliar, just like him now, he couldn't figure out what he was thinking.

Li Yuyan looked at him with rare tenderness in his eyes, "Mr. Shen, goodbye."

He remained silent, looked at this face carefully, looked at his high browbones and beautiful eyes, slightly pursed lips, and looked at this face that often smiled at him before, "Okay Yes, goodbye."

Before Li Yuyan's hand slipped off his arm, he asked the silent question last night, "Mr. Shen, do you have anything to say to me?"

Silently said, I don't know.

He hasn't figured out whether he really lacks this friendship.

"I have." Li Yuyan said, his eyes glued to him without blinking.

The staff members were packing their things. For a moment, everyone seemed to be talking, and it seemed that the movement on their side was insignificant. It was probably a tacit understanding. No one bothered them at this moment, leaving enough time for them to say goodbye.

Mo Mo just felt in a trance, his head was buzzing, and human voices were everywhere, until Li Yuyan's call pulled him back.

"Silence, what I said to you that day is still valid."

His hand slowly slid down, and his silent arm also dropped, but Li Yuyan didn't let go, his fingers hooked his, with some force.

"That's what I've been thinking about these days."

Shen Mo twitched the corners of his mouth, he felt that his smile must be ugly, he didn't know what he was talking about, "What day? What are you thinking about?"

He looked like he was pretending to be stupid, but Li Yuyan didn't care, and didn't let him continue laughing. He squeezed his hands hard enough to regain his composure, and there was a slight frown between his brows.

"The night I confessed to you." Li Yuyan said bluntly, "The result of my consideration is that I don't want to give up."

There was a long 'ah' in silence.

He thought that Li Yuyan's attitude was cold during this time, and he was about to give up, and kept a distance from him, and would never contact him again.

It turns out that it doesn't?

Silence habitually reflects on himself, but looking back at the heartlessness he has shown during this period of time, if Li Yu said anything to himself, he would be pissed to death.

As a result, the other party calmly continued to consider whether to stay or stay in his relationship, and looked at Shen Mo with the same eyes every day.

Silence asked stupidly, "...why?"

To put it bluntly, these years of time fell on him and turned into nothingness. Looking back now, Shen Mo can't remember anything.

He seemed to be the same stunned young man with a bad temper, standing in Chen Yang's office, quarreling with him without fear of death.

Li Yuyan couldn't help laughing, her voice was a little helpless, but Chong Ni couldn't hide it, and said with emotion, "You are really...so stupid."

Silent and angry, just as he was about to refute, he heard the other party ask back, "Then why did you reject me? It's fine if you refuse, and you still keep peeping at me during this time."

"...!" Mo Mo choked for a moment, almost choking on himself, "How can I peek?"

Li Yu said, "Okay, that's an open and aboveboard look."

He said, "Do you care? I won't come to you about this matter."

Silence subconsciously is like denying, but Li Yuyan spoke first, "Don't say anything, think carefully before answering."

Silent rolled his eyes in his heart.

Yes, I am very concerned.I feel that the feelings in your mouth are not worth mentioning, because I gave up after a setback, and I have been alienated since then.

I also feel that I have failed too much, so I can't even keep the status of friends, because my personality is not suitable?

Thinking about it again, where is the advantage of his silence, face?

Li Yuyan looked at him and asked repeatedly, "Do you care?"

Mo Mo reluctantly nodded his head lightly, and turned his eyes away, not looking at him.

Li Yuyan's eyes fell and stopped at the tip of his nose, seeing that very shallow mole, he wanted to touch it with his lips.

"Then why reject me?" He lowered his voice.

Silence was a little speechless, "I really miss you, but it doesn't mean I like you. If I want to agree, I have to be responsible. I can't play with your feelings just because I don't want to become strangers with you." Bar."

Li Yuyan was amused by this description, "Playing with my feelings?"

Silence waved his hands, not caring about such small details, "Anyway, that's what it means."

"I don't mind." Li Yuyan moved closer, lowering her voice, "Welcome Teacher Shen, come and play with my feelings."

silence:……………………