OOC in my fanfiction

"Yes." Tao Yi's voice was very gentle, his fingers gently brushed past Silence's ear, he could even feel the temperature of the other's fingertips, which was different from the burning heat brought by Li Yuyan, it was very gentle, It's like ironing it on his heart.

She looked at Silence, her eyes were bright, "I've been chasing after you, and you stopped watching after you got off the car. Those few episodes were very interesting. I didn't know you guys got along like this in private before."

Silence, it seems that he has to be a little more aggressive with Li Yuyan when he is in the variety show.

He was thinking wildly, Tao Yi said again, "Don't restrict yourself like this in the future, wouldn't that be good."

As she spoke, she touched Shen Mo's head again, and pressed down the curled strand of hair on his head, "Okay, let's go first, you two are fine."

Shen Mo nodded vigorously, couldn't say anything for a while, her eyes were a little wet and red, she couldn't help leaning over, hugged Tao Yi, it was very warm, wrapped him up in an instant, and swallowed all the words.

At this time, there is no need to say anything.

He didn't come to his senses for a long time, until they separated for a long time. When he followed Li Yuyan back to the hotel, he still seemed to have a hot water bottle in his heart, which was so warm that he wanted to cry.

Li Yuyan sensed his emotions, so she didn't ask him for the first time. She hugged him and sat quietly for a while, with her palms on the back of his head, so that Shen Mo could rest her chin on her shoulders and lean on him quietly. In this state, slowly sort out your thoughts.

Li Yuyan reacted unexpectedly and silently. He seemed to have a good impression of his parents. At that time, he looked at each other more than once at the dinner table, and he caught the emotion of envy in Shen Mo's eyes.

Now he suddenly wanted to know what happened to Shen Mo.

After a long silence, he finally spoke, not sure if this was a good time, but Li Yuyan still wanted to know everything about Silence, so that he would not look like an outsider with nothing but feelings.

Li Yuyan hoped that they would establish a bond similar to that of relatives at the same time.

He patted Silence on the back, as if coaxing a child, "What's the situation in your family...? Can you tell me?"

There was a moment of silence, and he didn't speak immediately.Li Yuyan couldn't see his face, so he didn't know what his expression was like now.Maybe it's not very good-looking, after all, his behavior is like a tentative invitation to the other party to dissect his mind.

He knew that this incident might not be a good memory for Shen Mo, just look at his current state.

During the holiday that accompanied the Spring Festival, Shen Mo didn’t receive greetings from relatives and friends. Except for those people in the circle, he didn’t deal with too many things related to communication.

Shen Mo took a deep breath, not intending to hide him, and tried to answer in a more relaxed tone, "It can be said that it's not a big deal, it's a very simple story."

His parents divorced, and he followed his mother. His mother passed away two years ago. That's it. He doesn't have any special relatives. He can be regarded as a loner.

He confessed, "I saw your family today, so I was a little touched."

Shen Mo moved, her head moved closer to Li Yuyan, her arms hugged him tightly, "Auntie is really nice, she is a very gentle person."

As if to dilute the somewhat gloomy atmosphere, he deliberately added, "You are nothing like her."

Li Yuyan also smiled, "Really? I think there are still some similarities."

Silence said, "Could it be the face?"

Li Yuyan replied seriously, "Yes, I have inherited my mother's beauty very well."

He turned his face, kissed Shen Mo's ear with his lips, and said in a low voice, "Mr. Shen has worked hard."

Shen Mo suddenly felt sour at the tip of his nose, and was inexplicably touched, Mingming and Li Yuyan didn't say anything special about Mo Mo.

He moved and buried his face in Li Yuyan's shoulder, trying to hide himself.

"Fortunately, it's not as exaggerated as you imagined, just get used to it."

If you don't want to die, you must continue to live. No matter what life becomes, he has long understood this truth, and even gradually became numb.

"Where is it?" Li Yuyan retorted him, "It would be better if it was earlier."

Silence said, "What?"

"If I had met you earlier, maybe I could have spent more time with you, at least I wouldn't have to spend the holidays alone."

Silence was slightly taken aback, he didn't expect Li Yuyan to think of this aspect, after all they had a pleasant time together during that holiday, but he didn't expect Li Yuyan to be so perceptive.

Although the New Year's flavor is not very strong now, but in this kind of festival, I still want to be accompanied by someone. Shen Mo originally thought that he didn't care, but he had to admit that he was very happy to have Li Yuyan's company during this holiday.

Li Yuyan didn't give him a chance to be a coward. He clasped the back of his head, exerted a little force, and made Shen Mo turn his face to face her, leaned forward to gently enclose his lips, and kissed him.

This kiss was more meant to appease. I felt the silence, and my heart was slightly warm. He touched Li Yuyan's lips as if responding, and said softly, "Okay, I'm really fine, don't worry."

Li Yuyan leaned closer and pressed his forehead against his, "...I just feel sorry for you, nothing else."

"I feel inexplicably sad when I think of our teacher Shen's life so hard in the past."

Mo Mo said with a funny smile, "Why are you sad? You can't tell the order of things, but it's good now."

Maybe it was because he started the conversation, and while he was silent, he confessed to Li Yuyan about his company at that time, and the mediation that Chen Yang helped in it. It must have been very difficult to imagine his situation at the time.

It is difficult to choose between my own future and my relatives.

For so many years, maybe he has been pressing such a worry in his heart, being suppressed by others, but he has nothing to say, and gradually wraps himself up.Hidden in a huge cocoon, he is indifferent to everything outside, even if someone knocks on the door, he will pretend not to hear.

But fortunately, Li Yuyan's behavior style is relatively rough. He not only knocked on the door, but also rushed in unreasonably, and took him out together with Silence's hand, to see the wider world outside, and more Choose, there are different ways of living.

Silence is grateful to him.

Li Yuyan was full of soreness, and kissed his forehead, eyes and lips, as if it was a late consolation.

Shen Mo was amused by his actions. For some reason, he felt that Li Yuyan was like a dog. When the owner was upset, he came to rub and lick. It was very cute.

The sad mood was immediately washed away. If he hadn't met Tao Yi today, he might never have thought of these things.

Shen Mo is a relatively contented person, and he is fine now. If there is anything greedy, he hopes that Li Yuyan can stay by his side for a long time.

Although this is not the idea that a person who is at the peak of his career should have, Shen Mo firmly believes that he will have such a wish.

He suppressed himself in the past, locked those inexplicable emotions, and endured it for a while, but finally found that he really couldn't do it, and reluctantly loosened the fence, and these emotions instantly drowned him like a flood.

Li Yuyan is very important, very important to himself, he wants to live with this person and do many things that others think are very dull and boring.

Li Yu didn't say a word, just focused on kissing him, worshiped his face and facial features with his lips, silently hooked his neck, kissed him lightly, and responded emotionally.

Soon the two of them lay down on the bed naturally, Li Yuyan lay on top of him, his eyes were burning, and he didn't speak.

Sensing his reaction, Shen Mo bent up one leg and rubbed against him, half-jokingly said, "Young people are very different."

Li Yuyan lowered his head, and lightly bit his lips, "Yeah, that's what happened when I saw Teacher Shen."

He said, seemingly distressed, "I thought of you every day when I was on the set, but I didn't dare to think too much about it."

Silently asked, "Why?"

"I'm afraid that if I think too much, I can't help but secretly run to see you, and the filming will have to be postponed." Li Yuyan said, "I want to end sooner and find you sooner."

Shen Mo took a deep look at him, did not speak, kissed his lips in response, and then rubbed the tip of Li Yuyan's nose, "I miss you too."

There are too many strange things in this world, and many experiences that cannot be shared with others, just like his magnificent journey, from one world to another, changing the view of a person, slowly falling in love with each other, and becoming each other's bonds.

He just needs to hold tight to everything he has now, and no longer regret that he can only stay in this fictional world. For him, everything around him is real now, he thought of this.Emotionally high, he grabbed Li Yuyan's shoulder and asked him, "Do you want to do it?"

Li Yuyan was slightly taken aback, as if he didn't realize what he said immediately. After a few seconds, his eyes darkened, "Are you serious?"

Silently looked at him, "What am I joking with you for? Stop talking nonsense, just say do it or not."

It’s such a time, if you refuse, you’re not a real man. Without further ado, Li Yuyan got up and looked through the things on the bedside table. The hotel’s things are quite complete. He took a closer look, high-end brand goods, probably not If there is a problem, it is also convenient to get it up.

Shen Mo sat up and looked at Li Yuyan, his Adam's apple couldn't help rolling, "Then what, can you?"

Li Yuyan raised his eyelids and glanced at him, "...This is my first time."

Well, two virgins.Silently thinking about it, forget it, it doesn't matter, this kind of thing requires two people to ponder slowly, so he beckoned Li Yuyan to come over.

As soon as the other party approached, he immediately kissed him, as if he couldn't stop for a moment. After a long time, he panted and parted, and called him softly, "Silence."

Silent hummed, but said nothing else.

The preparations took a lot of time, because they really didn't know much about it. Although they knew how to do it, it was still very difficult to practice. Fortunately, Li Yuyan was a relatively smart student, and after spending some time, he found a way to put all those things together Use it to make silence less uncomfortable.

When they were really fused together, Silence couldn't tell what it was like. The physical pleasure did not overwhelm the trembling of the soul. At this moment, everything became extremely real. He was hugged and sat on the body by Li Yuyan, his eyelashes Hanging down, you can see the handsome face of the other party who is slightly sweaty.

At such a close distance, he could see himself in the other person's eyes very clearly.

Slow movement, constant touch, Momo feels his soul is floating, like a balloon, and Li Yuyan is the string that is pulling him, no matter how high he flies, he can hold him firmly Come down and chain yourself.

No one expected that the matter would develop to this point, but it seemed to be very logical. There is no time requirement for silence, as long as you think about it, you can do it at any time, such as now.

He urgently needs the other party to show his sense of presence, and he can feel it more clearly in this way. He squinted his eyes to look at Li Yuyan's face, his eyebrows were wet with sweat from his forehead, and his eyelashes were also wet. Wet, cluster after cluster, both beautiful and wild, like a leopard catching prey, with shiny fur, no one can't help but want to touch it, even if you know it in your heart, you have to bear a huge risk .

Silence's voice is very low and soft, most of the time he bit his lips and tried not to make any strange sounds, but Li Yu said no, he raised his head to kiss the other party, pried open Silence's lips and teeth, and released those syllables, It hit my ear warmly, very pleasant to hear.

Li Yuyan kept calling his name, as if confirming something.

Shen Mo lowered his head, cupped his face, panted in response, "Well, I'm here."