OOC in my fanfiction

Silence was a little dazed.

Apart from filming, he has never hugged anyone so frequently.

Is this the second or third time?

Li Yuyan was curious, was he the kind of cuddly monster?Like to stabilize your emotions with hugs?

I have to say, compared with the last time, Shen Mo was much calmer this time, and even raised his hand to pat Li Yuyan's back, echoing, "Yes, you are back, are you tired?"

"No." Li Yuyan smiled slightly, "It just feels like you are at home..."

He didn't finish his sentence, but Shen Mo understood what he meant, only he was home!

Before he could push him away, Li Yuyan let go of him, and his palms dropped along his shoulders, as if dusting him off, "How much wine have you drunk? Are you uncomfortable?"

"Ah? Not bad, not bad." Shen Mo was still a little uncomfortable with Li Yuyan's whim, put the shoes back in the shoe cabinet in a daze, and followed him into the room.

The lights were turned on one by one, Shen Mo realized that the lights in his home used to be in cool tones, but here they are in warm tones, shining softly on the body, making people feel very comfortable when looking at them.

Li Yuyan was carrying things with his back turned to him, and his private clothes were not so fancy, and the simple sweater and trousers could actually support his good figure. It seemed that his shoulders were wider when viewed from behind, as if he could hold up a whole world .

"Wipe your hands." Li Yuyan handed over the disinfectant wipes, and when he spoke, his eyes dropped, and he stayed on his clothes for a few seconds, frowning slightly, "The temperature will cool down in two days, if you want to go out, remember how much Put on a coat."

"Oh, I see." Mo Mo hadn't been so particular about it before, but Li Yuyan had already brought it over, and it didn't hurt to wipe it off, so he wiped it randomly twice, as if to throw the wet wipe into the trash can.

Li Yuyan stopped him, took the wet wipe away, and wiped it carefully for him again, sighing lightly, as if he was helpless against his perfunctory.

Shen Mo continued to answer what he said just now, "Then you didn't remind me when I went out today."

Li Yuyan raised his eyes to look at him, the hair on his forehead drooped obediently, falling above his eyebrows, "Well, it's my fault."

He stared at Silence, and the corners of his lips raised a little, "I will remember it next time."

Silence: ...that's not what I meant.

All right, he has a cheap mouth, and when facing Li Yuyan, he always wants to say a few words habitually, after all, they used to get along like this.

After wiping his hands, Li Yuyan went to pour water for Shen Mo, who followed behind in a daze, his brain didn't turn much, and he didn't speak until he had half a glass of warm water, "...you are always like him ?”

"Huh?" Li Yuyan turned to look at him with a puzzled expression, "With whom?"

Shen Mo realized that he had said something wrong, and quickly made amends, "Follow me, follow me, there is no one else."

Li Yuyan paused, and asked back, "Brother think I'm not doing well enough?"

"?" Shen Mo said, "Why do you think so?"

No, what is there to be dissatisfied with, this kind of dedicated and caring object can't be found even holding a lantern, okay?If this continues, within a few days, Silence will completely forget about Li Yuyan in the real world.

Because Li Yuyan is so nice now, even the comparison is cruel.

Li Yuyan said sincerely, "It's okay, if you think I'm not doing well enough, you can tell me directly, I will work harder in the future."

Silence: ...No, are you being PUA or something.

He patted Li Yuyan's shoulder hard, "Don't get me wrong, you have really done a good job."

"Come on, you sit here." Mo Mo pulled his arm, motioning him to sit on the sofa, but unexpectedly, Li Yuyan's fingers were wrapped around him, and he held his fingers affectionately, wanting to have a ten-fingered kiss posture.

Mo Mo's brain was electrified, and he quickly flung it away, covering up and laughing, "Come on, sit down first, do you want a drink of water? I'll pour you a glass."

Li Yuyan still didn't give up, and stretched out his hand to him, "I don't want to drink water, do you want to tell me something? Come and sit down too."

Silent gazes were fixed on their clasped fingers.

Li Yuyan didn't feel anything wrong, and even rubbed his knuckles twice with his fingertips, "Brother?"

Silence bit the bullet and sat down, "Okay, it's okay, I do have something to tell you."

After finishing speaking, I'm afraid Li Yuyan wanted to shake off his hand crazily, so he comforted himself.

Li Yuyan sat upright, looking very serious, staring at Shen Mo without daring to blink, as if a dog is waiting for the owner to assign a task, his two eyes are bright, he can't bear to see Mo Mo, and subconsciously avoids his eyes, "That's right... ...Have you already felt that I have been in a strange state for the past two days? It feels different from before?"

Li Yuyan said very caringly, "I know, it was hard for you to get this vacation. Recently, the work pressure is heavy, and it is normal to be in a good mood sometimes."

silence:.

"Listen to me." Shen Mo took a deep breath, "It's true that the pressure is high, but it's not for work, it's my own problem."

Li Yuyan looked at him distressedly, "If there is anything you can tell me, you don't have to take all the responsibility on yourself."

Let you say everything the fuck, right? !

Gritting his teeth in silence, he resisted the urge to curse, "Can you listen to me first?"

"Okay." Li Yuyan smiled at him obediently, "Brother, tell me, I'll listen."

Mo Mo decided to make a quick decision, "Listen up, I'm actually not yours..."

Snapped!

All around suddenly plunged into darkness.

Silence didn't respond, "What's the situation?"

Li Yuyan was silent for a few seconds, "...is there a power outage?"

silence:?Can you get more out of it? !

A few minutes later, the property owner called and said that the cause of the power outage was unknown for the time being. It might be a trip, and the maintenance personnel had already asked the maintenance personnel to check it. If there is a reply, they will call again, so that the owner does not need to panic.

Shen Mo has lived here for several years, and this is the first time he has encountered such a situation. It is a coincidence that at the moment when he was about to confess to Li Yuyan, he forgot all the manuscripts he had typed.

After Shen Mo hung up the phone, he looked at the vague silhouette beside him, "Do you have any candles at home?"

Li Yu paused for a moment, but turned to ask herself, "Is there...?"

Silent and puzzled, "No, let me ask you, do you have any candles at home?"

Isn't he native?

"...I forgot too." Li Yuyan replied vaguely, "I should have bought it before, during the candlelight dinner at home."

oh.Silence remembered.

There is such a paragraph in the article, it seems that someone's birthday is coming, I spent it at home, I have a candlelight dinner, and I can't describe four or five thousand words at night, I watched it silently.

"Forget it, the phone still has power, use the flashlight of the phone if you want light, don't look for candles." Mo Mo leaned back on the sofa, thinking about whether he should use the phone to light up the situation to Li Yuyan.

Or it would be more respectful to wait until the call comes and explain clearly.

Li Yuyan suddenly said, "Brother, do you want to sleep?"

"Huh?" Shen Mo blurted out, "Are you still thinking about this at a time like this?"

Li Yuyan: ……………

Li Yuyan's face could not be seen clearly in the darkness, but he could hear the sound of his teeth grinding. After two brief rings, the suppressed voice sounded. "I mean, it's so late, and you've been drinking again, do you want to go to rest first?"

Silence: ...I'm sorry.

He cleared his throat to hide his embarrassment, "Okay, it's getting late haha, I'll go wash up first, just use the phone to light up, you don't have to follow, um, just stay here."

While talking silently, he stumbled to his feet, touched the phone to light himself up, and went to the bathroom without looking back.

During this period, he didn't glance at Li Yuyan, as if he felt ashamed, and walked quickly when he left the living room.

Li Yuyan laughed sullenly in the dark.

A few minutes later, the sound of water in the bathroom came, and there was a faint light. Li Yuyan looked away, leaned on the sofa, and casually checked his phone.

The news in the owner group was due to the 99+ power outage. Li Yuyan glanced at it casually, not having much interest, so he went to look through his previous public itinerary and works to see what was different.

On the other side, Shen Mo, who was watered by the hot water, closed her eyes and raised her head, deciding that any communication with Li Yuyan in the future must be thought through in advance before speaking, otherwise there will be many more embarrassing scenes like today.

The mobile phone was placed on the sink outside the shower, looking at the light, he was silent and reassured. To be honest, he didn't like the dark, and he had watched a horror movie with Li Yuyan last night. In the blink of an eye, those pictures would rush to his mind, insisting on asking him to evaluate which scene is more terrifying.

Shen Mo thought wildly, speeded up the flushing, and was about to come out of the bathroom early, but unexpectedly, the beam of light that he looked at frequently went out suddenly.

silence:?

silence:! !

Li Yuyan had just watched it for a while, when a heart-piercing shout suddenly came from the bathroom: Li Yuyan! ! !I rely on! !Li Yu said hurry up! !cell phone! !

Li Yuyan was startled by his voice, and quickly got up and ran towards the bedroom, "What's wrong? Did you bump into somewhere? Don't move, I..."

silence:……

The two looked at each other without words, only silence.

There is a call.

The whole bathroom was too bright, and everything could be seen, including the silence of standing in the shower, wet, without any clothes on.

Li Yuyan immediately looked away, grabbed the doorknob, his body was a little stiff, "...are you okay."

Mo Mo felt that his brain had been taken out of his mind. Just when the phone light went out, he felt something shaking above his head. For a moment, he thought of the female ghost hanging upside down from the ceiling in horror movies, so he called Li Yu loudly. Yan yelled over, wanting to borrow his mobile phone to light up.

The maintenance staff is really efficient, silently smiling bitterly.

"It's okay, just now, my phone is out of battery." Mo Mo replied weakly.

"...Okay." Li Yuyan turned and went out, closing the door silently.

Silence swears, that scene just now can be listed as the top ten most embarrassing moments in his life.

This embarrassment and embarrassment continued until he came out of the bathroom, because he didn't dare to look at Li Yuyan, he even took a towel and covered his head as a barrier.

To be honest, Li Yuyan didn't want to laugh. Before Shen Mo came out, he was in a state of embarrassment, but when he saw the person who covered his head with a towel and fumbled to the bedroom like a blind man, he couldn't bear it anymore. The corners of his lips could not help but bend.

"Why do you do this?" He walked to Shen Mo, held the other's arm, and led him to the bedroom, "I'm not afraid of falling again."

Shen Mo flinched, and dodged his arms to the inside, trying to refuse Li Yuyan's touch.

Yes, they are all men, and there is nothing to see, and there will be no loss of meat, but for some reason, he just feels a little... I don't know how to describe it.

Li Yuyan felt his resistance, raised his hand a little, and held his arm through the fabric, "You look like this, don't let me help you, what if you fall down."

Mo Mo said stiffly, "I can walk over slowly."

Li Yuyan didn't say a word, and forced him into the bedroom, pressed Shen Mo's shoulders and let him sit on the bed, with his palms on Shen Mo's head, and said calmly, "When the call came, the light was rather dazzling, so I didn't see anything. .”

It's okay if he doesn't say anything, but after such an explanation, he seems to be coddling himself. The silence feels a bit weird, and the voice has no confidence, "It's okay, it's not a big deal."

It turns out that these two people have seen each other countless times, isn't it hypocritical to do this now.

Li Yuyan pinched his towel and pulled it down a little, allowing Mo Mo to reveal a pair of eyes. The other party followed the movement and looked up at him. The pupils of the eyes seemed to have been washed, covered with a layer of watery light. Between the thick eyelashes, there seems to be a river of fine diamonds scattered.

His fans like the so-called melancholy temperament and feel that there are many stories hidden in these eyes, but in fact they are so clean that one can see the end at a glance.

Silence's character is so interesting, I feel that there are surprises at any time, I can't figure out the specific trajectory, and I never know what he will say or do in the next second.

Silently, a heart was hoisted high.

Why is Li Yuyan staring at herself so much?Why doesn't he speak?What does he want to do?

With this strange atmosphere and posture, it always feels like something will happen in the next second.

In the past, they would not look at each other for more than three seconds. Either he or Li Yuyan took the initiative to look away. Both of them clearly saw the word "unfamiliar" in each other's eyes. Silence rarely noticed it. What does the pair of eyes that carry emotions look like?

In a trance, I even feel that this scene is far away from the camera, and it can even be used as the end of an idol drama. When it comes to the OST, the atmosphere and feeling are pulled to full marks.

Li Yuyan didn't kiss like an idol drama, and didn't say any lines.

He raised his hand, slightly bent his index finger, and lightly touched Silence's eyelashes.

Shen Mo was forced to close his eyes, feeling numb and unable to open them for a while.

Li Yuyan said with a smile in his voice, "Go to bed early if you're sleepy, good night."

Mo Mo opened his mouth, feeling as if he had forgotten something, "...No, just wait."

"Huh?" Li Yuyan leaned down, put his palms on his knees, and moved closer to him. In silence, he could even see the distinct eyelashes of the other party. He was suffocated for a moment, and then forgot what he wanted to say.

Male sex is harmful!Disaster for the country and the people!

Li Yuyan's eyes also curved a little bit, the arc was very beautiful, "What do you want to say?"

Silent and thoughtless, he said directly, "...Actually, I'm not your brother."

They were close, and Mo Mo was not myopic, and clearly saw each other's pupils shrink suddenly, and the smile also faded.

Li Yuyan frowned slightly, the traces were subtle, and he looked calm, "What do you mean?"

"It's just... Actually, I'm not Shen Mo." Shen Mo paused, and added, "It's not the Mo Mo you know."

Li Yuyan smiled, there was no warmth in the arc, "You mean to say that you have the same appearance, voice, and body as Silence?"

Silence: Body?

Silence: "Didn't you say you didn't see anything just now?"

Li Yu said, "Don't I usually have the chance to watch it?"

"..." Shen Mo coughed in disguise, "No, don't get me wrong, I'm not teasing you, you see, my state these days is completely different from that silent you knew before, and my personality is also deviated, just because of us It's just two people."

"The silence you know is based on me..."

Silence stopped suddenly.

If it is revealed that this is a created virtual world, will this world collapse?

Li Yuyan raised his eyebrows, waiting for his next words.

Mo Mo thought for a while, and changed the way of saying, "Well, let me put it simply, that is, I am Mo Mo who came from a parallel world, can this be understood?"

Li Yuyan stared at him for four or five minutes, watching him silently, feeling nervous, thinking whether the other party would send him to some kind of mental hospital, his buttocks moved back involuntarily, wanting to stay away from Li Yuyan .

After a long time, Li Yuyan raised his hand and patted Shen Mo's forehead lightly, "Okay, I know you're drunk."

He smiled and said, "Where are there so many whimsical ideas."

"?" Shen Mo pressed his hand, "No, I'm not talking drunk."

"Drunkards say they are not drunk." Li Yuyan squeezed his fingers, coaxing a child's tone, "Go to sleep first, we will talk about it tomorrow."

"Hey! I didn't..."

Li Yuyan suddenly let go of his hand.

The half sentence following the silence was drowned in Li Yuyan's eyes.

As if he could change his face, his expression immediately turned cold, his eyes were sharp, as if he could peel his skin and bones, "What do you want to say?"

Shen Mo thought, he just wanted to tell him the real situation, so don't be so scary.

Li Yuyan said lightly, "I want to say that you are not silent, not my brother, and then?"

"Want to say breakup?"

Silence: ...Yes, he really thinks so.

Li Yuyan lowered his eyes and smiled slightly, the lines around his lips were tense, looking very dangerous, "When we got back together, what did you tell me, do you remember?"

'If I change my mind, it's up to you. '

Is this the sentence?

Shen Mo's mouth was full of bitterness, he remembered it well, but he didn't say what he said, how could a real person be involved in a literary matter.

Li Yuyan saw that he didn't answer, and his tone was even worse, "Did you forget?"

Silently weeping, "...I remember, I remember."

"Then what are you trying to do now?" Li Yuyan slowly stood up and looked down at him, "Do you want to dump me regardless of the consequences, or do you want to punish?"

Silence means he just wants to be free.

"Li Yuyan, don't be angry, just calm down and think about it. Although what I just said is a bit ridiculous, it doesn't mean it won't happen, right? And I'm not just talking nonsense, you're sure I can also feel that something is wrong with me these two days, after all, you and him are a couple, so you should be very familiar with him."

Li Yuyan sneered, "Really, why didn't I realize that you have changed."

Silence: That means your boyfriend is incompetent! !The object is changed without consciousness!

Li Yuyan continued to add, "If you really want to play this trick, you have to provide some substantive evidence. Otherwise, I can only think that you just want to break up with me, so you made up these stories."

There was no answer.

Where can he find evidence? If the timeline he travels a little further forward, it can be proved by the fact that he knows what happened in the future, but now this timeline is at the end where the author stayed. He has a stable relationship and met his parents. No need for more bikes.

"No?" Li Yuyan raised an eyebrow.

"..." Silent pained, "You will regret it."

Li Yuyan snorted coldly, "Back then, breaking up with you was already the thing I regret the most."

Silence was shocked by the lines of this drama.

He tried to struggle again, "...Think carefully, why would I lie to you with this kind of thing, there is no reason at all, right, it's not good for me at all."

"Get to the bottom of it, isn't your ultimate goal of saying these words to break up with me?"

Shen Mo felt that he couldn't make sense to him at all, "I want to break up just because I am not the Shen Mo you know, you are his boyfriend, not mine, otherwise why break up? You are not bad, okay?"

"Then you just pretend that I'm not the Li Yuyan you know." After a while, Li Yuyan squatted down in front of him, held silent hands, looked up at him and said this sentence, as if humiliating The same as persuasion, "Does this mean we don't have to break up?"

Silence is going crazy.

He slid off the bed and followed him half-kneeling on the floor. The two of them were a little funny, as if they were praying to heaven and earth. Listen to it! You..."

Shen Mo felt a little more hot tears suddenly on the back of his hand.

fuck!

He looked at Li Yuyan in shock, who turned his head to prevent himself from seeing his face, but the hand he was holding was trembling, as if he couldn't control it.

Guilt suddenly overwhelmed the silence.

"I'll go, don't, I'm sorry, you," Mo Mo said incoherently, "Don't do this, I really didn't mean that..."

Help, why does it feel like he is bullying the other party, deliberately playing with his feelings and trying to dump him, and even telling some lies that sound like a fairy tale to prevaricate.

"I'm fine." Li Yuyan's voice was also trembling, and he stubbornly turned his head away, refusing to look at him, as if he was trying to hide his vulnerability.

Things got tricky. Silence had no experience in comforting others. Faced with this situation, he could only say sorry indiscriminately, patted him on the back, and repeatedly apologized without logic, "I really didn't mean that, don't be sad. , I, I think you are very good, but I can't help it..."

If I had known earlier, he would not have read that fanfiction! !

What should we do now?Should he be responsible for Li Yuyan's feelings?But it is a kind of irresponsibility for him to be responsible for this matter, Li Yuyan's boyfriend is not himself at all, Li Yuyan's relationship is one-way, and he has nothing, this is completely hooliganism.

In a panic, Shen Mo lowered his body, held Li Yuyan's shoulders and let him lean towards him, and patted his back with his palms. He would only coax people in this way, "Okay, I won't say anything, you just treat him like that." I must be talking drunk tonight."

Thinking about it, there's no need to be in such a hurry. After a long time, Li Yuyan himself will find something is wrong. Telling him so bluntly now will only hurt his heart.

Alas, I'm only 22, and I'm already so proficient in taking care of my boyfriend, really.

"En." After a long time, Li Yuyan replied slowly with a nasal voice, because of the problem of posture, Mo Mo couldn't see his expression at this time.

Li Yuyan leaned against Shen Mo's neck, and there was no trace of crying on his face. After hearing Shen Mo's comfort, a silent smile spread from the corner of his lips.