Only the moon will know

Of course, I have to follow. "

Jiang Wenwen laughed at herself: "Maybe I'm not attractive enough to subdue him. But men can have thousands of reasons for having an affair, or they don't need a reason. What's even more absurd is that they will think it's their fate." What was meant to happen. It was unbearable the first year, and now I'm used to it."

"The first year? How long has it been?"

"I don't know when it started, maybe after I had Minmin..."

Zeng Xinyan sighed heavily.She used to think that Jiang Wenwen had the simplest happiness for ordinary women.There is a third party in a marriage, which is the biggest fatal injury!

But Jiang Wenwen said: "As long as he knows how to go home and still has Minmin in his heart, I have no extravagant expectations for him."

Another night, Jiang Wenwen suddenly said calmly that the doctor had confirmed that she was suffering from depression. Zeng Xinyan was surprised to hear that.

"I think it happened during the confinement period. At that time, I often felt extremely depressed. The most serious situation was that I wanted to die. Maybe this emotion has not been properly dealt with, and it continues to this day." Jiang Wenwen To put it lightly, it seems that the person who is sick is not himself.

"What else did the doctor say? How should I treat it?" Zeng Xinyan asked with concern.

"After all, medicine is something that treats the symptoms but not the root cause. This kind of disease still depends on oneself. The most unreasonable disease in the world is depression.

Xinyan, I know that the original choice was wrong, but I don't want to say I regret it, there is only one time in life, especially for you, I don't want to say regret, because it is too late.The only thing I can do now is to try my best to live every day so that Minmin can grow up healthily. "

Zeng Xinyan listened to her serene words, it seemed clear in her heart, and she felt much more at ease.

That night was the night they talked the most and in depth, from midnight to early morning.

When the sky was faintly revealing the gray belly of dawn, Zeng Xinyan had already yawned more than ten or eight times, and she said sleepily, "Let's all go to sleep, it's almost dawn."

"Well, I have to wake Minmin up to go to school. I won't bother you tomorrow night. If this continues, not only will it affect your sleep, but you will also suffer from depression." Jiang Wenwen was laughing.

They each put down the phone.

Originally, Zeng Xinyan thought that her closest contact with Jiang Wenwen was nothing more than these midnight phone calls, but everything changed from that weekend afternoon.

It was a sunny Saturday afternoon, she and Zhou Qingchun had bought train tickets to go to a small town around the city to play.

The two set off happily.But at the moment the train started, Zeng Xinyan suddenly received a strange call.

It was a woman's voice: "Excuse me, are you Zeng Xinyan?"

"I am, are you?"

"There is a woman named Jiang, is she your friend?"

Zeng Xinyan was startled, it was Jiang Wenwen!

"Yes, what happened to her?"

"It's like this. My husband and I collided with her car at the intersection of Yanglingshan in the morning. We think she was unconscious before the accident."

"Unconscious? You mean..." Zeng Xinyan panicked.

The other party quickly went on to say: "We suspect that she had passed out before the accident. Of course, we have sent her to the hospital. I saw your number on her mobile phone at the first place in her phone book, and the call record The most is your phone number, so I called you, I wonder if you can come to the hospital?"

Zeng Xinyan stood up involuntarily, Zhou Qingchun looked up at her in surprise, and more than half of the passengers in the train also looked at her.

The train was already rumbling forward, and it was impossible to get off halfway. Zeng Xinyan looked out the window in a daze, and what caught her eyes was the fleeting scenery.

Zhou Qingchun pulled her to sit down.

Zeng Xinyan immediately realized that she had lost her composure, and she tried to stay calm: "What's the situation with her now?"

"She is still inside and hasn't come out. The collision injury is inevitable, and my husband and I were also injured."

"Try to contact her husband. Her husband's surname is Song, and his name is Song Jiaming. I believe there must be his number in her mobile phone."

"Do you have her husband's phone number? Why don't you give it to me directly."

"His number is..." Zeng Xinyan realized that she didn't have Song Jiaming's phone number at all, and she said awkwardly, "I don't have his number."

"It's okay, I'll look for it myself." The other party said patiently.

"Thank you. Please help me take care of her first. I won't be there until tomorrow at the earliest. Thank you." Zeng said repeatedly.

"Wen Wen went to the hospital... She had a traffic accident and passed out." Putting down the phone, Zeng Xinyan murmured, as if he was speaking to Zhou Qingchun, but also to himself.

Zhou Qingchun held her hand.She heard the ins and outs of the matter clearly from the side, and she also figured it out, she asked: "Has Wenwen passed out like this before?"

Zeng Xinyan pinched the phone with dull eyes, her lips had lost all color.I don't know how long it took before she seemed to hear Zhou Qingchun's question. She said, "Before? It wasn't like this before, I mean, she never had a record of fainting..."

Zhou Qingchun comforted her and said, "After arriving at the destination, we will buy a ticket to go back immediately, don't worry too much."

Zeng Xinyan looked at Zhou Qingchun with guilt and anxiety in his eyes.

Despite this, Zhou Qingchun still held her hand, and when he found that her hand was cold, he subconsciously tightened it.

She didn't want to ask any more, even if Zeng Xinyan was willing to stay for her, she would not be happy.

She leaned back in her chair and closed her eyes.A scene like today once appeared in her mind, she had imagined such a scene.

Yes, she imagined it, she even imagined a more serious situation than now... So when it happened, she didn't act too abruptly.

Zeng Xinyan and Jiang Wenwen used to love each other so much.Even if they separated later, that kind of love has already penetrated deep into the bone marrow.

It doesn't lie in day and night, and it doesn't lie in staying together forever, but it's there for a lifetime, she won't fail to understand.

The train arrived at the station two hours later, and the hot sun was outside at three o'clock in the afternoon. The two got off the train with the crowd. Zhou Qingchun walked to the ticket office first, but Zeng Xinyan held her back.

"Qingchun, let's not go back."

Zhou Qingchun stopped, turned around, and stared at her silently.In the depths of Zeng Xinyan's eyes, what she read was not this message.

"I think her husband will take care of her. I believe they just can't contact him for a while."

Zhou Qingchun had no choice but to nod: "Okay then. Are you hungry too? Let's go find something to eat first, shall we?"

Zeng Xinyan nodded, stepped forward to hold Zhou Qingchun's hand, and tried to squeeze out a smile: "After eating, go around and visit."

The small town where it is located is a beautiful water town. The willows on the bank hang low, covering half of the lake, with a panoramic view of green and green. One by one sampans pass under the arch bridge, and the sound of gurgling water can be heard in my ears.

Zhou Qingchun once came here with his classmates when he was in college, but Zeng Xinyan never came here.

It's a pity that facing such a fresh and moving scenery, Zeng Xinyan seemed to be preoccupied.

Zhou Qingchun brought up the camera to take pictures of her, but found that she was barely pulling the corners of her mouth, with a bitter smile, so she had to put down the camera.

When they were standing side by side on an arch bridge looking at the scenery, Zhou Qingchun suddenly turned his head to look at Zeng Xinyan: "Xinyan, let's go back, there is a train at four o'clock sharp, if you miss it, you will have to wait until tomorrow. "

Zeng Xinyan didn't say anything, just lowered his head, looking at his own reflection on the lake.

Zhou Qingchun tugged at the corner of her clothes, and said resolutely, "Go back, I'll accompany you to see Wenwen." After saying that, he pulled her to walk towards the train station.

Zeng Xinyan took her hand.

Zhou Qingchun turned around and found that Zeng Xinyan's eyes were filled with tears.

"Qingchun, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Zeng Xinyan lowered his head, avoiding Zhou Qingchun's gaze.

"Don't say I'm sorry..." Zhou Qingchun stopped her from continuing.At that moment, she understood everything, Zeng Xinyan couldn't let Jiang Wenwen go.

They were tempted!It's not that she didn't think that there would be such a day, but she never thought that this day would come so soon.

"Qingchun, there are some things I have to tell you..." Zeng Xinyan never deliberately confessed her past, the past is past after all, but at this moment, she felt that she had to confess.

Zhou Qingchun didn't dare to look at Zeng Xinyan, she nodded, nodded and shook her head again, she understood, she understood, she just didn't have the courage to go into their story again, and she didn't want Zeng Xinyan to tell her how much she loved Wen. Wen, she interrupted her: "I know what you want to say, you don't have to tell me, you don't have to tell me..."

Without waiting for Zeng Xinyan's next reaction, she continued: "Let's go back, go back now, I don't want to see you so disturbed..."

Zeng Xinyan looked at her gratefully.

Sitting on the return train, the two of them had nothing to say.

Back in the urban area, Zeng Xinyan hailed a taxi and rushed to the hospital immediately.

latest comment:

--it is good--

Feelings are like teeth, if they fall out, they will be gone, and even if you pretend to be fake, so...

It's really sad to write Wenwen like this.It must go through the first part, which is too preconceived and deeply rooted in the hearts of the people.

In that ending, everyone will only have endless regrets and heartache, but they will not really hate Wenwen. Although the times have changed, people are more hurtful. How I wish they could be together, how I wish they would still be the one who fell in love with you They are in their addiction!

It's really sad to write Wenwen like this.Must go through the first part too first