Gao Leng at the same table is a bit sweet

Lu Qingzhuo touched under the pillow, only to find that the knife had been thrown away by himself. He felt that something was wrong with him, and his mind was full of what Gu Suxing said to him.

Lu Mian is very kind to everyone. When someone needs help on the road, he will go up and help him without asking.

During this period of getting along, he realized this very deeply, and there was nothing special about him.

And he himself knew that he took advantage of his injuries, his bad family, and the death of his mother to make Lu Mian feel sorry for him, so he couldn't refuse him, he just treated him better.

Irritable emotions hit his brain layer by layer, making him unable to sleep at all. He even bit his own lip. It wasn't until he tasted the taste of blood that he was startled. He quickly got up and looked in the mirror—— Fortunately, it is not obvious.

He needs to be normal in front of the person he likes, and don't act like a lunatic who can't control his emotions.

Lu Qingzhuo took out his phone, knowing that he was very inappropriate, inappropriate, and wrong, but he still called Jiang Yu.

Now that he has someone he likes in his heart, he shouldn't be entangled with other people anymore, and he shouldn't accept other people's favors anymore. He could deceive himself before, but after he can, what can he pay back?

However, he really had no one else to look for.

Are you looking for Lu Mian?will scare him.

Go find auntie?Zijun has to go to school tomorrow, and my aunt has to get up early to go to work, and my aunt doesn't really want to show up at her house.

After thinking about it, all he could find was Jiang Yu.

"Qingzhuo?" Jiang Yu was startled when he received Lu Qingzhuo's call, and then turned into worry, "It's so late? Is something wrong?"

Lu Qingzhuo's irritable mood suddenly turned into tears, which came out all at once—"I'm sorry, brother Jiang Yu, for disturbing you so late..."

"It's okay, what's the matter with you? Take your time."

"Can you pick me up tomorrow? I want to see a psychiatrist."

Lu Qingzhuo, who hadn't fallen asleep all night, went downstairs early, pasted a large piece of paper on the handlebar of Lu Mian's bicycle, wrapped it with tape several times, and said that he would not go to school, and he would be with him. If the teacher asks for leave, let him not worry.

He went to Aunt Zhou's breakfast shop for breakfast, and Aunt Zhou asked him, "Why didn't you go with Lu Mian?"

Lu Qingzhuo smiled, "I have something to do today, so I didn't go with him."

"Well, then you should eat more."

"Thank you Aunt Zhou."

When Lu Mian came downstairs in the morning, he saw the paper on the handle of his car at a glance. He tore it off and took a look, then stuffed it into his schoolbag.

After he came home last night, his heart couldn't calm down, and when he closed his eyes, it was Gu Suxing and Lu Qingzhuo.

Gu Suxing - the relationship between himself and him is not very good, but it is not bad, it can only be said to be average.

Lu Mian remembered what Lu Qingzhuo said to himself, and felt that Lu Qingzhuo must have said it to amuse him, but Lu Qingzhuo seldom joked, and it seemed to be true.

He carefully searched for clues in his memory, found the words that Gu Suxing had said to him from his vague memory, analyzed each sentence, but found nothing in the end.

Lu Mian thought for a while, walked to the balcony, and called Fang Yunzhi.

"What's the matter?" Fang Yunzhi quickly answered.

"I can't figure out one thing."

"You said."

Lu Mian ignored the little lion and kitten at his feet, "Suddenly someone told me that another person likes me, but I don't think that person likes me."

"Who?" Fang Yunzhi asked.

"It doesn't matter, you said, the person who told me this, did he want to match us?"

"Probably? Maybe I just want to test your attitude. Do you like that person?"

"How is it possible?" Lu Mian said immediately.

"Then why don't you just refuse?"

"But he didn't say it clearly, he just said that the man liked me, and he didn't ask me if I liked him."

"If you don't say it, don't care."

"The point is, I feel uncomfortable, how can he match me with another person?"

Lu Mian said that he was so kind to Lu Qingzhuo, but Lu Qingzhuo conveyed such a message to outsiders without asking whether he wanted to fall in love or not.

"The man you're talking about—is it Lu Qingzhuo, the one I met at your house that day?"

"No." Lu Mian denied after hesitation.

"Then he probably didn't mean to match you up." Fang Yunzhi smiled.

"why?"

"Guess." Fang Yunzhi was only guessing, not sure.

"Guess your uncle, you like to talk, if you don't talk, just shut up." Lu Mian was very impatient today.

"You said he might be jealous. He found out that someone likes you and is unhappy, so he wants to test you with this matter, to see if you like this person, and if you will alienate him because of these people."

"How is it possible?" Lu Mian immediately denied Fang Yunzhi's statement, "Will it be like what you said?"

"I also guessed, but does this guess make you feel better?"

"It's better. Is he afraid that I will alienate him after falling in love?" Lu Mian paused, and then said firmly, "I won't fall in love before the college entrance examination!"

"Huh? What do you mean by telling me, go and talk to him."

"I... can talk, but I have to talk to the person I like..." Lu Mian said hesitantly, his eyes drifted unconsciously to the opposite balcony, and the window on the room, Yue The light fell on the white curtains, and the lights in the room were not turned on.

"who do you like?"

"not yet."

"Then when you said that sentence just now, who was in your mind?"

Lu Mian didn't give Fang Yunzhi an answer. After hanging up the phone, he blew the wind on the balcony for a long time. After returning to the room, he didn't sleep well all night.

I seem to have the answer to this question in my heart, but it is buried in the soil, buried very deep, and refuses to break through the ground.

He was very afraid of meeting Lu Qingzhuo the next day.

But Lu Qingzhuo didn't give him a chance to meet.

After seeing the note left by Lu Qingzhuo, he was a little worried, but he didn't have Lu Qingzhuo's contact information, and he couldn't ask. When he passed by the breakfast shop, Aunt Zhou said that he saw Lu Qingzhuo alone in the morning.

Lu Mian hurriedly asked, "Does he look good?"

"It's pretty good, it's no different from usual."

Despite Aunt Zhou's answer, Lu Mian was still worried all morning.

After receiving Lu Qingzhuo, Jiang Yu didn't ask why he who had always been against the hospital suddenly changed his sex, and decided to see a psychiatrist.

Lu Qingzhuo took the initiative to speak, "I'm sorry, I seem to like someone..."

"You don't need to apologize, you never owe me anything." Jiang Yu felt sour in his heart, but he didn't feel the pain as he imagined. Maybe it was because he was prepared, "Are you a new classmate?"

"Yes, he... is very kind to me, let me live in his house, cook for me, take me out to play, and teach me how to bike, but he doesn't like me." Lu Qingzhu lowered his head .

"Uh..." Jiang Yu was silent, he looked at Lu Qingzhuo beside him, and said lightly, "Liking doesn't always get a response."

"I'm sorry..." Lu Qingzhuo realized that what he said was a bit inappropriate, and hurriedly said, "I didn't understand before..."

"You don't need to apologize, I'm clumsy. I said earlier that I did it voluntarily. I also said earlier that you don't have to pay back the kindness others treat you, let alone pay it back with your own feelings."

Jiang Yu paused, "I also hope that you can meet someone who really likes you and you like him too, so think about it carefully, is he really nice to you? Think again, if you separate, Are you reluctant to part with his kindness to you, or you are reluctant to part with him."

"I..." Tears rolled down the corner of Lu Qingzhuo's eyes, "I can't even bear it, no one has ever treated me like him."

There was a silence in the car.

"Qingzhuo, don't make the same mistakes again." Jiang Yu said solemnly, but there were still many things Jiang Yu didn't say:

Just like your mother, she only fulfills the obligation to support you, she never cares and loves you, but you think she is very good to you, and then she pays a lot, trying to get No.1 in the exam, trying to be a good child, she said You will do every word you say, because you want to make her happy, but she doesn't care about these at all, and she doesn't even care what kind of person you grow up to be.

In the final analysis, it was because Lu Qingzhuo was too lacking in love that he became what he is now, so Jiang Yu wanted to treat Lu Qingzhuo as well as possible, but he didn't want Lu Qingzhuo to care too much about these things, so he instinctively repaid it, so Only then will he help Lu Qingzhuo in the name of collecting money to do things, and he doesn't want to let Lu Qingzhuo have any burden.

Ke Lu Qingzhu still felt indebted, and repaid the debt in his own way.

Lu Qingzhuo is a naive but stubborn person.

He and Lu Qingzhuo have known each other for so long, and he has seen Lu Qingzhuo the most vulnerable and helpless, Jiang Yu also knows that he can't persuade him, so there is no point in saying a lot of words.

Lu Qingzhuo lowered his eyes, said after a long silence: "I don't see a doctor anymore, I want to go back and see him."

"Qingzhuo, everyone is out, shall we go see the doctor?" Jiang Yu said.

"I want to see him, please." Lu Qingzhuo said with a sob.

Jiang Yu sighed, changed lanes, and turned around at the next intersection.

"After you go back, don't worry about anything, remember to call me, I will try my best to help you." Jiang Yu said, "As you said, we are friends."

Lu Qingzhuo got off the car at an intersection ahead of time, he said he wanted to walk alone, and would send a message to Jiang Yu when he got home.

This road is the only way for Lu Mian to go home, and it is estimated that Lu Mian will arrive here soon.

In order to wait for Lu Mian, he walked slowly, looking back from time to time, but when he looked back again, he saw a little gangster.

He had seen it before, and later when he was walking with Lu Mian, he also met gangsters three or four times, but because of Lu Mian's presence, no one dared to come up to trouble him, but he would still mock Lu Mian as a lunatic, although his voice was not loud, But every time Lu Mian saw them whispering or passing by them on a bicycle, his expression would become unfriendly, and then he would be silent for a while, and he would be happier only after being coaxed lightly by Lu.

But now, it was obvious that he was the only one alone, but those people gave him an uncomfortable look and walked away from the side.

Lu Qingzhuo felt that something was wrong, so he followed, and when he reached the alley, he realized that he seemed to be infected by Lu Mian's good-natured habits. Before, he would never be curious when he saw this kind of thing, and he didn't have the strength to deal with it. , or in this bad mood.

And it's enough for his mother to let him take care of himself, don't meddle in his own business.

After staying with Lu Mian for less than a month, these habits have been subtly affected.

But it’s okay, the creed that I followed before should have been invalidated long ago, and what my mother said may not be correct.

Just like Lu Mian, it's not the so-called arsenic wrapped in honey.

Lu Qingzhuo likes the current life very much.

He didn't stop, just walked over lightly.

Seeing three people pushing and shoving around a boy who was not tall, Lu Qingzhu saw one of the men who had molested him before, still holding a cigarette in his mouth, stroking the boy's body with his hands, maybe he was still in the same place. During the voice-changing period, he was so scared that he screamed like a chicken, which sounded very pitiful.

Lu Qingzhuo suddenly felt very annoyed, why do these messy people live in this world?He coughed twice and said, "Let him go."

"Hey, isn't this the parallel head of Crazy Lu?" The smoking man turned around, but he still held the collar of the short boy's clothes in his hand, and smiled maliciously, "I wanted to ask you a long time ago, but I refused at that time. , Is it because you followed Crazy Lu?"

"Crazy Lu must have fed you well, you look rosy."