fight to protect 'self'

-Tang Xue in her previous life-

Tang Xue finally got the Lingcao Orb as she wished.

In the beginning, she was ecstatic.

She obtained the Spirit Grass Orb and possessed the ability of the owner of the "Spirit Pattern", so she no longer had to worry that her identity would be exposed so easily by others.

She lived a life like the stars holding the moon, and the children of every aristocratic family were crazy about her.She wants stars, and someone will do everything possible to get them for her.

In other words, as soon as she asked what she wanted, countless people would send it to her.

But after all, something was missing in her heart.

The person who always followed me silently before was gone.

The person who was always careful and considerate to himself is gone.

The person who always looked cold, but looked at him with gentle eyes... is gone.

That person was killed by her own hands.She threw the man's body in the barren mountains and took away the spirit grass beads on his body.

Everything is done by her own hands.

But why, now there is a trace of regret in her heart?

All the disciples of the aristocratic family looked at her with naked lust in their eyes, and that lust was because of her "spirit pattern", not because... they liked her.

She received the countless rare treasures that these people gave her, and her mood changed from excitement and greed at the beginning to the current indifference.

Yes, she was numb.There are so many rare treasures, what is the use?

Her family lived a happy life because of her, and their attitude towards themselves gradually became cautious, for fear of offending her.

Who in this world would really care about her and love her?Not because she is a "spiritual pattern" owner, but because...she is?

But what about regret in your heart?The matter has been done, so she can only bite the bullet and continue to live.

******

Paper wrapped fire.

Tang Xue didn't expect that after she had snatched the spirit grass bead and possessed the ability of a spirit pattern holder, her true identity would still be found out.

That is an old man who specializes in studying spirit patterns.

After a long time when it was rumored that she was the owner of the "spiritual pattern" in the mainland, this old man came to the door and said that he wanted to take a look at her "spiritual pattern".

At first, she naturally refused.

But the old man came to visit her every day and asked to check her spirit pattern.When she finally couldn't bear to drive him out, and ordered all the servants to drive him away when they saw him.

The old man came to the door with a group of descendants from aristocratic families. In front of so many people, she couldn't refuse the old man's request again.He had no choice but to take off his clothes and show him the "spiritual pattern" on his arm, praying in his heart that the old man would not see anything.

But the facts are often not as expected. The old man stared at her spirit pattern and was silent for a while, then directly announced to everyone that her "spirit pattern" was fake.

The crowd was in an uproar.

She naturally refused to admit that the "spirit pattern" that killed her was real.

But this old man dared to expose her in front of everyone, so he naturally had a way to prove that she was not the owner of the "spirit pattern".

Her true identity is revealed.

When she lost her identity as the owner of the "spirit pattern", all the children of the family who had been so attentive to her looked at her with disgust and disgust, and after taking away the rare treasures on her body, they didn't turn their heads. I went back and left.

Being locked in the dungeon, she sat on the ground and kept smiling wryly.

Everyone was gone, even her own family was away from her.

At this time, she couldn't help but think that if that person was still there, even if she didn't have the status of the owner of the "spirit pattern", he would still regard her as a treasure, right?Still will still be with her, no matter what she does.

But it was too late... She personally killed the person who loved her the most in this world.

Her eyes were a little sore, Tang Xue closed her eyes gently, and ended her young life with her own hands.

When everything is a foregone conclusion, all regrets are useless.

******

-Tan Ziyang & Yu Qi-

After a passionate session, Yu Qi's spirit unexpectedly became a little more energetic.

He turned over, lay on Tan Ziyang's body, and asked, "Do you remember the first time you saw me?"

Tan Ziyang was taken aback for a moment, looked at Yu Qi, recalled the first time the two met, his eyes were tinged with tenderness, he stroked Yu Qi's hair, and said, "I remember."

"How did you feel about me when you first met me?"

"At that time, I thought why this person was so verbose..." Tan Ziyang was very honest.

Yu Qi: "..."

Tan Ziyang looked at Yu Qi's face that was pulled down in an instant, and the corner of his mouth slightly curled up, "However, after being with you for so long, I like you more and more."

Hearing this, Yu Qi couldn't help but twitched her mouth slightly: "If I didn't agree to be with you back then, what would you do?"

Hearing these words, Tan Ziyang's eyes became more gentle, "Then I'll tie you up."

Although Tan Ziyang's words were gentle, Yu Qi could hear the seriousness in his tone.But his heart was sweet, like eating molasses.

Yu Qi felt that she was really poisoned by Tan Ziyang, and there was still no antidote.

He glanced at Tan Ziyang, lying on Tan Ziyang's chest, listening to his strong heartbeat, his eyelids became heavy.

At the moment when she was about to fall asleep, Yu Qi said to Tan Ziyang: "Let's go and adopt a child."

It is impossible for two men to have children. The Yu family has accepted many disciples, but Yu Qi and Tan Ziyang have not yet had a child in name.

Tan Ziyang paused lightly with the hand touching Yu Qi's hair, his brows and eyes were bent, and he felt his lover's breathing became a little longer after saying this sentence, and the movements of his hands became softer.

"Okay," he heard himself say.

After playing outside for so long, it's time to go home and raise children.

Tan Ziyang is looking forward to the fun and responsibility of raising a child together.

But he is not in a hurry, the life between him and Yu Qi is still long.

In the long years to come, he will hold hands with Yu Qi and spend together.

The life and death agreement is wide, and Zicheng said.