I'm a god in the infinite game

Bai Yi looked at Spade's questioning eyes, and he opened his mouth to answer Spade's question, but at that moment, he couldn't utter a single word in his throat.

The definitions of friend, relative, and lover are actually very simple, but for some reason, Bai Yi feels...the answer to this question is cruel to Spades.

Although Spades themselves don't care.

Seeing that Bai Yi didn't answer him, Spade turned his eyes back again: "[Friends, relatives, lovers] these are the same as [reality], you can't tell what is important."

"Then there's no need to tell me the answer." Spade knelt against the whip hanging on his leg, lowered his eyes, "It doesn't feel like it matters."

Bai Yi was quiet for a long time before he smiled awkwardly and hummed: "...Indeed, to Spade, these should not be important."

"Because these things are the same as [reality], they are just a gentle place for us weak people to escape."

Bai Yiyi muttered to himself.

Since then, Spade has never asked anyone any questions related to reality, just like before, playing alone everywhere.

The people in the killer sequence also have the will to not tell Spades anything about reality.

Spade doesn't like living in the central hall. He usually sleeps in the game. If he finds a game he likes, he will often go to sleep or rest in this game.

For example, for a long time before, Spades slept in "Ice Age".

Bai Yi once said in shock, you actually like to sleep there, don't you feel cold in a place where the temperature is so low?

Spades said calmly, no.

Bai Yi asked back in horror, why? !Isn't it better to choose a warmer place to sleep? !

Spade glanced at him and said, my body temperature is very cold, no place to sleep can warm up, so it's all the same.

So Bai Yi stopped talking again, and stared blankly at Spade leaving with a whip, and went to sleep in "Ice Age".

In fact, Bai Yi knew in his heart that the other party didn't need all the sympathetic emotions he felt towards Spade.

Spade doesn't care about the views of ordinary human players like them at all, and they are not a species living in the same environment, and the standards for judging the world and the future are completely different.

It must be said that Spade is more like a monster that accidentally escaped from the game and entered the ranks of players by mistake.

It is a very stupid thing to look at spades with human eyes.

But occasionally... when Bai Yi occasionally finds such a tiny trace of something close to human beings on Spades, he really feels sad.

——It's sad that this guy Spade is sometimes quite human, why can't he enter reality?

But Bai Yi knew in his heart that this kind of sadness was unnecessary.

Because spades are not allowed to enter reality, it is the consensus of all players that exist in reality.

Bai Yi couldn't understand why Nishen had to strictly forbid everyone to code spades before, but later he understood.

Once, when Bai Yi was in the lounge, the door of the lounge was half covered. The moment he was about to reach out and push it open, he heard the sound of spades coming from inside.

"Ni Shen, are you the one who forbids everyone from giving me the code of reality?" Spade asked calmly.

Bai Yi's hand that was about to open the door stopped there.

After a while, Ni Shen replied: "Well, I forbid it, what, you want to enter reality?"

"No." Spades paused, "But why can't I go?"

Nishen smiled, and Bai Yi could see Nishen leaning on the sofa from the crack of the door, looking back at the ceiling, as if he was meditating: "Spades, it's not that you can't go to reality, you can. "

"but not now."

Spade asked: "Why?"

Nishen said: "Because [reality] is just a copy of your game when [reality] is meaningless to you, you will look at [reality] from the perspective of a game."

"If one day [reality] loses the meaning of the game to you, or if [reality] makes you feel unhappy, you will choose to destroy [reality] without hesitation. You have such ability."

"But the most essential reason is because [reality] is not important to you."

"Then, you will become a monster in this copy of [Reality]." Nishen raised his head, and he looked at Spade, "You will destroy the [Reality] that others tried their best to protect."

Spade raised his eyes: "Isn't [Reality] a copy of the game?"

Ni Shen touched his chin and thought for a while: "You can say yes."

Spade continued to ask: "Isn't it something that [players] often do to destroy the copy of the game?"

"The players I met hated all the copies of the game. They were afraid of these copies, and they often broke down and screamed to completely destroy these copies."

"Why should these players protect this copy of [Reality]?"

Spades looked at Nishen: "Is it because these players like [reality] dungeons?"

"No." Nishen thought for a while, and he smiled as if he thought it was very interesting, and looked at Spade, "On the contrary, many players who come to the system hate [reality]."

"There must be something in [Reality] that makes them very unpleasant, which greatly stimulates their desires, and they will enter the game. For many players, [Reality] may not be as scary as any of the games here. To a low degree."

Spades stared straight at Nishen: "Then why do they want to protect reality? Shouldn't they try their best to destroy it?"

Ni Shen smiled: "It's hard to understand, isn't it?"

Spades paused, then hummed.

"What they want to protect is not the copy of [Reality] itself." Ni Shen looked at Spade, "It's some specific people in this copy."

"So no matter how hideous and horrifying the dungeon of [Reality] is, forcing them to suffer and torture them to survive, they will protect [Reality] for these people."

"Human beings, or the player you see in spades is such a creature."

"People will instinctively pursue their own existence, feelings and value in other people, and the desire generated by this pursuit is often more tenacious than the desire generated from themselves."

"Only relying on self-seeking, people will become the main body of desires and spiritual needs. Games will soon drive such people crazy. This is normal, because people are the product of groups, and it is difficult to completely rely on themselves to satisfy their own needs. Emotional and spiritual needs must be pinned on other people."

"You should have seen many players who just entered the game for themselves, and then died in the game very quickly."

"So most of the high-level players in this game are not for themselves, but because of someone in [reality], or some important people."

Ni Shen dragged his chin and looked at Spade with a smile: "But for Spade now, these things are still difficult to understand, so just listen to it."

"If Spade wants to enter reality, then reality must have irreplaceable meaning for you." Nishen patted Spade on the shoulder.

"When there is someone in reality, or someone who is very important to you, and you are willing to for him, no matter how much [reality] tortures you, you will not destroy reality, then you can enter reality gone."

Spade was silent for a long time, the moment Nishen stood up and was about to leave, Spade spoke again abruptly: "Those very important people, are they friends, relatives, lovers?"

Bai Yi, who was standing outside the door, and Ni Shen, who was inside the door, were startled at the same time.

Nishen sat back with some amusement: "What did Bai Yi tell you?"

Spade hummed, and lowered his head: "But he didn't tell me what these are."

"In a common sense, relatives are people who are related to you by blood, and friends are people who have a good relationship with you and are willing to help you and accompany you all the time. A lover is—"

When talking about "lover", Nishen clenched his fist and coughed, his face flushed a little, and he said distressedly: "What about lover... Although I already have a wife, it is difficult for me to explain this clearly to you."

Spades squinted at Nishen: "Love, is it complicated?"

"It's not complicated." Nishen scratched the back of his head and said embarrassedly, "I fell in love with my wife at first sight."

"But it's not complicated, it's complicated." Nishen sighed helplessly, "I'm my wife and I don't know how many boyfriends, she is very good to every boyfriend, every boyfriend It’s all okay, but I don’t know why, maybe it’s almost luck, and I can’t always make it to the end.”

"Before I got married, I was so anxious that I didn't sleep well for a few days." Nishen folded his hands and prayed devoutly, "Thank God for allowing her to marry me smoothly."

Bai Yi, who suddenly heard such a big gossip outside the door, gasped - wow, people with high IQs like Nishen are also worried about their marriage problems.

Bai Yi thought that only a fool like himself would be worried.

"You have an intelligence point of 96, and you can also prophesy." Spade looked at Nishen, "If you really want to know about the future of your marriage with her, there is always a way."

Ni Shen sat up straight slowly, clasped his hands on his knees, lowered his head and remained silent for a long time before speaking: "...I can't prophesy to her."

Spade looked at Nishen: "There is no limit to your skills, why not?"

"Because I'm afraid." Nishen raised his head slowly and looked at Spade, "I can predict the future of my friends and relatives, but I can't predict her."

Spades stared at Nishen: "What are you afraid of?"

Ni Shen paused: "Among all the relationships that people need according to common sense, the love relationship is the most special. You can have expectations for your friendship relationship, and most of the family relationship is born with it. Only love is difficult to determine. .”

"Before I met her, no matter how high IQ I was, it was difficult for me to deduce what kind of love relationship I would have and how it would progress."

"Love relationships are full of unknowns."

"You don't know who you will fall in love with, and you don't know who will love you, and how long you will love." Ni Shen half-closed his eyes, "I don't know how far I can go with her, so in I am still loving her now, and I am afraid that I will not see her future."

"I'm not going to make any prophecies about my lover."

"For me..." Ni Shen lay back on the sofa and whispered suddenly, "My lover is probably the one who makes me fear a future without her."

Spade was silent for a while, as if thinking, and then gave a serious evaluation: "It's hard to understand."

Ni Shen put his hands behind his head, looked sideways at Spades, and laughed: "Indeed, for Spades, no matter if they are friends, relatives, or lovers, it is difficult to understand."

"Your birth is different from normal human beings. You don't have relatives who have a natural blood relationship with you, and friends..."

"The players around Spades are all afraid of you, let alone be friends." Ni Shen sighed, "Although our teammates know your background, there is no way to empathize with you. If we can do it, we are not afraid of you. "

"It is also difficult for us ordinary humans living in [reality] to understand your thoughts, and it is also difficult for you to understand our thoughts."

"If friends don't understand each other, the relationship is meaningless."

Nishen glanced at Bai Yi who was outside the door cracked like nothing: "Being friends with others based on superficial sympathy is very disrespectful, and the other party doesn't need it."

Bai Yi's finger on the door shrank, and he slowly put it down.

"For lovers..." Ni Shen let out a long sigh, "I really can't understand this relationship. I'm still in trouble, so I can't give you more explanations."

Spade was silent for a while: "If I have [relatives, friends, lover], will you give me the code to enter reality?"

"I won't give it to you." Ni Shen looked at Spade and smiled, "But at that time, Spade, your [friend, relative, lover] will give you the code."

Spades snorted, nodded as if he had got the answer, then got up and left.

When Spade pushed open the door, he saw Bai Yi standing outside the door. Bai Yi smiled and greeted Spade. Spade nodded to show that I saw it, and left without saying hello.

Bai Yi was silent and walked into the lounge.

He went in and sat on the sofa, the smile on his face quickly disappeared, he sat silently for a while, then took out a pack of cigarettes, took out one himself, and handed the pack to the other side against God.

"Apologize." Bai Yi paused and said, "Naishen, I was wrong. It was because I didn't think carefully. I won't think about secretly encoding the reality of spades in the future."

Ni Shen opened his eyelids, stretched out his index and middle fingers to pick up a cigarette in the box, pulled it out and lit it.

Then Nishen said slowly: "Don't help someone you deeply fear just because of momentary sympathy, and naively want to be friends with him."

He exhaled a puff of smoke, and the white smoke spread on the side of his face.

Nishen turned his head and smiled slightly: "It's easy to get retribution, Bai Yi."

From then on, Bai Yi could barely understand why Nishen didn't allow everyone to encode the reality of spades.

But Bai Jiamu didn't understand, he asked Nishen several times why he couldn't give the code to spades.

[Spades is an idiot!He won't do anything to destroy reality!So what for him!At least let this guy sleep in a normal, warm bed! ] Bergamo yelled.

Nishen always laughs at the younger Bai Jiamu and says with a smile [you can give it to him, but not now, nor you].

[wrong time! ] Nishen always said to Bai Jiamu in a very funny tone.

Until this moment, when Nishen was covered in blood and Spade was lying on the ground covered in bruises, Bai Yi suddenly realized.

When a monster has the power to destroy [Reality], before the monster has a weakness, it is absolutely not allowed to enter the instance of [Reality].

Although this is very unfair to monsters.

Bai Yi glanced at Spade lying face down in a pool of blood, then retracted his gaze, and was dragged away from the conference room by Bai Jiamu.

Ni Shen lay on the sofa motionless, after a while, the door of the conference room was opened again, and Liao Ke came in with a cross medical kit.

Liao Ke is a very non-existent team member. His appearance does not match the name Killer Sequence at all. He is very gentle, with slender eyebrows and eyes, wearing flat presbyopic glasses, and there are some inadvertent fine lines at the corners of his eyes, but there are only 27 eight, less than thirty.

But the second child is actually in high school.

Liao Ke looks very young, not old at all, but in fact he is 48 this year, and his eldest son has graduated from university for more than a year.

"Oh, Liao Ke, you're here." Ni Shen rubbed his shoulders and chatted casually, "Is your little girl going to be a senior in high school next year?"

"You still remember this, it's really not easy." Liao Ke teased, then half-kneeled beside Spade, turned him over and tied him with a restraint belt.

Nishen knelt down to help.

Liao Ke tied Spade's hands and feet to the wall with a bondage belt, then wrapped up Spade's wound with a bandage, looked up at Nishen, and smiled: "My daughter is studying very hard, but she has something she wants to do. It’s good to work hard for what you want to do.”

Ni Shen also smiled: "It's great, I found what I wanted to do at such a young age."

Liao Ke glanced at Nishen: "Aren't you too? You entered the game at a young age for what you wanted to do."

After Nishen was quiet for a few seconds, he smiled nonchalantly: "Let's not talk about this anymore, I asked you to come here today to give Spades psychological counseling."

"It is indeed a non-harmful skill, and it can be used directly in the central hall." Liao Ke half-kneeled in front of Spade, who was suspended by the restraint belt, with a strange expression, "But it's the first time I use this skill on Spade. skills, are you sure this guy won't wake up halfway and beat me up?"

Ni Shen sat cross-legged beside him: "I can't beat you anymore, I chopped his whip into pieces."

Liao Ke laughed: "Then I'm relieved."

Liao Ke's eyes sank, he looked straight at the head of spades hanging in front of him, and pulled out a stethoscope, a pen, and a notepad in his hand.

[System prompt: Player Liao Ke used personal skills (diagnosis) and (medical record writing) on ​​player Spade].

The stethoscope was stretched out in suspension, the stethoscope head was attached to Spade's heart, and the earhooks floated in the air, making regular heartbeat sounds like an amplified stereo.

Liao Ke took out a pen, lowered his head and wrote on the paper: "Patient Spade, what is your main psychological symptom? How long has this condition lasted?"

"Tell me with your heart."

The sound of the heartbeat in the stethoscope became chaotic, gradually turning from a regular thumping sound to the sound of a bad electrical connection, and finally became Spade's own voice.

Spade's voice came calmly from the place where the ear hung: "I feel happy and sad, and it lasted for one copy."

Liao Ke nodded: "Why are you happy and why are you sad?"

"I am happy because I met Bai Liu, but I am sad because I met Bai Liu." The stethoscope said.

"Does your happiness and sadness always coexist, or are you sometimes happy and sometimes sad?" Liao Ke asked.

The stethoscope was silent for a while: "Sometimes I am happy, sometimes I am sad, and sometimes they coexist."

Liao Ke was writing on the notepad, and the tip of the pen made a rustling sound on the paper: "Can you list some different scenes of your happiness, sadness, and coexistence?"

"I'm happy when I sleep with Bai Liu, his body is very warm, I'm happy when I drink with Bai Liu, I haven't drunk it before, I'm happy when I marry Bai Liu, he hugged me..." The stethoscope suddenly stopped Go on, "Sad scenes, it's hard for me to enumerate."

Liao Ke's writing stopped: "Why?"

"Because I'm not really sad, but I am," said the stethoscope.

Liao Ke asked: "If you don't feel sad in a scene, but you are indeed sad, then the sadness may come from someone else. Who is this person?"

"Bai Liu." The stethoscope answered smoothly this time, "He is very sad, but I don't understand why."

Liao Ke asked softly: "Under what circumstances would Bai Liu be sad enough to make you feel sad too?"

"When you hug me," said the stethoscope, "when you dug out my heart, when you married me, when you bid farewell to me, when you held an evil god ceremony and fought me..."

The stethoscope was silent for a long time: "He seems to be sad all the time."