I'm a god in the infinite game

On the way back, Spade was far behind Bai Liu. Bai Liu lowered his head and walked forward quickly. Whenever Spade tried to get close to him, he would say indifferently:

"Leave me alone and don't come over here."

So Spades stopped at a distance where only the back of Bai Liu could be seen clearly.

In the bustling crowd, two people were separated by distance, as if they were connected by an invisible bond, and a stream of laughing and noisy people passed between them.

This distance lasted until Bai Liu returned to school. Standing downstairs in the teaching building where the lights were turned off, he suddenly stopped and said in a steady voice, "I want to go to the classroom to get something, you go back to the dormitory first."

Spade was silent for a long time, and then he made a sound. He lowered his head and slowly turned around. From the path where he and Bai Liu went back together every night, he took three steps for a pause, and five steps for a turn. went back.

From the beginning to the end, Bai Liu never looked back at him.

Although the lights in the teaching building were turned off, there were no classrooms. Because it was a vacation period, Arbor Private High School would open the classrooms as study rooms until midnight, and students could study in them all the time.

Bai Liu went up the stairs, and he walked alone in the dark corridor, towards the classroom at the end.

After entering the classroom, Bai Liu? Without turning on the light, he walked to the front of his seat, propped himself on the table and sat down slowly, then stopped moving.

The paper on the desktop? There is only the last big question left. On the draft pad below, there is Bai Liu who is tired of doing the question and scribbled casually. On it are spades and him, Fang? All kinds of notebooks and snacks filled his drawer box? In the lower right corner of the box?, you can still touch the business card that the person left for him to ask for help.

His homework, notebooks, pens, and textbooks were kept in a neat and undamaged state from the time he left to when he returned, and no one dared to approach his seat easily.

——This? This is Bailiu's best state in 18 years.

It seems that everyone is working hard to create a good atmosphere, and wants Bai Liu to grow up in this good atmosphere, study, take the college entrance examination, and welcome the future he wants.

Bai Liu lowered his eyes slowly, he looked at the messy ball of puppy thread on the draft, and clenched his hands on the table.

Lu Yizhan's notes in his drawer box suddenly fell down, and the wish talisman for the top scorer in the college entrance examination slipped to the ground.

【Bai Liu, sister Dian and I? I want to talk to you about something. 】

Lu Yizhan scratched his head embarrassingly. He looked at Bai Liu expectantly, with a glint of hope in his eyes: [This? Isn't there nothing important recently, and the college entrance examination is coming again?Everything about the relationship is about to be settled, so I want to discuss with you what will happen after the college entrance examination. 】

[It doesn't matter? How did you do in the exam, no matter? Whether you want to repeat the exam or not, sister Dian and I will support you. You don't have to worry about money. Sister Dian and I were both college students at that time. I can afford you. 】

【I just want to ask you, after graduation, would you like to live with my little sister? 】

Bai Liu stared at Lu Yizhan with a strange look like you are talking nonsense again: 【Aren't you and Sister Dian married?Why do you want to live with me?Are you not afraid of others gossiping? 】

Lu Yizhan paused: [Because I don't want you to live outside alone, with no one to rely on. 】

【Sister Dian and I don’t care what other people say. We are seriously considering this matter. Sister Dian and I plan to save a sum of money to renovate the house after graduation. After the house is refurbished, let Are you coming? Come and live, I hope you live comfortably, don't you like horror games?Sister Dian specially came out from another room to play games for you. 】

Lu Yizhan smiled very gently: [From now on, as soon as you get off work, you can play games with them, and when I come back in the evening, I will cook for you. 】

【what do you think? 】

[Sister Dian and I will stay with you all the time, play games, eat, go to the hospital when you get sick, and we can take care of you at any time. 】

【In this way, when the third year of high school is over, you won't need to be alone anymore. 】

Next to the flickering freezer, Spade had an expression on Bai Liu's face that Bai Liu couldn't understand, and he looked more stable and stable. He stared straight at Bai Liu motionlessly, and said:

【Your time alone is coming to an end. 】

Lu Yizhan said: [Sister Dian and I will stay with you all the time. 】

Spades said: [I'm leaving. 】

Lu Yizhan said: 【In this way, after the third year of high school is over, you won't need to be alone anymore. 】

Spade said: [Before I leave, can you tell me that you like me? 】

Memories converged chaotically in Bai Liu's brain, and the different images were like that old freezer vending machine, flickering and cooling at the same time.

Bai Liu leaned down, and he lay on the desk, looking at the empty chair next to him. Spade often sat on it and looked at the chair where he was writing questions. It seemed that there were all kinds of emotions in it, and there were no emotions at all. , is a piece of calm deep sea.

He thought calmly.

Lu Yizhan and Fang Dian, spades, they represent two completely different life choices.

If you choose Lu Yizhan and Fang? Dian, Spades will disappear because he is no longer alone, but at the same time, he will get a normal, stable, and warm life. He has no doubts about Fang? The station will take care of him and play with him for the rest of his life.

The best thing Fang Dian and Lu Yizhan have ever got, they can't eat or use it, they will give it to Bai Liu, Bai Liu has no doubt that if he lives with them as Lu Yizhan said Together, we can indeed get a normal and happy life in the universal sense.

Someone will take care of you when you are sick, someone will accompany you when you play games, someone will cook for you when you eat, and someone will understand and resonate with you about all the happiness and unhappiness.

If spades are chosen...

If spades are not picked, it disappears.

Bai Liu's calm thinking has advanced to this point, and he got stuck for a while.

Spades, this monster is like a huge accident in Bai Liu's life, which is neither beautiful nor daily. He is dragged into an endless, unpredictable future.

— like a misplaced [anchor].

If he chooses spades, Bai Liu has a vague feeling that he might lead a completely different life from the present, full of terror, restlessness, and desire.

And 【alone? person】.

He has always maintained a spiritually withdrawn state, only spades can exist, and in the end, maybe neither Fang Dian nor Lu Yizhan can exist around him.

White Willow may need to be alone until death.

This is undoubtedly a very bad deal.

If he wants to choose spades, he will have to sacrifice his stable life built up by everyone around him for the first 18 years to touch this monster.

How stupid would it be to make such a choice.

Bai Liu packed up his things and got up to go back to the dormitory. When he passed by the toilet at the corner of the stairs, he keenly sensed that someone was following him, and he looked cold: "I didn't ask you to stay in the dormitory, don't follow me? Come……"

Hou Tong with red eyes slowly came out of the shadows, she was a little confused: "What is staying in the dormitory?"

Bai Liu stopped in time, and calmly changed the subject: "You are following me, what's the matter?"

Hou Tong bit her lower lip. She took a deep breath and mustered up the courage to say loudly: "I like you, Bai Liu!"

"I'd like to spend a million years talking to you about being in love at the age of 80! I'll play horror games with you every day, give you the best things, and let you live in a big house with me !"

"I will let you never go back to the classroom to pick up things like this, and I will accompany you. When your college entrance examination is over, I will take you to meet my parents. I told them? You many times, they love you!"

"I want to spend 6000 taels? Millions to be with you forever, until we are 80 years old." Hou Tong looked at Bai Liu with red eyes: "Are you willing?"

Bai Liu was silent for a long, long time. He looked at Hou Tong's eyes full of expectation and anxiety, and his breathing gradually eased.

With 6000 and two? million, choose between Lu Yizhan and Fang? Dian and spades, how stupid would it take to choose spades?

Bai Liu didn't know.

"Sorry." Bai Liu said calmly, "I have someone I want to be with forever."

—Maybe he is the kind of lunatic who would rather die alone than let go?