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Cheng Xun dragged his suitcase and walked out of the airport in a daze.

The full expectation and the freedom of dreams before coming here did not bring him too many surprises, and Cheng Xun felt strange when he really returned to the country where he grew up.

He didn't want to rely on Jiang's family anymore, but Jiang Yisheng even told him the flight information for this answer.

It's just an unlucky coincidence that Jiang Yisheng booked him a first-class ticket, while Answer company booked a business-class ticket.

It is not uncommon to sell celebrity flight information, and illegitimate fans cannot be eliminated. There are many girls holding aids or banners at the exit of the airport. At first glance, they are fans. They probably came to pick up Answer.

Cheng Xun bypassed the crowd and walked out with his head down and his suitcase in silence.

There were too many people at the scene, even if he wanted to find Lu Xingshu, he couldn't go there at this time.

One after another, screams and noises began to surround.

Cheng Xun covered his ears with his sleeve, and turned to look at the noisy place.

He only saw a lot of bodyguards in black clothes. As for the surrounded people, they couldn't see clearly from a distance.

Cheng Xun didn't recognize Lu Xingshu until they walked out of the encirclement of fans.

The tall, skinny boy had long faded from the youthfulness he had seen in high school, wearing a black mask and black hat, with only a pair of eyes exposed, but Cheng Xun could still recognize him.

Cheng Xun silently clenched his fingertips, his tinnitus rang again and again, and his head started to hurt again.

He forgot to take the medicine at noon, and he suffered retribution so soon.

In a blink of an eye, Lu Xingshu and the others had left the airport in a nanny car.

Tomorrow they will have a book signing event in City A, which happens to be the last time before the concert. Answer released a new song a while ago, and this period is really a period of soaring popularity.

The second concert since their debut will also be held in City A. The stadium is medium-sized, but according to their popularity, the pre-sale tickets are sold out as soon as they go online.

Tickets and everything have been solved for him.

Cheng Xun found a hotel to live in, and chose the one closest to the signing event venue.

Jiang Yisheng's message was sent at about the same time, but Cheng Xun didn't want to reply. After taking the medicine, he lay down on the bed and fell asleep. When he woke up, he realized that there were many missed calls.

Domestic mobile phone numbers and social tools are newly established, and the old contacts and contact methods have long since disappeared with the original mobile phone.

His amnesia is so severe that he can't even remember his mobile phone number, let alone others.

So Jiang Yisheng is the only one who will call him now.

Cheng Xun rubbed his eyes, his black and soft hair fell a little from his sleep, and he was still a little dazed.

The phone started beeping restlessly again, which annoyed him, so he finally answered it.

Jiang Yisheng: "Are you at the hotel?"

Cheng Xun: "Yes."

Jiang Yisheng: "Why don't you tell me I'm safe."

Cheng Xun looked at the clearly visible blood vessels on his wrist, and said absently, "...Fall asleep."

There was a moment of silence on the phone, and Jiang Yisheng changed the subject: "What should I do after the autograph session is over?"

This time it was Cheng Xun's turn to be silent, but the other party was obviously used to him and waited patiently for an answer.

"Look for him." Cheng Xun said weakly, "...the money hasn't been given to him yet."

Jiang Yisheng was a little powerless, but he couldn't bear to be harsh in the face of a patient's waywardness.

But if Cheng Xun really ran to his ex-boyfriend like this and said he would give him money, it would be shockingly nonsensical, and he was just waiting to be hated.

He can only use his own method to try to create some better and gentler ways, so as not to hurt his brother too ugly.

On the day of the signing, Cheng Xun set off directly with the DSLR that never left his body.

He didn't bring much luggage, so he didn't worry about leaving it in the hotel.

In fact, there is still some time before the signing will start, after all, the official activities only start in the afternoon.

Cheng Xun went to a nearby convenience store and bought rice balls and milk for lunch, and then took his medicine with mineral water.

It will be troublesome if you don't take your medicine on time.

After Cheng Xun entered the arena, he found his seat according to the seat number on the ticket. He was a little behind, but he didn't care.

The host first activated the atmosphere, and then the members of the group appeared.

Cheng Xun grabbed the camera nervously, but his hands were trembling.

The fans were very enthusiastic and each prepared a lot of small gifts.At this moment, Cheng Xun realized that he didn't seem to have prepared anything, and only brought the newly bought EP.

There were five people on the stage, but there was only one person in Cheng Xun's camera, the zoomed-in Lu Xingshu.

The look he made today is very eye-catching.His hair was dyed a deep chestnut, with just the right amount of hair in front of his forehead, and he wore a pair of glasses with no lenses and gold wire rims, and there were metal chains hanging from the sides.

It's too salty, but it looks like...a gentle scum.

Cheng Xun couldn't help shaking his hands again, and the camera screen began to shake. In desperation, he could only give up the video mode and focus on taking pictures.

When queuing up to sign, Cheng Xun felt a little uneasy. He made a disguise today, wearing a black baseball cap, a black mask, and a black hoodie. It is easy to be ignored in the fan base.

They lined up one by one, and the members signed in one by one. Lu Xingshu was in the penultimate position.

Idol will also chat with fans during signings, but Cheng Xun only has Lu Xingshu in his eyes, and doesn't particularly care about other members.

Maybe it's because there are not many male fans of answer, but Cheng Xun is quite obvious among this group of young girls.

City A also has the largest number of fans, probably because this is the last stop, and everyone is trying their best to have a few more words with their idols, but the indifferent fans like Cheng Xun who shake hands and sign and leave seem to out of place.

Only one person was left before Lu Xingshu.

Cheng Xun clearly stood in front of Ji Yan, but unconsciously looked at Lu Xingshu.

The considerate young man in front of him seemed to have noticed this too, he pursed his lips and smiled, and said, "We'll be at Chilu soon, don't worry~"

Cheng Xun was stunned for a moment, and later realized that he was talking to himself, so he responded indiscriminately and then evaded it perfunctorily.

Although Lu Xingshu is very salty and doesn't like to laugh, if fans talk to him, he still has questions to answer.

Cheng Xun walked up to him with his head down. It took courage even to hand over the album. The boy's slender and beautiful fingers were in front of his eyes, and he quickly signed it.

And then there's the handshake...

Cheng Xun stared blankly at the signature, but didn't reach out in time. His weird silence also aroused the dissatisfaction of the fans behind him.

In a panic, he reached out and raised his hand in front of Lu Xingshu.

The cold and silent idol in front of him calmly held his hand.

He lowered his head, he raised his eyes.

The lines of sight intersect inexplicably.

Cheng Xun's eyes widened suddenly, his heart beat fast, and his brain was full of chaos.

Lu Xingshu stared at him, stared into his eyes, while their hands were still intertwined.

The girl behind reminded Cheng Xun in a low voice again, he quickly withdrew his hand, took the album and ran away under Lu Xingshu's gaze.

Even accidentally skipped the last member's handshake and signing.

Being so close to Lu Xingshu, Cheng Xun actually felt scared.

The moment their eyes met, he had an illusion that Lu Xingshu had already recognized who he was.

But now that he has become like this, he is so thin and ugly that he has not seen him for so many years, how could he recognize him at a glance.

It's probably just his hallucination, it's common to see idols from the standpoint of a fan, to be passionate.

If Cheng Xun joined the fan group, he would probably be able to see someone taking a picture of him jumping the lottery. After all, it's normal for this kind of behavior to be scolded, even if he didn't mean it.

This incident served as a trigger, and it also triggered a quarrel between answer fans and group fans. Cheng Xun accidentally skipped the leader. The popularity in the group has always been weak, but it is still the first to be signed by someone like this. Second-rate.

Fortunately, it was only from the back, and he was fully armed and dressed like a paparazzi that day, at least he would not be recognized by anyone.

After Cheng Xun received the concert tickets, he left the hotel, took a taxi and changed to a five-star hotel closer to the stadium.

He exported all the photos and videos he took during the signing event and saved them in his computer. He didn't plan to post them online. He just wanted to keep everything about Lu Xingshu for himself.

The gymnasium, large enough to accommodate thousands of people, was packed. Cheng Xun's tickets were bought by Jiang Yisheng from scalpers. The location was excellent and the price was extremely expensive.

Before entering the arena, he adjusted the settings of the DSLR, and turned off the flashlight, so as not to be chased out by the security guards.

They sang all the songs since their debut, singing and dancing, lyrical, noisy, and gentle melodies spread in the gymnasium.

Cheng Xun looked at him on the stage, close in front of him, but separated by the Milky Way.

The distance in the camera is close at hand, but the distance in reality is untouchable.

Cheng Xun wanted to cry inexplicably, sadness filled his heart, but the tears couldn't help but fall down.It just so happened that they were singing a sad love song, and there was enough reason to cry.

He was shining on the shining stage, while Cheng Xun stood silently in the dark auditorium, feeling cold all over.

It turns out that the loss of this feeling can also be materialized.

The concert is over.

Cheng Xun felt that the part of himself as a fan seemed to be taken out of his body and sacrificed to the shining idol on the stage.

All that is left is endless sadness and bitterness.

Jiang Yisheng asked him what he planned to do after watching the concert, but Cheng Xun himself didn't know.

With his current situation, it was impossible for him to get close to Lu Xingshu. Without relying on the Jiang family, he couldn't even get a single bit of information.

Cheng Xun stared blankly at the healed scar on his wrist. It was not so obvious anymore. After wearing a wristband to cover it up for a long time, that piece of skin was whiter than the rest.

Ugly and mottled evidence of suicide.

Cheng Xun wanted to visit grandma, but he didn't even know where grandma was in the nursing home.

If you want to get close to Lu Xingshu, you will only be treated as a fanatic.

He pinched his phone blankly, fell powerlessly on the hotel bed, and lay motionless for a long time with his eyes open.

In the end, he decided to go back to S City.

He suddenly wanted to see what the town he had lived in for so long had become.

Things are different, but they are close to the nostalgia.

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