The lure of rebirth

Cheng Jun forgot how he and Shi Shaohua met, but he remembered every detail of the two of them being together, occasionally quarreling, but also sweet.

In seven years, more than 500 days and nights, he loved Shi Shaohua to the bottom of his heart, such a man who was incomprehensible, but he was fascinated.

He didn't know what he did wrong to make Shi Shaohua so cruel, when he thought the two of them would be happy for a lifetime.What Shi Shaohua did made him feel that he was acting a one-man show all along.

hate it?Cheng Jun asked himself, do you complain?Cheng Jun continued to ask himself, but there was no answer. He loved Shi Shaohua so much that he couldn't hate or complain.

Jinlan and the others said that it will be fine after a while, but she is just not used to it, Cheng Jun smiled, is she not used to it?Is time really all it takes?

Shi Shaohua stares at him when he is shy, his emotional expression when he caters to his desires, his serious and focused expression when cooking, his occasionally absent-minded eyes when watching TV...all of them make him crazy, crazy, and addicted to it Don't want to wake up.

Never knew that Shi Shaohua had such a hard heart, looking at himself and saying that it was his wedding invitation and photo, Cheng Jun wanted to laugh, but the smiling woman in the photo blinded his eyes.

He told Shi Shaohua to go away, and took his own things to leave the home that belonged to them before, but only he knew that his words were insincere. He hoped that Shi Shaohua would admit his mistake, and then they would live their lives well, and he could forget Shi Shaohua's betray.

Shi Shaohua left, Cheng Jun looked at the big room with only himself, and finally cried.

He scolded Shi Shaohua as a wolf-hearted dog, did he treat him badly?She took care of him like an ancestor, and was reluctant to let him suffer a little bit of grievance.

For seven full years, even a rock should be warmed up and melted, but why couldn't he cover Shi Shaohua's heart?

Is it really like what Jinlan said, because he was too kind to him, that's why he trampled on his love for him and made himself suffer.

Cheng Jun knows that he should learn to forget, forget his love for Shi Shaohua, forget about Shi Shaohua, he knows that for him now, attachment is poison and will slowly corrode himself, but he forgot No, how could it be so simple to forget and forget? In seven years, what he gave was not only his own heart, but also the youth that he could never get back.

At that moment, Cheng Jun knew that love is actually drinking poisonous wine with a smile, and his poisonous wine was poured into his body and soul by Shi Shaohua little by little.

If he came out to mess around, he would pay it back one day. He still remembered that one of his lovers had said this. At that time, he hadn't known Shi Shaohua yet, and he was still the playful Cheng Jun.

If he was allowed to choose now, would he still want to know Shi Shaohua? Cheng Jun knew that he was willing. Look, he was already hopeless. From the day he met Shi Shaohua, there was no such free and easy Cheng Jun in the world.

After a year, he saw Shi Shaohua again, he still looked the same, he didn't look changed at all, the one with him was Shi Shaohua's wife, the woman who made him jealous to the point of madness, the woman pulled Shi Shaohua's arm, smiled I was very happy. The last time I saw her, she still had a big belly. Looking at it now, she must have given birth to a son safely.

Sitting in the car, Cheng Jun looked at the smiling and happy two people from a short distance away. Cheng Jun knew that he should let go, he had been stupid for two years, and it was time to give up.

At this moment, Cheng Jun knew the distance between himself and Shi Shaohua.Facing Shi Shaohua, Cheng Jun said silently, "Goodbye, the one I love."

Recently, Cheng Jun is very troubled. He doesn’t know when a follower has stuck to his buttocks. No matter how he drives him away and threatens him not to follow him, he always has a smile on his face, and the whole thing is a rogue. , is stickier than three-second glue.

"Don't you even have to go to work?" Cheng Jun stared at the scoundrel in front of him.

Yue Qing smiled and sat next to Cheng Jun, "No, my job now is to pull you into my bed, and then..."

Yue Qing looked at Cheng Jun with an expression that you understand.

Cheng Jun hated his teeth itching, controlling his emotions, not letting himself get angry in front of so many people, he said every word, full of gnashing of teeth, "You...now...now...immediately...give... I... get lost..."

Yue Qing raised his hands, "Oh, I see, you are afraid that if I keep pestering you, then you will fall in love with me, right? I've said it all, I fell in love with you at first sight, goodbye, so don't worry, I I won’t abandon you like that gorgeous one, I will love you very much, en,” she swore as if she promised.

Cheng Jun mentioned to Yue Qing again and again that Shi Shaohua was immune, and when he heard Yue Qing say that, he ignored the scoundrel and continued with his work.

However, Yue Qing made an inch of it, and rubbed in front of Cheng Jun, "Honey, I've been chasing you for half a year, when did you agree to be with me?"

Honey, this is what Cheng Jun hates Yue Qing the most. He still remembers when he saw Yue Qing for the first time, Yue Qing stood in front of him and said with a smile on his face, honey, I have my eyes on you , to be with you.

God knows how many people that rascal has called darling, and he doesn't know how many darlings he is.

Cheng Jun didn't raise his head, "Give up, I won't be with someone like you!"

Hearing Cheng Jun's words, Yue Qing refused, "What do you call a person like me? I haven't committed any crimes or murdered or robbed. You can't look at me like that. He loves you so much!" Said in a greasy voice.

Cheng Jun's heart trembled, and he said with horror, "I beg you, please go, I still have to work."

Yue Qing was a little reluctant, "Okay then, but you have to treat me to dinner tonight."

Cheng Jun had no choice but to agree. If he didn't agree, he wouldn't be able to go to work today. After half a year, he knew enough about that scoundrel Yue Qing.

Only then did Yue Qing leave with a smile on his face. Looking at Yue Qing's back, Cheng Jun sighed. Can he still love someone now?To be honest, he was a little scared, his heart could no longer bear that kind of blow.

Although Yue Qing looked like he was playing, Cheng Jun knew that Yue Qing was sincere to him, he was actually very kind to him, he knew all this, but could he really love again?Falling in love with someone with a completely different personality from Shi Shaohua.

Cheng Jun is still with Yue Qing, facing Yue Qing like that, Cheng Jun is willing to try.

Yue Qing is very good, even though he often makes people laugh and cry after being with him, he is very careful, and Yue Qing will help him deal with some things that he didn't notice.

Yue Qing always said that he has known Cheng Jun for a long time, and has fallen in love with Cheng Jun since a long time ago.

Every time Cheng Jun smiled, not taking it seriously, in fact, he can't blame Cheng Jun, at that time, Cheng Jun only had Shi Shaohua in his eyes, how could he see Yue Qing hiding in the corner, besides, Yue Qing changed too much, When he just came back from abroad, even his good buddies almost didn't recognize him.

Cheng Jun only found out once when he followed Yue Qing to drink with some of Yue Qing's buddies.

One of them named Tianchen was drunk and insisted on pulling Cheng Jun to talk about Yue Qing's past.

"Let me tell you, in fact, that kid Yue Qing used to be quite introverted, you don't know, he actually fell in love with you in his sophomore year, but at that time he was timid and didn't dare to chase you, then you There was that guy named Shaohua, he almost went crazy at that time, he always told us that he missed you because he didn’t take the initiative, and he went abroad because he didn’t want to face that guy named Shaohua.”

"Now that you are together, I am very happy for him. I have never seen him smile like this in so many years."

Hearing what Tianchen said, Cheng Jun turned his head to look at Yue Qing, he really had a nice smile, which made people feel warm and sunny.

"So, treat him well, he loves you very much, and will never do anything wrong to you," Tian Chen instructed Cheng Jun earnestly.

Cheng Jun smiled, "I know."

Since then, Cheng Jun has really accepted Yue Qing as his lover, the person who has loved him for so many years, he is willing to believe.

"What are you doing?" Cheng Jun looked at Yue Qing who was lying on the ground, and scolded with a smile.

"Oh, it's okay, I'm looking for something," Yue Qing replied to Cheng Jun without raising his head.

The doorbell rang, and Yue Qing said, "I'm busy, you go and open the door."

Cheng Jun stared at the man lying on the ground, then turned to open the door.

"What are you doing here? Is there something wrong?" Cheng Jun looked at Shi Shaohua expressionlessly.

"Can you go in and talk?" Shi Shaohua asked.

"Let's talk about something here, it's not convenient inside." Cheng Jun didn't intend to invite Shi Shaohua in.

Shi Shaohua hesitated to speak, with an embarrassed expression on his face, "Cheng Jun, Li Na and I are divorced."

Cheng Jun was stunned for a moment, then laughed, "You don't need to report to me because you divorced your wife, I'm not interested in knowing about you."

Shi Shaohua blushed, "Well, now the family won't force me to get married anymore, and I have a son..."

Cheng Jun finally understood what Shi Shaohua meant, and looked at Shi Shaohua in disbelief, is Cheng Jun that cheap?Could it be that in Shi Shaohua's eyes, he is the kind of person who throws away whatever he wants?

For the first time, Cheng Jun doubted his original vision.

Yue Qing found the things he bought two days ago and planned to give to Cheng Jun. After waiting for a long time, Cheng Jun did not come in, so he couldn't help walking towards the gate.

Cheng Jun blocked the door, so Yue Qing didn't see Shi Shaohua.

"Who is here? Why don't you invite someone to come in first?"

Yue Qing pulled away Cheng Jun who was blocking the door and looked towards the gate. When he saw the person at the gate, he wanted to give himself two slaps instantly.

Crow mouth, please fart, the door should be closed.

Shi Shaohua looked at the person standing beside Cheng Jun, although he thought of the relationship between the two, he still looked at Cheng Jun in a self-deceiving manner, "Who is he?"

Before Cheng Jun could speak, Yue Qing answered Shi Shaohua with a smile.

Pulling Cheng Jun's face, Yue Qing kissed him fiercely, and looked at Shi Shaohua provocatively, "Let me introduce myself, my name is Yue Qing, and I am Cheng Jun's dear friend."

Shi Shaohua seemed to be the one who was betrayed, looking at Cheng Jun sadly, "Really?"

Cheng Jun no longer looks at Shi Shaohua like that, Shi Shaohua has changed too much, making him very strange, "Yes, he is my lover."

Hearing Cheng Jun's acknowledgment, Yue Qing grinned stupidly, looked at Shi Shaohua arrogantly, "Did you hear that, if you have nothing to do, you can go." After speaking, he pulled Cheng Jun into the door, ignoring Shi Shaohua who was standing at the door.

After entering the door, Cheng Jun explained to Yue Qing, for fear that Yue Qing, a jealous ghost, would be jealous, "I didn't know he came."

Yue Qing smiled, "I believe in you."

In one sentence, Cheng Jun almost cried.

Yue Qing took out the box in his pocket and handed it to Cheng Jun, "Cheng Jun, let's never part, okay?"

Cheng Jun took the thing and opened it. It was a platinum ring with ordinary decoration. He took out the ring inside, Cheng Jun put it on for himself, and said, "Okay."

"Hey, why did you bring it yourself? That's my business." Yue Qing was angry.

Cheng Jun held out his hand to Yue Qing, "Then you take it, I don't want it anymore."

Yue Qing smiled immediately, "Hehe, I'm going to cook, you should be busy." Turning around, he walked quickly.

Cheng Jun said to Yue Qing's back, "Fool."

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