The lure of rebirth

The fog gradually dissipated, the sky in the east had a little red light, and the clouds next to it were also dyed slightly pink. Slowly, the sun poked its head out, revealing it little by little, followed by a piece of white fish The belly turned into a big red orange that was cut in half. Finally, the sun emerged from behind the gray mountain top. The warmth of its first few rays communicated with the coolness of the night that was about to disappear, which made people feel a sense of urgency. A sweet weariness.

Xiao Bai opened the curtains to see such a beautiful scenery, the sky was still a little bit dark, the sunlight at this time was quiet and elegant, without that kind of noisy atmosphere, it made people feel calm, relaxed and happy, and comfortable from the bottom of their hearts.

"Well, why did you get up so early?" Gu Yan saw Xiao Bai standing by the floor-to-ceiling window in a daze, and she didn't wake up at all.

Hearing Gu Yan's rarely confused voice, Xiao Bai smiled, turned around and said, "I woke up when I couldn't sleep, it's still early, you should sleep a little longer."

With a grunt, Gu Yan pulled the quilt to the top of her head, fumbled to take Xiao Bai's pillow and hugged it in her arms, and continued to sleep.

Xiao Bai couldn't help laughing, Gu Yan had said this to himself many times, but it was useless.

Xiao Bai controlled his footsteps, left the bedroom, went downstairs to check that it was still early, so he didn't make breakfast, Gu Yan was tired last night, and Gu Yan will definitely not be able to wake up this morning.

Thinking of what Gu Yan told him about Wu Yiyi last night, Xiao Bai called Wu Yiyi, intending to ask Wu Yiyi when she would go to the United States to obtain a certificate.

Wu Yiyi also seemed to have just woken up, and her voice was still a little hoarse. Through the mobile phone, Xiao Bai heard Tong Zhiyuan's child crying.

Xiao Bai had never taken care of a child, so naturally he didn't know that it was normal for a child to cry early in the morning, and his voice was urgent, "What's wrong with the child? Is he sick? Why are you crying?" Xiao Bai asked several questions in succession, which made Wu Yiyi Some can't laugh or cry.

"Hehe, it's okay. The child cried when he didn't wake up. It will be fine later."

Only then did Xiao Bai feel relieved, and asked Wu Yiyi about the matter, "You called the day before yesterday and said that you were going to collect the certificate with Tong Ke, why haven't you gone?"

Wu Yiyi instructed Tong Ke to hold the baby, wanting to calm down her precious son, when she heard Xiao Bai's words, she smiled, "I'll go in two days, the ticket has already been booked, and the plane the day after tomorrow has received a certificate." We'll be right back."

Thinking of Tong Ke's huge family, Xiao Bai was still a little worried, "What does the Tong family say?"

To be honest, Wu Yiyi didn't like Tong Ke's family very much. At that time, they lied to her and made her suffer so much. But anyway, they were Tong Ke's relatives, so Wu Yiyi was willing to forgive and accept. .

But her willingness to forgive the Tong family's actions does not mean that the Tong family is willing to accept her as a woman who has no family background, no ability, and no ability. This is also the reason why she has not received a certificate.

Sighing, Wu Yiyi said, "Tong Ke asked me to leave Tong's house alone. It was Tong Ke's intention to hold the wedding in the capital this time."

Only then did Xiao Bai laugh, and told Wu Yiyi, "Since Tong Ke said so, then don't worry about it, and be your bride properly."

Wu Yiyi should be, rubbing her belly, wanting to tell Xiao Bai the good news, but after thinking about it, she still didn't say anything, to give Xiao Bai a surprise when the time comes.

When Wu Yiyi hung up the phone, Tong Ke hurriedly handed Tong Zhiyuan in her arms to Wu Yiyi, and heaved a sigh of relief, it was really a little devil.

Wu Yiyi carried Tong Zhiyuan to the bedroom, intending to let Tong Zhiyuan sleep for a while. Tong Ke followed Wu Yiyi and asked, "Honey, didn't you tell elder brother about that?" Since that night, Tong Ke So he changed Xiao Bai's address to Big Brother.

Wu Yiyi smiled, with a happy expression, "No, I plan to give him a surprise then." Put the child on the bed, and then looked at Tong Ke, "But don't be reluctant when the time comes, we have agreed .”

Tong Ke shook her head and promised, "No, absolutely not, I'm afraid of one, and I'll collapse if another one comes."

Xiao Bai was lying on the sofa, his head was empty, his eyes were watching the TV, and suddenly he remembered something, Xiao Bai got up and walked upstairs.

From the study, he found something he hadn't touched for a long time, opened the box, Xiao Bai found out those photos, and looked at the words on the back.

"I still remember the first time I saw you, I saw you angry from far away, you know, in fact, at that time, I was not angry at all, your silly look is very funny. "

"What happened in the summer camp year is the most memorable for me. The moment you fell, I knew that my whole life was handed over."

"Hehe, your first kiss is long gone. Do you still remember that time? When we were juniors, the two of us lived in the same dormitory. You always complained that there were too many mosquitoes at night, and they only bit your mouth. Now I understand Come on!"

"Xiao Bai, I love you, really, it's only once in this life, sometimes I complain and hate, but seeing you pretending to be stupid, I have nothing but helplessness, we both pretend to be confused with understanding, I Keep telling yourself, you are really stupid, it's not that you don't want to accept my feelings, Xiao Bai, can you love me?"

"The scenery in Holland is beautiful, Xiao Bai, I'm going back, and you still haven't come for half a month, do you know why I always want to come to Holland? Actually, I don't want to come to Holland, but I want to go there with you According to legend, as long as lovers who love each other write their names and bury them under the tree, they will live happily ever after. However, is it because you don’t love, so in the end, I still didn’t make it, Xiao Bai , love me, okay?"

This is not the first time I see these words, but every time I take them out, I still feel pain in my heart. At that time, he and Meng Jinlan were not together, and the Dutch promise that Meng Jinlan promised did not fulfill the promise. The words written on the photo, If it wasn't for Meng Jinlan's death, he knew that with Meng Jinlan's temper, he would never let him see it. It was Meng Jinlan's unrequited love for Xiao Bai, a sad but sweet unrequited love.

Xiao Bai suddenly remembered that he had promised Meng Jinlan that as long as he came back, he would accompany him to Holland, find that tree, write their names on it, and bury it under the tree that is said to bless lovers to grow old forever .

Thinking of this in his heart, he couldn't wait any longer, so he decided to take Gu Yan to the Netherlands while Wu Yiyi and Tong Ke were going to the United States. They had agreed to go together several years ago, but in the end he missed the appointment.

Xiao Bai and Gu Yan still went to Amsterdam in the Netherlands. This time Xiao Bai found a tour guide, who was from Amsterdam. For this middle-aged man, he was familiar with every place in Amsterdam.

Walking in Amsterdam, the rich history, rich culture, outstanding art, and free atmosphere...all of them made Xiao Bai and Gu Yan sigh...Although they stayed in Amsterdam for a short time, they walked on the street One lap is enough to make them fall in love with this beautiful city instantly.

The altitude of Amsterdam is low, and some places are lower than sea level, so the rivers and canals here are criss-crossed and the waterways are intertwined, so it is called "Northern Venice".

It is vividly displayed on the winding canals in the city, in the exquisite buildings in the streets and alleys, in the wonderful life in the streets and alleys, and in the exquisite art in various museums.

The middle-aged uncle walked in front to lead the way for the two of them, Xiao Bai held Gu Yan's hand all the way, and never let go, walking here, they can have no scruples, no one will care about the two men holding hands, even if they pay attention, It is also because of the handsome faces of the two men that they can only sigh at the beauty of the people. Homosexuality is accepted here, and people will not be regarded as monsters like their countries, and they will look at them with strange eyes.

Gu Yan was in a very good mood. He never thought that he could come here with the person he loves in his lifetime. Xiao Bai suddenly said that he would come to the Netherlands that day. He thought Xiao Bai was just talking and didn't take it seriously. The next day Xiao Bai packed his things and dragged him to the airport.

"How is it, isn't it beautiful?" Xiao Bai pointed to the small river on one side and asked Gu Yan.

Gu Yan turned her head and looked, it is really beautiful, the lake is crystal clear, there will be a small boat not far away, plus the big trees growing on both sides, it is really beautiful, it cannot be expressed in words beauty of.

At this time, the middle-aged tour guides who were walking in front, that is, Lance and Van Nistelrooy, just turned around, looked at the two people looking at the river without blinking and couldn't help laughing, strode to the two people, Lens and Ruud van Nistelrooy spoke, full of pride, "This is my favorite river since I was a child. Looks good!"

Gu Yan smiled, the tone of Lens and Ruud van Nistelrooy sounded like a child asking for credit, he was really a cute middle-aged uncle.

Xiao Bai also smiled, looked at the tall Lens and Ruud van Nistelrooy in front of him, and nodded earnestly, "En, very beautiful." Xiao Bai also gave a thumbs up as he spoke, expressing that he was really beautiful.

Sensing that the two really liked this place, Lens and Ruud van Nistelrooy were very happy and laughed heartily.

Another day passed, Gu Yan and Xiao Bai followed Lance back to their place of residence in the afternoon.

Instead of staying in a hotel, they stayed at Lenz's house, and they were both very happy with that.

Although the house in front of me looks old, it is still beautiful. Due to the special geography, in order to prevent subsidence, almost all the buildings here are laid with black asphalt wooden piles.After hundreds of years of wind and rain, many buildings are still full of elegant and atmospheric charm. Most of the small three-story and four-story buildings in the city are painted in various colors, which are very eye-catching.The doorways of the buildings are all narrow and narrow, and some of them can only be entered and exited by one person.

There was a strange law in this place in ancient times. The bigger the door, the more tax to pay. The helpless people had to make the door as small as possible, but made the windows bigger. Furniture and other things were hoisted in and out through the windows. At the top, there are several iron hooks protruding out to fix the ropes used for lifting objects. Lens and Van Nistelrooy also laughed when they told them about this, lamenting the thoughts of people at that time.

Gu Yan and Xiao Bai live in such a place, full of antique scenery and everything, old but naturally beautiful house.

I went to a lot of places today, I didn't know when I turned around, my legs were so sore when I stopped, Gu Yan lay on the bed, Xiao Bai sat beside someone and massaged his thighs.

Gu Yan had a comfortable expression, like a cat being stroked by its owner, obediently letting the owner stroke it.

"Would you like to eat something later?" Xiao Bai said, the two of them stopped and stopped along the way today, and when they saw delicious food, they would sit down and taste the local food, naturally they ate a lot.

Gu Yan shook her head, turned her head slightly and glanced at Xiao Bai, "I ate so much today, I still eat."

Xiao Bai couldn't help laughing when he heard this, Gu Yan is also quite cute sometimes.

"Oh, by the way, where are you going tomorrow?" Gu Yan suddenly asked.

Xiao Bai thought for a while, "Lance said that he seems to be going to the Aishman Flower Auction Market."

Gu Yan does know that place. The Aishman Flower Auction Market is the largest flower auction market in the world. I heard that countless flowers are auctioned every year. The flowers inside are all the best varieties from all over the world. Thinking of this, Gu Yan is also a little moved. He and Xiao Bai are now living in the old house of the Xiao family. The yard is huge, but nothing has been planted. Since they have all come, they naturally want to get something back.

Turning to ask Xiao Bai what he meant, "Do you think we should get some back?"

Xiao Bai naturally agreed, "Well, it's up to you, you can make as much as you want, I have no opinion."

Xiao Bai simply went to bed as he said that, he was tired all day, and he had to get up early tomorrow, so he should go to bed early.

In a strange city, the two feel more relaxed. Here, they are just a pair of ordinary lovers, without the disdain and disgusting homosexuality that those people try to hide but still see in their eyes. look.

The next day, the two followed Lance to the Aishman flower auction market. Clusters of bright flowers gathered under the leaves, like countless butterflies, slightly spread their wings, stopped in the air, and stood still. It is so beautiful that it cannot be expressed in words. At a glance, there are colorful flowers, and you can even smell a sweet smell when you are inside.

Gu Yan chose some flowers that were easier to feed. The two big men are not proficient in these things, so naturally those flowers that are more comfortable to survive are better.

Lance is a very humorous man who knows a lot of things. Every time he saw a kind of flower, he would tell a story to the two of them. Xiao Bai and Gu Yan listened carefully, and the three of them laughed when they got confused.

It was another day in a blink of an eye, and their last stop was naturally the purpose of this visit to the Netherlands.

Marken was a small fishing village a long time ago. Rows of green wooden houses and lace curtains hanging by the windows look interesting. You can see unique traditional Dutch clothing in Marken. Marken is a quite peaceful town. village.A piece of bright green wooden buildings, clear glass windows and white lace curtains decorate this small village very cutely.

It was a tall tree with a round branch cover, covered with black and green leaves, and a bunch of white and yellow flowers, exuding a delicate fragrance, like a natural big tent, Covering the western sun, Xiao Bai and Gu Yan looked at it in a daze, it was really beautiful, that tree looked old, but still stood tall and straight, people couldn't help but look at it , unwilling to look away.

"No one knows the age of this tree. It has been like this since people noticed it. After so many years, it hasn't changed at all. I don't know when it started. The lovers here will write the names of both parties. It’s best to bury it under the root of the tree, and hope that their relationship can be like this tree for ten years and never change.” Lenz and Ruud van Nistelrooy spoke softly, sighing in tone.

This tree has no story, but anyone who sees it can feel the story. It has been standing here, watching the changes of the times, watching the joys and sorrows, the flowers blooming and falling, the tides rising and falling...Three generations of reincarnation, who Who will you wait for?There is love in the world of mortals, who will never leave for whom?In the prosperous and flashy world, who will be lonely for whom?Allure fireworks, who is who?The flowers bloom and the tea leaves, who's meddling in loneliness?Lonely years, where is the end of the world?Countless lovers standing here have their own different stories, they also have partings, and they also have their own horizons, but they all have only one wish, I hope they will last forever and share the joys and joys of thousands of miles.

Xiao Bai grabbed Gu Yan's hand, knelt down, and faced the big tree, no matter whether it really could bless them to grow old together, they were willing to believe that as long as they worked hard, as long as they loved with their hearts, they would be able to live together forever together.

The two put their palms together and prayed with their eyes closed.

Time has taught me how much time can stand the waiting. Many people leave before they can say goodbye, and many things are past before they can do them. Time has taught me that there will always be a heart-warming encounter .There will always be someone who will teach you how to love and become the most important existence in your life... Jinlan, thank you for teaching me how to love and letting me know that if you love, please love deeply.

I think, if, in this life, I have not met you, I will still be the same me, supercilious, without emotion, accustomed to standing under the stars, holding a glass of red wine, and occasionally sipping lightly.I don't understand that there is still such a kind of love in this world that can make people live and die together, and I don't understand that in this life, I will meet such a you who makes me fall in love for the rest of my life, makes me fascinated for the rest of my life, and makes me reluctant , I can’t lose it, if I have never met in life, I will not believe it, there is a kind of person who can never get tired of seeing it, and there is a kind of person who feels warm when I think of it... Xiao Bai, the luckiest thing in this life is to be able to be in the vast sea of ​​people Meet and get to know each other and fall in love with you.

Think about it, watch the long stream of water with you, bit by bit, without end... Jinlan, I would like to hold my hand and grow old together.

Looking back at the road we have traveled and the promises we have made, it seems like a lifetime away.That period of sweetness, those painful partings, those heartbreaking... All happiness is very simple, Xiao Bai, I would like to be simple with you until we grow old.

The happiest thing is to hold your hand and never let go, to support each other until we grow old...Jinlan, from now on, don't leave me, don't scare me again.

Whenever I feel cold, you will hold my hand tightly and warm it for me. Whenever I am sad and painful, you always hold me tightly in your arms and tell me, Jinlan, there is I'm in... Xiao Bai, this is the life I want - to live in peace.

The two made the most sincere promise, opened their eyes, Xiao Bai looked at Gu Yan, and Gu Yan just happened to look over, and their eyes met. At that moment, time seemed to stand still, and only Xiao Bai and Gu Yan were left in the world. Yan, they are each other's world, the most important existence.

Xiao Bai smiled, put his right hand into his pocket, and took out the thing he bought a long time ago.

Opening the box, there were two men's rings. They were very ordinary platinum rings, but they were custom-made by Xiao Bai. The names of two people were engraved inside. .

Xiao Bai raised his head and looked at Gu Yan seriously, "Jin Lan, if you will lose a lot of things in the future, will you still be with me?"

Gu Yan smiled, and questioned Xiao Bai, "Xiao Bai, you won't have children with me, and I won't take care of you like a woman, we can't get married, and we can't let others know about our relationship...you still Would you like to be with me?"

Xiao Bai replied without thinking, "As long as I don't lose you, I'm willing."

Gu Yan also smiled, "Me too, as long as I don't lose you."

Xiao Bai thought in his heart that he was stupid for asking this stupid question, but when it comes to feelings, no matter a woman or a man, they will be uncertain.

Taking out Gu Yan's ring, Xiao Bai pulled Gu Yan's left hand, as if doing a sacred thing, and put the ring on Gu Yan's ring finger.

Gu Yan did the same, putting the ring on Xiao Bai's ring finger.

It is said that there is a blood vessel in the ring finger of the left hand that directly connects with the heart, so the couple must wear the wedding ring on the ring finger of the other hand. They are not husband and wife, there is no wedding, there is no blessing from their parents, and they are not even accepted by the world and cannot exist in the sun. However, they would still say that meeting him was the luckiest thing in his life.

The pair of lovers knelt there. He didn't know the story of the two, but their expressions and eyes let him know that they were a couple who could really be happy. At this moment, Lance and Van Nistelrooy prayed Let the two of them live happily ever after.

After writing their names, the two of them buried under the tree together, then got up, Xiao Bai took Gu Yan's hand, and said softly, "Go home tomorrow, I want to go back."

Gu Yan smiled and nodded, "Okay" No matter where it is good or not, it will always be their home and have their friends.

Then the three turned around and left, leaving the big tree standing there alone, watching them, as if they heard their heartfelt voices, and blessed them.

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