Crows in the world are as black

Wu Moxuan thought of many kinds of replies, but never thought that Zhao Mingxu would answer her like this.She guessed that Zhao Mingxu intended to clear up the crimes of the past, and only wanted to admit his guilt towards the deceased.

Is there anything more absurd than this in the world?

Wu Moxuan's face was pale, his head felt numb and astringent one after another, he was really extremely angry.Her heart was cold, and she thought over and over in her mind: such a person, why is such a person my biological father.

Zhao Mingxu covered his lips and coughed a few times heavily, the servants on the left and right immediately stepped forward, wiped the blood on his palms and mouth corners for him, and rinsed his mouth with clean water.Zhao Mingxu raised his expression slightly, and said: "I bought the longevity lock back then, it was indeed for my unborn child. At that time we were running for our lives, and no one knew when we would part, so I bought the lock. The Longevity Lock, engraved with the words 'Zhao' and 'Year' and 'Month' first, and handed it over to her. We named the child Zhao Xuan..." He raised his finger and sketched in the void, with a dignified manner, as if his strength penetrated the back of the paper, "If it's a boy, use the xuanyu xuan, if it's a girl, use the day lily xuan. No matter how the two of us end up, I only hope that child will be as good as jade and live in peace and happiness."

Wu Moxuan said: "The words on the silver lock are the day lilies." The name she deliberately forgot was Zhao Xuan, as Zhao Mingxu said.

Zhao Mingxu lowered his palms and said, "That's right, what she gave birth to later was a girl."

Wu Moxuan's voice raised slightly: "The hairpin she used to engrave letters at that time almost pierced into her heart. In those days, when the depression in her heart was hard to dispel, she rubbed the writing on the silver lock over and over again, muttering Whispering about the fact that the child is still young and cannot lose her mother, she persuades herself to live again and again...why does she need to live so hard, every day is like purgatory.”

Zhao Mingxu sighed, "I'm the one who failed her."

With such a light sentence, Wu Moxuan remembered all the sufferings his mother had suffered in the cottage.And the weak she was locked in the firewood house, and there was a rotten musty smell everywhere. Insects crawled from the moldy firewood piles and the roof floor.Girls are born to be afraid of these things, at first she shivered with fright, huddled up by the door, listening to her mother's voice coming from outside through the door: "Don't be afraid, Dad will be back soon, those people Don't dare to detain Xuan'er again, we can all live a good life."

At that time, Wu Moxuan fantasized about his father's majesty and might, beating up the bandits all over the mountain and fleeing with their heads in their arms.She can also wear luxurious clothes like the son of the village master's family, and go to the Fangshi at the foot of the mountain to play.

But gradually, they all knew that Dad would never come back.She grew up day by day, and her appearance has gradually emerged, and she will probably be as beautiful as her mother in the future.The old bustard at the foot of the mountain has already visited her a few times, and he plans to take her back to the building to start studying after she grows up.

Such a woman, a child, and two frail lives can only rely on the fragile appeasement of lies to escape the desperate reality.

When the mother and daughter were finally rescued by someone, what they heard was that the man they were looking forward to had already married another family, and he managed the ancestral family business in a prosperous way during those years when he was gone forever. rise.He was so proud of himself that he completely forgot that there was a woman waiting for him in the hands of bandits.

Before leaving from Yueli Palace, Li Qinghuai asked Aniang if she needed Yueli Palace to send the two of them to Zhao's old house.A Niang shook her head and said: This life is entrusted to no one, and she has no other thoughts, she wants to send Wu Moxuan to Mo's house.After experiencing this calamity, the only thing she can think of to rely on is the family that has tried everything possible to escape.

Right now, this man is sitting in front of Wu Moxuan, even though he is supporting himself, he can't hide his weakness at the end of his strength.However, Wu Moxuan looked at him, his heart was not half relieved, there was some emotion in his heart, dull and irritable.Suddenly someone reported from outside: "The third son is asking to see the master."

Zhao Mingxu asked: "What's the matter?" The man said: "The third son is worried about the master's health, so he came here to pay his respects."

Zhao Mingxu coughed a few times, and said angrily: "Didn't I tell you that if there is nothing important, no one is allowed to see me until I die! Drive away!"

The man took the order and left, Zhao Mingxu sighed: "When a person is about to die, everything is sad. They are fighting one by one, and some of them really came to see me."

Wu Moxuan said: "You abandoned your wife and daughter, now it's time to repay it."

Zhao Mingxu smiled wryly and said: "Repay it? Maybe it's already been. In recent years, I often think about her, but I'm afraid of remembering her..." His words stopped abruptly, and he suddenly raised his face to look at Wu Moxuan, asking Said: "Little girl, you said your surname is Wu?"

Wu Moxuan lowered his eyes and said, "Yes."

Zhao Mingxu tremblingly said: "Come closer." Wu Moxuan took a step, and Zhao Mingxu said again: "Come closer, my eyesight has not been very sharp in recent years, you come to me."

The maids serving around got out of the way, allowing Wu Moxuan to walk a step in front of Zhao Mingxu.

Standing so close, Wu Moxuan saw Zhao Mingxu's old state more carefully. His hair was gray and black, but the roots of his hair were completely white, his cheeks were sunken, and it was hard for a god to save him.He squinted his eyelids and looked at it for a while, and murmured: "Like, really like..." He covered his mouth suddenly, stretched out his hand and waved, the maidservant waited for a long time, and immediately handed the handkerchief into Zhao Mingxu's hand.Holding the towel in both hands, Zhao Mingxu coughed violently like a gust of rain.His body was curled up due to too much force, and blood gushed out from between his mouth and nose, and it was immediately stained red.After a while, the coughing eased up a little, Zhao Mingxu wiped his face indiscriminately, and smeared the blood stains on his face.The maid immediately took a clean towel and wiped it for him, but he stared blankly at Wu Moxuan's face and said, "This figure should be a woman, why do you have a beard?"

After all, Zhao Mingxu was a little confused. If he was shrewd in the past, he could recognize Wu Moxuan's clumsy disguise at a glance, how could he ask such a question.

Wu Moxuan pulled off her beard, the glue was so sticky, she moved impatiently, that piece of skin immediately became red and swollen.

The blood on Zhao Mingxu's face was cleaned up, and no one blocked Zhao Mingxu's sight. He stared straight at Wu Moxuan and said, "Your surname is Wu?"

Wu Moxuan said: "Yes."

Zhao Mingxu asked again: "Wu Boyang is your father?"

Wu Moxuan paused for a moment, lowered his eyebrows and said, "Yes."

Zhao Mingxu murmured: "A girl from the Wu family...a girl from the Wu family...Your name is Wu Moxuan."

Wu Moxuan said: "Yes."

Zhao Mingxu whispered "Wu Moxuan" a few times, and suddenly said: "Wu Moxuan... Wu, Mo, Xuan, I should have found out."

Wu Moxuan sneered and said: "You really should have found out that even though the Mo family deliberately concealed it, there are still many rumors spreading in the market. With the power of the Zhao family, is it possible that half of the news can't be heard?"

Zhao Mingxu took another handkerchief, covered his face and coughed, and said, "It's not because of the Zhao family, but me. I'm afraid in my heart, and I don't want to listen."

Wu Moxuan said loudly: "Are you afraid in your heart? If you knew the fear in your heart, why didn't you go to find someone to save her, why didn't you die with that bandit a long time ago. Are you not a top-notch hero in the rivers and lakes? Don't you have a great reputation? Fame? Not having top-notch martial arts? Which one binds you and makes you cringe?"

Zhao Mingxu smiled wryly and said, "Yes, I have everything, but I just don't have the courage to meet her. I shrink back, but it's not something foreign, but I feel so guilty that I don't know how to deal with it."

Wu Moxuan just felt that such an answer was too inconceivable: "Guilty?"

Zhao Mingxu said: "At first, she gave up her glory and wealth, and accompanied me to endure hardships outside; later, when Mo Sima sent troops to encircle and suppress her, she stood up alone and threatened us with herself to negotiate with the officers and soldiers; Fleeing together, the journey was difficult, but she never complained; when I was upset, she was the one who comforted me; she was pregnant with a child, but she was still wandering; until we were in trouble together, she gave up herself and let me go alone Escape... She has paid too much, but I can't compete with officers and soldiers, nor can I fight against bandits, and I can't even give her an ordinary life... Even the child in her womb, I can't keep it .”

The last sentence made Wu Moxuan feel like being struck by lightning.She was stunned in the distance, feeling that what she had just heard was really ridiculous: "That child..."

Zhao Mingxu shook his head and sighed: "I couldn't keep it... I was afraid that she would be too sad and couldn't bear it anymore, so I asked the doctor to hide the truth and only said that the child is fine... I originally thought that after a while , slow down the chaser, and tell her the truth...we are all young, so maybe we can't conceive another..."

Wu Moxuan's eyes widened, and she shouted: "I don't believe it, if the child is gone, then I... I..." Her eyes gradually turned red, and the water vapor gradually became dyed, and she whimpered: "Then what am I? "

The truth is already known, if Miss Mo was arrested without a child in her womb, then Wu Moxuan, who was born later, should be the evil seed left by her when she was humiliated.

Wu Moxuan's world suddenly collapsed.She originally thought that her father was a bastard who abandoned his wife and daughter. She thought that Zhao Mingxu's blood flowed through her, and she had been humiliated and suffering because of it since she was a child, and she couldn't get rid of it.But the truth is, the blood she shed is dirtier and dirtier than she imagined.

She never thought that one day, even becoming Zhao Mingxu's child would be a luxury.

She is not a despicable and cowardly descendant of blood, her own existence is a sin.

A sin that can never be washed away.