Crows in the world are as black

"General Pei, you can be regarded as Mo Sima's disciple. We... I have some kinship with you. I'm not very comfortable and can't stand for a long time. I hope General Pei will be considerate and sit down for a while." Wu Moxuan Pointing to a seat.

Pei Lanxin didn't hesitate and sat down as Wu Moxuan pointed out, and also followed Wu Moxuan's words and stretched out her wrist.In this situation surrounded by foreign enemies, she was so relieved, as if she believed that Wu Moxuan would not harm her.I don't know whether it is Mo Sima's granddaughter who has gained her some trust, or whether she has reached such a situation, she has nothing to worry about, and she no longer cares about her own safety.

Wu Moxuan leaned over for a while, pondered for a moment, and said: "General Pei's body is full of old injuries. Although he is not seriously injured at the moment, he will eventually hurt his vitality and need to take some medicine to recuperate." Her words were not exaggerated. After many years of fighting, there must be many scars, and Pei Lanxin was born as a woman, so the military doctors can't let the doctors look carefully.If there is an illness, you have to grit your teeth and endure it. It accumulates over time, and it also has the hardships of being escorted all the way.Pei Lanxin's body was indeed at the end of its strength, if she could not be recuperated in time, although she might not die immediately, she would be lingering with illness later on.

What's more, Wu Moxuan also has calculations in his heart, Pei Lanxin's body is in such a state that she can't bear the medicinal properties of being drunk and dreaming of death for a while.She could just use the excuse to recuperate first, while waiting for Mu He to wake up, no one can blame her.In the future, even if Mu He insisted on making Pei Lanxin drink drunk, she could also quietly change the medicine soup without anyone noticing it, so that Pei Lanxin couldn't tell.

But Pei Lanxin didn't appreciate it, she shook her head and said, "I couldn't escape this fate, it's the same whether I live a long life or a short life."

Pei Lanxin stabbed Mu He, if Mu He died, Zi Xiao would never spare her life.If Mu He is alive, she is still so stubborn, and she will have to use drunk life and dream to die.Even if his life dragged on for several years, he could not escape such a fate after all.This is probably fate.

Wu Moxuan thought about this point, and he couldn't help feeling a little sympathetic to this legendary female general, and said: "If you keep your body strong, you should live a more comfortable life in the same life."

Pei Lanxin lowered her eyebrows and stared at Wu Moxuan's fingertips, her voice neither worried nor happy: "Miss Wu, have you been living comfortably in these years in the rivers and lakes?"

Wu Moxuan withdrew his hand and changed his posture.One arm was placed horizontally on the table, but the other arm was propped up on the chin, rather lazily: "General Pei knows that I am a member of the rivers and lakes, so he should know that rough old men in the rivers and lakes don't like young ladies and young masters, At most, you can only be called a young lady. You call me so delicate, but it really breaks me." If you want to talk about Wu Moxuan, she was said to be free in the early years, but her legs and feet are inconvenient, and she can't walk far, even thousands of miles. Running around, even though he has been to many places, to Wu Moxuan, it is just the small world in the carriage, and there seems to be no difference between it and the boudoir.Until recently, when I was with Li Qingsi all day long, even though my body was still restrained, my heart was happy, but I couldn't get it even after looking at thousands of rivers and mountains.

It's just that it's not enough to talk to outsiders.

Pei Lanxin retracted her armbands, clenched her hands and placed them on her knees.Even though she has regained her status as a woman, her sitting posture is still difficult to change. Her feet are slightly spread out, straight like a man, upright and cautious. At Sima's age, he still travels thousands of miles with his illness, and has visited the front line a few times."

Wu Mo Xuanhun didn't care: "The court, the border, this is a man's world. The daughter's family is all provided for in the boudoir, with three meals a day, isolated from the world, how to know about these important family and country affairs. "

"If Fu Muhe didn't die, with the strength of the Hua Kingdom, the frontier could only last for three years. Now that Mo Sima is dead, the court is in chaos, and it will become more and more unbearable." Pei Lanxin lowered her eyes and said: "Fu Muhe's status Zun Zong, who has been at the border for many years, has taken the power of the Hua Kingdom's border army into his hands. If she dies, the Hua Kingdom's border army will be in chaos, and Wei Guo can take this opportunity to relax for a while. I walked in a hurry, and there are many border checks The matter has not been handed over. If this breathing space is given, the people who come later will be able to stabilize the border, and they will not be so embarrassed in the future."

"What does that have to do with me?" Wu Moxuan stood up and stood beside Li Qingsi: "This kind of matter is for the court to decide. A mere woman who doesn't know martial arts at all, what status and authority does she have?" Discuss state affairs from a standpoint. Now that someone has paid for the consultation fee and asked me to take a look at General Pei's body, I have no way to intervene in the relationship between you."

Pei Lanxin lowered her eyes and said: "After Mo Sima became seriously ill, the battle report at the border gate would be whitewashed and falsely reported when it reached the court. When I heard about this, my identity had already been revealed, and no one would listen to what I said. Now I I can't help myself, and I can't pay Ms. Wu any benefits, I just hope that Ms. Wu can identify her identity and calm Mo Sima's heart."

"General Pei...you have dedicated yourself to the court, but you have ended up like this. Now you are just like me, after all, you are a weak woman who speaks lightly. The sage taught that if you are not in the position, you will not seek the government. Now General Pei has no money." It’s too ridiculous for a half-job to talk about the righteousness of the family and the country all day long.”

Pei Lanxin didn't move, and said solemnly: "I was born in the country of Wei, and I will only be a citizen of the country for the rest of my life. My hometown was invaded by the country of Hua, and I haven't been able to take it back now, and I probably won't be able to take it back in this life... But me, no matter how the court treats me, I will do my best to protect my country and people."

Wu Moxuan sighed quietly: "General Pei, why are you bothering..." Wu Moxuan was born in bandits since childhood, and only A Niang accidentally found a chance to teach her a word or two in those days. , except for the "father" who has never been masked, he has never said anything about the outside world.Although she returned to the official family later, those days did not make her memorable.Therefore, the love of Wu Moxuan's family, country and court has become extremely indifferent, and he has no way of understanding Pei Lanxin's persistence.

Pei Lanxin shook her head, and said in a deep voice: "Miss Wu has never seen the border. People are devastated, mourners are everywhere, and the families who have lost their young men are only old and weak women and children. The women are helpless and bullied. Ten rooms are empty and devastated everywhere. I survived by luck, but I also suffer from hunger and cold. There are endless wars, endless suffering, and the despair that life would be worse than death. Every day, some people can't stand it and kill themselves."

Wu Moxuan's eyes trembled slightly: "Since this is the case, why is there a war?"

The tranquility on Pei Lanxin's face finally melted away, revealing bitterness: "This matter is neither up to me, nor up to her. She can't stop her conquest, and I can't back down. After Jiangcheng is over, there will be a flat river, and the country can't be stopped anymore. I don't want to I am willing, and I don’t want to see such a situation. My homeland has fallen, and I can no longer return to my roots in this life. I don’t want more Wei people to die in other places in the future.”

Wu Moxuan frowned and asked, "What if it can't be stopped?"

Pei Lanxin said: "If I do my best, even if I really fail, I have given up my life and have a clear conscience. I can't control what happens after my death. My heart is open and honest, and I am not ashamed of my parents and the dead soldiers and civilians."

This female general was treated like this by the court, but she still dedicated herself to the country.Her expression was resolute and frank, completely different from the ruthlessness and ungratefulness that Zixiao reprimanded.The standpoint, perhaps really because of the different standpoints, has just created such a situation.

"General Pei... If the country really dies, it will only be a change of emperor and courtiers. As far as the people are concerned, even if the court is really changed, what does it matter?" Isn't what A Niang encountered was exactly the suffering that Pei Lanxin mentioned?Since there are always these sufferings, what difference does it make who sits in the royal court?Although Wu Moxuan didn't take it seriously, but when he thought about the hardships A Niang had suffered, he couldn't help feeling a little resentful: "No matter who sits in the royal court, there will always be people who are drunk and dreamy, and there will always be people who suffer. Even so, if the name of the country is really changed, what difference does it make? The soldiers at the border are not human lives? In the end, it is just the monarch and ministers who change. .”

"If you guard the gate, you will die. If the country is subjugated, how can you not die." Pei Lanxin smiled bitterly: "If the Hua Kingdom's army really invades the gate, the unarmed people will be the first to suffer, and the dead and injured will be several times that of the soldiers. Chaos, no peace for a while, who can escape?"

"Mu...Miss Fu doesn't look like a cruel person."

"Even if she wants to be in control, who can control the chaos?" Pei Lanxin said, "She can't do it, even I... can't do it. Exiled soldiers, bandits who fish in troubled waters, kill The crazy soldiers, even the leading generals, are all red-eyed, and no one can restrain them."

How cruel and ruthless the fighting on the battlefield is, those who fall under the knife may not be murderers who deserve what they deserve. Regardless of their camp, most people are ordinary, young enough to still have dreams for the future.They all want to fight for glory and wealth, or they can return home in good clothes, or they can spend half their lives in peace.

After the great war, there were sights and sorrows everywhere, and dead bodies littered the field.Those who survived are used to seeing death, and they will die if they don't keep themselves together in the next moment, and they will die in obscurity, turning into dry bones in the yellow sand of the battlefield.The precarious days make them breathless, and what they see every day is not only the death of their lives, but also their own humanity and awe that have been wiped away bit by bit.

No one is more violent than another, and no one is kinder than another.

In the end, it all turned into a pile of loess, and it was hard to judge right from wrong, and it was hard to comment on merits and demerits.