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When the days get busy, time always flies by quickly.

I bought a desk calendar and put it on the desk, marking the date of my birthday with the idiot bamboo horse in previous years, crossing out the date that is about to end before going to bed every day, and watching the No. 18 birthday slowly approaching.

Our birthday celebration is neither on my birthday nor on his birthday, but an intermediate value is taken, making me smaller for half a month, and letting him grow up for half a month, so we can live together like this.This was the idea of ​​the two mothers back then. They said that it was rare for a friend to live in the opposite door, and it was even rarer for a friend’s child’s birthday to be so close. Let the children look like they were born on the same day in the same year, and let the children continue their friendship. .

Auntie, let me report that your son's friendship is getting worse, and he ran away irresponsibly.

I think since he ran away, I've had an obsession with complaining.Sometimes I feel sour.

When I was in elementary school, the stupid bamboo horse was still complaining about this behavior of celebrating birthdays together, because he felt that he would eat one less cake by doing so.He said that if we live together once, he can eat cream cake twice a month, but if we live together, he can only eat once.

Which time the cake wasn’t 50.00% solved by him, the foodie alone. The four adults and I, a total of five people, ate half of it, and he ate half of it for a child!No matter how big the cake is, it is divided like this. Judging by the way he eats, everyone is embarrassed to eat more.Obviously, every year I eat too much butter and have a stomachache the next day. I still remember eating it but I don’t remember the pain. I will continue to eat like crazy next time. After eating, I don’t even grow meat, which is a waste.

If our coming-of-age birthday is still calculated according to the usual date in previous years, this year will be the last Saturday at the end of the year.

There are not many classes in the freshman year. The course arrangement of University A is a fixed rest day for the whole school every Saturday, and classes are arranged for the other six days of the week.Some classes have more scattered curriculum, and there may be classes for six days, but some days only need one big class.Some classes have a tight class schedule, and if you concentrate on four or five full days, you can spare a weekend.My class is more fortunate, there is no class on Sunday, and there is only one morning class on Friday.

So I had this very un-me-like idea of ​​flying over to him and spending his birthday with him.

I say this idea is not like my style, because I have always felt that my style belongs to the calm and rational school, and this idea, first, lacks financial support, and second, what I want to say to him is to explain that I did not intend to make him sad and hopeful. If he doesn't avoid me, he won't know what else to say, but I think that's obviously not enough.So this idea is simply irrational from subjective to objective.

I'm not completely ignorant of what's going on with the idiot bamboo horse, but I only know a little bit now.I don't know if he has my mobile phone number, I guess even if he has, he will not take the initiative to report his life to me, and it is too late for me to avoid it.

One week after the start of school, I heard from my mother that he had received the package that I helped to send, and he reported it to his aunt, who thanked my mother again.I said yes, it was too slow to send it in a week, and I will change to another courier company in the future.My mother was puzzled and asked me if he didn't tell me when he received it, and how did I know it.I realized that, yes, according to our original relationship, he would tell me first when he had any news, but now I have to make three or four detours to ask the parents about him in disguise.I prevaricated my mother, saying that I was busy recently and didn't let him disturb me casually. My mother also advised me not to neglect my friends, saying that we were all strangers after the college entrance examination, which was not good.I can only continue to prevaricate my mother bitterly, saying no, we are very harmonious, and we have to celebrate our birthday together.

The last sentence, of course, is a fit of anger, how do you live?Greater distance?Deeper knot?

But, I still hope, live together.

The annoyance of my own efficiency lies in saying that I want to learn to "like", but this kind of lack of teaching materials is really ethereal.

Maybe, I can ask the off-line senior, and the guy who is in love?

The guy who fell in love was the oldest roommate in my dorm according to age.There are six people in the dormitory, three are from the capital city, including me and the other three are students from other places. The atmosphere that everyone gets along with is very relaxed and happy.They were all middle-aged and middle-aged boys. Although there was inevitably awkward silence when they first met, they got to know each other well within a month, and each other's address changed from first name to "boss" and "little two" according to age. ", "Little Three" and so on.When I first called it that way, I was very glad that I was ranked fifth instead of third.It was the boss who first took the initiative to call it this way. He insisted that everyone else except him was of the "little" generation, which reflected our cuteness. I was speechless to him, but I couldn't help everyone except Xiao San making such booing. So he bullied Xiaosan together with peace of mind, and was called Xiaowu.In the beginning, every time I was called, I couldn’t help slandering the boss in my heart. It’s because my brain circuits are out of line that I can think that my 1.8-meter-long man with the name Xiao Wu is cute.

I don't know where the stupid bamboo horse is in the dormitory. His small appearance is very suitable for the "little" generation.

Now it's normal for me to be hooked, and I'm used to it.Originally, I thought that I might not be easy to get close to because I don't like to laugh and don't talk much, but I didn't expect to be unanimously selected by them as a very reliable brother.I guess it's because I asked the teacher for leave for the three people who skipped class. If I didn't ask for leave, they would be called out and found to be skipping class, and then two points would be deducted.Maybe there is also the reason why I helped the whole dormitory bring breakfast after the morning run?This group of lazy people are better at sleeping late than my stupid bamboo horses. They never get up early for classes that don't require roll call, including the very well-behaved and delicate classmate I first met.Since the beginning of school, as long as there is no morning class in the morning, I have brought their breakfast back to feed them... Sometimes when I think about it, I feel that I can ignore them, but I am expected after all, and I don’t want to perfunctory their expectations. Just help them out.

The boss of the dormitory is a native of the imperial capital. It is said that he has a good background, his family is quite powerful, and he is a young master with a bright future.

Even if it is a group of lazy people who love to sleep in, I dare not say that none of them are capable, let alone in the imperial capital, a famous school in a famous city, it is not uncommon for the second or even third generation to appear prominently.However, the boss still makes me feel that he is really ashamed of the rumored title of "Brother Young Master". From his daily life, it is absolutely impossible to tell what kind of prominent Young Master he is. Playing online games online in the dormitory, taking my younger brothers to the bar... I haven't done a lot of things that are super temperamental. I don't even have the temperament of a nouveau riche. I can't help but persuade.

The boss and the third girl came back from the bar one night when they stepped on the door of the dormitory building. The boss told us that he was in love, and then climbed into bed with a wretched smile.We were speechless in amazement, and Xiao San happily talked about how beautiful and mature Yu Jie and Big Sister came to strike up a conversation with the boss in the bar, and then how enthusiastically they got close to the boss. When he asked the boss to leave, they were already determined with enthusiasm. In a romantic relationship, contact information was exchanged.

"Boss was cheated, right?" Xiao Er didn't have any twists and turns in his heart, and said what he wanted to say frankly, which would mean that the four of us said something in common.

"You're just being lied to! We fell in love at first sight! When I met her eyes, I knew she loved me! Little P kid doesn't understand, don't talk nonsense, go eat candy!" Xiao Er roared.

Maybe the smell of alcohol was too heavy, Xiao Er unconsciously covered his mouth and nose when he was yelled at.Alas, poor little two.

After that, the boss became even more joyful and irresistible, and began to fall in love with a loyal dog model. He went out to accompany his girlfriend when there was no class, and when there was class time, as long as it was not a particularly important class, he would definitely call the roll. Even class, he will also run away, acting like he has a girlfriend and nothing else matters.I know the bar they went to. It is near the school. The owner is an old school friend of ours, and he is a capable cultural person.For the first time, the boss dragged the entire dormitory away. The environment there is elegant and quiet. It is not the kind of noisy non-mainstream base area. The guests are normal, and there are many college students.But even so, I still feel that the boss was cheated, and was used by the big sister to tease and practice, or was used to consume famous brands.

Although I feel that the boss is being fooled, it is undeniable that the boss's appearance that all the world needs to have his girlfriend is the first time I have seen the so-called love appearance.If it is the kind of wretched man who says "I only love you among the flowers", it is called "like"-I don't think that the way I like people will become wretched, and the stupid bamboo horse said that I like me. Wretched - the psychological state of the boss is still valuable as a reference.

With this thought in mind, I subtly guided Xiao Liu in the dormitory to care about love issues.Why lead Xiao Liu to care?Of course it's because I'm such an aloof existence that I can't directly ask "tell me about the feeling of being in love"! *Gai needs a simple and silly child who will not doubt my purpose even if he is guided to act as a mouthpiece for me.

Xiaoliu is a good boy who can be said to be innocent or stupid. Simple is because he is ignorant of world affairs, has a straightforward temperament, has a pure mind, and is stupid, and it is also because of this... His so-called "business" is regarded by everyone. It's the "IQ" in learning, and there is not much "Emotional Quotient" left.Xiaoliu is two years younger than me. He is a genius in learning. It is said that he skipped two grades in elementary school. When the family wanted to skip the third time, he cried and said that if he jumped again, no one would talk to him. The family only cares about his body and mind. All healthy and let him go to school normally.Although this kid doesn't have much communication skills, he cares about people who treat him well. According to him, anyone who is willing to talk is very kind.This is why I think he is a silly kid.

Xiao Liu is very easy to be guided. He is very curious about love. Speaking of which, he is at the age when my stupid bamboo horse was young, so it is normal for him to be interested in this aspect.Xiaoliu was very curious about the relationship between the boss, and I didn't take much effort to get him to ask the boss about love in a night talk in the dormitory one night.

As soon as Xiao Liu finished asking the question, the dormitory was completely silent, and those who were chattering just now all quieted down and waited for the boss to answer.They are all boys, I can understand everyone's curiosity, and as the driving force behind Xiao Liu, I look forward to the boss's answer even more.

The boss was sleepy and confused. He spent a lot of time with his girlfriend during the day besides class, and he still had homework to do. Recently, he was so busy that he came back every day. If he doesn't return home, he must live outside directly.

But when it comes to the topic of love, this species with a negative IQ who fell into love immediately became energetic, talking endlessly about the beauty of his sister-in-law's girlfriend, like the most beautiful woman in the world.I didn't care about those compliments, and paid attention to his statement about his own psychology, but he came here and used to be as good as his girlfriend, and gradually I felt that he was very noisy.

"Why do I think she's not as amazing as you said?" Xiaosan interjected, he is the only one among the five of us who has seen the boss's girlfriend, that's when the boss and Sister Yu first met in the bar.

"Stinky boy, you know what a p! What can you tell if the hair is not fully grown yet!" The boss exploded furiously.

"Hehe, don't you understand? Third brother, a person who is passionately in love with the boss is beauty in the eye of the beholder! If you are weak, you can only get a gourd for three thousand!" Xiao Si smiled at Xiao San.

Calabash... scoop will be out of a job...

Xiao Si is right, the boss's appearance has already explained his feelings: everything about you is so beautiful, it is the most intoxicating place in this world for me, I want to be with you all the time, and I want to share everything I have with you. Everything I can get is held at your feet and offered to you. I lower my posture and let you look down on me, because I like you, I love you.

Maybe, "like" and "love" are different, but I can't tell the difference, I just know that the love of the boss looks like this now, devotion, enthusiasm, wanting to drown in love, how? It doesn't matter.

"She is looking forward to Christmas very much. I want to prepare a float of 99 roses for her on Christmas Eve!" The boss is still swimming in the river of love, expressing his romantic courtship plan.

"Idiot... What about IQ..." I cursed in my heart - I felt that he was fooled.Well, I don't understand romance.

How do I feel about "likes"?If this question is too abstract, let’s make it a little more vivid for the question at hand: how do I view that stupid bamboo horse who is thousands of miles away now?

I have to admit that the words of the off-line seniors are still inspiring to me. There is actually only a very ambiguous line between "accompanying" and "not leaving".I don't want him to leave, is it really "can't" leave, or after a long time of separation, I will get used to him not being around. the essence of thought.

I don’t know what kind of determination the long-term separation will bring to me. My determination that is not perfunctory may really lose to the habit of time, just like I used to hate him to get used to him and care about him. Will I get used to it now? without him?

This kind of "later" change is really hard to estimate, but now, I hope we can reconcile, I hope, I can look at him and see him giggle at me again.Don't want to lose the only good friend you once had?Maybe that's all.

How cruel, stupid bamboo horse, you value friendship more than me, but you can really break up friendship now, without any desire to contact me?Well, I didn't call you either... even.See that little note in your pajama pocket?You run, idiot.

I haven't given up on the idea of ​​going to spend my adult birthday with him, even if it's not realistic, but I still care about it.The stronger desire is to strengthen oneself, try not to be bound by things that block the fetters, and do whatever you want.

The night grew quiet, and another day passed.Good night roommates.Good night, stupid bamboo horse.