I'm the only one in the world who thinks I'm a substitute

Yu Fei who also has despicable thoughts

It was probably because Yu Fei's alcohol tolerance was really bad, and he made a fuss on Sanbangzi, and he wanted to get out of the car before he reached his residence.Xia Yinan was afraid that he would want to vomit, so he finally asked the master to stop, and led Yu Fei to walk slowly, maybe it was not as uncomfortable as in the car, Yu Fei was too obedient at this time.

In early summer, the singing of cicadas is rare, but there are many stars in the sky.

Said that Yu Fei was drunk, but he didn't mean to be drunk at all, Xia Yinan told him to go, and he followed obediently.Said he was not drunk, but pointed to the street lamp ahead, saying that it was bright, and he wanted to give Xiao Xia one.

Xia Yinan didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and said, "I can't lift it."

Yu Fei thought for a while and said comfortingly, "I'll help you."

Xia Yinan laughed out loud, he really didn't understand what Yu Fei was thinking.

It seems that he puts himself at ease, so why did he say that in the first place?

Can a person's feelings really be separated like this?

Yu Fei was crooked and couldn't walk in a straight line, Xia Yinan was worried about him, so he held hands and walked back, as if he was bringing a child with him.

After walking for a while, Yu Fei suddenly said that he was very tired, so he sat down where he was.

Xia Yinan sat down with her, and thought about it seriously. After four years of acquaintance, it seemed that this was the first time seeing Yu Fei drunk.

Sometimes Xia Yinan really feels that Yu Fei is not self-disciplined like a living person.

So make an exception today, why?

……

Yu Fei lay in Xia Yinan's arms, the alcohol gradually subsided, he was a little dazed, smelling the clean breath on Xiao Xia's body, he couldn't help but hugged her a little tighter.I feel like I'm back four years ago, when he rescued Xia Yinan from the director who had forgotten his name and appearance.

That night, Yu Fei had just finished a meeting and was planning to go to dinner.When he walked near the elevator, someone suddenly threw himself into Yu Fei's arms. The incident happened suddenly, but Yu Fei still hugged the person who almost fell down with quick eyesight and hands.Someone throws himself into his arms, but without seeing the other person's appearance, Yu Fei asks gently: "Are you okay?"

Yu Fei didn't know why, he was so patient, he was usually not so polite to people.

The person in his arms lowered his head and wanted to run, but he was so panicked that he grabbed Yu Fei's tie and said, "I'm fine."

Before he ran out, he almost fell down again.

Yu Fei helped him up again.

It's so light that it's not like a normal boy at all.

Then a middle-aged man with a pot belly chased after him, saw Xia Yinan hiding in Yu Fei's arms, recognized Yu Fei, and greeted him very politely: "Mr. Yu, why are you here?"

Yu Fei could clearly feel the stiffness of this person's body...

These two people know each other.

"Passing by." Yu Fei's voice was gentle but alienated.

He has always been this kind of person. The gentleness on the outside is a tool he has learned in interpersonal communication.

Hearing Yu Fei's answer, the middle-aged man seemed to be relieved, and he carefully explained: "This is an artist from our company, and he is crazy about drinking too much..."

You can tell you're talking nonsense.

But Yu Fei persuaded himself not to be nosy, he wanted to push the person in his arms out, thinking that he was just passing by and there was no need to get involved.

As the heir of the Yu family, Yu Fei has seen countless people who want to be superior, whether they approach him with a purpose, or want to dance like a fairy.Whether he was really bullied or not had nothing to do with him.

The person in his arms held on to Yu Fei's clothes tightly, buried his whole body in Yu Fei's arms, and pleaded softly on his chest: "I'm not... Please, help me... "

This person is very thin, and his bones are a little bit broken when he hugs him.

But the voice is nice, probably because of fear, the ending is trembling, which can easily arouse people's desire for abuse.

Yu Fei felt that his psychology was very strange, he didn't even see his face clearly, how could he have such a reaction just by smelling his breath.

He suddenly felt that this feeling was a little familiar...

"Let go of me first—"

Yu Fei pulled the person out, but the person in his arms seemed to be holding on to a life-saving straw, not letting go no matter what.After a stalemate for a while, the middle-aged man took out a square scarf and sprinkled something on it, pretending to use that thing to "help" Yu Fei.

Yu Fei turned cold and didn't speak.

The middle-aged man didn't notice it, he said: "Give him a smell, even a stubborn person can soften..."

Yu Fei could hear these words, and so could the person in his arms, and Yu Fei could clearly feel that this person clutched himself tightly in fear.

Seeing Yu Fei's lack of action, the middle-aged man thought it was an acquiescence, and planned to do it himself.

Yu Fei looked at him with cold eyes, and the middle-aged man felt a little retreat.He was not sure what Yu Fei meant, so he passed the scarf forward, thinking that Yu Fei wanted to do it himself.

The three of them were deadlocked like this.

In the end, the person in his arms let go by himself. He seemed a little desperate, and said to Yu Fei with a little choking: "I'm sorry to bother you..."

Yu Fei finally saw what this person looked like.

When Xia Yinan was about to turn around and leave, he suddenly reached out his hand to grab him, and began to look at him carefully.

A few years later, Xia Yinan was taller and thinner than when she first entered the school, her eyes lacked energy, as if a gust of wind could blow people away.

Yu Fei couldn't tell what was going on in his heart, combined with the occasion of their reunion, it all revealed one thing, Xia Yinan hadn't been doing well these years.But such a terrible Xia Yinan still made Yu Fei's heart flutter...

Yu Fei saw Xia Yinan for the first time, much earlier than Xia Yinan thought.

Yu Fei was in poor health when he was a child, so he went to practice swimming, and because of this, he met Xia Qing.

Yu Fei actually had no impression of Xia Qing.He can remember Xia Qing because before he was promoted to junior high school, he participated in the swimming team's last competition and met Xia Yinan who came to see his brother.

At that time, Xia Yinan was so beautiful that he was completely different from his brother, as white and clean as a porcelain doll, with slightly curly hair so cute that Yu Fei thought he was a little girl.Knowing that it was Xia Qing's younger brother, Yu Fei was still a little disappointed, but Xia Yinan's voice was very pleasant.

The young Yu Fei didn't understand why he would always remember Xia Yinan.

After he quit training, he would occasionally visit the training team, thinking he would meet Xia Yinan...

It's a pity that Xia Yibei joined the provincial team soon and left the city team, Xia Yinan would naturally not appear, and Yu Fei never saw Xia Yinan again in the next few years.

When Yu Fei met Xia Yinan again, it was in the third year of high school.Xia Yinan was the last one among the freshmen entering the school, and was pushed into the school by his brother.

There was a difference in grade between the two, and they should have had no intersection, but one day when they were studying late, Yu Fei, who was about to graduate, bumped into Xia Yinan who was stealing red bayberries.Yu Fei didn't know what he was thinking, suddenly his brain twitched, and he helped Xia Yinan, who couldn't climb the tree, pick the red bayberry.

Then both were arrested and made self-criticism.

The two had no other contact afterwards, but Yu Fei was so impressed that he couldn't forget this incident. He once thought it was because he was about to graduate and was doing a self-criticism at school.

Yu Fei, who was in college, began to get in touch with the family business gradually, and met all kinds of people. He gradually found that he was not interested in women.I mustered up the courage to find a man, but it turned out that I couldn't get hard either.

Later, Yu Fei accidentally saw an advertisement shot by Xia Yinan. The 17-year-old Xia Yinan looked even more beautiful under the light, and Yu Fei couldn't move his eyes from seeing it.

Yu Fei had a dream that night.

After waking up, Yu Fei scolded herself as a beast...

Yu Fei never thought that he would reunite with Xia Yinan in such a posture.

Yu Fei is a smart businessman, he almost instantly thought of the results he could reap if he made a move at this time.

After weighing it, he did so immediately.

With his own purpose, Yu Fei saved Xia Yinan.At that time, Yu Fei had no guilt for his behavior of taking advantage of others. He felt that the object was Xia Yinan, so he was willing to do such a thing.

This has nothing to do with the sense of justice and morality, it's purely because Yu Fei finally recognized himself.

However, as time went by, after things really developed according to Yu Fei's idea, Yu Fei became nervous for no reason.

If Xia Yinan knew that he approached him with such despicable thoughts and saved him, would the future be uncontrollable? Yu Fei was worried about gain and loss, and even gradually became afraid...

Yu Fei thought about many assumptions that did not exist.

If it was someone else who saved Xia Yinan back then, would he love others like this?Does Xia Yinan love the person who saved him, or herself.Xia Yinan's feelings, is it love or gratitude...

Yu Fei knew that her thoughts were a little selfish and idealistic.Mingming had already predicted that Xia Yinan would probably fall in love with him out of gratitude and because of their meeting like this, but after he fell into it, he still couldn't help but hope that the other person's feelings were also pure love for himself.

Yu Fei hoped that Xia Yinan would love him, not the person who saved him...

Yu Fei wanted to ask, but he was afraid that Xia Yinan himself would not be able to tell the difference, the two of them started too hastily.Many things have not been clarified, so I fast forwarded to the current relationship.

Yu Fei hopes that Xia Yinan can grow up quickly, mature quickly, and become the person who can give himself the answer.

Yu Fei didn't dare to ask, fearing that the answer would disappoint him.

"Xiao Xia..." Yu Fei hugged Xia Yinan tightly through his drunkenness.

Xia Yinan said, "I'm here."

The author has something to say: Thank you little angel: Ahaha 2 bottles of irrigation nutrient solution.