I'm the only one in the world who thinks I'm a substitute

wrong way of showing favor

Xia Yinan didn't want to talk about the school thesis, so Yu Fei didn't force it. The two chatted a few more words, said good night to each other, and then hung up the video.The two are separated by thousands of miles, and Xia Yinan can hardly be seen in the video.Xia Yinan's trust and trust, if it was normal, Yu Fei would not think about it at all.

There are some things, as long as Yu Fei wants to know, the answer is within reach.

After Yu Fei noticed something was wrong, within half a day, he knew about the trouble Xia Yinan encountered recently.Yu Fei felt a little regretful, and also blamed himself for not caring about Xia Yinan well.

Obviously, it is someone I want to cherish...

After hanging up the video with Yu Fei, the room fell into a brief silence.

The suite Xia Yinan lives alone is very big, she usually doesn't feel anything, but today she feels very lonely.The smile froze on Xia Yinan's face. After a long time, he heard the alarm on his mobile phone urging him to sleep, so he moved his body and got up mechanically to wash up.

He knew that there was probably no way to revise the paper tonight.

A more efficient way is to go to bed immediately and face tomorrow's work with full energy.

Xia Yinan stared at the cold water for a long time before realizing that it should be warm.

Turning the handle, the dense water vapor permeated the bathroom, reducing visibility, and time seemed to freeze, making this world a little unreal.

Xia Yinan seemed to hear some laughter, they were saying: "It's him, it's him! It's him!"

The sound that surrounds the ears is pervasive.

Xia Yinan felt that there was no way to escape, no way to escape.It seems to have returned to the days when Director Zheng forced him to pay back the money.He hugged himself uneasily, and suddenly felt nauseated, his breathing became short of breath, and his eyes turned black.

He knelt and crawled on the ground, trying to adjust his breathing, trying to relieve the dizziness.

Xia Yinan tried to make herself think of some happy things.

It's a pity that Xia Yinan had very few happy moments in his life, he couldn't think of how to be happy.His parents passed away suddenly, and his elder brother who could support him also collapsed unexpectedly.Xia Yinan has lost a lot, but there are very few things that can be captured.

But Xia Yinan still clenched his fists and stood up little by little when he thought of his brother, his brother who depended on each other for life. His motivation for working hard so far was to restore Xia Qing to health.

Xia Yinan felt extremely uncomfortable.

Because his only brother actually didn't understand him...

Is it worthwhile to persevere in your own efforts?

After washing and lying on the bed ready to go to bed, it was already an hour later.

However, Xia Yinan couldn't fall asleep no matter what, all kinds of voices would be ringing in his mind indiscriminately.It was as if someone was whispering in his ear, and it was as if something was manipulating his brain, forcing him to listen to his heartbeat clearly.

"Bang bang bang bang-"

The sound of the heart is extremely clear.

Xia Yinan even felt that he could clearly perceive the sound of blood flowing in his body.

Xia Yinan forced herself to close her eyes, not to listen to the voice in her head, but she became more conscious.

Loneliness has never been stronger.

……

Following Director Hu's instructions, Xia Yinan resubmitted a thesis to his supervisor. The supervisor who received the document did not reply immediately, but only said that he would take a closer look.

Xia Yinan quietly breathed a sigh of relief.

With hope in his heart, he suddenly felt that maybe he would succeed if he worked hard, and there was nothing difficult in this world.

The filming of the crew is also going on normally, and Xia Yinan, who has adjusted her mentality, can smoothly complete the emotional transition.His acting skills are not perfect, but under the guidance of Director Hu, his emotional contagion is more touching than any skill.

Director Hu praised again and again, saying that Xia Yinan worked hard, and it is possible to win several awards in the future.

Xia Yinan doesn't care if he wins the award or not. Anyway, the team needs to worry about the selection and nomination of works. He just needs to make himself worthy of the salary.

The filming was going on as usual, during the lunch break, Xia Yinan suddenly received a message.

The tutor told him that the draft can be finalized, and he can participate in the defense next week.

Xia Yinan happily ate his box lunch, and Xiao Yang next to him exclaimed, "Brother Xia, whose message is it? It's been a long time since I saw you smiling like this." Xiao Yang winked a little, the meaning was self-evident, he thought it might be Yu Fei.

"No..." Xia Yinan paused before saying, "My thesis is finalized, and I can defend it next week!"

After listening, Xiao Yang was stunned for a moment, and immediately laughed. He asked excitedly, "Really? It's finally finalized!"

Xia Yinan was worried about the thesis these days, and Xiao Yang was also worried about it.When Xiao Yang graduated, he changed his thesis to the point of baldness.Now that Xia Yinan's thesis could not be finalized, he also helped to correct some places, but he was also tortured a lot.

There is no doubt that the finalization is a happy event.

Xia Yinan waved his hand and asked Xiao Yang to order afternoon tea. He invited the crew to drink milk tea today.

People are in good spirits on happy occasions, Xia Yinan and Director Hu talked about the finalization of the draft, and Director Hu was also happy for Xia Yinan.After confirming the time for Xia Yinan's defense, he said that the leave could be approved.

"Respond well, this is a major event in life."

"Thanks to Director Hu!" Xia Yinan smiled from the bottom of his heart this time, with joy in his eyes.

Xia Yinan was very happy, he felt that this was the time when he was about to accept the mercy of fate, God was telling him that as long as he worked hard, there would be good results.

With such a mood, Xia Yinan participated in the school's defense.

After dealing with the tutors of the defense team, he seemed to be exhausted, but his mood was unusually light, and he walked around the school alone.

I don't know why, there are very few people in the school today, Xia Yinan walked here, and felt a rare sense of relaxation.

Thinking about it carefully, after more than four years, Xia Yinan still feels a little unreal that he has graduated.

For the first time, Xia Yinan felt that time was in a hurry. He was walking on the campus, and he realized that he had barely looked at the school well.

Probably because of the characteristics of the campus, there are rows of ginkgo trees planted in the school. When I first came to report, it was September and October, and the golden fan-shaped leaves hung all over the branches, which was extremely beautiful.Although Xia Yinan was unwilling to waste time at school, he caught these trees at a glance and thought they would definitely look good.

Now is not the season to appreciate ginkgo. The leaves of the tall trees are green, which is actually beautiful.

Xia Yinan was leaning on the tree trunk, with the faint singing of birds in his ears. He was thinking about whether to go to the school cafeteria to eat, and then remembered that he hadn't announced the happy news to his brother, so he quickly took out his mobile phone and told Xia Qing about his defense thing.

The defense was held in the morning and the results came out in the afternoon.

But the result is eight|nine is not far from ten, there must be no problem anyway.

Xia Yinan lowered her head to edit the text message, and suddenly raised her head after sending it, but happened to see Yu Fei.

To be precise, it was Yu Fei who came out of the building together with the dean of the college, followed by the tutors of the defense team that Xia Yinan had just dealt with.

Why is Yu Fei with them?

Xia Yinan thought of a possibility and frowned tightly.He subconsciously vetoed it.

But another voice told him.

if not?Do you think your level can graduate smoothly?

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