I'm the only one in the world who thinks I'm a substitute

no one home

On the way Yu Fei hurried home from the nursing home, he received a message from Xia Yinan.

[Xiao Xia: Mr. Gu asked me to eat lobster, you have dinner by yourself. ]

[Xiaoxia: Cute cat boxing.jpg]

Yu Fei looked at the information, suddenly he was not so anxious, although he still walked to Chongxuan Street as usual, but if no one was waiting for him, it didn't seem to matter.

Enter the community and park the car, then go home and open the door.The desertedness of the house made Yu Fei a little dazed, the house was neatly tidied up, and there seemed to be a scent in the air that Xia Yinan had sprinkled on his body with man's fragrance before going out.

Yu Fei stood at the door, and felt for the first time that the decoration of the house was not very satisfactory, the lighting was not warm enough, the floor tiles were too cold, and the walls were too dark.

Yu Fei can't remember the last time he went home without Xia Yinan at home. It seems that if Xiao Xia is not at home, he will not come back here, and would rather go to work overtime or go on a business trip...

The feeling of his home here is actually only because of Xiaoxia's presence.

If Xiao Xia is not there, it seems that everything is meaningless.

Yu Fei really wanted to go to Gu Xingyou and ask him where he invited Xiao Xia to eat lobster, and he wanted to go too.

But Yu Fei held back.

He didn't want to make himself look like a pervert, following Xiao Xia every day without giving anyone any time to breathe.

Yu Fei found out the dishes added by Sister Li from the refrigerator, and began to cook for herself according to the memory of observing Xiaoxia...

Half an hour later, Yu Fei called the restaurant he frequented and ordered a delivery.

Because it was a familiar restaurant, the delivery was fast, Yu Fei sat in front of the TV holding the delivery box, and opened the movie Xiao Xia was watching before he left.After sitting down, Yu Fei noticed that there were a lot of tissues in the wastebasket.

Sister Li just came to clean in the morning, so Xiao Xia lost these tissues?

Has Xiaoxia ever cried?This movie is touching?

With doubts in his mind, Yu Fei began to watch the movie seriously.However, after watching it for only 5 minutes, the noisy protagonist in the movie made Yu Fei frown again and again, his family Xiaoxia would be moved by this kind of plot...

Yu Fei couldn't understand it.

The food delivered by the hotel is not good, the movie is not good, and even Xiao Liu's cat doesn't pay much attention to himself.

Yu Fei felt that today was terrible.

Yu Fei stared at the phone screen, hesitating how to ask Xia Yinan when he will come back.

Turn on the phone, wait until it turns off automatically, press on and off again, after repeating several times, Yu Fei no longer hesitates, and calls Jian Chengzhang.

Yu Fei wanted to tell Jian Chengzhang to take care of Gu Xingyou and not let Gu Xingyou pester Xiaoxia every day.But after the call was connected, Yu Fei asked them where to eat, and he was going to pick up Xia Yinan.

Jian Chengzhang: "Gu Xing and I are traveling in the mountains."

"?"

Yu Fei blurted out his question: "What are you doing in the mountains?"

"Soak in the hot spring." Jian Chengzhang replied lightly.

"Where's Xiao Xia?" Yu Fei felt suffocated for a moment when he thought of Xiao Xia and Gu Xingyou going to the hot springs. He hadn't taken Xiao Xia to the hot springs yet!

That's right, I didn't take Xiaoxia to a hot spring.

Yu Fei couldn't help but plan in his heart, he would take Xiao Xia to bubbles when he was free...

"I don't know." Jian Chengzhang's answer was concise, but he seemed a little impatient. Gu Xingyou's voice calling Jian Chengzhang was vaguely heard from the receiver, and then Jian Chengzhang told Yu Fei: "We are just the one who saw you in the hospital this morning." Little star, Gu Xingyou asked him to eat lobster, but he didn't set a time. If you lose someone, go find it yourself."

After speaking, Jian Chengzhang hung up the phone straightforwardly.

"Du—" The busy tone on the receiver made Yu Fei frowned, and he lowered his eyes slightly to think, and sent a message to Xiao Xia.

[Mr. Yu: Xiao Xia, I've had dinner, where are you, do you want me to pick you up? ]

The message didn't reply right away, but Yu Fei saw [typing...] on the chat box, flashed back and forth several times, and finally Xia Yinan replied to him.

[Xiao Xia: Mr. Gu drank too much, I don't trust him, he won't come back tonight. ]

For a moment, Yu Fei felt angry and funny.Why did Xiao Xia think that she could not ask Gu Xingyou... But this also made Yu Fei a little sober. There is no doubt that Xiao Xia likes her, but now she finds an excuse to hide from herself.

Yu Fei realized that something had happened to Xiao Xia during the two or three hours he had been away.

Yu Fei's gaze shifted from the wastebasket by his side to several cabinets at home.He knew that after returning from the hospital, Xiaoxia's medicine bottles were put in it.Yu Fei immediately got up, flipped through it, several vitamin bottles were neatly arranged...

Even if there are affirmative answers to many things, various evidences are needed to support them.

Yu Fei breathed a sigh of relief for no reason, and then looked at Xiao Liu who was still trying to reduce his sense of existence, but could feel his gaze was always on him.

They are all there, Xiaoxia will not leave them behind.

No, leave yourself alone.

Yu Fei chose a tone as calm as possible, and told Xia Yinan to just look at Gu Xingyou casually, the most important thing is to take care of himself, don't be too late at night, and don't make himself too tired.If you can't figure it out, you can contact yourself, and if you can't, then you can contact Jian Chengzhang. Anyway, Jian Chengzhang will definitely not ignore Gu Xingyou.

On Xia Yinan's side, there was another burst of [typing...], and finally only replied "yes" to Yu Fei.

Yu Fei put away his phone and took a deep breath, holding back his agitation. He didn't know where Xia Yinan could go, and he didn't dare to ask. He hesitated again and again, still worried about Xiao Xia's safety.

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After sending the message to Yu Fei, Xia Yinan moved his legs, he was completely unwilling to think about whether Yu Fei would go to Mr. Gu to verify this matter.

Just making up a reason for Yu Fei not to go home, he has already exhausted his strength.

He sat on the fence beside the central square for almost an hour, watching the cars and people coming and going, the night wind of Yancheng woke him up.Maybe it was the effect of sedative drugs, after Xia Yinan ran out of that suffocating room, she didn't want to move anymore.

In fact, he could see the houses in the Yangyi community from this angle, but Xia Yinan didn't know which house he and Brother Yu lived together for three or four years.

After the night darkened, many windows were lit up, Xia Yinan squinted his eyes to estimate the floor, he really wanted to find the light that belonged to Yu Fei in the darkness.

But in his mind, there are always two photos that Xia Qing sent him.

Yu Fei and Qi Ye have a close relationship, Xia Yinan imagined it, but never saw it with his own eyes.Even when he found out that Xia Qing and Qi Ye knew each other well, he fantasized that Qi Ye was a person with many friends.

Brother Yu is just one of them.

But Xia Qing helped him break this illusion, Xia Yinan turned on his phone and looked back and forth.

[Xia Qing: Be sober, you are with a man, there is no result. ]

[Xia Qing: I don't need to treat him, I don't need to stand up, let's go home and leave him. ]

[Xia Qing: You are really not suitable. ]

Xia Qing also sent many messages afterwards, but without exception, they were persuading Xia Yinan and Yu Fei to break up.

Xia Yinan didn't reply a single message, he was afraid that if he replied to the message, he wouldn't be able to hold on any longer.

Xia Yinan sat on the side of the road until early in the morning, when he suddenly received a message from Gu Xingyou, who asked where Xia Yinan was.

Xia Yinan was a little at a loss, he hesitated for a while, but still sent a message to Gu Xingyou.

[Xiao Xia: What's wrong with Mr. Gu?It's midnight, I'm definitely at home. ]

After Xia Yinan's message was sent, Gu Xingyou sent a screenshot of the message to Yu Fei, and then said on Jian Chengzhang's phone, "Xiao Xia won't tell me." Gu Xingyou was a little helpless.

Yu Fei didn't speak for a while, but Gu Xingyou became curious. He asked, "What's wrong with you and Xiao Xia? Have you had a fight? Are you going to break up?"

"No quarrel." Yu Fei didn't know what happened to them.

They didn't quarrel, and Xiao Xia obviously didn't intend to break up with her.

"Then what's going on? Do you want to ask again?" After Gu Xingyou finished speaking, he whispered to Yu Fei again: "I'm not talking about you, what happened, tell us so we can help you."

"Don't ask, don't scare him, and don't let him know that I asked you to ask." After Yu Fei instructed, he hung up the phone.

Xia Yinan knew nothing about what happened between Gu Xingyou and Yu Fei, he continued to sit on the street, imagining that he was back when he was ten years old.At that time, his parents were still there, his elder brother was still healthy, and he was still the carefree Xia Yinan of the Xia family.

He can refuse to take the same way as his brother because he is afraid of hardship; he can pretend to be sick under the cover of his parents because he stays in bed in the morning, and refuses to go to the first class.

However, that kind of happiness was very short, so short that Xia Yinan could hardly remember how many things he was truly happy about.

Every day before, Xia Yinan was always anxious because of insomnia and having to lie in bed to sleep.He stayed up until early morning today, and passed the time by reminiscing about the past, and he even felt that the time passed quickly.

At about five o'clock in the morning, Xia Yinan found that there were more people around him, and there was a crowd of people in his place, and there was even a morning market in a small street.

Xia Yinan seemed to have opened the door to a new world, wandered around a few times, and was suddenly asked by the owner of the bean curd stall: "Do you eat tofu nao, young man?"

The boss is about 40 years old and looks very kind. When he saw Xia Yinan turning his head, he immediately greeted Xia Yinan warmly and told Xia Yinan that he could sit down and eat.

Xia Yinan felt as if she had been bewitched, so she ordered a bowl of tofu nao and fried dough sticks.

He just sat on the side of the road like this, as if he had returned to his childhood.

After eating the warm tofu nao and the soft fried dough sticks, Xia Yinan's whole body warmed up. He was much more energetic, and even his mood improved a lot.

When Xia Yinan was about to pay the bill and leave, the owner of the tofu stall said with a smile: "No need, this part is my treat."

Xia Yinan was surprised.

The boss explained: "I think you are about the same age as my son. I just saw you walking alone, and I seemed to be in a bad mood... I just wondered if something difficult happened to you. If you are not good, tell me, then tell your family Let's talk, there is nothing hard to overcome in this world, the meaning of being together as a family is to support each other... Our family has encountered difficulties before, and now we have overcome them."

Xia Yinan was a little overwhelmed by the words, but the boss was still enthusiastic: "This meal counts as uncle's invitation to you. If you become prosperous in the future, you can come here to support me again."

"I... Thank you." Xia Yinan suddenly wanted to cry, but this time it wasn't sad.

In the end, Xia Yinan still paid the boss, but his mood improved a lot. He felt that it was still early, so he didn't think much about it. According to the boss's wishes, he simply went to find his brother.

The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angel: I am happy to irrigate 2 bottles of nutrient solution; Counselor and Miaomiao, who are more cats, respectively irrigate 1 bottle of nutrient solution.