Shiratori

It started to rain in the second half of the night.

When Shen Xie opened her eyes, she was still a little dazed.The soft decoration of Ye's house is very thick, the sound of the pattering rain seems to be sucked into another different space, the big bed is empty, and at this moment, it is trapped in the vague night, and there is an invisible distance from the surrounding walls.

He blinked a little slowly before he realized where he was now.

The quiet mansion in the rain at night seems to be another world from the place where he was drinking and lighting up when he first met tonight.Shen Xie moved her body, and only realized the current situation after touching another warm body behind her.

In fact, when Ye Chen brought him back, Shen Xie didn't completely lose consciousness, but her body was fluttering, and she was a little at a loss as to where the changing background around her was fast forwarding to.

On the contrary, Alpha may be due to the environment tonight, and it seems that even the consumption of lust has become extraordinarily long.When you open your eyes in a daze, you can see strange lights above your head through a layer of water mist. The chandeliers of some years have been shaken so that the light and shadow are chaotic. Just open your eyes, as if there is a slow and continuous feeling of sinking after something falls into the deep stream .

Yet even those things were gone by now.

Probably the strict Ye Zhai gave people a lot of mental pressure, and they were still in estrus, but now when they clearly felt that they were trapped in the sphere of influence of Alpha pheromone around them, they still felt a little nervous Can't be digested.

Or maybe this is reasonable, they are indeed out of place in every aspect, and they instinctively resist everything related to each other. Temporary pleasure is a purely physical cover-up. Only when you open your eyes can you see the truth of everything. the truth.

The mobile phone seemed to be placed not far from the pillow, Shen Xie reached out to touch it, and at the same time, more memories finally began to flash back intermittently.

After finishing with Ye Chen, it seemed that a servant came to tidy up the room and changed the sheets, and the people who went in and out of the room with their heads down also became unclear in such recollections.It is even strange that even the images in the memory are silent, and the intersection of people becomes a black and white phantom.

Thinking about it this way feels unreal, as if floating in the clouds.

Shen Xie stood still in place for a while, waiting for more consciousness to come back. Many things that happened in the first half of the night seemed to be some kind of layered patches, which were stuck to the windward grid in order. It looks like a big dream.

Alpha's pheromones are still densely wrapped around his body, like a thick and soft lake.

After thinking for a while, he leaned over and took the phone, and after clicking on it, the message sent by Yiyi still stayed on the screen, and there were still those few red dots behind the long and short voice bars.

There is no new news coming in later.

After thinking for a while, Shen Xie put the phone to her ear and clicked on the message.

When the little girl's voice broke through the screen and reached my ears, the real world seemed to come back a little bit.

For a moment, the blurry things around him faded away like the tide.In fact, the dialog box is nothing more than the same daily sharing as usual, but today happened to encounter some special events.

Shen Xie half-closed his eyes and listened to the children chattering about their parents' experience tonight, and You Rongyan seemed to be participating in it personally. In the dark environment, the things that could be perceived by hearing were magnified many times. He just listened like this, but he couldn't help it. He thought of the gentle and gentle face of the other Omega's mother when he went to pick up the little girl.

Although he also has the same gentle temperament of this gender, it seems to be more friendly and vivid than the one he caught a glimpse of tonight. Even when he was picking up the little girl at the beginning, the other girl stood in the corridor and said goodbye to him. The smile on his face seemed more real.

For a moment, Shen Xie unavoidably thought, that mother who is about to celebrate her wedding anniversary, does she like her current life?

Shen Xie remembered that when she was with Ye Chen just now, the young Omega suddenly encountered a turning point in her life, and it was not that she did not try to be a good wife as expected by the whole society.

He tried his best to fulfill his responsibilities as a partner, and waited for Alpha's return with anticipation every day.

However, Ye Chen didn't give him more chances. After thinking about it for a long time, he still understood that such a life was not what he wanted.

Whether it is stubbornness or some kind of hidden personality defect, he has longed for independence since he was very young. It is not so much the pursuit of self as it is the anxiety that goes deeper into the bone marrow.

The distrust of the world around her will further turn into longing and fear for love, which is hidden in the blood until today.

He undoubtedly loved Ye Chen, but he was so afraid of him, because long before he realized it, the other party was definitely not an Alpha who could give him safe and thorough love.

—but the little girl's mother seemed to be quite different.

Even if there were 100 million Omegas who were experiencing a life they didn't like, she probably wouldn't be one of them.

Shen Xie couldn't help but think of the gentle and determined temperament of the other party. It was obviously the same gentleness of this gender, but it seemed to be presented in a completely different way.

Or Xiaoxiao——Xiaoxiao and himself are fundamentally wrong, and being an Omega is not the only way to go.

Getting what you want, whether it's a happy, well-organized family, or a modest job—it's not impossible.

It is not difficult to see from Yiyi's mother that she loves her current career, even though as an Omega, becoming a full-time mother is only a matter of course in the eyes of many people.

But she will still carefully plan three meals a day, change the decoration of the room on time and according to the season, accompany the little girl to choose picture books and pick hairpins, even listen to Shen Xie's class carefully several times, and exchange tutoring with him every once in a while course progress.

She is also responsible for the cost of each tutoring class. Shen Xie has seen the account book of the other party several times. The schema is complicated but well organized. There are many financial items after excluding family expenses. It is obvious that she has a clear understanding of the entire family's economy. chest.

That is actually another kind of career and life, with dedication, neither humble nor overbearing, it seems similar but completely different from Shen Xie's three years.

——Another possibility, Shen Xie suddenly thought of the sentence about gender family, although the expression may not be the same, but he has been greatly favored by this sentence since he was a child, and in the end it was another Omega who broke the mystery in front of him barrier.

Not because being an Omega means you have to accept all of this.

So, would it be possible for me to become the same person as her?

Shen Xie thought for a while, and instead of replying to voice messages as usual with children, she raised her hand to type.

At this point, the kid should have fallen asleep for a long time, but she never responded to the message she received earlier, it is not Shen Xie's style to neglect anyone.

What's more, he can't sleep well now, and urgently needs to find something to distract his attention.

As a result, halfway through the input this time, the finger was held down by the hand stretched out from behind.

Alpha's voice obviously still carried the slackness when he just woke up, he just lowered his voice and asked him: "What are you looking at?"