Shiratori

The author has something to say: Thank you everyone.

Shen Xie's birthday is in March.

This is what Ye Chen saw when he looked at the files of the orphanage handed over by his assistant. The Omega in the photo was not an Omega at that time, with a small face, looking towards the camera with his eyes open——

Then time folded, and the nervous child in the photo turned into a slender and slender young man in front of him, wearing a loose home clothes and making exquisite snacks, if he hadn’t subconsciously grasped the edge of the tray with his fingers, he would have hardly seen the shadow of that year trace.

Young, outstanding, with excellent space and color perception ability, the subject of professional teachers' expressions of admiration.

At the same time, she was so fragile, trembling uncontrollably under the control of pheromones during the estrus period, even her lips lost blood color under the majestic lights of the room, but her eyes opened blankly were like a piece of dark brown glass.

——There are not many close classmates, but unexpectedly, the reputation among the student group is not bad.

At that time, Ye Chen saw this and didn't continue to scroll down. The scene of Omega lowering his eyes and saying thank you to him the night before was still in his mind. It was a bit jerky, but it was as clean as a piece of paper.

Gentle and peaceful, without too many edges and corners, it is recognized as a good talker.

It's just an Omega, what he needs is only a little, and what he is going to give is already enough.

A perfect exchange, nothing more is necessary and should not be known.

However, after three years, the date handwritten on the archive paper still stays in my memory.

Why didn't I continue to read it back then, in fact, if you think about it today, you will know the reason.

Starting from that scent of white orchids, every further understanding will only make him like him more.

However, Ye Chen has never prepared to become like his father since a long time ago.

Ye's main house no longer needed another Omega enshrined high in the exhibition window, but it took him a long time to understand this.

The hotels on the island are equipped with a complete set of high-end business teams. Member customers like Ye Chen can get the fastest response and satisfaction to any request they make.

Shen Xie turned around from the unused flower ribbon, at this moment Ye Chen suddenly thought of the row of decorations on the window sill of Lian Shui Wan Ju.

The slender and white birds are elegant, and they are arranged in groups. From the detailed and delicate models to the abstract metal stacks with blurred faces, they are all graceful and graceful without exception.

His Omega was born in March, so it was supposed to be a spring bird.

Shen Xie turned around this time, opened her mouth but did not make a sound.

After the storm, the sea level has returned to azure calm, overlapping with the distant sky and extending infinitely on the horizon.

Ye Chen watched Omega slowly calm down from the initial surprise and bewilderment, and finally showed a begging expression——

Shen Xie said softly, "Mr. Ye, why did you do this?"

Even at this time, he is quiet and careful, speaking smoothly, as if he is just reminding to wear a mask during the pollen season, or to go home early in winter when the days are short.

Ye Chen suddenly remembered that in the past few springs, when Omega went out, he always seemed to be covered tightly, only a pair of eyes were exposed from under the mask and the brim of the hat, and the black eyes became as docile as a rabbit.

——It turns out that he can also recall so many details about Omega, but now the image of these details piled up, the thing that is closest to "home" in his life so far, seems to be too blurred to go back up.

Ye Chen had never tried to connect Shen Xie with him in a deeper way before, with a kind of politeness and distance that could be called indifference. When he chased back Omega from the University City last time, he only felt that he had further confirmed his love for him. each other's needs.

He was more than one step slower.

After Shen Xie said "You just don't love me", this birthday surprise that was prepared earlier was rediscovered. Of course, it can be said that it was a wrong ending, but this is not the only thing they missed. night.

Of course, there is no way to continue the vacation schedule, Ye Chen still booked the same AO cabin on the return plane as when he came, but this time Shen Xie took out the blindfold and handed it to him: "Mr. Ye. "

Omega looked at him pleadingly, so Ye Chen put on the blindfold without saying a word.

Then he felt the tense people around him breathlessly relieved.

Later, when she was on the island, Shen Xie didn't want to look at him very much, and when she stayed in the seaside villa and waited for the housekeeper and assistant to go through the formalities for the return trip, she just waited and lowered her gaze.

Shen Xie finally asked him a question:

"What happened on the night of Christmas," his Omega looked at him, "was it also planned by Mr. Ye?"

--of course not.

It took Ye Chen a while to remember which time Shen Xie was referring to. To be honest, it was probably one of the few moments he didn't want to recall in his life.

His omega would leave him, and there was probably nothing more horrifying than seeing that thought come true before his eyes, and he waited months before he really understood the significance of that moment.

Wanting to take him back was not just caused by Alpha's possessiveness.

After hearing the answer, Shen Xie just nodded calmly, a glimmer of hope suddenly rose in Ye Chen's heart, but Shen Xie didn't look over after that.

Ye Chen endured it, but swallowed everything he wanted to say.

Then they stood in front of the villa in Lian Shui Wan.

"Mr. Ye, I still want to move out for a while."

His Omega stood in the hallway holding his suitcase, and finally showed a bit of embarrassment: "So you...are you still counting on the matter of providing inhibitors?"

-end-

The spring in the southern cities and the dry and short season in the capital are completely different time and space.

The leaves will turn green layer by layer, and the big pink, white and light purple flowers will bloom tree by tree. The red leaves of the camphor tree are still falling until the middle of summer, and this bright season will continue longer.

Shen Xie stood at the entrance of the gallery and swept away the fallen leaves accumulated the night before.He asked Lu Ningxi to send his resume to the several art firms that responded quickly, and finally he chose the one located in the most prosperous art district in the area, where backpackers and college students come and go, and the time is very long. .

In such a world, it seems that he finally does not have to fear the shortness of youth, worry about the unknown future and all possible changes.

——I don’t know if Ye Chen’s homestay industry has spread here.

Alpha finally fulfilled its promise. The nearest hospital will approve the inhibitor every month. As long as you apply for it on time with your ID card, the estrus period will not be too difficult.

He remembered the day when Alpha came back from the island, Alpha told him in a low voice that he originally planned to take him to change his ID card when he came back this time.

The airline’s special class for couples is a special service for AO couples who have a marked relationship. When Chen booked the ticket, he spent a lot of effort on that seat. In the end, he went back to the medical information several years ago. Marriage procedures have only been issued under the certificate.

"At first I thought it would be done straight away." Ye Chen said, "But then I thought, I should ask you again."

It was only then that he discovered that some things that he hadn't paid much attention to had fallen into reality, but they still showed omnipresent influence.

And he couldn't confirm whether Shen Xie was still willing to be bound with him.

"I didn't think a lot before, and there were a lot of places where I didn't do enough, and I knew it was my fault.

"But there is only one thing: I hope you can accept what I give you."

In the end, Ye Chen said so.At that time, he hoped to get the inhibitor from Alpha, and even proposed to buy it at the market price, but Ye Chen just looked at him, and then said that.

After working and living here, the owner of the gallery must have been taken care of by Lu Ningxi, not to mention that Shen Xie's paintings are indeed fast and sell well, and the owner has never hesitated to express his praise at work.

"Baby, I really love you." His current boss is a Beta. He wandered around the world as an artist before graduating from university, and now he has settled in this small southern city when he is old. Monthly running water has increased by several percentage points!"

Shen Xie once thought that the boss was going to chase her, so she found a time to have a serious talk with him, and also half-covered about the matter with Ye Chen in the past.

Filled with righteous indignation, the boss reprimanded the scumbag A for him, and at the end, holding Shen Xiechong's coffee, he said: "Baby Xiexie is such a good O, why doesn't it deserve a peerless good A."

- You are worthy of being loved.He listened to the boss borrowing coffee and going crazy, but at that moment, another thought broke through his mind.

There are children standing in rows in the community compound, the fawning dean and pairs of smiling parents in the reception room.

The sound of rain falling on banana leaves in the middle of the night left only my bedroom alone, so empty that it seemed to reflect echoes from all over the world.

Shen Xie suddenly thought of what Ye Chen said when she ended the tutoring arranged by Alpha earlier.

Alpha asked him at the time why he could be so gentle and patient with a little girl, but he couldn't tell the truth to himself.

He had apologized to Ye Chen for the homestay project before, but he didn't know how to proceed halfway through, and Alpha didn't say anything more about it.

However, if you feel that you can exchange your professionalism and ability for all the rewards you want when facing work, then why can't love.

All the humbleness in those three years, all the hesitation and the struggle when examining one's own position.He never dared to open his mouth, for fear that taking a step forward would mean losing all the abyss.

But the self who has been worried about being abandoned for so many years is not enough to grow into a likable person.

Isn't the gentle, kind and sunny self that you put in all your efforts to make others like you the same as your inseparable self?

Ye Chen is indeed arrogant, careless and doesn't understand love, but there is still nothing wrong with what he said:

There are many things that I don't know, if you tell me, I will know.

Shen Xie opened the door of the gallery to let the sunlight in, and then turned back to her room on the second floor.

The beige curtains are the same color as when they lived in Lian Shui Wan. Three months ago, the boss approved him to renovate the entire gallery with him. An Omega and a Beta moved materials up and down against the design drawing. The end result was surprisingly refreshing.

Shen Xie opened the mailbox, Ye Chen hadn't called in this year, but the two still kept in touch by email occasionally.

"Could you let me learn it again." - Ye Chen said this in the last conversation about love and not love.

And Alpha seems to be really learning.

Shen Xie clicked on the title of the new email on the top row, and similar formats were neatly arranged in a row on the entire page.

The letters Alpha sent were not too long, always short two or three lines, and only talked about some things in life.

One day Ye Chen said that he saw a cat in front of the door of Lian Shui Wan Residence, which looked like you.

Shen Xie clicked the mouse to get rid of the latest email, then after thinking about it, she took out a letter of authorization from the folder at the corner of the desk.

Ye Chen faxed this power of attorney half a year ago, Shen Xie read it word by word, but kept it there without signing.

It's the group of white birds.

The email from Alpha said that I rejected your gift at that time.

"I rejected your gift at the time, and I didn't notice any more details of love later on."

They met on such occasions, looked at each other from an unusual starting point, and then diverged as expected.

"Since it was wrong from the beginning, can you start over from the beginning?"

From the gift at the very beginning, to all the cherished affections, and the farther future.

The copyright contract that Shen Xie signed when she graduated has not yet expired, but what Alpha wants to do can always be done in the end.

Shen Xie glanced at the calendar at the corner of the table, found a pen from the drawer, and wrote down her name at the bottom of the authorization letter.

Fifteen minutes later, the email alert rang, and it was Ye Chen who sent an exhibition plan.

So he saw Alpha again at the seaside.

The installation exhibition on the Bay Center Art Plaza has been hyped as early as half a month ago, and tourists who come and go stop here one after another.

At this moment, the white birds all over the sky merged with the dark blue and light gray sea water behind, and countless stretched wings passed by the newly built Bay Art Center behind.

The early summer in the southern city brings a soft fragrance of flowers, and the sun casts vivid shadows on every plump flower.

Shen Xie saw Ye Chen, Alpha set up the exhibition in the southern city where he lived, and he had just landed from a few hours of flight.A northern man with broad shoulders and long legs walked towards him against the salty sea wind, his eyes and eyebrows were familiar after a long separation.

"...Mr. Ye." Shen Xie whispered, and soon the agenda of this installation art exhibition came to a climax.

Shen Xie took the signature pen handed over by the other party, and signed her name on the power of attorney engraved on the spot.

--pavilion.

It means the towers facing the water, the classical and elegant garden buildings, and the silent wind, flowers, snow and moon.

Shen Xie thought of the moon that she had drawn and erased on the draft, and the pendant that Alpha reached out from his thick collar that day.

And the sun turns and the stars move, after a long and long period of growth and separation.

Maybe he really got the moon now.

—White Bird·End—