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Fuyou was already extremely tired, and was about to fall asleep when Qin Gou woke him up again.

He stared in a daze, and vaguely felt as if something had landed on his neck.

He stretched out his hand to touch it, and felt that something was wrong, so he turned over and said, "What's wrong with you?"

Qin Gou hugged him tightly, lowered his head, and buried his head in his arms, preventing him from seeing his face.He knew that he was crying, and crying in front of Fuyou was really detrimental to his dignity.

He must not let Fuyou see him.

But he was originally a head taller than Fuyou, so it was really awkward to bend his waist and make such an action.

Fuyou looked at him suspiciously, stroked his hair: "Qin Gou, what's wrong?"

Qin Gou refused to look up, just shook his head, and refused to speak.

Fu You felt strange, and frowned: "What's the matter? If you don't speak again, I won't want you."

Hearing this, Qin Gou felt sore and swollen in his heart, even the hand holding Fuyou was slightly numb.

The Adam's apple rolled up and down, Qin Gou tried his best to hold back the turbulent emotions, raised his head, and said in a hoarse voice, "Fuyou, don't want me."

Fuyou looked at him suspiciously, but didn't answer.

Qin Gou hugged him even tighter: "Fuyou, don't want me...you can treat me whatever you want, but don't want me."

Suddenly, Fuyou was almost crushed by him.

Fuyou stroked his hair: "You have performed well this year, I will come over this winter again, I don't want you."

Qin Gou choked, nodded, and earnestly said: "Don't forget."

"Well, I won't forget. I'll be back next winter."

Fuyou only thinks that he is so sad because he is leaving.

Fuyou smiled, and hugged him back: "Qin Gou, are you so inseparable from me?"

Qin Gou nodded obediently: "Well, I can't live without you."

"Then I'll stay longer next winter. I can't do it this winter. I have to leave tomorrow."

Qin Gou's mood obviously dropped a lot. Sure enough, he was going back to marry Huaiyu.

But Qin Gou didn't dare to say it.

"Well, then you come early and be careful on the road."

"Got it." Fuyou hugged him, "Can I sleep now?"

"...Not yet." Qin Gou tried and touched the corner of his lips again.

Fu You frowned: "More? Are you not sleepy?"

Qin Gou said seriously, "Fuyou, you're leaving tomorrow, and we won't see you until next winter. I'm afraid you'll feel bad."

He stared at Fuyou closely, for fear that Fuyou would not bother Qin Gou if he said he could still be with others.

Fortunately, Fuyou didn't say this.

That means he still has a chance, and he has to seize the chance.

Although he is not as considerate as that Huaiyu, and he is not as good at talking, but he is the person who knows Fuyou best, he knows how to do it, Fuyou is the most comfortable, and his physical strength is better than Huaiyu.

Since Fuyou hasn't got rid of him yet, it means that Fuyou still likes him to serve.

Fuyou looked at his mournful expression, and felt soft-hearted for a moment, so he hugged him: "Okay."

He raised his head, put it next to Qin Gou's ear, and said something softly, and Qin Gou's ears turned red immediately.

Seeing that he didn't move, Fuyou let go of his hand: "What's wrong? Don't you want it?"

Qin Gou immediately restrained his expression, gritted his molars, and tensed his jaw, leaned forward, kissed Fuyou: "Yes."

If he works hard now, let Fuyou only get used to his service, then he will win.

With such thoughts in mind, Qin Gou went outside to the watchman and knocked three times.

In the middle of the night, it was the time when werewolves were active.

Sure enough, the next morning, Fuyou was lying on the bed, unable to get up.

Qin Gou deliberately didn't call him, and hugged him to sleep peacefully.

When Fuyou asked him what time it was, he put down the curtains, the light on the couch was dim, and told Fuyou that it was still early.

Fuyou was in a daze, but he really believed it.

When the sun was high, Fuyou woke up suddenly and pushed Qin Hook: "What time is it now..."

Before he finished speaking, when he sat up, he accidentally pulled his waist and abdomen, hissed, and fell back again.

Qin Gou caught him, held his waist through the cloth with his dry palm, and rubbed him: "What's wrong?"

"I'm leaving early in the morning, you..." Fu You thumped him, "Did you do it on purpose?"

"Fuyou, you were the one who seduced me first, you said..."

Fu You covered his mouth, not letting him continue, and lay down on the soft quilt again.

Qin Gou leaned forward and asked him softly, "Fuyou, rest for a day before leaving?"

There is no other way, Fuyou nodded, closed his eyes and was about to fall asleep again: "Yeah."

Qin Gou hooked the corners of his lips, and gently rubbed his shoulders.

Fuyou fell asleep again.

At noon, Fuyou woke up and ate something.

After lunch, Fuyou felt refreshed, so he was ready to set off on his way.

Qin Gou wanted to keep him, but he didn't dare to keep him openly.

"Fuyou, is your body still hurting? Why don't you stay and sleep for another night?"

Fuyou twisted his neck, it was a little sore, but he had to leave.

"Don't act like a baby, you took advantage enough last night. I really have to go."

Qin Gou grabbed his sleeve, but finally couldn't hold back, and asked, "Are you going to find Huaiyu?"

"Well, what's the matter?" Fu You said calmly, "In his previous life, he passed away last year. I guarded him for a year last year. Seeing that he was safe and sound, I came to look for you in winter."

Qin Gou didn't change his face, but sneered in his heart, he still took advantage of Huaiyu.

Fu You didn't notice it, and continued: "Maybe I'm worrying too much about the control center, but his health is really bad, I plan to continue guarding him this year, what's wrong?"

"I..." Qin Gou paused, and said seriously, "I'm dying too!"

Fuyou frowned: "What?"

"I died in the eighth year, and now it's the seventh year, and I... I'm dying too."

Others can say this, but Qin Gou's words are really not convincing.

He committed suicide, as long as he doesn't do it himself, who can do anything to get him?

Fuyou was a little helpless: "Don't be like this, I'll go back to see him, and I'll come back in winter."

Qin Gou looked at him aggrievedly, he was afraid that Fuyou would go back, and if he came back in winter, he would be married to someone else.

He couldn't accept it.

Fuyou stroked his hair, then got off the couch, and walked to the hem.Qin Gou hurriedly followed and helped him pick up his clothes.

He didn't want Fuyou to go away, but he still put clothes on Fuyou.

Qin Gou helped him fasten his belt, and then sent him away.

Qin Gou still looked unhappy, supported his arm, and put him on the horse.

Fuyou didn't know what he was thinking, said "goodbye in winter" to him, and rode away.

Goodbye winter, goodbye winter.

This is the deepest curse on Qin Gou.

In the spring, the ice and snow melted, and Fuyou traveled all the way south, speeding up his horse, and soon returned to the small warm town in the south.

The outside of the house is festively decorated, as if some kind of happy event is about to be held.

Fuyou got off his horse, threw the reins to the porter, and quickly stepped across the threshold.

The servant who saw him was one step ahead of him, ran into the door, and shouted: "Young Master Fu is back! Young Master Fu is back!"

The man sitting in the corridor basking in the sun raised his eyes, then quickly looked away, and curled his lips calmly.

Fuyou put down the bookcase, took off the cloak, then walked behind the man, took off the hat on his head, and put it on his head: "Huaiyu? Have you taken your medicine today?"

Huaiyu took off his hat, threw it into his arms, and complained: "Do you still know the date? How many days have passed? It's five days later than the agreed date. I thought you fell into the cliff and were killed by a tiger. It's gone, and I'm about to send someone to find you. It turned out that it didn't fall off a cliff and was carried away by a tiger, but fell into a fox's hole and was fascinated by the vixen."

Fuyou was powerless to refute, so he could only nod his head: "...Well, you're right."

Huaiyu looked puzzled: "Ah? Fuyou!"

Fuyou folded his arms and sat down on the railing in front of him: "The vixen is gentle and considerate, and he can recite poems and make love, which fascinates me so much."

He raised the fluffy hat in his hand: "Look at this hat, it was given to me by the vixen when we parted. It's made of fox fur. It's very warm."

Huaiyu reached out to take it, but Fuyou raised his hand and raised the hat.

In fact, it was Qin Gou's hat.

Fuyou put on his hat, and smacked loudly in front of Huaiyu.Huaiyu raised his hand and pushed the cap down hard, covering his eyes directly.

"Fuyou, I'll beat you to death!"

"Eh? Why is it dark?"

Fuyou spun around on the spot, Huaiyu patted his hand to make him twirl on the spot, stood up, and went back to the room.

Fuyou went back to his room, washed up and rested, it was already evening.

After dinner, the doctor came to check Huaiyu's pulse, and Fuyou sat on the side with his head propped up, watching seriously.

Huaiyu looked relaxed, for him to drink medicine and check the pulse is a very common thing.

Not long after, the doctor withdrew his hand: "It's nothing serious, take care of it slowly, continue to take the medicine, take good care of it, everything will be fine."

Fuyou looked at the doctor's face, trying to judge whether what he said was true or not.

Huaiyu pinched him and gave the doctor a wink: "Don't look around, you will scare the doctor again."

Fu You looked away, sent the doctor out, and took the opportunity to ask him how Huai Yu's health was.

What the doctor said was steady: "Don't worry, Mr. Fu, it's okay, take good care of it...it's okay."

Fu You didn't pay attention to his strange expression, nodded, sent him out the door, and then turned back.

Back to Huaiyu, the two talked for a while.

"So which vixen took your soul away?"

"That's the one." Fuyou's voice became softer, "The one in the palace."

Huaiyu pouted: "The thing I worry about the most is you, if you are bullied, how can I feel at ease?" He remembered one thing: "By the way, your wedding dress is ready, do you want to try it? "

Fu You frowned: "Are you really thinking about it?" He pointed to himself: "Do you really want to marry me?"

"Yeah." Huaiyu held his hand, "It's just a ceremony, I can't find anyone else, you have already agreed."

Fuyou blinked: "But I always feel a little weird."

"No, it's just a ceremony, so I beg you." Huaiyu raised an eyebrow at him, "Besides, if you are bullied in the future, you can immediately become Huaiyu's widow , so that no one dares to bully you."

Fuyou frowned even tighter: "Really?"

"I promise, I won't tell this matter. Close the door, and you will treat it as playing house with me. I really want to get married." Huaiyu pulled him up from his seat, " Let's go and try on Xifu."

Fuyou was pulled into the room by him, Huaiyu took out the bright red wedding dress from the suitcase, and threw it on him: "Put it on."

"Oh." Fuyou hugged the clothes and looked at them, "Why does it look like a skirt..."

Huaiyu covered his mouth: "It's nothing, you read it wrong, try it right away."

Huaiyu withdrew and closed the inner door.

Not long after, Fuyou puffed his cheeks angrily, held the hem of the skirt in one hand, and opened the door with the other: "Huaiyu, you'd better come and explain to me right now."

Huaiyu looked back at him, her eyes lit up, she got up and went forward: "Fuyou, you are so pretty, not bad, not bad, I knew you would look good in this, you are the person I want to marry even in my dreams."

Of course Fuyou refused, and he forcibly pulled him over to sit down.

Huaiyu tried to persuade him: "If you wear this when I am about to die, I will definitely have to sit up immediately. How can I let you go and die? I have to cheat the corpse."

He hugged Fuyou's arm: "Fuyou, please, I have already arranged everything, no one else will see it, and it will not hinder your reputation as a historian, just secretly wear it with me. Save me Go out of the flower building, and ask me to see a doctor, you just be a good person to the end, I know you are a good person, I know I don't have long..."

Fuyou, who was originally unmoved, raised his head in horror when he heard this, "Okay, okay, don't talk nonsense, I'll wear it, can't I wear it?"

"Yeah." Huaiyu nodded and raised his right hand, "I promise I won't be seen by others, I've made arrangements."

Fuyou went back with his clothes in his arms, and before he left, he told Huaiyu to remember to drink the medicine, Huaiyu waved to him, and poured out the medicine soup as soon as he left.

The small town in the south is really warm, it's only spring, and the sun is warm.

Qin Gou led the horse and walked through the bustling market.

He came here secretly.

After Fuyou left, he stayed alone in the palace for a few days, trying to paralyze himself with reviewing memorials.

But as long as he is free, he can't help but think of Fuyou, and the scene of Fuyou wearing a wedding dress and marrying someone else.

Not long after, all the memorials were approved, and he had nothing to do, thinking about that scene every day and night.

He really couldn't bear it, and finally followed Fuyou's footsteps and came here.

He didn't mean to follow Fuyou.

Cui Zhi, dressed in casual clothes, asked passers-by about Fuyou's residence: "Excuse me, where is the house of Mr. Fu Xiaolang, the poetry picker?"

Passers-by pointed to the front: "Go along this street, go to the front, turn right, there is a house with red lanterns hanging, it is the house of Mr. Fu Xiaolang."

Red Lantern……

Cui Zhi paused, then turned to look at Qin Gou.

Qin Gou paused and asked, "Is he going to have a wedding?"

"Yes."

Just at this moment, a few young servants walked by the street holding food boxes of xiguo and red silk and brocade. Help Mr. Xiaolang."

He was enthusiastic and wanted to help Qin Gou call them back and let them take Qin Gou over. Qin Gou hurried away leading the horse.

He didn't want to face Fuyou face to face, he wasn't ready yet.

If Fuyou is really going to marry Huaiyu, what kind of identity will he stand in front of Fuyou?

And he came here uninvited, what if Fuyou gets angry?

Qin Gou walked a long way before reaching Fuyou's house.

Fu Zhai has a new look from top to bottom, full of joy, it looks like a happy event is about to be held.

Standing in front of the door, Qin Gou was in a daze, unable to recover for a long time.

After an unknown amount of time, a familiar voice came from the door, which brought Qin Gou back to his senses.

"I don't like xiguo, I don't eat it!"

It was Fuyou's voice.

Qin Gou came back to his senses suddenly, turned around, and hid aside while leading the horse.

Fuyou was dragged out by Huaiyu, Huaiyu advised him: "Let's go, let's go, buy some more."

Standing by the door, Qin Gou watched helplessly as Fuyou was dragged away, the two of them chatted and laughed, they really didn't match each other.

Cui Zhi turned to look at Qin Gou: "Your Majesty..."

Qin Gou's expression sank: "Find a place to live."

Cui Zhi found an inn at the gate of Fu's house to stay.

Qin Gou stood in front of the window of the room, just in time to see the Fu family.

The Fu family has been decorating the house for the past few days, and the servants come in and out, carrying things in and out.

Qin Gou watched as the red lanterns in front of Fu's house were replaced with new ones, and craftsmen went in to build green cottages.

Cui Zhi was in charge of bringing the memorials from the imperial capital and putting them on Qin Gou's desk. Qin Gou would reply when he was free.

It didn't take long for the auspicious day to come.

Early this morning, Qin Gou was standing in front of the window, staring closely at the front of Fu's house.

Soon, a man in a wedding dress came out from the door of Fu's house and got on his horse.

As soon as he came out, Qin Gou's frown suddenly relaxed.

Wait, who is this guy?How has he never seen it?

Could he be in the wrong place?

Maybe...it's not Fuyou who wants to get married at all?

Qin Gou turned his head abruptly, startling Cui Zhi who was pouring tea.

Qin Gou grabbed his cloak and went out immediately.

Huaiyu's room was also completely new.

Huaiyu was wearing a dress, sitting on the couch, Fuyou sat on the couch with him, turned to look at him: "Brother Zheng went to pick up Miss Wang's house, it's not so fast, can we relax a little?"

Huaiyu said seriously, "Impossible."

"My neck is so sore." Fuyou twisted his neck, and the hairpins on his head jingled.

"Keep dignified." Huaiyu turned her head, saw his pitiful appearance, and paused, "Okay, okay, you can take a rest."

Fuyou relaxed, picked up the teacup on the desk, and took a sip.

He said dissatisfied: "You lent my house to others to get married without asking me."

"What is your house? I have been taking care of your house all the time. If it weren't for me, your house would have been covered with weeds." Huaiyu couldn't help but relax, took a sip of tea, coughed twice "Xiao Zheng is a good friend of mine. His house hasn't been repaired yet. What if I lend it to him? Besides, we can get married under their cover. Isn't that great? It kills two birds with one stone."

After a while, Fuyou drank his stomach full of tea. He rubbed his stomach and estimated the time: "Is it time to come back? Why haven't you come back?"

He got off the couch, walked to the window, opened the window and took a look.

Brother Zheng didn't wait to pick up his relatives, but he waited a few times and shouted: "Hey, who are you? Mr. Fu Xiaolang won't see you today, please tell me your name, and I'll let you know..."

Oops, I don't know who is messing things up.

Fuyou said loudly: "Who is it?"

People outside didn't pay attention to him, Fuyou just wanted to go out to have a look, when Huaiyu pulled him back.

"Put on some clothes before going out, those who don't know may think that you are going to snatch a kiss."

Fuyou put on a cloak and a hood to cover all the pearls and hairpins, then ran out to have a look.

"what happened?"

Fuyou raised his head, and the moment he met Qin Gou's eyes, Qin Gou's eye sockets turned red.

The boys tried their best to stop Qin Gou, and when they saw Fuyou coming out, they hurriedly said, "Mr. Fu, this man just broke in..."

Fu You pursed the corners of his lips, feeling very helpless, and said to them: "It's okay, I'm sorry to trouble you, today is a good day, you go and get the happy money."

The boys backed away, Qin Gou held back his tears, and went forward to tug on Fuyou's sleeve, but in the end he couldn't touch Fuyou: "I'm sorry, I ran here by myself, I'm very scared...I'll go back right now .”

Fuyou sighed, and grabbed his hand: "It's all here, come in." He dragged Qin Gou in and said, "Go and stay in my room, you are not allowed to come out today."

"Yes……"

Before Qin Gou could nod his head, the hood on Fuyou's head was blown away by the wind, and a hairpin fell to the ground.

Fuyou turned around to pick it up, but the next moment, Huaiyu pushed open the window violently.

"Fuyou? Why is he here?"

Qin Gou picked up the golden hairpin and put it back on Fuyou's hair.

Fuyou brushed his hair bun, looked at Huaiyu: "I didn't know he would come over."

Huaiyu's eyes turned red with anger: "It's just a random marriage, a ceremony, if you don't want to marry me, just don't come back, you still... you still bring him back to anger me."

In the end, Qin Gou was allowed to enter the room.

He sat in his seat and figured out what was going on.

Getting married is Huaiyu's wish, he couldn't find anyone else, so he begged Fuyou to marry him.

But he didn't want to ruin Fuyou's reputation, so he just thought it would be good for the two of them to have fun secretly.

It happened that at this time, Huaiyu had a friend who was going to get married. In winter, the house was crushed by snow and there was no place to get married. Huaiyu asked them to come and get married, and he followed suit.

So of course they are not really married.

only……

Qin Gou looked at Fuyou and Huaiyu who were crowding in front of the window to watch the ceremony, but couldn't help clenching his fists.

Just to coax Huaiyu, Fuyou wore a skirt and combed her hair in a bun.

Fuyou has always been good-looking, he looks good in whatever he wears, but he only dressed up like this for Huaiyu.

Qin Gou was unhappy, but he didn't dare to show it.

Fuyou didn't care about him following him privately, and let him in, that's already very good.

He could only stare at Fuyou silently.

Fuyou crouched in front of the window, watching the marriage scene with Huaiyu from a distance, chatting and laughing.

"Look at that child, he picked up the most happy money." Huaiyu pointed to the front, a little blush appeared on his pale face, "When I reincarnate, I will be such a child."

At night, the green cottage built in the courtyard is lit by candlelight.

There was no candle in Huaiyu's room, so he pulled Fuyou to sit in front of the corridor, looking at Qinglu from a distance.

Fuyou supported his head, shaking his head once and for all, and the golden hairpins in his hair were also thrown flying around by him.

Huaiyu pressed his head: "Don't move around, watch carefully."

At the same time, Qin Gou was standing in a dark corner, covered in the evening dew, as if he had been abandoned there.

Huaiyu pressed Fuyou hard, hugged his arm, and leaned her head on his shoulder.

Fuyou felt awkward, but Huaiyu was too strong, he had no room to resist.

I don't know how long it has passed, it seems that the candlelight in the green cottage has dimmed, and everything is silent, only the low hum of insects.

The moonlight was shining brightly on Huaiyu's face, his eyes were lowered, as if he was about to fall asleep.

Just as Fuyou wanted to push him awake and tell him to go back to sleep, Huaiyu said, "I didn't fall asleep."

He raised his head, adjusted his posture, and leaned against Fuyou again.

"Fuyou, I don't feel very good."

Fu You was startled: "Is it uncomfortable? I'll let them call for a doctor."

"No." Huaiyu hugged his arm, "I'll take it easy, and I'll be fine soon."

Fuyou lowered his head: "Your face is ugly..."

"It's the moonlight, I'm fine." Huaiyu sniffed, "Actually, last year I felt that I couldn't do it, mainly because I wanted to marry you, and last year you kept guarding me, so I procrastinated for a while. "

The panic in Fuyou's heart grew bigger and bigger: "Okay, stop talking, I'll call the doctor..."

"Without you, I wouldn't have survived last year."

In his previous life, Fuyou died before him, and he died last year.

Fuyou was very frightened, so he called out, his voice trembling: "Huaiyu?"

Huaiyu pressed his hand and begged: "I'm fine, don't call people, please, don't call others to come over, I don't want others to come and see."

When he said this, of course Fuyou didn't dare to move anymore and just stayed with him.

The twilight was low and the night breeze was cool, Fuyou thought for a while, then raised his hand to wrap his arms around his shoulders, rubbing his arms.

Huaiyu's body was very cold, Fuyou hugged him like he was hugging an ice cube.

"If I want to die, it won't be today. Today is a day of great joy. I can only die after today." Huaiyu lowered her eyes, "I wanted to get married since I was a child, and I thought that if I got married, I would be able to leave Hualou When I met you later, I wanted to marry you. You are so kind to people, just being a friend is also very good, but I always play petty sex with you, and I want to make an inch of it, trying to coerce you and marry you."

"I was originally such a bad person. People from Hualou have dirty methods and can seduce people. I am such a person." Huaiyu leaned on Fuyou, his voice was so soft that he couldn't even hear him, "But I really like you a little bit."

Fuyou's throat was choked up, and he couldn't say anything.

There was silence between the sky and the earth, the sound of watchmen making shifts came from outside the wall, every time Fuyou called out to Huaiyu, and Huaiyu responded softly, to reassure him.

The two of them sat quietly like this, as the night fell, as quiet as no one else.

Qin Gou stood alone under the tree, covered in dew, without saying a word.

I don't know how long it has passed, the morning light is faint, and the sun shines on Huaiyu's face through the clouds.

Fuyou held his hand, wanting to rub it for him to make him warmer.

At this moment, Qin Gou's hidden guards also came.

The dark guard knelt down in front of Qin Gou, and said in a low voice, "Your Majesty, the Queen Mother is dead."

Fuyou made a sudden movement, and the gold hairpin hanging on his hair fell to the ground with a jingle.