illegitimate child

I met Luo Qingshan's illegitimate son, my name is Luo Jinnian.

Luo Qingshan could be regarded as my father, but from the day his illegitimate son stepped on the door, the word "father" was crushed to ashes by him and stepped on the soles of his feet.

Since I can only have one father, why can't he have only one son?

He is very unpromising, and he can't hold his head up at home.Grandmother is his biological mother, he respects her.Mother is his wife, he is afraid.But it was him who was so useless that he did something earth-shattering.I don't know much about love, and the masters never taught it.They have always sneered at the word love, such as the books about love that are circulated in the world, if they read it, they will be punished.

I'm actually not afraid of my masters, I'm just afraid of my mother's distress, women's minds can't pretend to be big things.She will be sad if I don't go to school, do my homework, or do my morning exercise.Although my mother didn't say it, the whip she slapped on me told me that her heart was crying.

When the father's illegitimate son appeared, the mother didn't even pick up the whip anymore, she didn't beat me, and she didn't beat Luo Qingshan either.I thought how sad she must be.

I hate illegitimate children, I hate Luo Qingshan, I lost my father because of illegitimate children, and Luo Qingshan's mother is sad.I will take the whip that the mother can't afford, and I beat him and the illegitimate child.

Before seeing the illegitimate child with my own eyes, I didn't regard him as a human being, it was just a hateful word.

The sun was very high that day, and the illegitimate son came out of the grandmother's courtyard, wearing an ill-fitting Confucian gown, desperately looking for someone to cuddle up with, and shyly trying to pretend to be calm.Just one little thing that ruins everything?I didn't see his appearance clearly, in my eyes his brows and eyes were filled with disgust, only his reed-like thin body could see clearly.

It's really small, even smaller than a raccoon slave.

I thought, if the whip goes down, can he be blown away by the wind like a reed?Don't come into my house again, don't let my mother lose her smile again.The moment I raised the whip, I didn't know why I withdrew a little more force, probably because I was too kind and wanted to give him some strength to climb out.

The illegitimate child almost met the King of Hades. This is what Pengju sneaked in and told me when I was kneeling in the ancestral hall. He looked very worried and muttered: "If he really dies, what should I do, sir, will the master let you pay for his life?" ?”

I was very disdainful and just wanted to ridicule, "How can the illegitimate child be with me..." Suddenly I couldn't say it, yes, how do I know that the illegitimate child is not as good as me?Originally Luo Qingshan was my father, but now he is the father of the illegitimate child.

It's ridiculous, maybe I have never distinguished the boundary between love and fear, Luo Qingshan is afraid of his mother, not loving her.Pengju couldn't stay for long, because his mother came.

When my mother came, she didn't wear her favorite bright clothes and didn't speak. She just took a futon and knelt beside me.I was a little scared, but more looking forward to my mother hitting me, just like in the past.

But she didn't speak all the time, I wanted to tell some jokes to make her happy, but I was worrying whether to say that I smashed Zhang Pingyue's dog's head with an inkstone the day before yesterday, or that I and Qiu Chi found a valley under the cliff of Huangjue Temple.The mother suddenly spoke, and she asked: Luo Jinnian, do you know where you went wrong?

I was right, I thought so and said so.I was right, Luo Qingshan was wrong, the illegitimate child was wrong, and the illegitimate child was wrong.

Mother asked again: "Why did I teach you martial arts?"

I really don't know this, I just know why I want to practice martial arts.In order to be invincible all over the school, in order to fly like a knight in a storybook, to fly in the sky like a kingfisher, in order to beat Zhang Pingyue until his nose is bruised and his face is swollen.But I don't know why my mother taught me martial arts, maybe because I was bored?

Of course, I dare not say that she is bored. I just said this because I am so smart.Masters are really surprised, Luo Qingshan is a great general, his mother is the daughter of a general, and their son - I, Luo Jinnian, has to go to the battlefield and shed my blood.

But I am actually afraid of suffering, tiredness, and blood. No one is destined to be a general after birth, right?At least I don't want to, how tiring being a general is!

At this moment, it is appropriate to use Mr.'s words to answer.

"In order to protect the family and the country!" Just when I was proud, my mother became angry. In the past, my mother beat and scolded me with a smile, but now she is staring at me, her eyes are deep seas, she is really angry.

My mother taught me to practice martial arts so that I can protect the people of the world and protect the weak.I don't understand why it's me, I'm also the son of the family, I grew up pampered and loved, why do I have to protect others?

But to please my mother, I made it clear.

It's not like I don't understand everything, at least I understand one thing, it's Luo Qingshan and grandmother who make my mother sad, she doesn't hate illegitimate children.

Now there is no excuse, in fact, it is not the mother who hates the illegitimate child, but me.

Hating him keeps me from being the only one.

The illegitimate child can lie in the courtyard every day when he is sick, which is very cool.I had pity on me kneeling in the ancestral hall for a few days and still had to go to school to study. Zhang Pingyue's mouth curled up when he saw me. He obviously couldn't hold it anymore and asked me hypocritically where the welts on my face came from.

The master was spitting all over the place, the dog was covered by a book, and his face was about to bloom, "I heard that you have a younger brother? Congratulations, you want to open it up, in fact, having a younger brother is also good." , look at my house," he pointed his mouth outside the school to signal me to look.

I don't want to watch it!But from the corner of the eye, he unconsciously caught a glimpse of two people standing outside under the sun, one serving tea and the other handing water, their heads were sweating profusely from the heat, and their feet were firmly fixed on the ground, not daring to move.

Zhang Pingyue's triumphant voice sounded: "See, my two concubines are more obedient than dogs."

This guy must have heard that I beat my illegitimate son and was punished to kneel down in the ancestral hall. He taunted me in different ways, and Luo Dashao, who called the wind and rain, was trampled under by an illegitimate son.

Well, he got his way, and I was furious.

He flipped his hand over the case, grabbed the book in his hand and threw it casually. The classmate who had suffered an indiscriminate disaster in front of him looked at us wrestling together in amazement while covering the back of his head.

Zhang Pingyue was good at it, but gradually he lost his strength, so he could only cover his face with his arms and roll around on the ground to avoid my raindrops of fists.

This is why I learn martial arts.

I was suspended from class by my master and sent home to reflect on myself. Just as I was secretly delighted that I didn’t have to go to school not long ago, Pengju told me a shocking news.At the family dinner tomorrow night, Luo Qingshan wants me to apologize to the illegitimate child in front of everyone.

Luo Qingshan's heart is completely biased, and he wants to use me as a raft to save face for the bastard.I knew in my heart that it was useless to ask my mother and Luo Qingshan for this matter, if I want to avoid it, I have to start with the illegitimate child.

The illegitimate child was probably afraid of being beaten by me, so he agreed directly.I'm very satisfied, this illegitimate child is not unusable, he can also be taken out just like Zhang Pingyue's concubine brother to fill the scene.

This night I learned the name of the illegitimate son, Duyu.

Since he is also a unique beauty in his mother's heart, why is his mother willing to send him to Luo Mansion as an illegitimate child and let others humiliate him?

Soon the illegitimate son taught me a lesson, he was definitely not the little raccoon slaves of Zhang Pingyue's family, he was a real hungry wolf, cunning and cruel.

The illegitimate child not only made me lose face on the spot, but also secretly attacked and pushed me into the water.

That's what I thought when I got up and would kill him, the cold, suffocating lake drowning me.But when the little shadow rushed towards me without hesitation, I thought again, just make it crippled.

Alas, I am always soft-hearted.

In fact, this illegitimate son, no, Duyu, still has some conscience. His grandmother has accepted him, and it is impossible to drive him away again, and life is not impossible.

If he is more sensible, don't provoke me anymore.

Later, when my grandmother proposed to provide him with a genealogy, I learned that his surname was Song Mingling, but the strange thing is that Luo Qingshan, who has always loved him, rejected the matter uncharacteristically.

I feel sorry for him, although he doesn't care, he is generous and gentlemanly.In fact, I know that when we practice calligraphy together, he will always bring up the genealogy and change his surname intentionally or unintentionally.He also wants to really integrate into this family, he really wants a home.

But Luo Qingshan refused, Luo Qingshan didn't say it himself, but his actions were telling Song Ling, don't expect anything that doesn't belong to you, you are an outsider.

Luo Qingshan is really an asshole, and Song Ling is also quite pitiful.

Later, we went to Huangjue Temple to offer incense and were assassinated.

I saw an assassin chasing Song Ling out of the ox cart, and I also saw Song Ling jump off the ox cart to let Qianyu escape. At that moment, I thought a lot. Shengtian, should I risk my life to save Song Ling, he is just an illegitimate child.

My body was faster than my brain, and when I came back to my senses, I had already rushed out. There was no doubt that I was no match for the assassin, so I could only flee in embarrassment with Song Ling.He was running for his life, but he refused to forgive me with his mouth, and deliberately stabbed me with some cold words, trying to make me let him go and run away by himself.

But how smart I am, I can see his duplicity at a glance, obviously trembling with fear, and don't want to drag me down.It is clear that he is still a child, but he wants Qianyu to live.

I ignored him, I just ran desperately, and soon my life came.I saw the cliff that the horse race had discovered before, and I remembered that there was a deep pool below.After all, I am such a smart and handsome genius, God can't bear my early death.

The second time I fell into the water, I endured the severe pain in my back and refused to lose consciousness. I wanted to see with my own eyes whether Song Ling would abandon me, but he didn't.

He was as relentless as before.

Song Ling is my younger brother.

Gentlemen are very accurate at seeing people, and you can tell at a glance that I am a natural general, and I am dedicated to helping the poor and the poor. Otherwise, how can I explain that I will let Song Ling run away first when the assassins catch up?

Just like he chose to let Qianyu run first, this is probably the choice any elder brother would make. I am Song Ling's elder brother.

The reason why my mother taught me to practice martial arts, I did it, using my own force to protect the weak.

We both survived, and I swear as we recuperated, this was the first and last time I'd be a general.

Song Ling has only been close to me for a few years, and he has grown up very quickly. When he grows up, his mind is unpredictable, and he is not as predictable as he was when he was young.He laughed when he was crying, and when he was angry, but when he was really happy, he put his face on his face and stopped smiling. I couldn't figure out what he was thinking, and he didn't tell me.

Always mysterious.

There is only one good thing, he is so good-looking.

I probably grew up with him since I was a child. I never felt that he was born so well, anyway, he was not as good as me.One year during the Flower Festival, we took Qianyu out to play. The little girl was only able to go out on this day, and she was so excited that eight cows could not hold her back.Soon my legs were so sore that it was difficult to move, and the little girl was still in good spirits, but I had no choice but to find a gazebo to sit and watch Song Ling accompany her in the busy city.

I actually took the bearers out with me, but unfortunately there were too many people at the Huachao Festival, and the battle was really hard to get going.

Song Ling didn't keep me waiting long, and soon came back with Qianyu, in addition to the big and small bags of things to coax the little girl, and a bouquet full of flowers.

There is a custom in the Huachao Festival. Girls bundle flowers into a bouquet, and when they meet a man they like, they can throw them on him.

So Song Ling came to me with a bouquet full of flowers. That year, the flowers were in the morning, the lights were dazzling, and the flowers were refreshing, but I,

love at first sight.

It's not as good as an animal, who is Song Ling?They are my flesh and blood brothers, we have the same blood, we should be brothers and sisters, we should support each other.In the future, we will each start a family and start a business, and our respective children will call them uncles, but I have such thoughts about the uncles of my future children?

I have always been lawless, and principles and ethics cannot restrain me. After all, who defines principles and ethics?Isn't it human too?When the world was first divided, there existed principles and ethics?Since it is defined by humans, why should I abide by it?

If Song Ling is as useless as I am, relying on the shadow of his ancestors to eat and die, then I don't care what his status is, even if he is a brother, I would dare to snatch him.

But he is not, he has a gully in his chest and a world in his eyes.He wants to be a gentleman who can help the world, he wants to be a capable minister who will last forever, and I will definitely not drag him to die together.

It is said that the dragon begets the dragon, the phoenix begets the phoenix, and the son of a mouse can make holes.I didn't believe this before, but with Luo Qingshan's unlucky appearance, being able to give birth to a son like me who is unparalleled in the world is really cheap for him.Now I believe it, Luo Qingshan is a bastard, and so am I.

I don't know whether to hate Luo Qingshan or hate myself.

Sui'an, it's really nice to hear.

Luo Qingshan slapped me on the back, he was so happy that his teeth could not see his eyes, and asked me to thank Song Ling, "Ling'er is really a cultural person, how did you think of it, isn't it better than going to a Taoist temple?" Luo Qingshan pressed on On my shoulder, showing his insight, as if he thought.

Wake up daddy, Iron Bull is what you want.

Song Ling also smiled. When he was really in a good mood, a small dimple would appear on his cheek, and that dimple was the real smile. He asked, "Do you like it, brother?"

like.

I actually didn't hear what he was saying, but it was true that I liked it.

I should go away and stay away from him. I know my own virtues well, and I really can't be regarded as self-control.

My mother once said that she would send me to the barracks of my grandfather's family to practice. At that time, I really hated my parents for having two legs, so I couldn't escape to the sky in one go.

Now that I think about it, going to the military camp is not bad. My grandfather’s home is in the westernmost Cangzhou, where there is only continuous yellow sand. It is thousands of miles away from the capital, the Luo family, and Song Ling. It takes half a year to send a letter. arrive.

Maybe the letter will be delivered in winter, and it will already be summer by then.

The emperor has always been on guard against the Luo family, fearing that the Luo family would return to Liuzhou, and there would be no way to control them, but he would never guard against me, a well-known born playboy, a lazy genius like me.

Put a bowl of water on the ground and I can't make waves.

It's time for me to go. Anyway, they kept everything from me at home, trying to find out and being blocked everywhere.

It's time for me to go. I'll start after I arrange Fu Qiuchi's date.

It's time for me to go, and I'll start after delivering the spirit for my second aunt.

As for farewell, that's unnecessary, the worst thing is to see women cry.

It's time for me to go. On an inconspicuous night, when everyone is sleeping, I will go west to Cangzhou with the stars and the pleasant east wind.

I can't ruin Song Ling.