illegitimate child

These days, people in the north of Beijing are always smeared with a little red, Luo Jinnian squinted his eyes, and the eye sockets were painful.Flying over the eaves and walls all the way, when they arrived outside Tian's courtyard, they kowtowed in the dark.I don't know if I knocked or not, but my mind has arrived anyway.The lights in Tian's courtyard hadn't been turned off yet, so he couldn't help but babbled into the air, as if someone was standing in front of him: "Speaking is better than singing in the daytime, what can you say that Luo Qingshan is bad outside, you don't have eyelids?" Blink. It’s hard to sleep at night, alas. Your bad hair is due to your inconsistent temper, I can’t please you, and I won’t come to you to make you angry for nothing.”

"If you want to reward me, you'd better die outside. If I die in Liuzhou, I can't rest in peace."

"Mother, drink less wine, and have less things on your mind." Luo Jinnian's voice became smaller and smaller. He was afraid of his mother since he was a child, and he was afraid that his mother would hear his rebellious remarks even after a long distance.After talking for a long time, his mouth was dry, Luo Jinnian still felt that it was not enough, he always felt that the melancholy in his heart had not been fully expressed, so he scratched his head and picked up the broom under the tree to sweep the front of the yard.

Zisu heard the movement, put on her coat, pushed open the door and looked out, but there was no one, only piles of fallen leaves in the corner.When the wind blew, a leaf whirled and covered her face. Zisu angrily rolled down the leaf, closed the door, and said angrily, "Where is the ignorant little maid, who stays up late at night and comes to Madam's door to show off!"

The ignorant little maid ran far away in a fit of anger, kowtowing side by side outside the elder's door.Luo Jinnian originally planned to leave the house after bidding farewell to his grandmother, but his legs didn't obey orders, and he had his own ideas.Turning all the way to Qizhuyuan, he had already stood at the gate of the courtyard for a long time when he came back to his senses.

The feet seemed to be nailed into the soil and could not move.Isn't he used to being entangled with people, he already found an excuse for himself in the blink of an eye, Song Ling knocked him out during the day, and he hasn't settled with Song Ling yet!

The lights in the courtyard were turned off, and Luo Jinnian swayed into the main room by feeling the wall and knowing the way.

The sound of shallow breathing changed from one to two, Song Ling slowly opened his eyes, looked at the hazy figure that suddenly appeared through the curtain, and sighed softly in his heart: "It really can't be shut, it really is her."

Suddenly he opened his mouth without warning, his voice was as inaudible as his breathing: "Do you really have to go?"

The people outside the curtain were startled, the back of Li Nu stood up as if frightened, his breathing became a little heavy, and he was ready to rush out the door at any time.

"Snapped!"

Song Ling lifted the curtain and got up, and looked at Luo Jinnian through the moonlight. He tried his best to suppress the restlessness and hesitation, and said coldly: "The courtyard is all my people, today you can't get out of the Zhuzhu courtyard."

In the past, if anyone dared to threaten Luo Jinnian, he should have jumped three feet high, even if he pierced the sky, he would not be restrained by others. At this time, Luo Jinnian was silent, and he said after a long while: "Ling'er, you should know, I want to go to Liuzhou, even if someone breaks my leg and you send someone to guard you every day, I will crawl there."

I know, why doesn't he know!Song Ling sneered, he knew that Luo Jinnian was born with a stubborn temper, he had to do what he had decided, he was not afraid of being beaten or scolded, and now he was not even afraid of death!Definitely never match up with a dude!

Song Ling thought hard, if he crawled over, he would take off all his arms and legs, and roll if he wanted to!He was cold by nature, and his only immature kindness was wiped out by Mrs. Song's curses like maggots attached to the bone.It was the Luo Mansion, the husband, the father, the grandmother, and Luo Jinnian, who made him a lonely soul wandering in the mortal world.

Even if the loneliness and loneliness cannot be dismissed, there is always a ray of light in his heart, so that he will not step into the gate of hell without nostalgia.Luo Jinnian to him, and Luo Mansion to him, are not only relatives, but also the benevolence and kindness that he craves and refuses to let go.Not letting Luo Jinnian go to Liuzhou was not only for the sake of Luo Mansion, but also for himself.

"Reason, the three reasons why I want you to go, if you can convince me, then I will let you go today." Song Ling casually said something to distract Luo Jinnian, put his hands on his side, and let him crawl The five-character signal on the beam - always ready to do it!

Wu Yan cheered up, and stared at Luo Jinnian eagerly.

"First, that's Liuzhou."

"Second, there is a father."

"Third, I like you."

A strong thought suddenly popped up in Song Ling's mind - crazy, all crazy, ridiculous!He suffered from eye disease, and the person standing opposite was not Luo Jinnian, but the little lady who shyly rubbed her clothes at the Flower Festival and wanted to give flowers to him.Luo Jinnian also misunderstood him, and regarded him as a flower girl in a boat on the Xiangshui River.Otherwise, how could there be such rebellious things in the world?

Luo Jinnian, however, seemed to have unloaded a heavy burden, and recklessly revealed the most beautiful feelings that were suppressed in a dark corner-damn it!I don't know if I can get a whole person once I go to Liuzhou. Is it necessary to hold back until I die?Do you want him to be an aggrieved ghost until his death?Why is he being tortured every day, but Song Ling can sit on the Diaoyutai without messing up his clothes?

He doesn't want to!He didn't want to wait for Song Ling to have his own son after his death. When I think of him, I started with my elder brother.He wants to be the only stain in Song Ling's perfect life, he wants to be the eternal scar on Song Ling's heart.He wanted Song Ling to remember him forever even after his death, except for his elder brother status.

He wanted Song Ling not to dare to mention him openly again, as if there had never been anything between them.

Thinking about it this way, Luo Jinnian was even more fearless, counting Song Ling's evil deeds towards him in detail, and finally felt wronged, "Why are you joking with Liu Luo? Ignore it. And the dumpling in your house is already twenty-seven this year, why don't you send her out to marry. You must be waiting for Ji Guanhao to let her into the house."

Song Ling almost laughed angrily. In just a moment, he restrained his astonishment, shock and bewilderment, and waited to digest it later.Stripping away emotions and looking at Luo Jinnian saying that he likes him with pure reason is actually a good thing.Part of Luo Jinnian's decision to go to Liuzhou stems from his fear of infidelity. On the contrary, this emotion can also be a reason for him to stay.

First of all, the most important question is that he and Luo Jinnian are not brothers, and the responsibility of human relations does not exist.And although he himself never gave friendship to anyone, he never loved anyone.But he believes that as long as he is given time to learn and try, it doesn't matter if he can't learn, he can always pretend to give him the emotional feedback Luo Jinnian wants.

If Luo Jinnian escaped due to one-sided happiness, what about both sides?

"Sui An."

Luo Jinnian was immersed in the ups and downs of his own life and death, and automatically blocked the outside world. He completely heard someone calling him, and suddenly he felt a chill on his lips.The moonlight was so thin that he could barely see the scene inside the house clearly, but his sense of touch could not be faked. His eyes widened in astonishment, his mind was at a loss, and there was only one thought left: What is Song Ling doing?

Fear and bewilderment wrapped him up in the blink of an eye, and scattered the cautious joy like a torrent—it was over, he ruined Song Ling.

While Luo Jinnian was in a daze, Song Ling pushed the person down to the ground with all his strength, pressed Luo Jinnian's chest with one hand, and wrapped his black hair that flowed down like ink with the other, leaned down and kissed her cheeks, neck, and finally tenderly. The heavy kiss was on Luo Jinnian's trembling eyelids, and the gentle and lingering breath spread down, gentle to the bone, and he said softly: "I can give you whatever you want, but we are not kissing..."

"Kick!"

Before he finished speaking, he stopped abruptly.Luo Jinnian withdrew the knife in his hand with a sullen face, and looked blankly at the man lying limp on his body. The disobedient black hair ran towards his neck, itching.On a night with a bright moon and few stars, Luo Jinnian recovered his sporadic strength after lying on the ground for a long time, and put Song Ling back on the bed with the same hands and feet.Randomly brushed out the black hair that was still burrowing into the flesh, put it on the side of the master, turned his head and fled.

After running out of the hospital, he raised his hand and slapped his face with all his strength, causing redness and swelling in the blink of an eye.He couldn't feel the pain, and there was a deafening sound rushing through his blood.

You ruined Song Ling!

Luo Jinnian shuddered, and left the Luo Mansion without looking back, not daring to stay for even a moment.

"Boom!"

There was a loud noise, and the five-character straight line hit the ground, staring at the roof in a daze, and muttering with a hopeless face: "I'm finished, I'm completely finished, why don't you kill yourself," vaguely with Crying: "But I haven't lived enough!"