hello boy

Loud music, softly said: "Drink!"

"Understood!" This sentence was yelled out, it may be the music bewitching people's hearts, Ji Ju was inexplicably excited, looking around at the restless crowd, Ah Hai was going to be busy until late, but it was nothing, anyway, Ji Ju spent the whole summer vacation There is nothing to do.

After a few drinks, the image in front of me becomes cute, which is why people like to drink, "I want to go home."

"I send you!"

"Okay!" Ji Ju opened his eyes loosely, grinned and giggled, his silly look was very funny.Seeing Ah Hai calling another person, turning around and walking backstage, exchanging him with a decadent taste like magic.

Ah Hai supported his arm with one hand, and wrapped his arms around Ji Zhu's waist with the other. There was a strange feeling at the position where the skin touched. Ji Qiao rested his head on him. Broken hair, everything becomes beautiful.

"Don't fall asleep."

"kindness!"

The streets that should be quiet and dark are filled with colorful neon lights, like a paradise, and the color of the lights is deeply imprinted in my mind.These seem to be nothing, at least there is a taste of being dependent on each other in my heart.

In the darkest part of the street, there was a roar, "Ah Hai!"

Ji Chu just felt that Ah Hai's body was stiff, and pushed Ji Chun out with one hand, "Run!" Ji Chun staggered, fell out, and fell to the ground, suddenly lost all alcohol, and saw that he came out of the dark three people.

"Brother God!"

"I didn't expect that, you still remember me! Ah!" The man raised his foot and kicked Ah Hai, who fell to the ground in pain, "I stole my money, and came here, and returned Very happy, and found a new benefactor? Oh, it's still tender, hasn't it budged yet!"

Brother Tian stepped on Ah Hai's body and walked over, his eyes were shining brightly, Ji Chu was so frightened that he couldn't make a sound, "Don't touch him!"

Seeing Ah Hai jumping up and throwing the man to the ground, Ji Chun shouted loudly to the stunned Ji Chun, "Run, run!"

"Brat!" The two people standing behind also rushed up, "Run, call the police!"

Ji Qiao seemed to have received an order, squeezed the phone tightly in his hand, and ran out.

"Stop him!"

You must run out, and you must talk to Ah Hai, "We are on Ronghua Street, help!"

"Bring it here, brat!" The phone was snatched away, and the fists fell down, hitting the body like raindrops, like being stabbed by thousands of knives, it hurts so much.

"Stop beating, hurry up, the police will be here soon! Bah, it's cheap for you, I didn't beat you to death!" Another kick landed on the stomach, Ji Qiao watched helplessly, Ah Hai spat out a mouthful of blood, and fell to the ground .

"A Hai!" Ji Zhu ran over with a limp, and A Hai fell into his arms, smiling wryly, "I'm sorry!"

"Don't talk, the police are coming, don't die, please!"

"Idiot, you will die, let me sleep for a while!"

"A Hai! I beg you, don't sleep! I'm afraid, don't sleep, okay! Ah Hai, don't, woo, Ah Hai." No matter how Ji Qiao shook his arms, Ah Hai didn't say a word, it seemed to be true fell asleep.

The horn of the police car seemed to be coming, and it seemed that it was not the only sound. Ah Hai was carried into the hospital, and Ji Chen was really stupid. He even forgot to test his breathing. Although it was weak, he just passed out.Fortunately, he's fine.

The police finally came, asked some questions that Ji Qiao didn't know how to answer, showed Ji some private information, and then said that the murderer would be found, and then disappeared completely.

Ji's mother and Ji's father came, and with red and swollen eyes, they hugged Ji Zhu, who had a bandage on his face, into his arms.

"Mom, when Ah Hai wakes up, let's take him home!"

"this?"

"Xiao Ju, stop making trouble. When he wakes up, we will thank him well, and we will not have any contact with him in the future. This matter is not because of him! Dad knows that you are soft-hearted, but we know him too well. few."

"Stop talking!" Ji Ju looked at Ah Hai who was sleeping quietly in the ward, and yelled loudly, Ji's father slapped him, "Why are you talking to Dad!"

"Old Ji! Are you alright, Xiaoju?"

Ji Ju dodged Ji's mother's hand, eyes gushing out, "A Hai's parents had already died in a car accident, and he followed his uncle and aunt, and dropped out of junior high school. He worked hard alone, and managed to support himself come down

Just for your son to lay down his own life, why would this person risk his own life! "

"Xiao Huan?"

"He didn't have much nostalgia for this world. He planned to get out of this world. It was me, I called the police to save his life, so that he had to stay in this world. He said, his life It's mine, he said his life is mine, why did this man do this, for our family's money, or for something. Tell me! Tell me, what is he doing for! He is so stupid, so stupid!"

"Xiao Ju, be good, don't cry!"

"Mom, what do you think he is doing for it! Uh~ why, woohoo." Ji Chuan fell into Ji's mother's arms and cried in a daze. This person has paid too much and protected him too much.

At some point, Ji Chu fell asleep, but A Hai died in the dream, and Ji Chu was frightened awake.Opening his eyes, Ah Hai's face was next to him, with a warm smile on his pale face, "You're awake, Ah Hai, you scared me to death!" Ji Teng sat up and hugged him excitedly, "Be careful with the tube !"

There was a needle stuck in Ah Hai's arm, and the needle was faintly visible under the thin layer of fleshy skin, making Ji Qiao's heart ache, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt!"

"lie!"

"Thank you!"

"what?"

"Auntie said, let me go to your house!"

"Really?"

"kindness!"

"Great!"

"Wake up, now you are satisfied. I can't tell, you are quite stubborn, a complete villain!" Ji's mother came in with a food box, with thick bags under her eyes, "Hurry up, have breakfast Bar!"

"Mom, I'm sorry!" Ji Qiao walked over and hugged him tightly. This mother who has loved and cared for him for more than ten years, without her, Ji Zhen might have to bear more burdens, just like Ah Hai.

"Okay, let's eat, I'm fine, but you have to apologize to your father, you know?"

"kindness!"

"Eat, Xiao Hai!"

"Thank you auntie!"

Ah Hai can be discharged from the hospital after staying for two or three days. Ji's mother said that he hasn't recovered yet, and he needs to make up for his injuries for a hundred days. Ah Hai is going to live in Ji Ju's house.

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☆, rain

In this way, Ah Hai moved in.Ji's father didn't speak, and when Ji Ju apologized, he just patted Ji Ju on the shoulder, saying that Ji Ju had grown up.Ji Chen never thought about this, thought that he would scold him for being unworthy, call him a child, maybe not say anything, never expected that it would be this sentence, grown up.

"Xiao Hai, thank you for taking care of our little Chu, come and eat more!"

"Thank you auntie!"

"Don't be so polite. When you enter the house, you will be considered my half son." Ji's mother filled the soup and placed it in front of A Hai. A Hai was obviously not used to such enthusiasm, so he kept nodding and saying thank you.

"By the way, why doesn't Xiaoyu come to play with you? Isn't he all right?"

"Xiaoyu has a girlfriend, how could he come to look for Xiaozhu all day long?"

Ji's father frowned and stopped his chopsticks, "Why don't you come here when you have a girlfriend, this kid." He tapped on Ji Zhen's plate with his chopsticks, "You also serve snacks, Xiao Yuchai doesn't have a girl Do you like it?"

"Why not, the girl who came to look for Xiaoju last time, I think she looks good, what's her name?"

Ji Zhen lowered his head and just focused on eating, ignoring it. Ji's mother hit her head with chopsticks and it hurt a lot, "My name is Tao Xi, she has a boyfriend, parents, can you ignore this! I'm not married yet age, I'm only in high school, and I'm not yet an adult!"

"Who says you have to be an adult to fall in love. Your mother and I are puppy lovers, or we will lose you. Xiao Hai, do you think so?"

"Yes, uncle is right!"

What you said was right, Ji Chuan raised his foot fiercely and landed on Ah Hai's, the latter held his voice, looked at Ji Chuan with a wry smile, "Eat, I'm a sick patient!" Ji Chuan put down his anger and ate quietly .

Ah Hai lives in another guest room, where there are not many people sleeping there, and Aunt Tang is the most guest. Tang Yu often comes, but she just plays tricks and insists on sleeping in Ji Zhu's room.Prepared a series of reasons, shamelessly refused to sleep in the guest room.

"good night!"

"good night!"

It was a strange feeling for the two to see each other well, Ji Qiao waved his hands and fled back to his room, trying not to think too much about it.You can't empathize with Tang Yu just because he found a girlfriend. He is just taking care of Ah Hai.

At the end of the night, there was a sudden gust of wind, the open windows creaked and made strange noises, and the sound of thunder roared. I don't know where the birds were crying in the middle of the night, and it sounded like a female ghost's death curse.Tang Yu told him that when it rained heavily, those ghosts would come out to seek the timid people to kill them.Although Ji Zhen grew up every year, this childhood shadow could not be erased, and the fear spread from the bottom of his heart.

Ji Chu buried his head in the quilt, his phone vibrated, which only increased his sense of fear, "Hey, what are you doing?"

"It's nothing, let's see if you were killed by a female ghost!" Tang Yu joked angrily, which made Ji Chu a little angry, and the anger in his stomach was churning to run out. If Tang Yu appeared now, Ji Chu would definitely Can beat him half to death.

"Ji Zhu, I saw that kid go to your house today, are you and him real?"

Tang Yu's tone became flat, without yin and yang frustration at all, as if an irrelevant person just suddenly thought of this topic and only asked a question. This feeling scared Ji Chu.I brought Ah Hai back partly because I was worried, and even felt sorry for his experience, but also because I was moved. The care that Tang Yu could not get, could be obtained from him, and even more.Ji Zhu is despicable, even if he hopes that Tang Yu will be a little bit excited, angry, and swearing, he likes it more than this kind of calm.

"It's an admission if you don't speak. It's okay, I won't care about you next time there is a thunderstorm. Xiaoxun and I are very busy now, dating and shopping. These girls are really troublesome, but let's forget about my girlfriend. By the way, in the future Don't hang out with that kid all the time, find a girlfriend quickly while you are still young. Do you know?"

Sliding his finger to turn off the call, Ji Chen didn't want to listen to these innocuous concerns anymore, it was more like a handover ceremony to completely drive Ji Zhen out of his life.Ji Chen wanted to cry, but his eye sockets were dry, and his body was emptied, shrinking into a void that couldn't be filled under the quilt.Just staring blankly at the ceiling, the flickering light becomes kinder, and the flickering is fleeting, so it is not so ferocious.

The phone didn't ring again, and Ji Chu also suffered from insomnia. In this night, everything he was afraid of disappeared, and he was the only one who could hurt himself from the beginning to the end.Those dependencies and fears are just because they believe that he is there.

It rained all night, from rapid to slow, pattering until early morning.The taste of rain is always different. It is better to say it is love than rain, which is bitter and bitter.

Ji Chu leaned on the head of the bed and sat there in a daze. It was too quiet in the morning, and there was no sound.The mobile phone next to me lights up and disappears before it rings. I don’t know who it is, so I still have hope.Turn on the phone, it's Tao An.

After pressing the dial button, the busy sound on the phone rang for a long time, and she heard a flustered voice, mixed with the sound of raindrops falling to the ground.

"Ah, Ji Qiao, you're already awake!"

"Well, I'm awake, what's the matter?"

"No, it's okay." Although the voice was very small, Ji Qiao still caught the nasal voice like a mosquito, "Did something happen to you, where are you?"

"No, no, nothing happened, I just want to tell you something. Don't say anything, don't say anything, I'm leaving, because of some other reasons, I haven't told Xiao Xi about this matter yet, let me tell you. You tell her, or she'll scold me to death. That's it, it's just saying goodbye, oops, it's so weird. It must be because of the rain today, ha ha, woo woo woo!"

"dudu~~dudu~~"

It must be because of the weather that Ji Chen felt a little sad, sour and prickly in his heart.Tao An has always been the most calm, Ji Ju is not a fool, you can hear what is hidden in her words, shake the hand holding the phone, call back, what to say, is it just comfort, if you don’t call, it’s really nothing Don't even say it!

"Hey, Tao Xi, do you know that Tao An is gone?"

"I see!"

"Did you know she was leaving?"

Tao Xi sighed, and resented Tao An in an old-fashioned tone that she had never used before, "I knew she was afraid of saying goodbye, so I endured it all the time. I didn't expect that she would really leave, idiot!"

Things between sisters are never something that outsiders can understand. Ji Ju thought that Tao Xi would be angry, but who would have thought that she already knew it, and in order to protect that fragile heart, she endured it like this.

"Ji Chen, you bastard."

"Why?" Tao Xi's insults came out of nowhere.

"Tao An has always liked you!"

This sentence was stabbed in the heart when Tao Xi said it seriously. Tao An also met Ji Zhu that day, in a quiet bookstore where he could hear his breathing.Unlike Tao Xi, Tao An knows a lot and observes a lot. After liking for a long time, he finds out that the person he likes is a same-sex patient.Although every woman is a born actor, how can she support the daily encounters and smiles.

Finally left, together with unspeakable trauma.

Ji Zhen raised his hand and slapped himself hard on the face, but he couldn't explain why, it was just to vent!His face was hot, and his heart didn't hurt much.

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☆, unfeeling

When the second year of high school started, Ah Hai's injuries had already healed thoroughly, the work in the bar was still going on, the group of people stopped coming, and the police stopped there.All the things were put down to the point that it made people a little scared, but nothing happened, maybe it was just overthinking.

At first, Ji Zhen was a little worried that Ji's mother and Ji's father's concern for Ah Hai was only out of love for Ji Zhen, and it has become more and more abnormal these days.And let Ah Hai officially live in, and charged hundreds of dollars for food expenses under an inexplicable guise. It's not that he is unhappy, but this kind of change is a bit scary.

But the matter is not just like this, Ji Zhu avoids Ah Hai, not because of this incident, but, Ah Hai kissed him, not just a kiss, this matter is not so simple to say.

This happened in the few days before the summer vacation. Ji's mother and Ji's father went out, and the two of them ate breakfast and watched a movie in bed. Anyway, it was a new boring movie.The air conditioner in the room was turned on so much that goosebumps appeared on the arms, and for some reason, the two of them huddled under the blanket.Talking and laughing, playing and fighting, and fell asleep drowsily.

So, that's how it happened.

Ji Ju didn't know if A Hai was really asleep, and with one hand, he forgot that this person was his savior. He poked it in from under his shirt, and wrapped around Ji Ju's thin, muscleless waist. I want to peel off Yuki's shorts more wantonly.Fingers rubbed against the most sensitive part of the boy, Ji Qiao's brain suddenly short-circuited and went blank, his arms were stiff and he forgot to resist.

But Ah Hai was not satisfied, he raised his legs to step over Ji Zhu, pressed on his body, lowered his face, and kissed the corner of Ji Zhu's mouth, Ji Zhu suddenly regained his composure and pushed Ah Hai away.

Ah Hai rolled down with the blanket on his body and hit the floor with a loud "Boom!"

He opened his eyes sleepily as if nothing had happened, frowned, and rubbed his injured head with his hands, "What's wrong?"

What he said was too aggrieved, but it made Ji Qiao feel the illusion, wrapped his hands in the blanket, and walked out with a dark face.The neckline was wide open, revealing most of his chest, and Ji Qiao walked out without even looking at Ah Hai.

It's not a hypocritical thing, Ji Qiao likes men, but he always has some grudges in this respect, even if he knows how intercourse between men and men is like, Ah Hai's hand still makes him stiff.Maybe it’s really that Ji Chen is not ready to do this. Another thing is that he still has Tang Yu in his heart. forgot.

One weekend after school started, Ji Qiao stayed in bed as usual, and Ji's mother went out early, with Aunt Tang.Then Ji Zhen was awakened by the urge to urinate, and stepped on the wooden floor with bare feet without shoes.The bathroom is next to the guest room, and Ji Qiao stepped lightly, and heard some strange sounds when passing A Hai's room.The low groan from the throat, the ups and downs of heavy breathing, could be heard clearly through the door panel, Ji Chu's face became hot and he already figured out what he was doing, he frowned, froze for a long time, and took back his hand on the handle hand, into the bathroom.

The slightly narrow bathroom has a bathtub in the innermost part. Once Tang Yu laughed at his small place, Ji Zhen put his hand under it, not knowing what the size is.Boys should be very confident in this aspect, even in the men's restroom, they will accidentally catch a glimpse of others, but Mr. Ji does not have a special definition.

After tidying up the messy thoughts and urinating, Ji Chu went out and stopped in front of Ahaimen.Pushing open the door hard, Ah Hai was standing behind the door, holding a ball of paper in his hand, looking at Ji Chu with some embarrassment.

"You're up!" He smiled bitterly, hiding his hands behind his back.

Ji Chu knew his embarrassment, but he didn't care about it. He held the sides of his head with both hands, and bumped into Ah Hai's cold lips, making the two lips rub against each other. When I opened the door, I had such an idea.

"what are you doing!"

Ji Chu was pushed away by Ah Hai, and staggered, Ah Hai wiped his slobbered lips with his arm, his whole face turned dark, and looked at Ji Chun with unprecedented damage, "If you can't help it, just Don't bear it anymore, I don't want you to suffer!"

Ah Hai was obviously taken aback for a moment, after hesitating.A hand pressed hard on the back of Ji Qiao's head to meet his crazily plundering kiss, teeth biting his lips, with terrifying strength, Ji Qiao pushed and shoved, but couldn't break free no matter what.

"Ah Hai, let go! Let go!"

"Didn't you let me bear it? Why do you regret it?"

"you!"

Ji Chu suddenly lost his strength, allowing A Hai's hand to attack the city and stretch it to his tailbone, tremors spread all over his body, "Do whatever you want!" He just gave up struggling.

But Ah Hai stopped, smiled coolly, as if everything just now was fake, patted Ji Chuan on the head, helped him tidy up his clothes, "What a fool!" muttered, and walked out the door.

What does this mean? Ji Chen couldn't figure it out. When he walked to the bathroom, the door was locked.

"Ahai!"

"Don't push me, I'll be serious."

"I, actually, me."

"I know you're joking, your first time should be more precious, I'm too dirty." Ji Chen could feel his sadness, dirty, he mentioned this word too many times, every time it hurts his heart .

"Ah Hai, you are not dirty, at least in my heart you are the best, you can always give me comfort, to me you are the purest. So, don't say that about yourself."

Ah Hai sighed, and said in a soft tone, "Go, let me think about it!" Ji Qiao had no choice but to step on the floor again and go back.

Ji Qiao wondered if those words were too hypocritical, why did they sound like a woman could say them, when did his personality become like this.A somersault hit the bed, compared with the days with Tang Yu, is it really because Tang Yu has been away from him for too long?

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☆, winter

On the [-]th day of midwinter, the first snow has already fallen. Last year today, Ji Zhu was still talking about the belated snowfall. When the first snow really fell, it really became ice in the heart, very cold.The wound from last year was scarred, leaving shallow marks, and the abnormality on the skin could not be seen without careful inspection.All relationships are like this scar, which gradually fades away. When we meet, we really don't know what to say.

Today's class was only halfway through, and large chunks of dandruff-like things fell down one after another, heavy.Next to Ji Ju was a girl who also loves to learn and rarely speaks. Big black-rimmed glasses covered half of her face, and there were iron rings on her teeth.She seldom smiles, and she seldom speaks, sometimes she pushes Ji Chuan's arm to bring him back to his senses.There is no ups and downs, but it is quiet enough to be forgotten by the world. The only memory of Ji Chen is that when she first came to this class, she helped her hold up the textbooks that were about to fall, and then she lowered her head and whispered softly, "Thank you! "

Ji Zhen thought of Tao An, the girl who would show a slight smile.

Accidentally met Tao Xi's gaze, her eyes were not enthusiastic, even indifferent, since Tao An left, Tao Xi also became indifferent to Ji Zhu.This is also acceptable, Ji Ju withdrew his gaze, and then continued to stare out the window in a daze.In fact, he didn't know what he was looking at, and he didn't know what he was thinking. The large snowflakes left only a white mark, and nothing could fall down.

"Oh, I didn't bring an umbrella!"

"Me too! Why go home!"

"That's it!"

"Xiaoxi? Hey, Ji Ju!" Luo Wei arrived as scheduled, just like other times.

"Have you brought an umbrella?"

"Bring it, what's the matter?" He was a little stunned when Tao Xi asked him this way. In fact, Tao Xi didn't expect it. Normally, Tao Xi never worried when Tao An was around. Tao An would always think about these things very thoughtfully, but She was a little dazed, Luo Wei had become her reliance.

"Let's join together, Ji Chen!"

"I'm on duty today, you guys go first!"

"Okay, then let's go first!" Luo Wei waved his hand, and Tao Xi held her schoolbag and smiled thoughtfully, feeling indescribable.For a moment, Ji Qiao felt that the world began to abandon him, and everything he cherished would be taken away one by one, trampled on until he begged for mercy, and bowed and lingered at the feet of the world.

The snow is so light that even if it hits the face, it's so light, it's as light as a kiss, imprinted between the eyebrows.

"After school!"

Ji Zhen was frightened by the greeting, only then did he realize that Ah Hai was standing in the corner, holding on to a black umbrella, as quiet as the neglected air.It turns out that this is relying on, giving to those in need when they need it most, he is relying on.Ji Qiao really wanted to run over, even if it was to hold him, but even this could not be held back.

"We go home!"

"kindness!"

A thick layer of snow had accumulated, and there was a creaking sound when they stepped on it. The two of them did not speak, listening to the sound of snow accompanied by their heartbeats, step by step.When he was walking away, Ah Hai suddenly stopped and looked straight into Ji Zhu's eyes, enthusiastic and domineering, just looking at him like this.

"A Hai, what are you doing?"

"I want to imprint you in my mind so that I will never forget it."

"Stop making trouble!" Ji Qiao avoided his eyes, took a step, and walked out of the black area, "Anyway, we live together, and you won't forget it."

Ah Hai followed Ji Zhu's footsteps, breathing deeply, "I might have to leave!"

Ji Zhen only felt a thud in his head, lost consciousness, his legs couldn't stop for some reason, and the creaking sound was disgusting, "Why?"

"Staying here for a long time, I'm tired!"

"Okay, when?"

"Wait until the snow stops."

"It's better to wait for spring to come. At that time, the flowers will bloom, and the sadness will become beautiful." Ji Chuan's nose was sore, and he cried. How could it be possible? How could it be possible for a boy to cry because of parting, "Can you not leave?"

"cannot!"

"let's go!"

I don't know if he was too sad, Ji Zhu left A Hai, stepped on the snow and almost ran out with quicker steps.Now even Ah Hai is leaving him, his only support.

"Ah!" His foot slipped, Ji Qiao fell down and lay on the snow, motionless, watching the snow getting closer and falling into his eyes, just stop like this, before everyone left.

"Don't do this, let's go home."

"roll!"

Ji Zhen never thought that he would withdraw Ah Hai so unfeelingly, just like Tang Yu's determination to treat him, seeing the black ball really go away from the corner of his eyes, he couldn't help it anymore, "Woo, why, They are all liars. Any protection, any waiting, are all big liars. Huh, liar."

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☆, summer

When spring came, Ah Hai still didn't leave. Ji Chu used various reasons to delay him, pretending to be sick, getting caught in the rain, and his grades dropped, so he managed to keep him in the summer.In fact, he doesn't want to leave either, he still has nostalgia, Ji Chen knows, otherwise as long as he wants to leave, no one can let him stay.

Tao An sent a lot of things one after another, such as picture postcards, and heavy preserved plums. Every time Tao Xi called and asked Ji Zhu to pick them up.In fact, Ji Chen didn't want to see Tao Xi. Since Tao An left, she seemed to be a different person, always looking at Ji Zhen with sad eyes, as if he had missed a beautiful world, as if he had done something wrong. What an unforgivable mistake.Obviously everyone is selfish in the face of feelings, why alone makes Ji Ju feel uncomfortable, so later Ji Ju finds reasons and can't shirk it.Even if we met in class, Tao Xi seemed to have forgotten and greeted normally.

"I might have to move out." Ji Qiao was very sensitive when he heard the words "move out." He pricked up his ears to hear clearly, and only then recognized Aunt Tang's voice.

"My mother's condition is very serious, and I have to go back to my hometown."

"But last time, didn't you say that it was already cured? Why did it relapse this time? You left, what about Xiaoyu?"

"Hey, I'm also having a headache. I want him to go back to his hometown. Anyway, the college entrance examination is still a year away. I don't feel at ease leaving him here alone."

"It's okay, with Ji Chu, I don't have to worry about anything else."

"No need Xiaoxia, thank you. I also hope that even if my mother can't hold on anymore, I can still see Xiaoyu before leaving. Xiaoxia, I'm afraid, I'm so afraid. In case my mother, I should what to do."

"Not afraid, not afraid."

Ji Chu let go of the book in his hand, listening to the sound of crying outside, he became more and more sad.He once thought that one day his parents would leave, but he stopped halfway through the thought, because he didn't dare to think that his parents were the whole world.Listening now, I don’t know what to be sad about. Life and death, Tao An is gone, A Hai is leaving, and now Tang Yu is going away from him.

In the end, I can only close my eyes and lie to myself that everything will be fine. This kind of chicken soup for the soul is just to deceive myself. Those who should leave still have to leave.

This summer was too exhausting, the TV kept reporting this year's drought, and the dry and cracked mud cracks looked like black holes that couldn't be filled no matter what, such a crack opened in Ji Qiao's heart.Although he wanted to find something to fill up, he was just deceiving himself, because Ah Hai hadn't been back for several days, and even Ji's mother and Ji's father didn't know.Ah Hai disappeared as if he had never appeared before.

Later that day, Ji Zhu was at home alone, and heard the movement upstairs, it was Tang Yu who came back.If you don't say anything, you never get a chance.

Even after making a decision, every step became heavy, as if a heavy iron ball was hanging on his feet, Ji Qiao still held his breath and walked up.The door wasn't closed properly, there was a small gap left, Ji Qiao gently opened it, it was easy, simple as if on purpose, Ji Qiao just walked in with ease.There was no one in the living room. When he was suspicious, when he turned to leave, he saw something.Tang Yu pressed on Shi Xun's body, and the mouth he had never touched was presumptuously on Shi Xun's mouth, and his fingers stretched in restlessly on his face.

What are you doing?

Ji Chu didn't say this sentence in the end, and tiptoed, like a thief, withdrew without leaving a trace.

Ji Ju stopped at the door, he struggled to climb up every step, now it was a joke, would it be better if he rolled down from here, would he feel better.Why don't you just do it like this, just treat it as an accidental fall, and you can escape from everything.

"Ji Chu?" There was a shout from downstairs, and he was willing to go in when no one answered.With tears in his eyes, Ji Zhen laughed coldly at himself, this useless trash, trash that was discarded by others, everyone avoids you and leaves you, you dirty person.Perhaps there was still hope, Ji Qiao ran downstairs and rushed into Ah Hai's room.

Ah Hai was still holding the clothes in his hand, and looked at Ji Zhu with some embarrassment, it felt like a vegetable leaf was on his teeth, he didn't know whether to laugh, he was so flustered and embarrassed.

"You're back!" As he said, he put the T-shirt in his hand into the suitcase, lowered his head, and continued to pack.

Ji Ju became even more angry, walked up to him, and pushed him to the ground forcefully, "Why did you leave me? Didn't you say that you still owe me your life? Why did you leave?"

Ah Hai just smiled wryly, without saying anything, Ji Qiao lowered his body and grabbed his collar, "Tell me why you are leaving?"

His smile was even more apologetic, but it was just a smile, he didn't say anything, and he didn't resist. Ji Qiao couldn't bear his appearance the most, so he kissed him like him.Teeth biting his lips, thick blood poured into his mouth, Ah Hai didn't resist, and supported him with both hands so that Ji Chu could proceed more smoothly.

"Take me, don't let yourself regret it!"

"it is good!"

Ah Hai's supporting hands exerted strength, turned over and pressed Ji Ban under him. Ji Ban knew that he had been waiting for this day for a long time, and the hot air from his nose slid across his neck, itching. .Ah Hai's movements were very slow, and Ji Chu was a little impatient, wishing that he would explode with animalism now.

"A Hai, what are you waiting for?"

"I'm sorry!" Ah Hai stopped his movements, and looked at Ji Chu with sadness brewing on his brows. He went up and down, and just looked at the people below him without any other movements.

"Why did you say I'm sorry, you didn't apologize to me, didn't you want me, go on, I said go on!" Ji Qiao couldn't take off his long sleeves, roared, and tore his shirt to reveal his thin and clean upper body , the two Yin Hongs were stimulated and hardened.Even looking at such a clean body, Ah Hai remained motionless until the water in his eyes fell onto Ji Zhu's chest.

"sorry Sorry sorry!"

Ah Hai just kept apologizing, and Ji Ju felt very sad, even if he dedicated himself, he couldn't make him interested. Sure enough, he was abandoned by the world and hated by everyone.

Suddenly, the door opened.

"What are you doing!"

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☆, goodbye

Ji's mother was standing in the door, looking at Ji Zhu lying under Ah Hai's body with her whole upper body exposed, even anyone knew what she was doing.

"Get up for me." Ji's mother bit the words viciously, even with a kind of disgust. Ji Ju felt terrible, and he couldn't be more embarrassed than this time.Ah Hai stood up straight and stretched out his hand to pull Ji Chu up, but Ji Chu just stood up by himself without putting on his shirt, went straight out and stopped in front of Ji's mother.

"You unworthy son!" The dramatic slap of Ji's mother fell, a heavy slap, very loud, which made Ji Juan have to recover and face such an embarrassing thing for him.He stripped himself naked and tempted others to fuck him, but that person was not interested in him. Such things were seen by his parents, and he himself was not considered an adult.

"Auntie, it's all my fault, don't hit him."

Ji's mother was trembling with anger, and she looked at A Hai even more hatefully, "Get out, we are blind to let you live in, get out, get out!"

"No, I'm the one who is redundant here!" Ji Qiao told himself like a nightmare, run, just run out.

It was so innocent outside, the sun was shining so poisonously that it shone on Ji Chu's back, wishing he could leave a layer of skin.Ji Ju didn't know how long he ran, but he only knew that Ah Hai's voice behind him hadn't dissipated. Ji Ju thought a lot about who would attend his funeral if he disappeared like this.Everyone thought about it, but in the end they realized that there were only a few people. As for Tao An, did he really mourn him?What about Tang Yu, is he holding Shi Xun on the bed in the next second?