I see my brother lying every day
Chapter 3 What Is Love
Seeing that Gu Xuelin finished drinking the water, Fang Zimo took the cup and put it away, sat down on the ground again, picked up Gu Xuelin's other foot and gave him a manicure.
"Tell me, why do you like me?" Gu Xuelin asked suddenly, staring at the white hair on Fang Zimo's head.
"There are so many reasons, if you like it, you like it." Fang Zimo is in a good mood. This has been a rare warm time for the two of them in recent years.
"I'm so ugly now, why do you still like me? My property has been given to you, there's nothing left." Gu Xuelin wanted to know how many white hairs Fang Zimo had on his head, but he couldn't count them.
"Ugly is good, no one will rob me. It's better if you don't have any property. I will support you in the future. You see, no one is pestering you now. A few years ago, I drank jealously every day, and I was so uncomfortable." Fang Zi Mo proudly returned Gu Xuelin with a smiling face, no matter what Gu Xuelin is now, he will always be the handsome boy in his memory.
"But I don't love you." Gu Xuelin said the most hurtful words coldly.
"I know, it's enough for me to love you." Although he didn't know until now, Fang Zimo still felt that his heart had been cut, which was deep and painful, but he could only hold back a smile.He had to laugh, Gu Xuelin would never lie about loving him just to coax him.
"I used to think it was enough for you to love me, but now, I think the relationship between the two of us is disgusting." Gu Xuelin suddenly said something that even he thought was unbelievable, but after saying it, he didn't regret it at all.
That's right, it's time to end, I'm going to die, how can I still hold on to the other party.Such a selfish person, how could he be Gu Xuelin!
He, Gu Xuelin, repays kindness with kindness and revenge with revenge!How could he take this family who had loved him for more than ten years to go to the underworld together!
Fang Zimo looked up at Gu Xuelin in surprise. Although he always knew that Gu Xuelin didn't love him, it was indeed the first time that Gu Xuelin said such words that hurt his self-esteem.
"Tell me, why did we become like this?" Gu Xuelin looked up at the ceiling, avoiding Fang Zimo's eyes.
Fang Zimo didn't answer, and Gu Xuelin didn't expect him to answer either.
Gu Xuelin continued to talk to himself: "What happened between me and you was an accident. If it weren't for the accident that day, I would never have known that you liked me. I don't have feelings for men. I'm wrong. It's not that I don't feel it, but I feel that Disgusting. Why do men fall in love with men? Tell me!"
Fang Zimo's bitter smile disappeared, and he continued to lower his head to give Gu Xuelin the other foot with a cold face.It's just that Gu Xuelin didn't let him go, and continued to poke his heart.
"When my mother passed away, I wanted to settle accounts with the mother and child. Why did you stop me! I was tortured like this, and when I wanted to chop up the dregs, why did you stop me! Every time I was in pain, you Why do you still stop me and not let me die! I have been in pain for ten years! Every time I get sick, I tell myself that I will take these accounts on you. been tortured."
Fang Zimo kept his head down. He knew that Gu Xuelin was suffering, but he couldn't let Gu Xuelin die.If Gu Xuelin died, what would he do!As for revenge, there are many ways to get revenge, and there is no need for Gu Xuelin to fight it himself.Gu Xuelin's health is so poor, if he really wants to fight, he will only lose.And it's against the law, he doesn't want to go to the cell to deliver food in the future.
He just wants the two of them to live a good life, is this wrong?Even if he is wrong, he will not waver.He loves him and doesn't want his body to suffer any more.
"Fang Zimo, I don't love you. At the beginning, I needed someone to accompany me to keep the company, so I let you follow. After the company was recovered, I was severely injured again. It was you who took care of me all the time. I was moved for a while. I didn't drive you away. It's just that I didn't expect this disease to last until now. I have used my company to take care of you for more than ten years, and it should be enough."
Fang Zimo had been silent at first, but when he heard this sentence, he raised his head and looked at Gu Xuelin in astonishment: "What do you mean?"
Gu Xuelin sneered: "That's what you thought it meant. I've finished using you, but I'll give you a bonus fee. Now I don't need you anymore, so we'll break up."
Fang Zimo stood up and yelled at Gu Xuelin: "Gu Xuelin, this is not like you! You wouldn't treat me like this!"
"You are deceiving yourself, you always know that I am such a cold-blooded person. Then you say, why did I give you all the money? Is it because I fell in love with you? Joke, if I want to love you, I should worry about getting sick You ran away with others in the future. I should hold on to those shares until I die, and use them to trap you."
Gu Xuelin said the facts coldly, and these facts were like knives, stabbing Fang Zimo one by one.
Even so, Fang Zimo did not believe that Gu Xuelin really wanted to get rid of him: "I don't need the company, I will always follow you. The company is left to you by your aunt, and it is the two of us working hard to grow together. Xuelin, don't put You said it so badly, I love you, how could I not understand you. "
There was a sneer at the corner of Gu Xuelin's mouth: "You know me? Do you really think you know me? You look at your expression in the mirror, and you know in your heart that you are lying to yourself. Who do you show that to?" Do you want me to be touched! Do you think I will really like you like this? Stop dreaming! Even if you die, I feel disgusted by you."
Gu Xuelin's words hurt people more and more, and each knife saw blood, which made Fang Zimo's face paler and paler.
Fang Zimo almost begged and took Gu Xuelin's hand: "No, you have feelings for me. We have lived together for more than ten years. If you really think I am disgusting, why are you always with me? We... ..”
Gu Xuelin quickly shook off Fang Zimo's hand, and said disgustedly as if being touched by a fly: "Are you talking about the bed? Ha, I have only touched you, and I have never touched a woman. Women must taste better than you .You know, I get nauseous when I watch G-movies."
Gu Xuelin once suspected that he was born to like men because of his relationship with Fang Zimo, and even went to watch the video, but he vomited at that time.Fang Zimo also knew about this.
This time Fang Zimo was not hit, but was shocked: "You feel disgusting even at the sight! You don't like women at all!"
"Yes, it's disgusting! Do you know how much I hate contact with others! I have endured you for more than ten years!" Gu Xuelin looked at Fang Zimo as if he was looking at the most annoying mosquito and fly.
Fang Zimo's heart ached, Gu Xuelin's words were like knives lingering at him non-stop, each one was deeper than the other, and the blood flowed endlessly!
But he knew that it was Gu Xuelin who was more uncomfortable: "Xuelin, don't take other people's faults on yourself. It was the couple who hurt your mother, not you!"
Gu Xuelin stood up abruptly and looked at Fang Zimo at the same level. The emotionless eyes made Fang Zimo's eyes sour: "Fang Zimo, I'm talking about the two of us, don't change the subject. Look, my family property I have given it all to you, and this time I have been with you for three weeks. What I owe you is a meat debt, and I have paid it off!"
Fang Zimo fell into an ice cellar, almost pleading: "Don't use such words to describe our relationship! Gu Xuelin, I am also a human being, and I will be angry too!"
"Am I wrong? You stayed with me through thick and thin, and said that you don't want me to fall in love with you, you just want to love me. You see, you don't want my love, you just want me to love you in bed."
"Stop it, stop it, please!"
"Did I tell you?"
"I love you, please, don't say it! I thought you loved me too, but you didn't know it."
"Ha, with such a bastard father, how can you say I believe in love!"
"Could it be that you have turned a blind eye to my feelings for you for so many years?"
"I see, it was you who made me look down on love even more. You said that you were so thin and thin back then, and you were prouder than anyone else when you straightened up. But look at you now. You are obviously rich and powerful, but you look like a It's just a lost dog. What's the use of love!"
"Gu Xuelin! I love you, but you can't hurt me with my love!"
"Finally picked up your backbone? Then show me if you have any backbone! Now get out of here and let me see your pride!"
"You---Xuelin, we are all adults, don't be so naive, I don't know what you are thinking, now, let's give each other time to calm down."
Fang Zimo packed up some clothes and almost fled.
What Gu Xuelin said is right, he loves him, how could he not have extravagant expectations, of course he has been expecting that Gu Xuelin will also fall in love with him.But for more than ten years, Gu Xuelin will always only say "I don't love".With Gu Xuelin's arrogance, if he said he didn't love her, he really didn't love her.And he already gave himself all his possessions, so why lie to himself.
He knew that Gu Xuelin was a man with clear grievances and grievances, and he would pay back what he owed.He took care of him for more than ten years, thinking that he could have a long-term relationship, but he didn't expect that the other party would use money to buy out this relationship.If he had known this would happen earlier, Fang Zimo really didn't know if he would take over all of Gu Xuelin's property.
But after much deliberation, Fang Zimo felt that he would still take over. If he refused, he would really lose the right to continue to love each other.
The charm of a man is mostly reflected in his career.Gu Xuelin himself was excellent, but he became haggard and ugly because of his illness.But now that he has recovered from his illness, and with a family fortune of hundreds of millions, isn't he the diamond king and the best son-in-law in everyone's eyes?
Fang Zimo vowed that he would never let go of the property he acquired. Gu Xuelin said that it doesn't matter if he doesn't love him, and he will continue to keep it.He wants to let Gu Xuelin know that no matter whether he is rich or poor, healthy or sick, the only one who will always love him is Fang Zimo.
No matter how many thoughts Fang Zimo has in his heart, he has nowhere to go now, so he can only go back to the company first.Back then, when the two worked hard, they took over the company and had a small bedroom next to the office.Now, he can only lick his wounds in that small room.
He knew that Gu Xuelin would never be able to coax him.Unless he stands up by himself, otherwise, he can only die!
Fang Zimo left, Gu Xuelin looked at the home that Fang Zimo had arranged by himself, and sat on the sofa covering his face in pain.Tears kept oozing from between his fingers, converging into a crooked water mark, and falling onto the carpet.
Almost every part of the house was wrapped in thick blankets, because he would often fall down suddenly while walking.
He could see Fang Zimo's intentions. He didn't love Fang Zimo, but he had feelings deeper than love.This is the motivation for him to live up to now after suffering for more than ten years.
Now that he is going to die, he will finally set Fang Zimo free.But he couldn't bear it, Fang Zimo's love was a treasure that he held in his hands all the time, and he would never let go even if he died.In the future, which bastard will be cheaper!He is not reconciled!
What's the use of not being reconciled!He was about to die, how could he be willing to drag Fang Zimo to die together.
If love is exclusive and paranoid, then he, Gu Xuelin, must not love Fang Zimo.He chose to let go and let the person he had been holding in his hand live a life without him in the future.
After a moment of silence, Gu Xuelin wiped away his tears, went into the bathroom, and wiped his face.
Looking at the skinny man with red eyes in the mirror, he twitched the corners of his mouth, and his hoarse voice seemed to be saying something normal: "Zimo is gone, and my life is about to die, how can I make those three people feel better! Mom, it's 12 years too late, because my son is unfilial, I will make those who have harmed you die a terrible death."
"Tell me, why do you like me?" Gu Xuelin asked suddenly, staring at the white hair on Fang Zimo's head.
"There are so many reasons, if you like it, you like it." Fang Zimo is in a good mood. This has been a rare warm time for the two of them in recent years.
"I'm so ugly now, why do you still like me? My property has been given to you, there's nothing left." Gu Xuelin wanted to know how many white hairs Fang Zimo had on his head, but he couldn't count them.
"Ugly is good, no one will rob me. It's better if you don't have any property. I will support you in the future. You see, no one is pestering you now. A few years ago, I drank jealously every day, and I was so uncomfortable." Fang Zi Mo proudly returned Gu Xuelin with a smiling face, no matter what Gu Xuelin is now, he will always be the handsome boy in his memory.
"But I don't love you." Gu Xuelin said the most hurtful words coldly.
"I know, it's enough for me to love you." Although he didn't know until now, Fang Zimo still felt that his heart had been cut, which was deep and painful, but he could only hold back a smile.He had to laugh, Gu Xuelin would never lie about loving him just to coax him.
"I used to think it was enough for you to love me, but now, I think the relationship between the two of us is disgusting." Gu Xuelin suddenly said something that even he thought was unbelievable, but after saying it, he didn't regret it at all.
That's right, it's time to end, I'm going to die, how can I still hold on to the other party.Such a selfish person, how could he be Gu Xuelin!
He, Gu Xuelin, repays kindness with kindness and revenge with revenge!How could he take this family who had loved him for more than ten years to go to the underworld together!
Fang Zimo looked up at Gu Xuelin in surprise. Although he always knew that Gu Xuelin didn't love him, it was indeed the first time that Gu Xuelin said such words that hurt his self-esteem.
"Tell me, why did we become like this?" Gu Xuelin looked up at the ceiling, avoiding Fang Zimo's eyes.
Fang Zimo didn't answer, and Gu Xuelin didn't expect him to answer either.
Gu Xuelin continued to talk to himself: "What happened between me and you was an accident. If it weren't for the accident that day, I would never have known that you liked me. I don't have feelings for men. I'm wrong. It's not that I don't feel it, but I feel that Disgusting. Why do men fall in love with men? Tell me!"
Fang Zimo's bitter smile disappeared, and he continued to lower his head to give Gu Xuelin the other foot with a cold face.It's just that Gu Xuelin didn't let him go, and continued to poke his heart.
"When my mother passed away, I wanted to settle accounts with the mother and child. Why did you stop me! I was tortured like this, and when I wanted to chop up the dregs, why did you stop me! Every time I was in pain, you Why do you still stop me and not let me die! I have been in pain for ten years! Every time I get sick, I tell myself that I will take these accounts on you. been tortured."
Fang Zimo kept his head down. He knew that Gu Xuelin was suffering, but he couldn't let Gu Xuelin die.If Gu Xuelin died, what would he do!As for revenge, there are many ways to get revenge, and there is no need for Gu Xuelin to fight it himself.Gu Xuelin's health is so poor, if he really wants to fight, he will only lose.And it's against the law, he doesn't want to go to the cell to deliver food in the future.
He just wants the two of them to live a good life, is this wrong?Even if he is wrong, he will not waver.He loves him and doesn't want his body to suffer any more.
"Fang Zimo, I don't love you. At the beginning, I needed someone to accompany me to keep the company, so I let you follow. After the company was recovered, I was severely injured again. It was you who took care of me all the time. I was moved for a while. I didn't drive you away. It's just that I didn't expect this disease to last until now. I have used my company to take care of you for more than ten years, and it should be enough."
Fang Zimo had been silent at first, but when he heard this sentence, he raised his head and looked at Gu Xuelin in astonishment: "What do you mean?"
Gu Xuelin sneered: "That's what you thought it meant. I've finished using you, but I'll give you a bonus fee. Now I don't need you anymore, so we'll break up."
Fang Zimo stood up and yelled at Gu Xuelin: "Gu Xuelin, this is not like you! You wouldn't treat me like this!"
"You are deceiving yourself, you always know that I am such a cold-blooded person. Then you say, why did I give you all the money? Is it because I fell in love with you? Joke, if I want to love you, I should worry about getting sick You ran away with others in the future. I should hold on to those shares until I die, and use them to trap you."
Gu Xuelin said the facts coldly, and these facts were like knives, stabbing Fang Zimo one by one.
Even so, Fang Zimo did not believe that Gu Xuelin really wanted to get rid of him: "I don't need the company, I will always follow you. The company is left to you by your aunt, and it is the two of us working hard to grow together. Xuelin, don't put You said it so badly, I love you, how could I not understand you. "
There was a sneer at the corner of Gu Xuelin's mouth: "You know me? Do you really think you know me? You look at your expression in the mirror, and you know in your heart that you are lying to yourself. Who do you show that to?" Do you want me to be touched! Do you think I will really like you like this? Stop dreaming! Even if you die, I feel disgusted by you."
Gu Xuelin's words hurt people more and more, and each knife saw blood, which made Fang Zimo's face paler and paler.
Fang Zimo almost begged and took Gu Xuelin's hand: "No, you have feelings for me. We have lived together for more than ten years. If you really think I am disgusting, why are you always with me? We... ..”
Gu Xuelin quickly shook off Fang Zimo's hand, and said disgustedly as if being touched by a fly: "Are you talking about the bed? Ha, I have only touched you, and I have never touched a woman. Women must taste better than you .You know, I get nauseous when I watch G-movies."
Gu Xuelin once suspected that he was born to like men because of his relationship with Fang Zimo, and even went to watch the video, but he vomited at that time.Fang Zimo also knew about this.
This time Fang Zimo was not hit, but was shocked: "You feel disgusting even at the sight! You don't like women at all!"
"Yes, it's disgusting! Do you know how much I hate contact with others! I have endured you for more than ten years!" Gu Xuelin looked at Fang Zimo as if he was looking at the most annoying mosquito and fly.
Fang Zimo's heart ached, Gu Xuelin's words were like knives lingering at him non-stop, each one was deeper than the other, and the blood flowed endlessly!
But he knew that it was Gu Xuelin who was more uncomfortable: "Xuelin, don't take other people's faults on yourself. It was the couple who hurt your mother, not you!"
Gu Xuelin stood up abruptly and looked at Fang Zimo at the same level. The emotionless eyes made Fang Zimo's eyes sour: "Fang Zimo, I'm talking about the two of us, don't change the subject. Look, my family property I have given it all to you, and this time I have been with you for three weeks. What I owe you is a meat debt, and I have paid it off!"
Fang Zimo fell into an ice cellar, almost pleading: "Don't use such words to describe our relationship! Gu Xuelin, I am also a human being, and I will be angry too!"
"Am I wrong? You stayed with me through thick and thin, and said that you don't want me to fall in love with you, you just want to love me. You see, you don't want my love, you just want me to love you in bed."
"Stop it, stop it, please!"
"Did I tell you?"
"I love you, please, don't say it! I thought you loved me too, but you didn't know it."
"Ha, with such a bastard father, how can you say I believe in love!"
"Could it be that you have turned a blind eye to my feelings for you for so many years?"
"I see, it was you who made me look down on love even more. You said that you were so thin and thin back then, and you were prouder than anyone else when you straightened up. But look at you now. You are obviously rich and powerful, but you look like a It's just a lost dog. What's the use of love!"
"Gu Xuelin! I love you, but you can't hurt me with my love!"
"Finally picked up your backbone? Then show me if you have any backbone! Now get out of here and let me see your pride!"
"You---Xuelin, we are all adults, don't be so naive, I don't know what you are thinking, now, let's give each other time to calm down."
Fang Zimo packed up some clothes and almost fled.
What Gu Xuelin said is right, he loves him, how could he not have extravagant expectations, of course he has been expecting that Gu Xuelin will also fall in love with him.But for more than ten years, Gu Xuelin will always only say "I don't love".With Gu Xuelin's arrogance, if he said he didn't love her, he really didn't love her.And he already gave himself all his possessions, so why lie to himself.
He knew that Gu Xuelin was a man with clear grievances and grievances, and he would pay back what he owed.He took care of him for more than ten years, thinking that he could have a long-term relationship, but he didn't expect that the other party would use money to buy out this relationship.If he had known this would happen earlier, Fang Zimo really didn't know if he would take over all of Gu Xuelin's property.
But after much deliberation, Fang Zimo felt that he would still take over. If he refused, he would really lose the right to continue to love each other.
The charm of a man is mostly reflected in his career.Gu Xuelin himself was excellent, but he became haggard and ugly because of his illness.But now that he has recovered from his illness, and with a family fortune of hundreds of millions, isn't he the diamond king and the best son-in-law in everyone's eyes?
Fang Zimo vowed that he would never let go of the property he acquired. Gu Xuelin said that it doesn't matter if he doesn't love him, and he will continue to keep it.He wants to let Gu Xuelin know that no matter whether he is rich or poor, healthy or sick, the only one who will always love him is Fang Zimo.
No matter how many thoughts Fang Zimo has in his heart, he has nowhere to go now, so he can only go back to the company first.Back then, when the two worked hard, they took over the company and had a small bedroom next to the office.Now, he can only lick his wounds in that small room.
He knew that Gu Xuelin would never be able to coax him.Unless he stands up by himself, otherwise, he can only die!
Fang Zimo left, Gu Xuelin looked at the home that Fang Zimo had arranged by himself, and sat on the sofa covering his face in pain.Tears kept oozing from between his fingers, converging into a crooked water mark, and falling onto the carpet.
Almost every part of the house was wrapped in thick blankets, because he would often fall down suddenly while walking.
He could see Fang Zimo's intentions. He didn't love Fang Zimo, but he had feelings deeper than love.This is the motivation for him to live up to now after suffering for more than ten years.
Now that he is going to die, he will finally set Fang Zimo free.But he couldn't bear it, Fang Zimo's love was a treasure that he held in his hands all the time, and he would never let go even if he died.In the future, which bastard will be cheaper!He is not reconciled!
What's the use of not being reconciled!He was about to die, how could he be willing to drag Fang Zimo to die together.
If love is exclusive and paranoid, then he, Gu Xuelin, must not love Fang Zimo.He chose to let go and let the person he had been holding in his hand live a life without him in the future.
After a moment of silence, Gu Xuelin wiped away his tears, went into the bathroom, and wiped his face.
Looking at the skinny man with red eyes in the mirror, he twitched the corners of his mouth, and his hoarse voice seemed to be saying something normal: "Zimo is gone, and my life is about to die, how can I make those three people feel better! Mom, it's 12 years too late, because my son is unfilial, I will make those who have harmed you die a terrible death."
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