God knows

As I sat down with my plate, what the hell was wrong with me?

Eating a meal requires both being a light bulb and acting.When Lisa hugged David's arm and wanted to feed him Bolognese, I never so much hoped that Phoenix sitting next to him could be a real person. Although it was annoying, he could at least talk to me to divert attention.

"So, how many brothers and sisters do you say you have?" I asked the boy, still wondering if I had just asked this question.

"A brother," David said, smiling at me. "He's gone to college now."

"Oh...that's very good." I said, really not paying attention to the conversation, "This way you can gather three thousand pets in one body, um, monkeys can also be kings."

I made it clear that I wanted to hurt him, but he laughed. Sure enough, people in the period of passionate love don't know where their heads are.

They quickly forgot about my existence, chatting about the cat's photo on David's phone screen, and finally remembered my existence when I was bored and cut all the noodles on the plate into pieces Hand that phone to my face.

"David's cat is so fluffy and cute!"

I nodded.

"Do you have pets?" David asked me politely.

"Well, no." I said with a forced smile, "but my dream is to raise a black widow..." Then I exaggeratedly imitated Lisa's exclamation, "...the furry is so cute..."

The two sitting opposite laughed.Where's the head?head!

"Lisa is really right." David stood up with a smile, "Ann, you are really an interesting person." Then Lisa stood up, took the plate and said to go first, I nodded, never so I hope Lisa will stay out of my sight soon.

"It's really hard to eat." I said, turning my head to look at Phoenix, who was sitting with her legs crossed. She was still staring at the empty seat where the two left. "What's wrong with you? So quiet?"

"they do not."

Phoenix said quietly, the tone was not ordinary dignified.

"No? Nothing?"

I exclaimed, please don't do what I thought, "What did you say?"

"There is no 'feeling'." Phoenix turned to look at me with firm eyes, "There is no 'feeling' between them. She may love him, but he doesn't..."

"...two people who are not related."

I was so excited that I almost jumped up and slapped the table. I moved closer and stared into her sky blue eyes.

"Are you sure you're not mistaken?" I demanded. "They're just dating, maybe the 'feeling' is still weak. You must be mistaken."

"No," Phoenix's tone remained firm, "The strangers who meet each other on the road and the couple who have been dating for more than ten years have the same strong "feeling"..."

"...Ann, don't forget, this is fate, this is a preordained thing."

she said.

"People can fall in love countless times, but there is only one true love"

I'm whimpering, my best friend is finally in a relationship, but Cupid just told me they can't make it through...

...What a cruel world this is!

"Ann, I have one more thing to tell you that might make you even more mad."

Phoenix said, I hate her "feeling" and her dialysis eyes.

"He won't love her, but he will love you."

Fortunately, I don't have any feelings for David, otherwise it must be a human tragedy.

"You can't..." I whispered to Phoenix as I opened the locker, "Can't you do something?"

She shook her head with a blank expression.

"My God! Lisa! I'm sorry!" I wailed, staring at our photo taped to the inside of the door.

"Strictly speaking, you are not sorry for her," Phoenix said matter-of-factly, "he is sorry for her."

"Do you think a woman in love would think this way?" I screamed, "She's so fucking hard, she finally got together and then broke up..." I banged my head on the locker, "It's over, it's over, it's the first time Being called a 'bitch' is the best friend."

"It's very self-aware," Phoenix said, turning his head to inspect the inside of my cabinet with a flat gaze, "The ability to recognize the facts is the first step in reducing damage."

I don't forget to roll her eyes at this juncture.

"The secret language between lovers is very brainwashing." Phoenix said, as if he has never been in love but has seen too much, "But I think the power of friendship cannot be lost. Do you want to try it?"

I dug out the textbook from the cabinet, feeling more hopeless than helpless.

"Even if I warn her, maybe she'll end up thinking I broke them up," I said. "My role was in jeopardy the moment Lisa fell in love with David." Sex is human. Nature, I think Phoenix should also be very clear.

Phoenix shrugged.

"Those who die by drowning always struggle."

For what it's worth, did I mention how much I hate the tone?

"You've made the metaphor of dying..." is just trying to get me wrong.

"Well, Ann." She said as she skipped past me, drew her bow and shot at the two students at the other end of the corridor, she accompanied me to school and didn't forget to work, "No matter how much you cry, you can't change the established status quo , it's quicker to embrace the fact of drowning."

Thank you, thank you so much, great philosopher.

"How? How?" Lisa looked up at me the moment I walked into the classroom with my textbook in hand, "How is it! Isn't it great?"

"Hmmm..." I honestly don't know where the stick is, "Hmmm." This is my disaster.

I looked up to see Phoenix standing behind Lisa, looking down at her, then looking up, raising an eyebrow at my reticence and discomfort.

"Honestly, Lisa." I looked up at my friend seriously, "I don't think David, he... he is not a good guy." So general!I really want to slap and scold myself, because the boy who ate just now is clearly a well-behaved and docile boy...

"Ann, you...you don't like David?" Lisa's whole face fell, which was completely the result I foreseen, "But David did nothing wrong! I... did we do anything to make you unhappy ?”

I shook my hand, really not.

"I really hope you can get along, Ann,"

I don't want us to get along, please don't.

"...I really, really love him."

I want to cry so much!

Phoenix shook his head, taking advantage of the gust of wind outside the window, he flipped through Lisa's textbook.

"I don't want to lose you as a friend if I fall in love, Ann." Lisa said so sincerely that I didn't know how to instill in her David's wrong words, "If you feel unhappy, there is something wrong, Do tell me, okay? Please, do!"

How can I tell you that this man's thoughts are probably not on you?

"Okay..." I said reluctantly, almost forced to agree under the circumstances.

I saw Finnis pacing to the window of the classroom, leaning on the window sill with both hands, and throwing himself outside.Wicked ghost, actually left me to face it alone.

"Ann, I really think of you as a friend." Lisa is the kind of straightforward, she took my hand and said to me sincerely, which made me even more at a loss, so I had to nod hastily.

I know this is hopeless.

I only hope that you will be willing to come back and adopt this sentence you said after you know the truth.