God knows

"I really don't understand what's going on with your kid..."

"Mom, I said, don't come into my room casually." I said in a slightly humorous tone, on the one hand, I wanted to warn but not hurt my mother's heart, "Look at you, you have to trample on my delicate wooden floor. broken."

Since I left the wet umbrella on the floor, the plank seems not to be very strong, and there will be a "creaking" sound like an old house when you step on it.This problem is not a day or two, I am too lazy to fix it, anyway, the ground seems to be some kind of warning, it will make a sound when someone approaches, it is impossible to guard against it.

Phoenix sat motionless on my bed like a statue, even ignoring my mother who was thinking about it in the same space.

"Isn't it prom today?" my mom asked, looking up and down at me in my pajamas, with my feet up at my desk, eating a chicken breast salad.

"Well, yes!" I replied, a mouthful of Caesar sauce dripping from the corner of my mouth.

"You..." Mom seemed extremely helpless, as if patiently explaining the truth of life to me, "You are already a senior, and this may be your last prom."

"Oh." I replied, and found a tissue to wipe my mouth, "But, I didn't find a dance partner, and I didn't prepare any clothes." I said, "It's a bit troublesome! The dance is just... that's it!"

Phoenix looked up at me and nodded unexpectedly.

"This is a memory! You..." My mother hesitated for a while, "You act like a normal girl!"

"Yeah." I put down the bowl and fork, put away my messy legs, and conceded to my mother, "Okay, I'm acting like a normal girl."

"You're not trying to hide the fact that you don't want to go to the prom at all." As he sat down on the bus seat next to me, Finnis said something amused about my clothes.

"Well, my personal taste is very unique. The world hasn't noticed it yet. One day it will become a trend."

I shrug, is it wrong to wear a T-shirt and jeans?I wear this to school every day, and it’s the same today!

Phoenix laughed a few times, "If you don't dress up for the prom, I'm afraid you still don't meet your mother's "normal girl" standard?"

My mom doesn't even know what is normal, what's more important is that I dress up!I'm wearing the band T-shirt from MyChemicalRomance!I won't dress casually if it's not a big day!

"Hey!" I turned my head to look at the dimly lit profile of Phoenix in the bus under the night light outside, "You don't like prom?" I thought about her just now when I complained to my mother, her look She surprised me once again with the expression of agreement for a short time-it turns out that she will agree with people.

"I don't like it." Phoenix shook his head, "It's very noisy there."

"Hey, pop music, there are some things you really can't force."

"No," the bus wobbled, and I saw Phoenix turn to look at me. "There's a lot of emotion there—passion, admiration, loss and jealousy, too."

Nodding, I think I can imagine.

"There are rich places, but often not a single arrow is needed."

I shut my mouth and look out the window, and I can't help but think, what an ironic situation this is...

The dance had been going on for quite a while when I got to school, and I entered by the main entrance, but once inside I sneaked along the walls and tucked myself into corners.

"Which show?"

Phoenix asked me, she was out of sight like I needed to hide.

"How do you think the 'freaks' in college come to be?" I said, finding the long drink table, and lowered my body to help myself a glass of soda, "It's a bit disrespectful to those who seriously dress up if they don't prepare clothes! "

"Thinking too much." Phoenix followed me relaxedly, "Since it's so troublesome, why bother to come here? You can just show it to your mother."

"Well, I've thought about it." I said, looking at Phoenix with a natural expression, "I'm here because I want to know if Sam is okay." Of course, if there are delicious bacon rolls and cheese towers, I will also Makes me think it's worth the fare.

Phoenix looked down at me, who was hiding behind the long table, for a long time, and for a while I thought it was an expression of surprise.

"Okay." She finally said, turning her head to look at the complicated dancing crowd, "You will spend your whole life like this, I will help you, it will be faster."

"Are you going to fly up and help me see? Then be careful not to hit that disco ball..."

I reminded, but Phoenix shook his head.

"I use 'feel', faster."

Really, I have never admired Phoenix so much since I met her.Like a hound sniffing for drugs, she really led me to a hidden pillar in the shortest time and most efficient way, about five meters away from the dancing Sam and Joyce.

"Sam looks handsome," I said, squinting to read their expressions.

"...It looks like you're having fun too, so there shouldn't be a problem with being bored."

I turned to look beyond the pillar at Phoenix, ignoring the crowd, staring at Sam and Joyce at the ball.

"Yeah." She found that I was looking at her, and turned her head to answer.

To be honest, after Lisa and David, I was very afraid of Phoenix making any comments on the couple, although I know that there are many things that belong to reality, and if it doesn’t happen, I can’t force it, but for me, as far as It's like watching the two people who have entered the auditorium to exchange rings, you shed tears of blessing for them, and then you were told afterwards that it was a scam.

People who like to watch adventure action and bloody comics actually have this kind of idea.

"Love."

I was blown away by the Phoenix vs. Sam and Joyce conclusion.

"At the prom, I just met..." I almost stammered, "Are you sure?"

"Don't worry, you can't go wrong."

Phoenix said lightly, with his left hand stretched out in front of him and clenched into a fist, pointing straight at Sam's direction, his right hand hooked under his chin, this posture was maintained for a long time, which made me hold my breath for a long time, almost suffocating nervously.

In the end, she suddenly released her right hand. I couldn't see those invisible things, but Sam stopped dancing at that moment. Under the loud music, he lowered his head and approached Joyce to speak, maybe it was a question or a suggestion, in short She nodded with a smile, and the two left the noisy venue.

"Oh my God!" I leaned against the pillar and sighed, "High school, meeting true love!"

prom!What an impressive night it will be, they will remember that their love sprouted on the gorgeous soil, and there will be their prom-themed photos on the slideshow of the future wedding, what a beautiful memory!They will walk hand in hand for so many days, and they can create many, many memories together. The person next to the pillow in the future has been with me for most of my life, young love...

When I turned my head and poked out the pillar to call Phoenix, I saw her solemn expression.

"Ann, let's go."