Like a fish in water

Lu Shuijiang made a bowl of noodles with the things in the refrigerator. When he came out, he saw Chen Yu hugging Chen Chen, who was crying, and said, "You know, it's been three months... how can she bear it, Chen Chen Yu, a life is lost like this, and she didn't discuss it with me... She left, why should she come and leave as soon as she said..."

Chen Yu was very sad. He didn't know how to comfort Chen Chen. He also felt guilty. He felt that they did this because of him. He couldn't say sorry to Chen Chen. He couldn't open his mouth. Those three words were too light.

Lu Shui felt uncomfortable listening, he leaned against the door and looked at them, after a while, Chen Chen calmed down and said, "I feel like God made a joke on me, Chen Yu, I'm tired..."

Seeing that Chen Chen stopped talking, Lu Shui walked over. Chen Chen raised his head from Chen Yu's shoulder.

Lu Shui said: "I cooked noodles, you can go and eat." He saw Chen Yu crying too.

That night, Chen Chen stayed at their house. Chen Yu wanted to stay with him, but Chen Chen said he wanted to be alone.

Chen Yu was lying on the bed with his eyes open and he didn't feel sleepy at all. Lu Shui didn't sleep either. After some time, Lu Shui heard Chen Yu say: "Lu Shui, do you know? I grew up with him, he His personality is more cheerful than mine, and he has always taken care of me. At that time, Wang Le said that he would break up with me. I ran to that city alone. I wanted to hear him say it. I felt it was too sudden. I love him, and I even He came out, and I couldn't accept the breakup he said."

Chen Yu paused for a moment, he held Lu Shui's hand and continued: "I saw him outside their school, walking with a girl, they were holding hands, across the road, but I didn't have the courage to walk over Later, Chen Chen called me, and I kept crying on the phone, and he was very worried, so he rushed over early the next morning."

Chen Yu was a little choked up when he said this, and he tightened his hand holding Lu Shui, "He found me outside Wang Le's school, pulled me inside, and said he wanted Wang Le to give me an explanation, but I refused. , I said that even if I was not reconciled, I didn’t want to make myself so ugly. He said to me angrily: “Aren’t you ugly now? Isn’t it just a lovelorn? I’ve never seen a girl who’s lost in love be so worthless like you.” Later, he slapped me, hugged me and said, "Chen Yu, you have to remember, we are men, don't cry for anyone, especially those who are sorry for us, it's not worth it."

Lu Shui turned his head and looked at the tears on Chen Yu's face that could not stop flowing. They disappeared in his hair, but wet the pillow. He hugged Chen Yu in his arms and said, "It's okay, he will get better, he is Chen Chen Ah, you have to trust him, you can do it at that time, and he can do it too."

"The child is gone, he feels guilty, it's all because..."

Lu Shui was very distressed, but he didn't know how to comfort him. He wanted to say: It's not because of you alone, but because of us.

The next day, when they woke up, Chen Chen had already left, and he left a note for Chen Yu: Chen Yu, don't be sad, and don't blame yourself, it's not your fault, don't blame yourself, You treat me like a friend, like a brother, like a relative, and I will be fine.goodbye!

Chen Yu looked at those two words: Goodbye!He knew that Chen Chen would definitely get better, it just took time.This is the case between friends, one look, one word, that person will understand.

In the past few days, Lu Shui was always worried about Chen Yu, but after observing for a while, he saw that he had no abnormal behavior or any bad emotions, so he was relieved.I originally planned to invite An Qi to dinner on the weekend, but it was also delayed.

On the weekend, Chen Yu asked Lu Shui, didn't he say he wanted to find time to invite An Qi to dinner?Asked him if he had made arrangements, Lu Shui said that we can talk about it next week. I was afraid that you would not be able to adjust your mood, so I didn't make an appointment.

Since Lu Shui didn't go back to his hometown during the May Day holiday, Lu's mother called in June and said, "I must find time to go back this month."

Lu Shui booked a flight ticket for Friday afternoon. He can leave school directly after class in the morning.

The day before he left, he filled the refrigerator to the brim and prepared some dishes to put in it.When Chen Yu came back in the evening, Lu Shui pulled him to the refrigerator, opened the refrigerator and said to him: "I made this item, you can just heat it in the microwave oven. The following are semi-finished products, just fire them up." You can eat it after frying it, and you have to finish that soup tomorrow..."

After Lu Shui finished speaking, he turned to look at Chen Yu and said, "Do you remember everything? Especially that... um..." Before he finished speaking, Chen Yu sealed his mouth, and Chen Yu's kiss was not gentle at all , seemed a little uneasy, Lu Shui reached out and hugged him tightly, and responded enthusiastically.

After the two separated, Lu Shui hugged him and said, "I'll just go back for two days, and I'll be back on Sunday, okay?"

Chen Yu knew that in the past two years, Lu Shui seldom went home, in order to accompany him and avoid blind dates, and he also knew that Lu Shui would be 26 soon.In fact, the older he gets, the more uneasy he becomes. When he was younger, he could use study and work as an excuse. Now that everything is stable, it is impossible to escape for a lifetime.He felt that if Lu Shui didn't come out for a day, their future would be confused, with too many possibilities and uncertainties.

However, he couldn't ask Lu Shui anything. Not everyone has the courage to come out, and not every parent can accept it calmly.When I came out, my usually open-minded parents couldn’t accept it for a while. He watched his mother secretly cry many times, and his father was also very depressed during that time. It was only later, after he went to university, that they accepted his homosexuality. .

It was past four o'clock when Lu Shui came home on Friday. Lu's mother came out of the kitchen, took his bag, and said happily: "I'm finally back. Tell me how long you haven't been home since the May Day holiday." No, why, don’t want this home anymore.”

Lu Shui hugged her and said coquettishly, "How is it possible, my family is so nice, why don't you, Mom, you have to make delicious food for me."

"Yes, yes, it's delicious. I'm doing it right now. Come on, mom, take a look. Why haven't you gained any flesh? You're still so thin."

Lu Shui let Lu's mother pinch his face, "Why are you so fat? Others can't lose weight even if they want to. How good I am, I only eat and don't grow."

"Hey, I won't tell you anymore, I'm still cooking in the kitchen." After speaking, Mother Lu hurried into the kitchen again.

Lu Shui took the bag into the room, and the whole room was tidied up. He rolled around on the bed, feeling that the sheets and pillows were a little hot, exuding the smell of sunshine, so comfortable.

He sent Chen Yu a message saying that he had arrived home, and once again asked him to eat well by himself.

After six o'clock in the evening, Lu's mother had already prepared the dishes, and Lu Shui was watching TV with her in the living room, when the door opened suddenly, Lu Shui stood up from the sofa and ran towards the door, "Dad must be back."

Lu Shui looked at Father Lu who opened the door and came in and said happily, "Dad, you're back."

Father Lu raised his hand and touched his head and said, "You brat, it's really not easy to ask you to come back."

Lu Shui took the things in his hand and said, "How can there be?"

"Lin Yu, come in quickly." Father Lu turned his head and said to the people outside the door.

Only then did Lu Shui see that there was another person outside the door, a girl, and he thought to himself what was going on?

Mother Lu also came over at this time, and kindly pulled Lin Yu to sit down at the dining table, and said to them as she walked, "Talking at the dinner table, the food will get cold in a while."

Lu Shui looked at a table of his favorite food, and suddenly lost his taste. He thought that Chen Yu would have to think about it again when he saw this scene.

At the dinner table, Mother Lu kept bringing food to Lu Shui and Lin Yu, telling them to eat more.

Lu Shui listened to the three of them chatting, it seemed that they were already familiar with each other, and he looked like an outsider. After thinking about it, he thought of Chen Yu again. What to eat, you should tell him when you leave, if you really don't want to do it yourself, go out to eat.

"Lu Shui, what are you thinking, eat quickly, you will be full just by looking at it." Mother Lu looked at Lu Shui who was in a daze, and knocked on his bowl.

"I'm eating, but it's too much."

Lu's mother looked at Lu Shui, then turned her head to look at Lin Yu, and suddenly put down the chopsticks in her hand and said, "I forgot to introduce you, Lin Yu, this is my son Lu Shui. I will be 8 in August, and I am a high school teacher in city A, teaching Chinese in the first year of high school."

Looking at Lu Shui again, he said, "Lu Shui, this is Lin Yu, the daughter of your father's friend. She is 25 years old and is a lawyer in your father's firm."

When Lu Shui heard it, this introduction was a typical opening line for a single date.He shouted silently in his heart: Oh my God, it used to be photos, but now they are brought directly home.

Lu Shui glanced at Lin Yu indifferently and said, "Hello." Then he began to eat the food in the bowl.

Lu's father and Lu's mother saw their son's reaction, and it seemed that it was going to be over again. What a pity for such a good girl.

After all, Lin Yu is a lawyer, and she has never met any kind of person. Just looking at Lu Shui, she knew that that person was deliberately cold-faced, and she didn't want to come on a blind date. If it wasn't because her father was a friend of her boss, She didn't want to come.She ignored Lu Shui's behavior just now and said: "Lu Shui, eat slowly, no one will grab the food in your bowl, don't eat that piece of fish in one bite, be careful of being caught by the fishbone."

"Cough...cough..."

"What's wrong?" Mother Lu immediately walked to Lu Shui's side, patted him on the back, and asked anxiously.

"I just ate a piece of chili and choked on it."

Lu Shui raised his head and stared at Lin Yu who was calmly picking up the fishbone and thought to himself, whoever marries this woman must be blind and deaf.

After eating, Lin Yu said goodbye to them politely, and smiled at Lu Shui and said, "Lu Shui, it's a pleasure to meet you today."

Lu Shui stared at her in disgust, and silently rolled his eyes in his heart.

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