Sang Yu Fei Wan

Yu Sang stayed at home for two whole weeks.During these two weeks he was completely cut off from the bustling metropolis in which he had been imprisoned.Every morning, Yu Sang would get up before her mother and go to the breakfast stall outside to buy fried dough sticks and soy milk; in the morning, she would accompany her mother to take care of the small yard in front of the door and water the vegetables grown by herself; in the afternoon, she and Yu Qiuxia watched TV, Sometimes go for a walk.

I also found time to go to the hospital for a reexamination. The effect of the new drug was not bad, and the condition was well controlled.

Yu Qiuxia went to visit the grave every week, so before leaving, Yu Sang accompanied her mother to the cemetery again, and on the way back, she found Zhong Beichen's mother as usual.

Zhong Beichen's mother is elegantly dressed, if she walks in the forest silently, it will be like a beautiful and melancholy painting.

But when Yu Qiuxia chatted with each other, Yu Sang could feel strongly that these were just two middle-aged women of the same age, looking for companionship and comfort in each other.

To Yu Sang's surprise, during the two weeks she came back, her mother never mentioned the matter of asking Yu Sang to go on a blind date.

Originally, Yu Sang had already made preparations, planning to bite the bullet and meet the matchmaker her mother might tell her.But when I got home, everything was calm.

It seems that it wasn't Yu Qiuxia who urged Yu Sang to go on a blind date every day in the past.

Until the night before leaving, the two ate at the table.Caught off guard, Yu Sang heard her mother ask, "Do you know anyone you like?"

Yu Sang was taken aback for a moment, the chopsticks tripped over the edge of the bowl, and just fell on the table.

Yu Qiuxia smiled and asked, "Why are you so nervous?"

Yu Sang shook her head, and quickly denied: "No, I'm not nervous, and I don't have a crush."

Yu Qiuxia looked at Yu Sang with a smile, and asked, "Really?" Then she said, "Really?"

"Really, really not." Yu Sang said.

He has always been obedient and doesn't know how to lie.

Although at the moment, I don't think I'm lying, but I feel a little inexplicably guilty.

Yu Qiuxia looked at Yu Sang for a while and asked, "Did I put too much pressure on you?"

Yu Sang shook her head and said, "I understand your painstaking efforts."

Of course Yu Sang also thought about the meaning of blind date and even marriage in his life.

At the very beginning, he had indeed longed for it. If he could have someone to know and accompany him, then he would not be lonely on the road of life.But soon these delusions were shattered, and only considered from a purely economic point of view: marriage is a reduction in the cost of living - raising children is another matter.

Raising children is a risky investment.

And in his long and lifeless life, doing these things in a regular manner may make life a little more comfortable and less embarrassing.

Yu Sang admits the necessity of these things, but it is difficult to get up the energy to do it.

In the end, it was Zhong Beichen who said that he didn't like it enough.

Even if the delusion has long been shattered, but when you don't like it, you still can't force yourself to work hard.

Even when you don't know the other person's name at all, you still have dreams of mutual love.

Yu Qiuxia sighed and said, "Mom is afraid that you will be lonely."

"Mom is so far away from you, and I can't take care of you. Over the years, I've been sick, and you worked hard outside alone. I'm afraid you have suffered a lot. You don't want to tell your family, and you don't want Mom to worry. You have to bear it yourself. I always wonder if you can find someone your own age who can tell you what's on your mind, will it make you feel better."

"I also think that if you have a child sooner, I can take care of it for you. When you get old, you will have a guarantee."

Yu Sang lowered her head, looked at the porridge in the bowl, and gave a muffled hum.

"I understand." Yu Sang said.

Yu Qiuxia said: "Okay, if you're upset, Mom won't talk about it."

Yu Sang shook her head and said no.Yu Qiuxia's palms were pressed against Yu Sang's face, and the rough palm lines caressed Yu Sang gently.Very warm, but also very distressed.

Then, he sighed lightly.He hesitated to speak, and finally said nothing.

The next day's flight was very early, and Yu Sang got up at three or four to catch the night bus to the airport.

Halfway there, the bus broke down and was delayed for more than an hour.Fortunately, Yu Sang left enough time on the road, and in the end, she hurried to catch up with the last boarding time.

He trotted all the way, even when he reached the cabin, he didn't stop for a moment due to inertia.While looking at the seat number on the ticket, he stared at the seat marks on the side of the cabin, counting them one by one.He sat in the inner seat, and when he got there, he glanced at the seat beside the aisle and said, "Excuse me, please make room, I will sit inside."

After all, he wanted to put his luggage on the luggage rack.

Yu Qiuxia packed a lot of things for Yu Sang, food and supplies, she was afraid that Yu Sang would not have enough, so the suitcase was also very heavy.Yu Sang staggered up, halfway up, lightened her hand, and the suitcase was supported by someone else.

Yu Sang said "thank you" while turning her head to look.

I was stunned when I saw it.

Classmate Xiao Zhong is finally online